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chat if you wanna see me shitpost more, follow mi twitter (actually, dont question the posts or my header)

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This two

(forgot about Olga's earings)

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Hi! Ik its abit unusual that i dont post daily now or anything, but i have lots of stuff im gonna post now :) !!

Im experimenting my colouring and style and still trying to figure out how tiktok works! Go figure!

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im so mad rn cause i went to a decor server and WHY THE HELL are people posting icons of historical figures as if their aesthetic (specific talking about bad ones). They posted a icon of Reinhard Heydrich and they dont even know who tf he is.

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Source: I was there

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FOOTAGE OF THE GOEBBELS CHILDREN

The Goebbels children singing to Harald Quandt, 1942 (correct me if im wrong)

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Now why did i just see my heide colouring on pinterest.....

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Random colourings i did, in order:

Hilde, Helmut and Hedda Goebbels, Sommer 1942.

Helga, Hilde, Helmut, Holde and Hedda Goebbels, 1940 in Berlin Wannsee.

Hilde Goebbels, Ein Sommertag Am Bongensee , 1943.

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A US M4 Sherman tank with large teeth attached to its front armoured plate (to tackle the large hedgerows) makes its way through the destroyed town of Lambézellec, Brittany, France - Aug 1944

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madeee a strawpage (click it!!) out of sheer boredom

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HEIDE

Heidrun Elisabeth was born on October 29, 1940. That same day, Joseph wrote into his diary “Magda has given birth to a daughter. What a delight! I drive over to see her straight away (…) A sweet little baby; I am so happy that it is a girl. We name her Heide.” Heide was born after Joseph and Magda had gone through a deep marital crisis. Thus, the parents themselves called her “the child of reconciliation”.

Kathe Hübner said she was a child “particularly fond of animals”

Rochus Misch described her as a “little flirt” and said she frequently joked with him in the bunker.

“Heide” was four years old at the time of her death.

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HEDDA

Hedwig Johanna was born on May 5, 1938, while her father was on board the Italian flagship Conte Canvour along with Hitler and Mussolini. According to the Captain of the boat, when Hitler handed a signal form to Goebbels in which it was announced that Magda had given birth to another girl at 2 P.M. that day, Mussolini suggested that as it was their Navy Day, Goebbels might name the baby “Marina”, to which Joseph merely grinned. It passed a week before he returned to Berlin and set eyes on his fourth daughter, who had a difficult birth. On May 18, Joseph wrote into his diary that “Hertha (later Hedda) already looks sweet. The children are beside themselves with joy. Helga in her excitement is the definition of cuteness”. Although at first Goebbels decided to call the infant Hertha, he shortly opted for Hedda instead (Magda’s mother had just seen a fine performance of Hedda Gabler).

Hedda had an operation in 1941.

Apparently, Hedda had a very creative imagination and brought joy to all those around her.

Kathe Hübner, Hedda’s eldest siblings’ governess, described her as the prettiest of the children, with a squeaky voice.

Magda once described the temperaments of five of her children to her sister-in-law Eleanore (Ello) Quandt by describing how each would react to learning they had been deceived by their spouse: Hedda  “would give a peal of laughter and say “Come here you rascal and give me a kiss"”

In the early days of December, 1944, Hitler visited the children in Lanke, after almost four years without having seen them. According to Joseph, he was received as a family member, and the children welcomed him wearing their formal dresses. Hitler admired that Helga and Hilde already were "young ladies” and Helmut had become “a little gentleman”. However, it was Hedda who especially caught all his “attention and his sympathy”. Nevertheless, Hedda had eyes only for Günter Schwágermann, her father’s one-eyed adjuntant. She declared she was going to marry him, explaining: “He can take his eye out!”.

She was almost seven years old at the time of her death.

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HOLDE

Holdine Kathrin was born 2 months prematurely, on February 19, 1937. That same day, Joseph wrote into his diary that the birth (as well as the pregnancy) had been very complicated. It is claimed that Holde got her first name when the doctor who delivered her, Stoeckel, bent over her and exclaimed “Das ist eine Holde!” (“That’s a pretty one!”). 

Goebbels described the little one as a “small” baby who “did not weigh much” but was “cute and sweet”. According to her father, baby Holde was “just like Helga!”. Four weeks later, when the children saw the baby, Helga yelled “just what I wanted… It came down from the sky!”. After Holde´s birth, doctors warned Joseph that Magda did not have to get pregnant in two years. Despite being sickly at first, Holde grew to be a healthy baby.

Apparently, Holde was the “least lively” of the children. Quiet by nature, she was somewhat “pushed aside” by the others to her considerable distress. Little Holde was spurned by her sisters as ‘slow-witted and boring". “You are silly and nuisance“ her siblings teased her. She suffered from all this until eventually it was noticed that she would creep away by herself and cry. Her father, touched, responded to this by making her something of a favorite, to which she responded with devotion. In fact, on a diary entry Goebbels made in the early months of 1939, he wrote Holde was “like a little angel”.

Magda once described the temperaments of five of her children to her sister-in-law Eleanore (Ello) Quandt by describing how each would react to learning they had been deceived by their spouse: Holde would never quite get over the infidelity, but would be too proud to reproach her husband. Finally, through the breach of confidence on the part of her husband, she would go to pieces altogether.

Holde was eight years old at the time of her death.

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HELMUT

The long awaited son, Helmut Christian, was born on October 2, 1935. “There the little chap lies: he looks like a Goebbels. I’m happier than I could imagine. I could go round smashing things out of sheer joy. A boy!” proud Joseph wrote into his diary.

On the day of Helmut’s first birthday, Joseph bought his wife a costly ring.

In October 1937, when two-year-old Helmut answered him back, Goebbels paddled the lad, though reluctantly. “He doesn’t give in”, Joseph noted indulgently on his diary. “Not a bad sign!”.

In the summer of 1938, Goebbels described his son as a “stubborn little ne'er do-well”. However, the same day of Helmut’s fifth birthday (1939), Joseph described him as a “nice, clever boy. He gives us all such a huge amount of fun.” In his diary, he called his son a "Clown”.

Helmut studied a great deal of history and his father lectured him at length on the interrelation of historical events, although the boy was altogether too young to grasp its meaning. When his teacher at the Lanke primary school reported to his parents that his promotion to a higher form was doubtful, the atmosphere at home became very stormy, This for his father was unthinkable. He shouted angrily at the little boy and made him tremble, threatening him with dire punishment unless he did better.  Magda intervened. She herself and the governess took the little dreamer in hand two, three, four, five hours a day. Both understood him and managed to shake him out of his dreamy ways into reality, with the remarkable result that he was not only promoted but gained astonishingly good marks. Käthe Hubner, Helmut’s 1943-1945 governess remembers “Helmut had once received from my lessons. It was only a few weeks, where I gave him private tuition”.

Once in 1942, the newsreel camera found him in the classroom of the village school. ‘Twelve birds sitting in a row, Helmut Goebbels!’ the teacher challenged. ‘A huntsman shoots one dead. How many are left?’ After much coaxing and flubbing while a forest of young hands waved around him, Helmut eventually arrived at a plausible answer: ‘Eleven?’ ‘Wrong!’ answered the teacher triumphantly. ‘None! The rest all fly away when the gun goes off!’ Helmut offered a goofy smile through his protruding upper teeth.

In this newsreel footage, Helmut appeared sitting on his school desk with his best friend, Georg Schertz. Georg, who was Helmut’s age, was also his neighbor in Schwanenwerder. They both attended the elementary school in Nikolassee in 1941 and then in Wannsee. The two boys were very good friends and used to play together after school. In fact, Georg was the only boy of the same age in Schwanenwerder. However, Georg’s mother was worried about her son’s close friendship with Helmut. Therefore, she once told Magda: “My husband was dismissed by your husband’s government from his civil servant job.“ Magda Goebbels smiled: "Yes, do you think we didn’t know that? But the children have nothing to do with it.”

“Once,” says Georg, “I was with Helmut at an early evening film screening at the Goebbels estate. A propaganda strip was shown in which Russian soldiers were mowed down by German machine guns in Winter, and the snow was stained with Russian blood.” Georg believes it was a color film. And he can’t forget that Magda Goebbels asked her husband if that was something suitable for children. To which he replied: "If you can’t see it, you should close your eyes.”

Georg invited his friend Helmut to his tenth birthday on April 24, 1945. For fear of hostilities, his parents had decided to hold the party earlier on April 20. But on this day, Hitler’s last birthday, the Goebbels family moved out of Schwanenwerder, to the Fuhrerbunker.  “We didn’t believe they murdered their own children at first. My parents thought it was a ruse, Helmut and his sisters had been secretly taken away to South America…”. More than 70 years after Helmut’s death, Georg remembered him through tears: “Helmut was a highly introverted, a slightly shabby boy. He has been with me, inside me, all my life.”

Magda once described the temperaments of five of her children to her sister-in-law Eleanore (Ello) Quandt by describing how each would react to learning they had been deceived by their spouse. "Helmut would never believe that his wife would deceive him.”

In 1940, Goebbels described his son as “still the plump, phlegmatic little chap”. In fact, he seemed worried about his only son, who in comparison with his elder sisters was more distracted. However, it is curious that in October, 1941, Goebbels blamed her daughters for this: “Helmut has reached the age of 6 (…) It is essential for him to be in contact with other group of boys, because nothing good comes out from a boy that is always surrounded by girls”.

In July 1942, Joseph took advantage of an official trip to Bavaria, to visit a Nazi Party school close to Felfading and decided that he would “enroll Helmut when he is old enough”.

Käthe Hübner, said Helmut’s character “was especially dear to my heart. Perhaps because he was a little girlish and was not enough for the demands of his father to him”. Helmut was considerate and sensitive, a dreamer. This did not suit his father. In fact, Auguste Behrend, Magda’s mother, recorded on her memmoirs that Helmut had no greater ambition than to become a Berlin subway driver. Mrs. Behrend also remembered how once Joseph found Magda had dressed Helmut in a frilly silk blouse, and he snapped at her “That’s not right for a boy,” sending his son off to change. “We are not the Ribbentrops or Görings. People expect different of us!.”

According to his autopsy, Helmut had blue-gray eyes, was 1'36 meters tall and had the wire brace around his upper teeth (they had always protruded just like his father’s). Helmut was nine years old at the time of his death.