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gotta wake up early as fuckkkkkk a couple days from now go to the stupid airport say goodbye to my girlfriend and then fly for 25 fuckinnggggg hours . also im landing in texas first it will be hot as balls. KILLING !!!!

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love talking about my ocs with my girlfriend

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i’m doing the thing i always do when some transitional period is approaching that i don’t want to happen— not sleeping

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four days until i’m flying back to the us. sighhhhhs flying makes me nervous at the best of times but this time i don’t even have like. my dad next to me and the anticipation of meeting in person the girl i’ve had feelings for for over a year instead i am flying by myself and flying away from my girlfriend.. reminding myself that i will be flying towards my dog and my brother and my computer but. sighs. i’m still sad . and nervous!!!!

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my gf's cat sat on my laptop, pulled up an youtube video on adhd diagnoses, started playing music on spotify, disconnected my bluetooth headphones and turned off wifi, opened up a commission my gf did of our ocs, and started screen recording

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why are they always throwing gnomes? my cat has alll

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starts ripping up all my furniture I LOVE MY CHARACTERS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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GOT IT DONE . SEMESTER OVER WITH ALL WORK BEHIND ME . I AM EVERYTHING

sighhhh made a good amount of progress on this essay ... or what Would have been a good amount of progress four days ago when i still had two days left before it was due . as it is this thing is STILL not even HALFWAY done !!!! crashes my car

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sighhhh made a good amount of progress on this essay ... or what Would have been a good amount of progress four days ago when i still had two days left before it was due . as it is this thing is STILL not even HALFWAY done !!!! crashes my car

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i love my items so much la la la la

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OKAY . list of things to get EXCITED for !!! since i am feeling some dread about leaving australia i will be real .

-ummm when im reunited with my pc i can finally finish my p3r playthrough..... AND ! finish my veilguard playthrough? and i think i might start either a new dao or a new p4g playthrough afterwards.... we shall see .. or i continue my p3p playthrough . world is my oyster

-MY DOGGGGGGGGGG . i can play with my dog :)

-will probably go on some hikes when i get back.... one of my mutuals on tiktok lives in my state and lately he's been posting videos of him biking on trails and im like ohhh . cant wait to hike

-can go to various restaurants that i missed...... grins

-MY PACKAGES !!!!! got several packages delivered to my house and told my mom to wait on one big one to arrive before sending them to me, but due to a series of mishaps ummmm . my package that i was originally expecting in september that only actually shipped at the end of february to the wrong address and then got returned to sender by my university post office has Finally shipped to my parents house two days ago . so . i will have my zine and posters and keychains waiting for me upon my return . to combine with the stuff i picked up at cons while i was here . this rules

-there are certain activities that my gf and i can only do when i have my pc :) silver lining for not being able to do the activities we can only do in person . we like to play games and call im really excited for that :) we have a bg3 playthrough to pick back up andddd a drv3 playthrough where we were doing all the voices . that was sooo awesome im excited to do voices again . #ourvoices

-MY BROTHERRRRRRRRRRR i love my brother . i will hug him

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think i might need to get a new laptop soonish.. idk i'll keep using this one until i cant anymore butttttt . it's showing some signs of its age

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sighs wistfully.... cant wait to have a room that i can settle my items into . feels like im only collecting items in preparation for a room that im not vacating soon . but i am always vacating rooms . this bothers me because it goes against my belief that u should not be saving good things for the "right time" but tbh . i just get annoyed every time i have to move my shit back and forth so while putting up all my posters in my ugly yellow bedroom in my parent's house Might make me enjoy that room a little more, as would putting them up in whatever dorm im living in, i just know i'd be dreading taking them all down and packing them up when i inevitably leave that room . sighs

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walking around in my t shirt right now i feel like tim from elementary school who wore shorts in the middle of winter

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everyones playing games

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gonna have peanut butter later. with or on something i’ll decide when the time comes

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to be honest with you all i’ve been carrying this stick