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Πάντα τα πράγματα γίνονται όμορφα εκεί.

-Θεσσαλονίκη, Ιανουάριος (2020).

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Aidan Moesby

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Sexual tension is so hot. Two people trying to make each other desperate with so much teasing and things left unsaid, until one of them can’t take it anymore and pushes the other against the wall and fucks them hard while telling them how long they’ve waited for it

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Les amours imaginaires (2010) dir. Xavier Dolan

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Smart is attractive

Educate me on some shit I don’t know boo.

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i love being a brat bc what the fuck are you gonna do about it? give me exactly what i want??? fool.

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hohoho

so after this is all over who’s eating me out

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feeling safe with someone is so important to me

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that attention hit different when it’s from who you want.

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Για πάντα

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Tallinn talisman

Like a stream of silver water running through your veins

you are water and you shall remain water.

She scares you sometimes, her will to forbid change

for she is frightened

but don’t avoid her, never avoid her, because she’s home and warmth,

remember when you told her?

She sat down and sang a lullaby and you regretted every moment you thought about drowning her,

letting the water consume you and be one with you,

letting yourself into her lungs, preventing her from breathing.

Come back.

Come back.

You rest your head at her neck, tiny strands of her hair sticking at your face and you are one again

not alone

never again alone

because she is here.

And if you had her for a moment, she’ll stay, you know she’ll stay.

A key lock in your pocket

a photo in your wallet

where’s she’s smiling

frozen in time, for you to cherish again and again.

And she’ll go away, she always does and always comes back for you

It’s all you’ve ever learnt, letting people go and pulling them close again,

pushing yourself forward, stepping through bones and broken glass to reach the top

Alone

And triumphant.

For you left her finally behind.

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