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> be me

> rich grandpa owner of powerful company

> see little lesbian trying to start their toxic codependent forced soulmate marriage with my grandchild

> deadname them

> leave

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I did not expect Umiri to have a Doofenschmirtz level backstory motivation as well as maybe possibly an eating disorder but oh well here we are

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pretty much my ep 8 watching experience

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i need you all to be really smart about episode 8 and not take an abuser's words at face value. okay? okay.

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I'M GONNA SCREAM TTTT_____TTTTT

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curious to hear about how everyone interprets mortis' age compared to mutsumi...

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uika. girl. i- girl.

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surely this is just a red herring....right?

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ave mujica ep. 5 post-credits scene for those who missed it. help

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i'm still thinking about mortis saying "but i'm still here" in ep4 post-credits. wondering if she's referring to how she considers herself a doll in headspace. much to think about with this one

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by the way im starting to think that mortis purposefully got the band to split up bc i was rewatching ep3 and she seemed to want mutsumi to give up on the band but she said “saki will break” to which mortis replied “you’re gonna break first”. and guess what. she did. and now mortis is fronting. does mortis want the band to continue for real? or does she want them all to split up and get sakiko away from mutsumi? as she thinks sakiko is treating mutsumi unfairly. much to ponder

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Love how the girl band misery meta has evolved to the point where The Episode Where They Temporarily Break Up is not enough. One breakup? What are you, some kind of Catholic (unsexy and non-Gothic kind)? In this economy, threatening to leave this dogshit band where no one even wants to give themselves permanent soul nerve damage for the sake of our next gig is practically the equivalent of saying good morning. Band lesbians these days divorce more often than they say goodbye.

Once upon a time, saying you wanted to kill yourself was a reliable way to get the squabbling emo lesbians to pay attention. Nowadays you have bands like Ave Mujica wherein suicidal ideation is so common that you need to actively evolve a variety of alters, headmates or even a tulpa or three and then threaten to detonate them in rapid succession just so that the influencer bitch who joined for clout and keeps threatening to end it all on stream will realise that she is in fact a willpilled lifecel- a lowly 10 on the nihility scale who will surely accept her place in the face of your seventh ego death.

Quit the band? A true musician must, at bare minimum, disband from her entire sense of self twice, and that's just for episode four. The game's evolving. Gotta keep up or weep up.

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sorry for the uber long clip but tell me why a bandori anime presents one of the most accurate portrayals of DID i have ever seen in fiction

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mortis (unintentionally) enabling uika's obsession with sakiko is the funniest thing to come out of ep4 and i am sure that scene will have no further consequences

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MORTIS. THINKIINGGG……..