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I live in complete poverty and disability. Trying to make art to sell as prints as I am not getting commissions the way I used to. I am disabled and diabetic, immunocompromised from recent surgery, and I live in a traditional filipino house partially destroyed by storms and termites. I work 3 jobs, but they are all very unstable. Please please please, if you've ever derived joy from my art or insight from my posts or book recs, if you could pick up a print, send a tip, or subscribe to my patreon where I have 400+ exclusive drawings / early access, it would help keep me alive, in the most literal sense. I have been given a second chance at life, and I would like to keep living. Thank you so much

Inprnt / patreon / ko-fi tipping jar / paypaI tipping jar

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It will get cold again eventually. The summer will not last forever. I’m not doomed to live in this unbearable heat for all eternity. <- said while gripping the countertop so hard that the tile is starting to crack

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There’s two ends of the horror spectrum

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“unbothered. moisturized. happy. in my lane. focused. flourishing.”

-Cassandra reading her smutty literature on the beach (don’t tell Varric)

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The Silt Verses- Of Lovers, Gods, and Beasts (Chapter 4)

[start image ID: a black and white watercolor painting of birch trees against a white background. The trees have no leaves, and there are markings on their bark which depict a circle above a triangle, with four vertical lines underneath. There is a quote in the middle of the painting which reads: “If there is a god haunting this place, I don’t think it’s mine”. End Image ID.]

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a heartbeat on a hard drive

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Book bindings for various editions of Charles Baudelaire’s “Les Fleurs du mal”

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Why isn't "too scary" a good enough reason to never drive a car

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need to revisit her model occasionally to justify all the work i put into it

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Perseus and Andromeda

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When the tide comes home.

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I’m sorry Columbo, I had to do what my brain demanded of me

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the author's barely disguised longing for a kinder world

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one of my current wips

(commissions open)

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the gods' favourite chewtoy

this is gonna be part of a bigger piece once i give this a real bg but for now have this :) i just got a stylus & procreate for the first time ever and im having a blast always make inadvisable financial decisions kids!! also im done with uni for now so i can actually create!! huzzah!

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Somewhere you almost remember