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me when the bul1mia is no longer just a fun little oopsie

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can i have to bul1mi4 that makes you skinny pls because why have i gained 8kg

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i fucking hate bul1mia

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yesterday would’ve been our three year anniversary. you know, when we broke up, i had to change the password to all my devices. because every single one of them was our anniversary, and i could not bear to be reminded of what i gave up. i had really thought this through. i know it came unexpected to you, but please know that i really did consider it. but despite having thought about it for months and months, it actually happening? yeah that’s different. i cannot believe it’s approaching five months since we broke up. you’ve become a stranger to me but somehow it still feels so fresh. i feel like it was only two weeks ago i’d cycle past your house and decide to drop by. but then again, ive been cycling past your house, knowing you’re there, but knowing we have nothing to do with each other anymore, for months now. it took four months before i happened to run into you, i gave that smile you give someone you kind of know when you see them in passing. but you’re not just someone i kind of know. but i guess as time goes on, you go from someone i completely knew, to someone i only once knew. happy third anniversary, or not i guess.

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50km solo hike, wild camping, no cell service this weekend alhamdulillah

i really just need to go on a hike for a couple days

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FUCK BUL1MI4 I FUCKING HATE THIS SHIT

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i really just need to go on a hike for a couple days

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what am i doing with my life.

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I AM PROUD TO ANNOUNCE THAT AT THE BIG AGE OF 20 I DID NOT SHIT MYSELF

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odds i shit myself at the gym ?!? took a laxative and it’s actively taking effect but im convinced i can resist it for 1.5 hours

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aerospace engineering core

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i want to be good and do good ,, but how ?

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how do i become a better person ?

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my favorite conspiracy theory is that things will get better

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girls and the inherent loneliness they have felt all their lives

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i’m low key feeling religious psychosis is the move rn