hipharp101 - Tumblr blog

[hipharp101]

Here’s Owen!

Just a guy

[hipharp101]

it’s like no one wants to fucking take their bloody hands and cup their lover’s face, making a streak of red on their cheek with their thumb before passionately kissing anymore 

[hipharp101]

Here’s some art.

[hipharp101]

You look like you like Glee

Just call me a slur

[hipharp101]

HANNIBAL | 1x11 “Rôti”

[hipharp101]

When a cannibal falls in love with a fisherman… (all made using this)

[hipharp101]

Adam (2009)

[hipharp101]

Guy wearing a harness at pride except it says "NERVOUS" on it

[hipharp101]

Have you fallen in love with me yet or do I need to post more nonsense

[hipharp101]

I need a fanfic of Hannibal’s notes on Will’s therapy sessions, because the comedy potential of Hannibals vague ass “I’m probably gonna have these called on by the court, need to make sure I’m vague enough not to have a paper trail but specific enough I can’t be called out” notes! Like:

(Hannibal in session) Killing must feel good to god too, he does it all the time, and are we not created in his image.

(Hannibal’s note) Will expressed guilt about his altercation with Garret Jacob Hobbs. I encouraged self compassion.

(Will in session) I don’t know how I got here, I can’t remember how I got here, I’m having blackouts, I keep seeing things that aren’t there, I- *has a seizure*

(Hannibal’s note) Will expressed concern with his memory and persistent headaches, possibly caused by feeling stressed. I recommended anxiety relief techniques.

[hipharp101]

giggles with 50 broken bones

[hipharp101]

I actually hate people that are like "autistic people don't actually lack empathy!!! We actually have high empathy!!!" or people who are like "there's different types of empathy ACTUALLY autistic people have high affective empathy!!!"

Because while it is true that some autistic people are hyperempathetic, not all of them are, and:

1. Saying that autistic people are hyperempathetic and acting like we're all hyperempathetic is a generalisation and I hate generalisations, especially when it comes to things like autism considering that autism is a SPECTRUM and we don't all have the same symptoms.

2. It seems to me as though people are saying like "whoa autistic people aren't actually evil/cold/heartless! They have empathy!!! Wow!!!" Low empathy doesn't mean that you don't care about others, doesn't mean you're a bad person, etc. I still help people because I can logically understand that it can sometimes be hard to do something yourself, or that sometimes people need support. And I want to help people I care about. I like showing my care to people I care about and I like helping them. Do I still have low empathy?? Yes.

Another thing that some people seem to think is that people with low empathy will just go around hurting others or making immoral decisions because they don't care if they hurt others. When really people with low empathy can be kind and caring just like people with higher empathy.

I don't know if this post made any sense but I just needed to express my opinions because people with low empathy should not be demonised.

[hipharp101]

(Starting off by saying I love your pronouns finally someone else who uses xe 😭) anyways I absolutely love your Hannibal headcannons so much like I adore them and as an autistic person I relate to them a lot and it makes me so happy ❤️ if you have any time I have a little request if you don’t mind ^-^

What would Hannibal do if he found you going into sensory overload in your room? Idk it’s a bit of a broad request so go wild (it can be platonic or not irdm ^-^)

Thank you so much, I’m honored to hear that my headcannons are making an impact. Sorry it took me so long to get this out! :)

Hannibal helping you through a sensory overload would include...

Fandom: Hannibal

Warnings: description of autistic meltdowns/sensory overload, self-hitting

Current song: Safe and Sound by Capital Cities

-Hannibal could sense when you were going into sensory overload, or if you were going to have a meltdown. 

-He could literally feel the tension in the air in the moments before it began.

-The first sign was when you put your hands over your ears. 

-He thought nothing of it, you usually did that when things were just a little too loud. 

-Then, you started rocking back and forth. Now he was slightly concerned.

-Once you had screwed your eyes shut and began making a whining noise in the back of your throat, he knew. 

-Immediately, he began running around your apartment, shutting off all stimulus. 

He hit the lights, and shut the TV, but your vocal stimming was just getting louder and louder. 

-Trying to figure out what more he could do to make things less overwhelming, he closed the black-out curtains. 

-The room was dim and quiet, but you were still rocking back and forth, now tapping your head. 

-Hannibal went to your bedroom, and grabbed your noise cancelling headphones, and a sleep mask. 

-He carefully sat next to you, as if not to spook you, and put the headphones over your ears.

-Then he asked, “Mien lifje, is it okay if I put this on you?” And gestured to the sleep mask in his hand.

-You nodded, your tapping now turning into lightly hitting your head, and turned around so Hannibal could put the mask over your eyes. 

-No longer hitting your head but still rocking, he asks, “would you like to sit in my lap? We can rock together.”

-This piqued your interest. 

-You stopped rocking, took a second to process what he had said, and scooted over into his lap.

-He wrapped his arms around your waist, and you pressed yourself against his chest when he began rocking the both of you in a sure & calming rhythm. 

-Your breathing, which had been rapid and short, had now changed to steady and calm breaths. 

-After about ten minutes, you had finally calmed down enough to take the mask off.

-That’s when you turned to Hannibal, and gave him a little peck on the cheek.

-”Thank you.”

[hipharp101]

Okay um can you do a autistic reader x Hannibal if your upset and hit yourself and IF he says to hit him instead you deny that and you continue to hit yourself but hit yourself harder and mumble words of denial what would he do? Please if your comfortable

Of course! Thank you so much for being my first request! <3

Hannibal with a reader that hits themselves would include... (Hannibal x autistic reader)

Fandom: Hannibal

Request: yes!!!

Warnings: talks of hitting, autistic meltdowns

Current song: Surrender by Natalie Taylor

-You were having a meltdown. 

-Everything sounded a million times louder than it was, you could hear your own breathing, and your heart was pounding in your ears. 

-You had tried rocking back and forth, flapping your hands, jumping up and down, but nothing could calm you.

-That’s when you started hitting yourself.

-At first, it was a hit or two.

-Then, 5 or 6.

-Then they came in rapid succession, not stopping.

-Your husband, Hannibal, had been sitting by patiently, witnessing this all.

-Choosing to let nature run its course, he didn’t step in until he saw you harming yourself. 

-As soon as he saw this, he sprung into action.

-”Stop that, mien lifje. I am here,” he said as he wrapped his arms around your waist.

-Tears streaming down your cheeks, you continued to hit yourself, now moving from your arms to your head.

-”NO! Stupid, stupid, STUPID!” you shouted. 

-Just as your vision began to get dizzy, Hannibal did something completely unseen.

-Before you could hit yourself again, he unwrapped his arms from your waist, and grasped your wrists. 

-”Stop,” he said gently.

-”There is no need for that now. I am here.”

-Your arms went limp, as did your legs, and you fell to your knees & cried even harder. 

-Hannibal, hands still glued to your wrists and now also on his knees, kisses your temples and the other areas where you were hitting yourself.

-It took about an hour for you to fully calm down.

-Once you did, he did everything he could think of to support you.

-He ran you a bath with bubbles and fancy oils, and even included a little rubber duck for your amusement.

-He takes his time, wiping your tear-stained cheeks and massaging shampoo into your hair.

-Afterwords, he wraps you up in a fluffy, warm towel and peppers your temples and cheeks with kisses.

-He gave you his red sweater, and made a blanket nest in the middle of the bed.

-It was there you fell asleep peacefully and calmly.

-Although it had been a messy day, it had ended contently.

(a/n: i really hope you like this! please let me know if theres anything you want me to change <3)

[hipharp101]

IM SORRY FOR ASKING FOR ANOTJER REq BUT

Hannibal x autistic reader who is like a very touchy person like wants to be touched all the time and always is touching Hannibal in some shape or form?

That’s completely okay! I really love receiving asks <3

Hannibal with a clingy autistic reader would include...

Fandom: Hannibal

Request?: yes!

Warnings: tooth rotting fluff

Current song: Cupid’s Chokehold by Gym Class Heroes

-Growing up, Hannibal’s parents showered him in affection: hugs, kisses, hand holding, the works. 

-He had a very hard time coping with their deaths, partly because he knew he was really going to be alone, mostly because he genuinely loved his parents and was going to miss them.

-So, when he met you, it was like he was a child again.

-All of the physical affection is initiated by you, while acts of service and quality time are initiated by him. 

-The first time you two held hands, he almost cried tears of joy.

-”Hannnibaaaallllll,” you whined.

-”Gimme your hand!” 

-Reluctantly and slightly afraid, he did so.

-You took his large, soft hand in yours, and planted a kiss on the back of it.

-He melted on the spot. 

-The first time you hugged him, it was after the two of you had gotten into a row. 

-Although he had already wordlessly forgiven you, your way of displaying your forgiveness was through giving hugs.

-So, you walked right up to where he was sitting on the couch, sat down next to him, and threw your arms around his shoulders.

-At first, he froze. 

-The memories of his sister, his parents, his Lady Mursaki, all came flooding back to him. 

-Only was it when you whispered “I’m sorry” into his neck that he snapped out of his trance. 

-Slowly, as if not to alarm you, he wrapped his arms around you and simply responded “I know.” 

-The first time you to kiss, it’s in front of a train station in the middle of a storm. 

-The two of you were waiting for a train, and as if perfect timing, it started raining. 

-You, recognizing the Universe’s perfect timing, leaned in and kissed him.

-Like with the hug, he froze up.

-His lips went taut, and his blood ran cold. 

-But the longer you left your lips on his, the more comfortable he became.

-After that, he is almost always glued to your hip. 

-When you two walk together, you’re holding hands.

-When you drive, he has his hand in your lap or on your thigh.

-On the days where you go mute, your hugs and kisses are a helpful method of communication.

-You create a code with him: one squeeze on the hand means “I need to be alone”, two means “Okay”, and three means “I love you”.

-One kiss means “yes”, two mean “no”, and three means “I don’t know.”

-You also have a letter code. You’ll sign him the letters, or draw them on his hand.

-H is help, T is thank you, and X is the emergency code for “we need to leave asap.”

-Sometimes, when you are upset or having a meltdown, he’ll pick you up and let you wrap your legs around his hips.

-He loves holding you in a cradle position and rocking you back & forth like he did to Mischa when she was young.

-Even when you can’t communicate through words, he’ll always understand you.

[hipharp101]

Dating Hannibal Lecter and being autistic would include… (Hannibal x Autistic!reader)

Fandom: Hannibal (TV)

Warnings: talks of an autistic meltdown, self-harm (hitting)

Current song: Cannibal by Kesha

 (DISCLAIMER: I understand that not every autistic person is the same, this is just coming from what is comforting to me as an autistic person)

-We all know Hannibal is manipulative, calm, and composed

-And as you are (naturally) not, you two are the perfect mix.

-Even though he doesn’t have much experience with autistic patients, his psychiatry background helps him to understand and help you.

-Sure, he’s a busy man, but anything you need? He’s right there to give it to you.

-He’s hyper-aware of what you like, what you dislike, and your special interests.

-If your special interests lie in the sciences, medicine or art, you best bet you’ll be talking with you about them all the time

-And even if they didn’t lie in those areas, he would still be sure to make conversation about them.

-This man is THE BEST person to info-dump to.

-He’s so attentive and invested in the conversation & what you have to say

-And even if it was about something he didn’t particularly enjoy, he would never say it.

-If you like pressure stims, he’s more than willing to help. 

-This 6 foot tall (cannibalistic, murderous) teddy bear will just sit you on his lap, engulf you in a hug, and pepper you in kisses for however long you need.

-However, if you don’t like being touched, that’s totally okay with him too and he finds other ways to show his affection for you.

-He’ll make you your comfort foods, do the laundry, cleaning and dishes (let’s be real here, this man is an absolute malewife). 

-If you have sensory issues, he’s the best help around.

-If there’s a specific material you like, he’ll buy many of them in different colors.

-If there’s a specific food you are hyperfixated on, he’ll cook it for you anytime.

-And if you like routine, he’s right there to keep you on schedule! 

-When you begin to get overwhelmed, he’s like walking comfort.

-He’ll bring you to a safe space, and give you items like your noise blocking headphones/earbuds, a soft blanket, fidget toys, a blackout mask, or anything else you might need. 

-When you guys go out in public, he always has these things with him in his briefcase.

-If you feel like you’re on the verge of a meltdown, he does his best to manipulate you out of it

-But if he can’t, he’ll simply be there for whatever you need.

-If you hit yourself during meltdowns, he’ll put himself in front of you and tell you to hit him instead.

-”I am much stronger, my love. I can take it.” 

-Afterwords, (if you’re comfortable), he’ll wipe your tears, give you a change of clothes, and make you something to eat.

-He loves you so much, and he just wants to make your life easier. 

(hi friends! i know a lot of these hcs probably don’t cater to everyone, but i was tired of never seeing disabled, queer and autistic people in fics. i hope y’all enjoy them whether you can relate to them or not💚)

[hipharp101]

Touch starved Will? No, touched starved Hannibal. Mans never been in love in his life. He’s been crushing hard but never believed he’d ever truly win over Will, post-fall is literally his dream world.

He gets flustered whenever Will touches him, he melts. Whenever Will compliments him or says ‘I love you’ he makes an excuse and leaves the room and does a little squeal. He cuddles with an iron grip, the biggest, dopiest smile on his face.

He’s just in utter bliss. Hasn’t felt anyone for three years, and now he’s with Will, who he practically worships. No, Hannibal is touch starved one.