hirazainulabideen

[hirazainulabideen]

What a devastating mental asylum

My mind

[hirazainulabideen]

Please

Forget your sweater

In the home of my heart

Please

Return for your sweater

In the home of my heart

Please

I'll empty a drawer for you

In the home of my heart

Please

Stay here forever

In the home of my heart

[hirazainulabideen]

[hirazainulabideen]

We're foot—slog—slog—slog—sloggin' over Africa Foot—foot—foot—foot—sloggin' over Africa -- (Boots—boots—boots—boots—movin' up and down again!) There's no discharge in the war! Seven—six—eleven—five—nine-an'-twenty mile to-day Four—eleven—seventeen—thirty-two the day before -- (Boots—boots—boots—boots—movin' up and down again!) There's no discharge in the war! Don't—don't—don't—don't—look at what's in front of you. (Boots—boots—boots—boots—movin' up an' down again); Men—men—men—men—men go mad with watchin' em, An' there's no discharge in the war! Count—count—count—count—the bullets in the bandoliers. If—your—eyes—drop—they will get atop o' you! (Boots—boots—boots—boots—movin' up and down again) -- There's no discharge in the war! We—can—stick—out—'unger, thirst, an' weariness, But—not—not—not—not the chronic sight of 'em, Boot—boots—boots—boots—movin' up an' down again, An' there's no discharge in the war! 'Taint—so—bad—by—day because o' company, But night—brings—long—strings—o' forty thousand million Boots—boots—boots—boots—movin' up an' down again. There's no discharge in the war! I—'ave—marched—six—weeks in 'Ell an' certify It—is—not—fire—devils, dark, or anything, But boots—boots—boots—boots—movin' up an' down again, An' there's no discharge in the war! Try—try—try—try—to think o' something different Oh—my—God—keep—me from goin' lunatic! (Boots—boots—boots—boots—movin' up an' down again!) There's no discharge in the war!

[hirazainulabideen]

دلوں میں تم اپنی بیتابیان لے کے چل رہے ہو تو زندہ ہو تم نظر میں خوابوں کی بجلیاں لے کے چل رہے ہو تو زندہ ہو تم ہوا كے جھونکو كے جیسے آذاد ریحنو سیکھو تم اک دریا كے جیسے لہروں میں بہنا سیکھو ہر اک لمحے سے تم ملو کھولے اپنی بحااین ہر اک پل اک نیا سمہا دیکھیں یہ نیجاحائین جو اپنی آنكھوں میں حایرانیان لے کے چل رہے ہو تو زندہ ہو تم دلوں میں تم اپنی بیتابیان لے کے چل رہے ہو تو زندہ ہو تم

Dilon mein tum apni Betaabiyan leke chal rahe ho Toh zinda ho tum Nazar mein khwabon ki Bijliyan leke chal rahe ho Toh zinda ho tum Hawa ke jhokon ke jaise Aazad rehno sikho Tum ek dariya ke jaise Lehron mein behna sikho Har ek lamhe se tum milo Khole apni bhaayein Har ek pal ek naya samha Dekhen yeh nigahaein Jo apni aankhon mein Hairaniyan leke chal rahe ho Toh zinda ho tum Dilon mein tum apni Betaabiyan leke chal rahe ho Toh zinda ho tum

If you carry impatience in your heart then you are alive If you carry dreams in your eyes then you are alive Learn to live like the free waves of wind Learn to flow like the sea does as waves Receive every moment in life with open arms Every moment is a new beginning seeing with your eyes If you carry surprise in your eyes then you are alive If you carry impatience in your heart then you are alive

Javed Akhtar

[hirazainulabideen]

پگھلے نیلم سا بہتا ہوا یہ سامان نیلی نیلی سی خاموشیاں نا کہیں ہے زمین نا کہیں آسْمان سارسارااتی ہوئی تنہایاں ، پٹایا کہہ رہی ہیں کی بس اک تم ہو یہاں صرف میں ہوں میری سانسیں ہیں اور میری دھڑکنیں ایسی گہرائیاں ایسی تنہائیاں اور میں صرف میں اپنے ہونے پہ مجھکو یقین آ گیا

Pighlay neelam sa behta hua yeh samaan Neeli neeli si khamoshiyaan Na kahin hai zameen Na kahin aasmaan Sarsaraati huyi tehniyaan, pattiyaan Keh rahi hain ki bas ek tum ho yahaan Sirf main hoon meri saansein hain aur meri dhadkanein Aisi gehraiyaan Aisi tanhaiyaan Aur main sirf main Apne honay pe mujhko yaqeen aa gaya

The moment flows by like molten sapphire Deep Blue silences No Earth below No Sky above The rustling branches and leaves Saying that only you are here Only me My breath My heartbeat Such Depth like this Such Loneliness like this And me only me I now believe I exist

Javed Akhtar

[hirazainulabideen]

جب جب درد کا بادل چھایا جب غم کا سایہ لہرایا جب آنسوں پلکوں تک آیا جب یہ تنہا دِل گھبرایا ہم نے دِل کو یہ سمجھایا دِل آخر تو کیوں روتا ہے دُنیا میں یونہی ہوتا ہے یہ جو گہرے سناٹے ہیں وقت نے سب کو ہی بانتی ہیں تھوڑا غم ہے سب کا قصہ تھوڑی دھوپ ہے سب کا حصہ آنکھ تیری بیکار ہی نم ہے ہر پل اک نیا موسم ہے کیوں تو ایسے پل کھوتا ہے دِل آخر تو کیوں روتا ہے

Jab jab dard ka baadal chaya Jab ghum ka saya lehraya Jab aansoo palkon tak aya Jab yeh tanha dil ghabraya Humne dil ko yeh samjhaya Dil aakhir tu kyun rota hai Duniya mein yunhi hota hai Yeh jo gehre sannate hain Waqt ne sabko hi baante hain Thoda ghum hai sabka qissa Thodi dhoop hai sabka hissa Aankh teri bekaar hi nam hai Har pal ek naya mausam hai Kyun tu aise pal khota hai Dil aakhir tu kyun rota hai

Every time the cloud of pain loomed A tear filled my eyes When this lonely heart was scared I told my heart ‘Why do you cry for such reason? This happens everywhere in this world’ These dark lonely times, time has distributed them to all. Some sadness is part of everyone’s story, Some sunshine is a part of everyone’s life Your eyes are damp for no reason Every second is a new season Why do you waste your time over such matters Why do you cry I asked my heart

Javed Akhtar

[hirazainulabideen]

اک بات ہونٹوں تک ہے جو آئی نہیں بس آنکھوں سے ہے جھانکتی تم سے کبھی ، مجھ سے کبھی کچھ لفظ ہیں وہ مانگتی جن کو پہانکی ہونٹوں تک آ جائے وہ …ااواز کی بانہوں میں بانہیں دالکی اتحلایی وہ لیکن جو یہ اک بات ہے احساس ہی احساس ہے خوشبو سی ہے جیسے ہوا میں تیرتی خوشبو جو بی-ااواز ہے جسکا پتہ تم کو بھی ہے جسکی خبر مجھکو بھی ہے دُنیا سے بھی چھپتا نہیں یہ جانے کیسا راز ہے

Ik baat honton tak hai jo aayi nahin Bas ankhon say hai jhaankti Tumse kabhi, mujhse kabhi Kuch lafz hain woh maangti Jinko pehanke honton tak aa jaaye woh …Aawaaz ki baahon mein baahein daalke ithlaye woh Lekin jo yeh ik baat hai Ahsas hi ahsas hai Khushboo si hai jaise hawa mein tairti Khushboo jo be-aawaaz hai Jiska pata tumko bhi hai Jiski khabar mujhko bhi hai Duniya se bhi chupta nahin Yeh jaane kaisa raaz hai

There is a matter that has almost come to my lips This is evident in my eyes Sometimes from you, sometimes from me They ask for words To take their shape and come to my lips And to be embraced by my voice But this matter Floating in air like fragrance Fragrance becomes its voice That you know of That i know of It’s not hidden from the world Don’t know what kind of secret is this

Javed Akhtar

[hirazainulabideen]

His Star And Her Starcrossed Lover

An Original Composition By Lucille

He called me his star,

With love in his heart.

And a dumb smile on his face,

He told me he was fine with such effortless grace.

He asked a friend of mine once what it was like to be star's favourite,

And I thought to myself that he was my favourite too, did he even know it?

My nickname felt like a chant on his lips and in his voice it found its home,

to his soft hellos, accustomed I had indeed grown.

Halfway across the world, starcrossed lovers that never confessed,

What happened to us? Well you'll find out next.

Late night calls lead to soft hellos and speechless goodbyes,

With him suddenly life was brighter and everything was fine.

For a moment there i thought he really could be just mine.

His life kept going on and so did mine but we still talked and told each other about this game called life.

He talked to me on the day he lost his job with sadness in his words,

I reminded him that this was just a temporary setback and to not let it define his worth.

He kept going like I knew he would,

He kept his heart open just like how I knew he should.

Drunk conversations lead to confessions about everything except what we'd felt,

But some part of me always wondered what I'd, to him, meant.

He answered that question in his own way that's true,

But when I lost him the first time something inside me broke in a way so cruel.

Two years after that we met again, starcrossed lovers just like how I'd previously said.

We talked about life and how we'd changed,

We laughed about the fact that somehow, in some ways we were still the same.

Life kept going on and people kept passing us by,

But whenever I think of him and his green eyes I can't help but sigh.

To my green eyed love i hope you're okay,

Please come back because there's so much i want to say.

But hey maybe not today maybe some other day,

Maybe a few years down the lane when the regrets have seeped in,

Because loving you was always the purest sin.

© 2025 lucilleambrose | All rights reserved.

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Quotes masterlist

peter [hira's version]

hiraeth

rumi

grave

limerence

maladaptive daydreaming

love

tragedy

another planet

surrender

unity

home

parallel lines

death is the kindest loss

choor choor [crushed]

to fall apart

[hirazainulabideen]

the white man

wail

mine

loveless

female

i loved alone

the stamp

urdu stanza l

maula [lord]

nanatsu no taizai [seven deadly sins]

can you?

all too well [hira's version]

varga

words to the world

the border

urdu stanza ll

for i am queen

english stanza l

english stanza ll

descent

sun, moon, and stars

malik-ul-maut [angel of death]

two kids

hoseok

i love you

carnal

his star and her starcrossed lover [borrowed]

[hirazainulabideen]

"Some days are for falling in love."

"And the others? "

"Those are for falling apart."

hira • حرا

[hirazainulabideen]

April/May dump for Kronos, Kratos, and Karma

[hirazainulabideen]

Carnal

A dance of tongues

Our lips pressed

Moans exchanged a like a forbidden language

Words of warmth, desire, and caress

Your fingers lace

Inside my depth

Swaying through folds of concealment

Making home in secrets kept

Locked to each other

Yet our bodies run free

Oceans of sweat crashing in waves

Lost faith in love

Yet you made me believe

Shudders in our breath

Crimson scratches streaked down your back

My body painted purple with your mouth

You bring slumber to my inner insomniac

Your words of reassurance

You make me take it and I will

For you embrace my scars and wounds

Though my heart is racing

With you, time stands still

Between my gasps and your grunts

I take notice of your hesitance

To not break me

This is a land without laws, spare no resistance

I have you where I need you

Ruin me

Your weapons run conquests in my land

Where the flowers have begun to bloom

Wedded, the liquors of our bodies

A bride waiting for the arrival of her groom

When the tears stream

And our grips on the bedsheets break

Rest your head between my breasts as morning comes

My body and soul will have been yours by dawn's break

The entire night sat audience to our ritual

As the stars applauded in standing testimony

Our ovation brings rise to a new day, my love

For now I belong to you, and you to me

hira • حرا

[hirazainulabideen]

I love you

I love you enough

To not bring you in to this world

I love you enough

To let you go without a word

I love you enough

To not give birth to you

I love you enough

To not make you face a world that will most certainly break you

I love you enough

To put an end to this generation

I love you enough

To not make you suffer our ingrained familial destruction

I love you enough

To not to hold you in my arms

I love you enough

To remember you in spirit and bring you no harm

I love you enough

To keep wondering what if for the rest of my life

I love you enough

To never be a mother, to always be a wife

I love you enough

To keep you oblivious from the horrors I have seen

I love you enough

To make peace with the grief of what could have been

I love you enough

To never have to watch you grow old

I love you enough

To change the way our traumatic stories are told

I love you enough

To abort you as soon as there is knowledge of your existence

I love you enough

Because you can fight this pain but you'll crumble under this world's resistence

I love you enough

To never bring you into this world, my child

I love you enough

To surrender you to a life where you can run unburdened, free, and wild

hira • حرا

[hirazainulabideen]

Loge poochte hain mujhse

Ke kitna toote ho tum?

Loge poochte hain mujhse

Ke kitna toote ho tum?

Kaho tho, jorr dein?

Kaho tho, jorr dein tumhe?

Koi bathaye unhe jaa karr

Koi bathaye unhe jaa karr

Hum tho choor choor hue hain

لوگ پوچھتے ہیں مجھ سے

کے کتنا ٹوٹے ہو تم؟

لوگ پوچھتے ہیں مجھ سے

کے کتنا ٹوٹے ہو تم؟

کہو تو، جوڑ دیں؟

کہو تو، جوڑ دیں تمہیں؟

کوئی بتائے انہیں جا کر

کوئی بتائے انہیں جا کر

کے جوڑا تو ٹکڑوں کو جاتا ہے

کے جوڑا تو ٹکڑوں کو جاتا ہے

ہم تو چور چور ہوئے ہیں

People ask me

How shattered are you?

People ask me

How shattered are you?

If you insist, shall we put you back together?

If you insist, shall we fix you back together?

Someone go tell them

Someone go tell them

That only pieces can be put back together

That only pieces can be put back together

I have been crushed

[hirazainulabideen]

I'm 5 years suicide free !!!!!