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can't stop thinking about how the reason yoo joonghyuk won't eat food other people make is b/c when he was a teenager, his boss tried to convince him to rig a game, and when yjh refused, he got food poisoning and lost anyways, and then was gaslit about the whole thing and told it must have been his own fault. and this betrayal was so formative it became a personality trait for 40,000+ fucking years.

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see i can never get over 999knw because why does orv establish right after he's introduced that:

he believes his mistake is what killed the 999th turn's yoo joonghyuk

he thinks maybe he should've died before they even met

and now he's aware of the current turn, where these two things are true:

yoo joonghyuk is alive

kim namwoon is dead

imagine believing you're at fault for everything that went wrong and thinking maybe you’d be better off dead

and then ending up in another timeline that essentially confirms it. you were right! you should have died back then. don't you think so too, captain?

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real

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really fucks me up that kim dokja killing kim namwoon is initially played off as a joke because he didn't like his character in the novel, only for it to later be revealed that he sees his younger self in knw and is just projecting his own self loathing, only for it to later be revealed he resents that knw is continuously forgiven and accepted by yoo joonghyuk despite being fucked up, only for it to later be revealed that this is because kdj hates himself so much that he believes he is the only person who doesn't deserve to be forgiven or accepted. demon king of salvation who doesn't think he deserves to be saved. kind of crazy

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something so devastatingly tender and painful about yoo joonghyuk stopping kim dokja from stabbing himself (after the whole oldest dream reveal) paralleling how twsa saved kim dokja when he was a teen. yjh was bleeding and his veins were bulging because he GRIPPED the unbroken faith’s blade so damn tight to stop kdj in time. it would have taken a lot of force since kdj put “every ounce of energy” in that strike. in twsa, his pain and desperation were—in a way—what protected kim dokja. it’s a small detail but i’m sobbing over it because kim dokja has always been saved by yoo joonghyuk and in his efforts to repay him, kim dokja can’t see how yjh just so desperately wants him to be safe i’m losing my mind

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GAROU in One Punch Man Season 3 Trailer

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OPM Webcomic Chapter 146 Raw

HOLY FUCK, AN UPDATE!

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webcomic fubuki redraw bc why not ( really proud of this)

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played w the colours a bit here too!

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whoever decided to turn daisy bell into a spooky dookie creepypasta song is fucking evil. that computer was brave enough to sing us a delightful little song and you do THIS to him? thats hatsune mikus grandpa dude. fuck you

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Sasukeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeh

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im sorry class.

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Mob in the style of Serial Experiments Lain, or so I tried heh

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ok logistically this makes no sense but: what if you put little charms on the chains. like a charm bracelet