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☼ 𝐬𝐧𝐚𝐩𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐨𝐮𝐭𝐠𝐨𝐢𝐧𝐠 ⇢ 𝘂𝗻𝗸𝗻𝗼𝘄𝗻

↳ 𝘵𝘰𝘯𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵’𝘴 𝘢 𝘴𝘩𝘦𝘦𝘵 𝘮𝘢𝘴𝘬 𝘵𝘺𝘱𝘦 𝘰𝘧 𝘯𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵

↳ 𝘴𝘭𝘶𝘮𝘣𝘦𝘳 𝘱𝘢𝘳𝘵𝘺 ?

↳ 𝘯𝘦𝘦𝘥 𝘢 𝘥𝘪𝘴𝘵𝘳𝘢𝘤𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯 𝘧𝘳𝘰𝘮 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘱𝘳𝘦𝘨𝘯𝘢𝘯𝘤𝘺

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𝒔𝒕𝒂𝒓𝒕𝒆𝒓 𝒇𝒐𝒓 ⇢ 𝒂𝒕𝒍𝒂𝒔 𝒔𝒐𝒏𝒈

“𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐬𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐭𝐢𝐦𝐞𝐬 𝐰𝐢𝐬𝐡 𝐟𝐚𝐧𝐬 𝐰𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐠𝐢𝐯𝐞 𝐦𝐞 𝐬𝐩𝐚𝐜𝐞.” 𝐬𝐮𝐛𝐢𝐧 𝐬𝐚𝐢𝐝 𝐬𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐭𝐞𝐚. 𝐢𝐭’𝐬 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐝𝐢𝐝𝐧’𝐭 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐟𝐚𝐧𝐬 𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐝𝐢𝐝. 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐲 𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐛𝐞 𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐛𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐬𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐞𝐥𝐲 𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐭𝐫𝐨𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠. 𝐢𝐭’𝐬 𝐰𝐞𝐢𝐫𝐝 𝐡𝐨𝐰 𝐦𝐮𝐜𝐡 𝐩𝐨𝐰𝐞𝐫 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐲 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐲 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐡𝐞𝐫. “𝐢’𝐦 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐠𝐥𝐚𝐝 𝐢 𝐠𝐞𝐭 𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤.” // @altassong

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𝒔𝒕𝒂𝒓𝒕𝒆𝒓 𝒇𝒐𝒓 ⇢ 𝒆𝒗𝒊𝒆 𝒄𝒉����𝒊

“𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐭𝐫𝐲 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐦𝐞.” 𝐩𝐢𝐩𝐞𝐫 𝐬𝐚𝐢𝐝 𝐚𝐬 𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐚𝐝𝐝𝐥𝐞𝐝 𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐟𝐫𝐨𝐦 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐭𝐨𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐝𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐠𝐞𝐫 𝐰𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐧. 𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐞𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐩𝐥𝐚𝐭𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐡𝐞𝐥𝐝 𝐚 𝐬𝐥𝐢𝐜𝐞 𝐨𝐟 𝐜𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐨𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐭𝐚𝐛𝐥𝐞. 𝐢𝐭 𝐜𝐚𝐦𝐞 𝐟𝐫𝐨𝐦 𝐚 𝐧𝐞𝐰 𝐫𝐞𝐜𝐢𝐩𝐞 𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐭𝐫𝐲𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐨 𝐦𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫. “𝐡𝐨𝐰 𝐝𝐨 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐢𝐭?” 𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐚𝐬𝐤𝐞𝐝 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐚 𝐬𝐦𝐢𝐥𝐞 𝐚𝐬 𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐚𝐭 𝐝𝐨𝐰𝐧. // @dejavucs

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↳ 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘴𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘤𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘦𝘥 𝘮𝘦

↳ 𝘸𝘦 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘴𝘵𝘳𝘦𝘴𝘴𝘦𝘥 𝘣𝘢𝘬𝘦 𝘵𝘰𝘨𝘦𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳

↳ 𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘴𝘶𝘳𝘦

↳ 𝘪’𝘭𝘭 𝘣𝘦 𝘳𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵 𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘳

𝐓𝐄𝐗𝐓 › open.

VERENA: i stress baked and now i made too many cookies and brownies.

VERENA: do you want some?

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𝒔𝒕𝒂𝒓𝒕𝒆𝒓 𝒇𝒐𝒓 ⇢ 𝒃𝒆𝒏𝒋𝒂𝒎𝒊𝒏 𝒄𝒉𝒐𝒊

𝐢𝐭’𝐬 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐜𝐨𝐜𝐤𝐲. 𝐚𝐥𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡 𝐡𝐞 𝐝𝐞𝐟𝐢𝐧𝐢𝐭𝐞𝐥𝐲 𝐢𝐬. 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐩𝐞𝐭𝐭𝐲 𝐛𝐞𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐢𝐨𝐫 𝐝𝐢𝐫𝐞𝐜𝐭𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐨𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐝𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐦𝐨𝐝𝐞𝐥 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐞 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐩𝐫𝐢𝐝𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐧 𝐚𝐧𝐲𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠. 𝐡𝐞 𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝𝐧’𝐭 𝐡𝐞𝐥𝐩 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐟𝐞𝐞𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐞𝐝. “𝐧𝐢𝐜𝐞 𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐨𝐭.” 𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐚𝐢𝐝 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐚 𝐬𝐦𝐢𝐫𝐤 𝐚𝐬 𝐡𝐞 𝐚𝐩𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐚𝐜𝐡𝐞𝐝 𝐛𝐞𝐧 𝐰𝐡𝐢𝐥𝐞 𝐨𝐧 𝐬𝐞𝐭 𝐨𝐟 𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐥𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐬𝐭 𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐨𝐭. “𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐢 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐤 𝐚 𝐝𝐲𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐩𝐢𝐠 𝐰𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐥𝐨𝐨𝐤 𝐛𝐞𝐭𝐭𝐞𝐫.” // @parlovrs

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finishing up the starters tonight.

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like for a random starter from two of my muses. or comment a song if you want a starter based on it.

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like for a random starter from two of my muses. or comment a song if you want a starter based on it.

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𝕨𝕒𝕟𝕥𝕖𝕕 𝕔𝕠𝕟𝕟𝕖𝕔𝕥𝕚𝕠𝕟𝕤 / 𝕡𝕝𝕠𝕥𝕤

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“𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐝𝐨 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐦𝐞𝐚𝐧 𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐩𝐩𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐢𝐬𝐧’𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐚𝐧𝐬𝐰𝐞𝐫 𝐭𝐨 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲 𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐛𝐥𝐞𝐦? 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐦𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐛𝐞 𝐝𝐨𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐢𝐭 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐰𝐫𝐨𝐧𝐠. 𝐢’𝐯𝐞 𝐧𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐡𝐚𝐝 𝐚 𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐛𝐥𝐞𝐦 𝐢 𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝𝐧’𝐭 𝐬𝐨𝐥𝐯𝐞 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐚 𝐥𝐢𝐭𝐭𝐥𝐞 𝐫𝐞𝐭𝐚𝐢𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐚𝐩𝐲.”

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𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐮𝐩𝐬𝐢𝐝𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐚 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐭𝐮𝐛𝐞𝐫 𝐢𝐬 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐬𝐜𝐡𝐞𝐝𝐮𝐥𝐞 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐨𝐟 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐨𝐰𝐧 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠. 𝐲𝐞𝐬 𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐡𝐚𝐝 𝐚 𝐬𝐞𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐝 𝐣𝐨𝐛 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐚𝐬𝐧’𝐭 𝐫𝐞𝐥𝐢𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐨𝐧 𝐢𝐭. 𝐰𝐡𝐢𝐜𝐡 𝐦𝐞𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐜𝐡𝐨𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐨𝐰𝐧 𝐬𝐜𝐡𝐞𝐝𝐮𝐥𝐞. 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐚𝐥𝐬𝐨 𝐦𝐞𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐠𝐨𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐨 𝐬𝐩𝐞𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐡𝐨𝐥𝐢𝐝𝐚𝐲𝐬 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐰𝐢𝐟𝐞 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐟𝐚𝐦𝐢𝐥𝐲. 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐛𝐞𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐞 𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐭𝐨𝐨𝐤 𝐚 𝐝𝐚𝐲 𝐨𝐫 𝐭𝐰𝐨 𝐨𝐟𝐟 𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐡𝐚𝐝 𝐭𝐨 𝐬𝐪𝐮𝐞𝐞𝐳𝐞 𝐚 𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐩𝐥𝐞 𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐞 𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐫𝐬 𝐢𝐧 𝐚𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐰. 𝐠𝐢𝐟𝐭𝐬 𝐰𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐧’𝐭 𝐠𝐨𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐩𝐚𝐲 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐦𝐬𝐞𝐥𝐯𝐞𝐬. 𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐚𝐥𝐤𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐫𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐨𝐬 𝐭𝐫𝐲𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐨 𝐠𝐞𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐫𝐞𝐠𝐢𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐬𝐨 𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐜𝐥𝐨𝐜𝐤 𝐢𝐧. 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐜𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐰𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐧’𝐭 𝐠𝐨𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐨 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐦𝐬𝐞𝐥𝐯𝐞𝐬. 𝐡𝐚𝐥𝐟 𝐰𝐚𝐲 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐡𝐚𝐝 𝐭𝐨 𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐩 𝐛𝐞𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐝 𝐚 𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐩𝐥𝐞 𝐰𝐡𝐨 𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐩𝐩𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐢𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐦𝐢𝐝𝐝𝐥𝐞 𝐨𝐟 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐩𝐚𝐜𝐤𝐞𝐝 𝐜𝐚𝐟𝐞 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐚 𝐬𝐦𝐚𝐫𝐭 𝐢𝐝𝐞𝐚. 𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐭𝐫𝐲𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐨 𝐟𝐢𝐧𝐝 𝐚 𝐰𝐚𝐲 𝐭𝐡𝐫𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡 𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐧 𝐧𝐞𝐱𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐚𝐥𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠. “𝐢 𝐝𝐨𝐧’𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐤 𝐬𝐨. 𝐚𝐭 𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐬𝐭 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐢’𝐯𝐞 𝐬𝐞𝐞𝐧.” 𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐚𝐢𝐝 𝐚𝐬 𝐰𝐚𝐲 𝐨𝐟 𝐚 𝐫𝐞𝐩𝐥𝐲 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐚 𝐬𝐦𝐢𝐥𝐞 𝐨𝐧 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐟𝐚𝐜𝐞 𝐚𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐧 𝐭𝐮𝐫𝐧𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐨 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐚𝐧 𝐚𝐧𝐬𝐰𝐞𝐫.

✦ * ·  ˚  christmas  time  was  so  bright  &  pleasant  —  everything  lit  up  with  strings  of  lights,  christmas  trees,  bows,  snowflakes  (  real  or  fake  ),  but  sadly,  boyeon  rarely  got  to  celebrate  the  holiday  due  to  him  being  at  work.  however,  that’s  when  he  was  back  at  home  in  england  —  now  ?  he  was  free  to  do  whatever  he  wanted  &  could  celebrate  freely.  what  better  way  to  do  so  than  start  his  holiday  season  with  something  or  EVERYTHING  peppermint  &  the  brew  ?  was  the  first  place  he  decides  to  go.  they’re  surprisingly  packed,  though  the  decorations  that  were scattered  across  the  store  makes  it  more  homely.  "too  bad  there’s  no  snow  to  set  the  mood  off.“  bo  mumbles,  mostly  to  himself  as  his  eyes  shift  around  the  brew  to  take  it  all  in.  "has  it  ever  snowed  here?”  he  asks  the  person  standing  next  to  him  with  a  slight  raise  of  his  brow  as  he  shifts  his  weight  from  one  foot  to  the  other.  "haven’t  been  here  long  enough  to  find  out,  so  i’m  a  bit  curious.“

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☼ 𝗼𝘂𝘁𝗴𝗼𝗶𝗻𝗴 ⇢ 𝘂𝗻𝗸𝗻𝗼𝘄𝗻

↳ 𝘥𝘪𝘥 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘨𝘦𝘵 𝘮𝘺 𝘨𝘪𝘧𝘵?

↳ 𝘪 𝘩𝘰𝘱𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘥𝘪𝘥

↳ 𝘥𝘰 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦 𝘪𝘵?

↳ 𝘵𝘦𝘭𝘭 𝘮𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦 𝘪𝘵

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☼ 𝕡𝕚𝕡𝕖𝕣 𝕔𝕒𝕚𝕕𝕖𝕟 ╲ 𝕚𝕟𝕥𝕣𝕠

☕ . ˚ ◝  (  𝙡𝙞𝙡𝙮 𝙟𝙖𝙢𝙚𝙨. 𝙘𝙞𝙨𝙛𝙚𝙢𝙖𝙡𝙚. 𝙨𝙝𝙚/𝙝𝙚𝙧. ) 𝙥𝙞𝙥𝙚𝙧 𝙘𝙖𝙞𝙙𝙚𝙣 𝙞𝙨 𝙖 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙧𝙩𝙮 𝙮𝙚𝙖𝙧 𝙤𝙡𝙙 𝙥𝙞𝙨𝙘𝙚𝙨. 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙗𝙖𝙠𝙚𝙧𝙨’𝙨 𝙜𝙤-𝙩𝙤 𝙤𝙧𝙙𝙚𝙧 𝙞𝙨 𝙥𝙚𝙖𝙧𝙡 𝙢𝙞𝙡𝙠 𝙩𝙚𝙖. 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙮 𝙡𝙞𝙠𝙚 𝙩𝙤 𝙡𝙞𝙨𝙩𝙚𝙣 𝙩𝙤 𝙝𝙖𝙥𝙥𝙞𝙚𝙧 𝙗𝙮 𝙢𝙖𝙧𝙨𝙝𝙢𝙚𝙡𝙡𝙤 𝙬𝙝𝙞𝙡𝙚 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙮 𝙬𝙖𝙞𝙩 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙞𝙧 𝙤𝙧𝙙𝙚𝙧. 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙚𝙢𝙥𝙡𝙤𝙮𝙚𝙚𝙨 𝙤𝙛 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙙𝙚𝙟𝙖 𝙗𝙧𝙚𝙬 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙠 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙮 𝙖𝙧𝙚 𝙤𝙫𝙚𝙧-𝙥𝙧𝙤𝙩𝙚𝙘𝙩𝙞𝙫𝙚 𝙗𝙪𝙩 𝙨𝙬𝙚𝙖𝙧 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙮’𝙧𝙚 𝙩𝙤𝙩𝙖𝙡𝙡𝙮 𝙖𝙡𝙩𝙧𝙪𝙞𝙨𝙩𝙞𝙘 𝙖𝙨 𝙬𝙚𝙡𝙡. 𝙢𝙖𝙮𝙗𝙚 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩’𝙨 𝙬𝙝𝙮 𝙢𝙚𝙨𝙨𝙮 𝙠𝙞𝙩𝙘𝙝𝙚𝙣, 𝙫𝙞𝙙𝙚𝙤 𝙘𝙖𝙢𝙚𝙧𝙖, 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙗𝙖𝙗𝙮 𝙗𝙡𝙖𝙠𝙚𝙣𝙩𝙨 𝙧𝙚𝙢𝙞𝙣𝙙 𝙢𝙚 𝙤𝙛 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙢.

» 𝒃𝒊𝒐𝒈𝒓𝒂𝒑𝒉𝒚 «

◦ her childhood was average. good parents and a nice community.

◦ she lived in the suburbs, her parents making a modest living.

◦ went to a private school until high school. she wanted a change of environment. completely blossomed in the new environment.

◦ it was her freshman year that she realized she was most definitely not straight. had a huge crush on her english teacher. mostly puppy dog love, and ended pretty quickly.  

◦ sophomore year she got her first real girlfriend which was a shock to her parents. but they accepted it after getting over the initial shock.

◦ had on again off again girlfriends all throughout high school. none of them lasted more than a month. until her senior year. they started dating around homecoming and lasted until graduation. but separate due to college. this breakup left her heartbroken. didn’t date anyone else until she met her wife.

◦ went to college in los angeles. got her culinary degree in pastry and baking arts.

◦ it was in college that she met her wife.

◦ when she got out of college she found a job relatively quickly thanks to her internship with a well know company.

◦ started her youtube channel with her wife after 2 years of dating. started out as a personal project but has flourished over the years.

» 𝒑𝒓𝒆𝒔𝒆𝒏𝒕«

◦ currently living in a two bedroom apartment with her wife.

◦ has a flourishing channel on youtube with her wife.

◦ currently expecting her first child. used a sperm donor.

◦ got a job at the deja brew for extra income.

◦ would love to open her own bakery one day.

» 𝒑𝒆𝒓𝒔𝒐𝒏𝒂𝒍𝒊𝒕𝒚«

◦ the epicure

◦ a foodie, especially baked good

◦ classic mom friend

◦ hella organized, except when it comes to the kitchen (the only room that’s allowed to get messy)

◦ mom to be, which has caused her to be more over protective than she already is. and its only gonna get worse.

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◦ wife 

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☼ 𝕪𝕠𝕠 𝕤𝕦𝕓𝕚𝕟 ╲ 𝕚𝕟𝕥𝕣𝕠

☕ . ˚ ◝  (  𝙟𝙪𝙣𝙜 𝙬𝙝𝙚𝙚𝙞𝙣. 𝙘𝙞𝙨𝙛𝙚𝙢𝙖𝙡𝙚. 𝙨𝙝𝙚/𝙝𝙚𝙧. ) 𝙮𝙤𝙤 𝙨𝙪𝙗𝙞𝙣 𝙞𝙨 𝙖 𝙩𝙬𝙚𝙣𝙩𝙮 𝙛𝙤𝙪𝙧 𝙮𝙚𝙖𝙧 𝙤𝙡𝙙 𝙘𝙖𝙣𝙘𝙚𝙧. 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙗𝙖𝙧𝙞𝙨𝙩𝙖’𝙨 𝙜𝙤-𝙩𝙤 𝙤𝙧𝙙𝙚𝙧 𝙞𝙨 𝙖𝙣 𝙞𝙘𝙚𝙙 𝙜𝙧𝙚𝙚𝙣 𝙩𝙚𝙖. 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙮 𝙡𝙞𝙠𝙚 𝙩𝙤 𝙡𝙞𝙨𝙩𝙚𝙣 𝙩𝙤 𝙜𝙤𝙤𝙙 𝙖𝙨 𝙝𝙚𝙡𝙡 𝙗𝙮 𝙡𝙞𝙯𝙯𝙤 𝙬𝙝𝙞𝙡𝙚 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙮 𝙬𝙖𝙞𝙩 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙞𝙧 𝙤𝙧𝙙𝙚𝙧. 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙚𝙢𝙥𝙡𝙤𝙮𝙚𝙚𝙨 𝙤𝙛 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙙𝙚𝙟𝙖 𝙗𝙧𝙚𝙬 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙠 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙮 𝙖𝙧𝙚 𝙤𝙫𝙚𝙧𝙨𝙚𝙣𝙨𝙞𝙩𝙞𝙫𝙚 𝙗𝙪𝙩 𝙨𝙬𝙚𝙖𝙧 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙮’𝙧𝙚 𝙩𝙤𝙩𝙖𝙡𝙡𝙮 𝙘𝙝𝙖𝙧𝙢𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙖𝙨 𝙬𝙚𝙡𝙡. 𝙢𝙖𝙮𝙗𝙚 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩’𝙨 𝙬𝙝𝙮 𝙖𝙣 𝙚𝙢𝙥𝙩𝙮 𝙨𝙩𝙖𝙜𝙚, 𝙖 𝙨𝙞𝙣𝙜𝙡𝙚 𝙨𝙩𝙖𝙧 𝙞𝙣 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙣𝙞𝙜𝙝𝙩 𝙨𝙠𝙮, 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙖 𝙥𝙖𝙞𝙧 𝙤𝙛 𝙥𝙞𝙣𝙠 𝙩𝙚𝙣𝙣𝙞𝙨 𝙨𝙝𝙤𝙚𝙨. 𝙧𝙚𝙢𝙞𝙣𝙙 𝙢𝙚 𝙤𝙛 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙢.

» 𝒃𝒊𝒐𝒈𝒓𝒂𝒑𝒉𝒚 «

◦ grew up in Busan with her mom and dad.

◦ had a happy childhood with loving parents that supported everything she did.

◦ was an only child which allowed her to be spoiled by her well off family. by no means were they filthy rich, but they weren’t struggling by any stretch of the imagination.

◦ she did  well in school and made a close knit group of friends.

◦ she fell in love with rap when she was just 13 years old

◦ she went into the underground scene when she was 16, but it didn’t last long because most people didn’t accept her.

◦ when she was 19 she auditioned for universal ent. a newly established company.

◦ she was accepted and started training a few months later.

◦ when she was 20 she debuted with a 4 member group named stardust. she was the maknae of the group and main rapper. (stardust is based on blackpink)

◦ the group started gaining popularity for their strong vocals, powerful rapping, and unique concepts. they won 3 music shows and were gaining wild popularity.

◦ around November of 2017 subin started noticing that she was excessively tired. at first she tried to hide it believing it was just insomnia keeping her up at night.

◦ but by January of 2018 she started noticing that she blacked out a couple times a day.

◦ as time went on theses sleep attacks got more frequent.

◦ stardust started their world tour in May 2018.

◦ it was at their China concert that she suffered from cataplexy and collapsed on the stage. they had happened before this, but this was the first time it had happened in front  of a crowd and the first time her members and the staff had learned of it.

◦ this incident sent her to the hospital were she was recommended to a sleep specialist were she was tested and diagnosed with narcolepsy w/ cataplexy.

◦ with advice from the doctor she was released from her group schedule so she could rest and learn to cope with her symptoms.

» 𝒑𝒓𝒆𝒔𝒆𝒏𝒕«

◦ she is currently on hiatus from her group. although she’s currently thinking about if she wants to stay or leave the group.

◦ she moved to California in hopes off getting a change of scenery.

◦ she stared her job at the deja brew to help pay rent and bills.

» 𝒑𝒆𝒓𝒔𝒐𝒏𝒂𝒍𝒊𝒕𝒚«

◦ she’s the type of person to catch the attention of the whole room when she walks in.

◦ not because of her looks but because of her smile that lights up a whole room and her bright personality.

◦ she’s very optimistic and for the most part looks for the good in everyone and everything.

◦ in other words she’s a cinnamon roll that needs protecting.

◦ her diagnosis has led to a lifestyle change. it has made her more orderly. she likes having a schedule to stick too, especially when it comes to her sleep schedule.

» 𝒘𝒂𝒏𝒕𝒆𝒅 𝒄𝒐𝒏𝒏𝒆𝒄𝒕𝒊𝒐𝒏𝒔«

◦ your muse is a fan of her group Stardust.

◦ subin wonders if your muse is only hanging out with her because she was famous.

◦ subin opens up about her illness.

◦ subin forgets her medication and has an episode. your muse helps her out after she collapses.  

◦ subin opens up about being famous.

◦ subin is new to the neighborhood and needs someone to show her around.

◦ high school sweetheart

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☾𝕝𝕚 𝕘𝕦𝕒𝕟𝕘 ╲ 𝕚𝕟𝕥𝕣𝕠

☕ . ˚ ◝  (  𝙭𝙪 𝙢𝙞𝙣𝙜𝙝𝙖𝙤. 𝙘𝙞𝙨𝙢𝙖𝙡𝙚. 𝙝𝙚/𝙝𝙞𝙢. ) 𝙡𝙞 𝙜𝙪𝙖𝙣𝙜 𝙞𝙨 𝙖 𝙩𝙬𝙚𝙣𝙩𝙮 𝙩𝙬𝙤 𝙮𝙚𝙖𝙧 𝙤𝙡𝙙 𝙡𝙚𝙤. 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙢𝙤𝙙𝙚𝙡’𝙨 𝙜𝙤-𝙩𝙤 𝙤𝙧𝙙𝙚𝙧 𝙞𝙨 𝙖 𝙞𝙘𝙚𝙙 𝙘𝙖𝙧𝙖𝙢𝙚𝙡 𝙢𝙖𝙘𝙘𝙝𝙞𝙖𝙩𝙤. 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙮 𝙡𝙞𝙠𝙚 𝙩𝙤 𝙡𝙞𝙨𝙩𝙚𝙣 𝙩𝙤 𝙢𝙚, 𝙢𝙮𝙨𝙚𝙡𝙛, & 𝙞 𝙗𝙮 𝙜-𝙚𝙖𝙯𝙮 𝙭 𝙗𝙚𝙗𝙚 𝙧𝙚𝙭𝙝𝙖 𝙬𝙝𝙞𝙡𝙚 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙮 𝙬𝙖𝙞𝙩 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙞𝙧 𝙤𝙧𝙙𝙚𝙧. 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙚𝙢𝙥𝙡𝙤𝙮𝙚𝙚𝙨 𝙤𝙛 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙙𝙚𝙟𝙖 𝙗𝙧𝙚𝙬 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙠 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙮 𝙖𝙧𝙚 𝙢𝙖𝙩𝙚𝙧𝙞𝙖𝙡𝙞𝙨𝙩𝙞𝙘 𝙗𝙪𝙩 𝙨𝙬𝙚𝙖𝙧 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙮’𝙧𝙚 𝙩𝙤𝙩𝙖𝙡𝙡𝙮 𝙚𝙗𝙪𝙡𝙡𝙞𝙚𝙣𝙩 𝙖𝙨 𝙬𝙚𝙡𝙡. 𝙢𝙖𝙮𝙗𝙚 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩’𝙨 𝙬𝙝𝙮  𝙜𝙡𝙤𝙨𝙨𝙮 𝙢𝙖𝙜𝙖𝙯𝙞𝙣𝙚 𝙘𝙤𝙫𝙚𝙧𝙨, 𝙡𝙪𝙭𝙪𝙧𝙞𝙤𝙪𝙨 𝙮𝙖𝙘𝙝𝙩𝙨, 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙂𝙪𝙘𝙘𝙞 𝙨𝙬𝙚𝙖𝙩𝙚𝙧𝙨 𝙧𝙚𝙢𝙞𝙣𝙙 𝙢𝙚 𝙤𝙛 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙢.

» 𝒃𝒊𝒐𝒈𝒓𝒂𝒑𝒉𝒚 «

◦ growing up life wasn’t as easy as it is now. his mom was a school teacher and his dad was a bartender at a local bar. money wasn’t big in the li household. and his mom pinched pennies anyway she could.

◦ he kept his clothes until they were unwearable and for dinner they stretched one dish as far as it could go. if some of it could be saved then they would save it for lunch or dinner. but on the bright side he at least had a roof over his head.

◦ laughing stock of the school. he didn’t go to a particularly wealthy school, but kids found him odd. and if it’s different you don’t like it.

◦ was positive throughout his childhood. that was up until high school.

◦ it was then that his mom got sick. heart cancer of all things. her doctor recommended them to an american doctor that he knew well. her name was doctor carter.

◦ however his father couldn’t afford to move the entire family over so when he was 18 he left china to move to the united states . he had been learning english since she was diagnosed when he was 15. so he was relatively fluent. he got a job at a local restaurant to help his father pay their rent for the apartment they were staying in and his moms medical bills.

◦ it was around this time his moms conditioned worsened and he was met with desperate measures. in walks a man to answer his prayers. it was an agent for a modeling agency located in california. he took the offer in hopes of getting more money to pay his moms medical bills.  

◦ he moved to california and got a part time caregiver for his mother when she was out of the hospital. but his modeling gig just wasn’t paying enough. which caused him to resort to other means of getting money. seducing other models and using them for their wealth.

◦ after about a year he was able to get her the treatment she needed. which allowed her to move back to china.

» 𝒑𝒓𝒆𝒔𝒆𝒏𝒕«

◦ guang stayed in California, mostly for his career.  his parents weren’t to crazy about the idea but they had no choice but to let him stay.

◦ his career took off and he’s living a wealthy lifestyle. he lives in a penthouse suite with his boyfriend.

◦ and he still uses models for their money. he’s also looking for sugar daddies because they pay well.

» 𝒑𝒆𝒓𝒔𝒐𝒏𝒂𝒍𝒊𝒕𝒚«

◦ loud and energetic which is great for his occupation. his default mode.

◦ but can also be serious when he feels it necessary.

◦ mostly positive

◦ gold digger. does it partly for his mother partly for his own gains.

» 𝒘𝒂𝒏𝒕𝒆𝒅 𝒄𝒐𝒏𝒏𝒆𝒄𝒕𝒊𝒐𝒏𝒔«

◦ boyfriend ( tw : cheating )

◦ sugar daddy

◦ co worker

◦ rival

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𝙝𝙚𝙡𝙡𝙤! 𝙢𝙮 𝙣𝙖𝙢𝙚 𝙞𝙨 𝙚𝙭𝙞𝙚 ( 20 , 𝙨𝙝𝙚 / 𝙝𝙚𝙧 , 𝙚𝙨𝙩 ) 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙞’𝙢 𝙝𝙚𝙧𝙚 𝙩𝙤 𝙞𝙣𝙩𝙧𝙤𝙙𝙪𝙘𝙚 𝙩𝙤 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙢𝙮 𝙩𝙝𝙧𝙚𝙚 𝙗𝙖𝙗𝙞𝙚𝙨. 𝙪𝙣𝙙𝙚𝙧 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙘𝙪𝙩 𝙮𝙤𝙪’𝙡𝙡 𝙛𝙞𝙣𝙙 𝙡𝙞𝙣𝙠𝙨 𝙩𝙤 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙞𝙧 𝙥𝙧𝙤𝙛𝙞𝙡𝙚𝙨 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙞𝙣𝙩𝙧𝙤𝙙𝙪𝙘𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣𝙨. 𝙞𝙛 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙬𝙖𝙣𝙩 𝙩𝙤 𝙥𝙡𝙤𝙩 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙤𝙣𝙚 𝙤𝙧 𝙖𝙡𝙡 𝙥𝙡𝙚𝙖𝙨𝙚 𝙘𝙡𝙞𝙘𝙠 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙝𝙚𝙖𝙧𝙩 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙞’𝙡𝙡 𝙥𝙤𝙥 𝙞𝙣𝙩𝙤 𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙧 𝙥𝙢𝙨.

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𝐩𝐢𝐩𝐞𝐫 𝐜𝐚𝐢𝐝𝐞𝐧 ╲ 𝗽𝗿𝗼𝗳𝗶𝗹𝗲 ‖ 𝗶𝗻𝘁𝗿𝗼 

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Lily James for Porter, April 2018