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reblog if you’re 25+ and still roleplay; or if you believe older muns have a place in the rpc and shouldn’t be told to give it up when they turn 30. 

i received this anon & i just want to make a point. 

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♡ JENNA ORTEGA harper's bazaar

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Closed start for @mycreativeflow Muse choice: Kyson Cooper

An annoyed sigh left him as he waited for his friend to finish her hair and nail appointment, just wanting to do really anything else. His mood was probably poor today mostly due to friends pushing him to consider starting to date again, but he wasn't having it and the blind dates were more annoying than anything else. With a groan he pulled out his phone and turned on his bluetooth headphones before playing music on his phone as he scrolled through Instagram. Mostly looking at the work of other tattoo artists such as himself. He dressed in all black today, his black jeans ripped at the knees but made as such, all black sneakers and a blank tank top with a black vest, showing off his tattooed arms.

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normally opening up wasn't something shawn did, so this was new for him to even share this much. he'd also find sly ways to get what he wanted or needed - nothing too illegal or worry some. however, sofia had his back, he had hers and their growing dynamic easily became his favorite. "perfect," he repeated with a smile. "oh, is that so? well, gives me something to look forward to. guess i'll share i'm really fun." as he said such he lead the way to the closest bar.

sofia loved shawn, and she wanted to support him through everything, but sometimes he made it hard. she smiled and linked her arm through his, they both made dumb choices at times, god knows he had been there for her when she had done something wild. "perfect." she smiled, she knew once she had a drink in her then she really would calm down. "you know i get real cute when i'm tipsy."

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a wave of something quickly slapped kyson, but he brushed it off taking a deep breathe and looking down for a moment then back up to rafael. "i know this sounds crazy i just - i was thinking about how there's always a chance one of them would see our normal hangout spots, maybe expect us. so we have to humor this and pretend for them, alright." kyson wasn't even fully sure why he was pushing this himself, but maybe it wouldn't be too bad. maybe he'd learn something about rafael enough to be friendly and civil at least. at least apart of him hoped for this at least.

——- Turning around on the heel of his foot to eye kyson with dark look in his brown eyes, staring at the other and listening to his words, then rafael let out a annoyed sigh. ❝  yeah, PRETEND meaning — i don't actually need to hang out with you. i can say i did and it was great and not see you. ❞  he said back, stepping over to where he was before, closer to kyson but still a bit away from him. ❝  why on earth would we ACTUALLY do something when we can pretend that part ? do you like — actually want to hang with me or something, cooper ? have you lost your mind ! ? ❞ his voice raised some by the end and he looked at the other more like he lost his head or something — if kyson really wanted to hang with rafael of all people, the world had to be upside down. this had to be a dream, no, a nightmare.

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texting 📲 lover gabe

austin: mmmm. i wish i could kiss you right now.

austin: too many questions, not enough good. please just like.. send me a cute pic.

Gabriel: i bet you do. maybe we're in the same boat.

Gabriel: asking for a dirty picture, prince boy?

Gabriel: [ image attachment ]

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texting 📲 good boy jake

roman: booty call? the fuck?

roman: when i saw her face... NOW I'M A BELIEVER! HEY!

Jacob: i thought i had you.. then i didn't.

Jacob: karaoke night with our friends? first round of drinks on me.

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peter smiled, happy roman didn't want to back down and then he looked towards the upir for a moment, his blue eyes looking over the other with a sense of pride. roman understood him in a way no one else did - they were closed, connected and the wolf didn't want to imagine a life without roman in it. a slight chuckle before he said, "nope, not in the slightest. they won't say more than normal or think whatever they already do." he shrugged his shoulder, and smirked before looking back towards the other male. "worried about your rep or something?" he asked in a teasing manner, knowing neither of them really cared.

——- Smirking some, roman slowly shook his head, green eyes locked in on peter before gently taking a step forward. ❝  not backing out here. ❞ he spoke before walking over to sit down next to peter, letting out a relaxed sigh as well. the way he just felt comfortable with peter was something he kept in mind. it was one of the many reasons they were friends, they were close and connected so well. not many in hemlock grove even seemed to understand roman — and despite their backgrounds, they came together in weird ways but stuck by each other by choice. ❝  do you wonder what others would say about this ? ❞

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a smile came to jacob at roman's words, and despite saying nothing in the moment, it was all that was on his mind as he got ready. how amazing roman looked, how amazing he always looked and it left him just smiling like a goofball as well as thinking how lucky he was to get to get close to someone like roman. he was amazing, beautiful and interesting in every way. these thoughts stayed with him as he showered, not letting his mind think of any of their sexual encounters - and there was a lot. they first met and were all over each other a couple times. they only then hung out at one event in which jacob finally got to see roman for more than someone beautiful man he slept with.

finishing up his shower and pulling on his nicer outfit, making sure he looked his best, drying his hair, styling it and making sure his facial hair looked nice. brushing his teeth before taking a couple deep breathes and then stepping out of the bathroom, making his way to the living room area, standing by the front door, patiently waiting for roman. all jacob did in this moment was not let his mind wander and not get too into the idea of what was about to happen. taking roman phoenix out on a date seemed like a silly little dream to jacob, but now it was almost a reality. inside he was a bit giddy about it all.

——- Roman knew right away what was happening and he was flushed, heart racing some and he kept himself composed. it was clear he was falling for jacob, catching feelings but he wasn't mentally there for a relationship. he's in a line of sexual work, he's hooking up with people at bars — sure jacob was his favourite and most frequent, but he wasn't sure he was ready for something committed and exclusive. if his heart and gut said anything — it was take a chance. so the least he figured was he could perhaps see this idea through, process after and then go from there. a smirk crossed roman's lips as well, giving a nod at the request. ❝ i've got a shit ton of button downs and i can go with some ripped black jeans, maybe some dr martens. ❞ he shared before jacob's lips ear near his ear, a small piece begging for a nibble on his earlobe, but he held back saying anything. though what was whispered in a sexual slight seductive manner almost made him want to skip out on the potential date for the after math. hearing clothing ripping in his ears — fuck, it was getting him aroused already. to hold himself from any noises or begging, he just bit his lower lip seductively and gave a nod. it was a bit of a struggle to open his hazel green eyes, but once he did jacob was getting his clothing and roman just watched like it was the most beautiful thing alive. ❝ alright, darling. we can give this a try. ❞ watching his lover? leave, roman went ahead and got his own outfit pulled together before getting a shower himself. getting under dressed, turning on the water and letting it roll over his pale tatted and nude body. letting out a sigh as he relax some, washing himself up head to toe before getting out, drying off and dressing himself and getting a look at himself in the mirror after. fingering through his black dyed hair, taking a deep breathe, a smile flashing over him before exiting the bathroom. roman was eager for this date, despite his dating fears.

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hearing mentions of it being over, hearing about how austin was leaving and telling gabriel to move on because he deserved better - now that sounded both very like the young former prince turned radio show/podcast host and not. feeling his heart thump so hard within his chest and the bartender was feeling a mix of hurt and concern. something was being hidden and austin felt he couldn't share for some reason and all gabriel wished he could do was let him know he could tell him anything in the world and they would work on it. "stop, i know you don't fucking mean a word of that, fox. we've been through too fucking much. i gained your trust from your past that you told me you weren't sure you'd get over. i officially won your heart and i know you're as crazy about me as i am you."

his brow furrowed and he was close to grabbing the english man, shaking him and snapping him out of it. "there is mr. fox, but you won't say a damn word and want to fucking run away and lose everything you built over years. not just with me, but here in new york." then hearing the second part caused gabriel to freeze and look at austin, completely broken. 'i don't love you gabriel. i never did - i fake it all.' those words kept repeating in his mind and he finally stepped back, looking towards the ground over at his boyfriend? ex-boyfriend? anymore.

"just go, austin. i'm done. please." his voice was low now as he moved his hand through his dark brown hair. "delete my number. never speak to me again and never come back. thanks."

——- The words and tone leaving gabriel going from angry and annoyed to broken and hurt — it all just helped with how austin was breaking both their hearts. how could he even let himself do such a thing ? maybe he should cave, maybe he should open up and just let this all be fixed with the person who managed to get through his walls. who knew him so well. however — his past held him back. he still held that fear from not sharing with his ex-boyfriend then, and it made him want to run and hide from gabriel for the same reason. for what of him he might not accept. austin still couldn't look at him, he couldn't bare to see how hurt the man he loved so much. it had to be as bad as himself at least, right ? no matter what he tried his best to stand his ground and not let how broken he was as well come through. ❝ gabe — please. don't do this. ❞ he spoke weakly for a moment, letting some of how much he was hurting as well show through before quickly recovering. ❝ that was yesterday and today is a new day. i'm sorry, gabriel. it's over — i'm leaving. move on, you deserve better. ❞ at this point austin was speaking with the single goal in mind to leave and not look back. just the last thing he'd want is to make gabriel hate him, he just knew he had to go. ❝ there's nothing to talk about, mr. cortez ! ❞ it was hard to say this, to play an angry card with someone that really cared but this was his last stitch effort to leave, and leave fast. he couldn't bare to be here anymore. ❝ i don't love you, gabriel. i never did — i faked it all. i'm sorry. ❞ the last thing he ever wanted to say. a last hurting stab at gabriel's heart as well as his own that could even maybe make him hate him. austin was at the lowest point and he was going to go back to a place that made him lower. he was officially in a hell of his own making.

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Charlie: I can really at any time. I need to see you and Henry like, right away. I really miss you both.

Text📲 ⇢ Nick❤️

Charlie: Nick. I really miss you. How are things? how's Henry? I need to come see him and you again! ( @poisonpunkking )

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Lennox: Woo me, huh? Well, I'll say you're on the right track.

Lennox: Alright, just let me know where and when, I'll be there and ready.

spencer: my plan is to woo you. how am i doing? spencer: i have something to do this weekend but then i'm free for a bit.

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switch didn't have the best past dating history, but if his parents - even as toxic as they were could find love and make things work, it gave him hope to find it for himself one day. his cheeks heated up some at her words before giving a little nod. "yeah? okay - well, let's go. i know just the place we should go." switch held a smile as he stood from where he sat and held out a hand to rachel to take she liked. his other hand took his coffee that'd he'd definitely finish on their way to the place he had in mind.

——- When it came down to things such as dating, rachel didn't think much of it — sure she's had pr relationships and some in her past that gave her trust issues now. however, she wasn't completely unaware of switch's affection towards her — it was just figuring out if that was something she was willing to give back. for now, she wasn't against humouring the idea. ❝ i'm quite flattered. i can definitely say the same about you. ❞ she give a little smirk of her own back, being a bit flirty herself, but still she wasn't taking it too far at the moment. a lot happened in her life so rachel was cautious. when he took her hand, her heart started racing, heat raising in her cheeks. ❝ okay — sounds like a plan to me. let's go. ❞ the blonde's words came out almost like she was in a trance — letting herself fully feel and enjoy time with switch, but also not letting herself get into anything she wasn't ready for.

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growing up he was mostly accustom to a lot of whiskeys, and he still enjoyed some every now and then. though with age and especially work at then owning his own pub, his tastes have since changed. listening to leah speak of her drink of choice had a fond smile on xavier's face. they definitely were similar on drink choices, so it was something he was all for appreciating with her. "i could easily make both of those for you, if you'd like. maybe a jack daniels and coke to start before that beautifully chilled martini." xavier smirked some as he leaded forward against the bar top.

once entering the building leah's eyes gazed around it, she loved visiting small pubs such as these they were normally the hidden gems and the ones that would make you want to become some kind of a regular and this was probably going to be happening the owner was cute and witty who didn't like that? leah allowed her body to sit on the tall ball stool those seats weren't exactly comfy but who pressing her arms over the bar "wise man on wanting to ask that question" leah smirked "martini is normally my go to as well but it's gotta be a proper one, where the glass has been in the freezer for like twelve hours" leah laughed "or i'm down for a jack daniels and coke" she winked "please tell me you've got that?" she asked wanting to have some kind of liquor down her throat.

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shawn normally wasn't one to get into too big of trouble. he'd just end up with someone people not too fond of him. "i'm sure i will too," he said with a smile. he was determined, but also mentally scrambling. "you know what," he said with a chuckle on the teasing. stepping a bit closer to her, keeping his smile before offering his arm for her to take if she desired. "i do, so let's go get some cocktails then. my treat."

sofia knew he meant it when he said that it was the truth, she'd seen a liar before and she knew he was being genuine. "you'll find a way." she assured him, she knew how hard it was when something like this came up and you needed to find the money some how. "you sure you can afford that?" she teased and took a deep breath, pursing her lips as she thought about it. "i would never say no to a drink though, you know that. especially a cocktail, or two, or maybe even three."

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Alex: henry!

Alex: what?

texting 📲 alex ❤️

henry: alex! ( @hisfragilehero )