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Scorned

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Pairing: Jack Harlow x fem!reader

Hell hath no fury like a woman scorned.

A woman who has been rejected or betrayed in love is not one to be messed with.

Y/N rubs her temples for what feels like the millionth time while on the phone with Jack, her ex boyfriend. “She’s my daughter too y/n! You can’t keep her from me.” He exclaims through FaceTime. “I’m not keeping her from you Jackman! She doesn’t want to see you. She heard everything that you said. You may have not seen her but she was there. And don’t even say you didn’t mean any of it because if you didn’t mean it, those words wouldn’t have ever slipped past your lips. Every time you call, I try and try and try to get her to be in frame and talk to you but she just runs and hides saying no. You may have broken my heart but you shattered hers. I hate seeing her cry every night asking me why daddy said those things and asking me why daddy doesn’t love her anymore and to tell you that whatever she did-she’s sorry. Do you not realize how difficult this whole thing is for me Jack? We loved you with every fiber of our beings and you just laughed in our faces.” She finally gets out not realizing that she was sobbing the entire time. There’s a brief amount of silence before Jack speaks. “Loved? Like past tense?” Y/n can hear the sadness in his voice. “Yes Jack, loved. We are officially done. And if Amara decides that one day she wants to talk to you, I will let her call you in a heartbeat. I will never keep her from you but I will be damned if I force a relationship on my daughter that she doesn’t want. I’ve gotta go Jack. Bye.” Y/n hangs up before truly letting the sobs escape. She doesn’t hear the little footsteps of her daughter until she feels small arms wrap around her. “Is okay mommy. You will always have me. We don’t need daddy.” Y/n places a hand against her daughters face. “I know baby. It’s you and me forever.”

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I’m sorry I’ve been MIA y’all 🥺 I’ve had family in town for the last two weeks but I’m gonna be back super soon and will hopefully have my next piece up by Tuesday or Wednesday. I hope y’all are doing good.

MUAH!!

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Over the Table

(Teaser) part 3 in ‘The Only Series’

Warning: Mentions of sex 18+

“What I wouldn’t do to bend you over that table right now.” Urban says causing me to completely stop what I’m doing. I bring my eyes up to meet his before speaking. “Come do it then.” Before I know it he is pressed against my back. He brings his mouth to my ear before speaking words that about turn me into a puddle before him. “You don’t have to tell me twice. I’m bout to make you feel real good ma.”

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Lollipop

Pairing: Urban Wyatt x fem!reader

Warnings: mentions of sex, 18+

“Hey Jack.” Y/n says reaching for a lollipop from the candy dish. “Hey.” She settles on the love seat across from Jack. “Where’s Urby?” She questions. Jack looks at her with a smug smile. “Wouldn’t you like to know.” He says wiggling his eyebrows. “Shut up Jackman.” He dodges the pillow thrown at him just as Urban makes his way into the living room. Holy fucking shit, could he be anymore attractive? Y/n thinks to herself as he’s fresh out the shower. Those long curls, the water droplets upon his torso and the towel tied rather low on his hips. She doesn’t have time to think before the words leave her mouth. “Fuck Urban, you keep looking so damn fine all the time, I’m gonna have to suck you off like this lollipop.” That got Urban’s attentions as once again, Jack begins choking on the sip of water he just took. Urban’s eyes meeting y/n’s with that delicious smirk. “We’ll mamas, what are you waiting for? Let’s go.” He gestures down the hall while his excitement builds down below. “Nah, I’m not gonna be one of your one night stands.” She says still sucking on the lollipop making full eye contact with Urban. “Who says you would be?” He questions. “C’mon Urby. We’ve known each other a long time, you’re not into sticking around and I fuck for life, not one night.” She answers. “You’re making me want to change my ways more and more.” She shrugs. “Yeah? Well we’ll see.” After recovering from his ‘near death experience’ Jack speaks up. “Shit, y’all really gotta quit saying shit like that when I take a sip of water.” Y/n and Urban both shrug as Jack shakes his head.

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The Only

Pairing: Urban Wyatt x fem!reader

very short concept-might make it a lil story, not sure yet.

Before heading over to Jacks hotel room for a chill sesh to spend the day off, y/n checks her appearance in the mirror one last time. Satisfied with the lacy black bralette and high waisted shorts that accentuate her curves perfectly, she grabs her purse and keys and heads over.

“Hey y/n.” Druski greets her letting her in the room. “Hey guys.” She greets them making her way to the kitchen to grab a water. The whole time she feels as though a pair of eyes are on her. Sitting down on the couch, y/n starts scrolling through her social media when a voice breaks her focus. “Gah damn ma. All these girls around me and you’re the only one I wouldn’t mind putting a baby in.” Urban speaks out loud unintentionally causing Jack to nearly choke on his sip of water and Druski to be stunned. Y/n adjusts herself on the couch into a position that makes Urban’s desire for her more intense. “Is that right Urby? Well if you didn’t sleep around and were into something more serious, then I’d just might take you up on your offer.” Y/n says to him with confidence leaving a shocked expression on Jack and Druski’s faces and a delicious smirk on Urban’s. “Well mamas, for you I might just consider it.”

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I Didn’t Mean It

Part 2 of If One of Us Dies

Pairing: Jack Harlow x fem!reader

“Is that everything?” Jack asks y/n as she struggles to get dressed. “Yeah, I’m pretty sure.” Trying to put the shirt Jack brought for her on, she moves in a way that makes it feel like she fractured a rib. “Ow, fuck!” She winced with tears now gathering in her eyes. Sitting down on the hospital bed in defeat, Jack makes his way over to her. “Her ma, I got you.” He grabs the shirt from her and puts it on her as gentle as can be as to not cause her anymore pain than she’s already experiencing. “Thank you.” She says to him. “Let’s get you home, yeah?” She nods before grabbing his hand as they make their way to the car.

She thought getting into the car was hard enough but getting out felt like she just ran a 200k with broken bones. “Baby, stop. Let me help you.” Jack runs to the passenger side before helping her out, closing the door and gently picking her up bridal style. Once their in the house, he takes her to their room and placed her on the bed. “Do you need anything my sweet girl? Water, are you hungry?” Sweet girl. A name she loved but now her mind wonders if he actually means it. “No. I’m okay. Thank you.” He reaches his hand to cup the side of her but she shied away from his touch. Something so subtle that the average person wouldn’t have caught it, but Jack did. It pained him. She looks up at him with sad eyes. “Did you mean it?” He takes a deep breath. He knew it would be brought up eventually. They’ve both avoided for a week. He knows what she’s talking about but he still asks anyway. “Mean what y/n?” The tears that were once formed at her eyes’ corners now cascading down her cheeks. “When you said that all that was on your mind was leaving me? That you were tired of my shit? If I didn’t get in the accident, would you have actually left?” She finishes with a small whimper. He grabs bother her hands in his, looking directly in her eyes. “No, I wouldn’t have. I was just stressed and angry and I know you were just trying to help and be my voice of reason. I shouldn’t have snapped at you. I shouldn’t have said those things, I don’t know why I did cause I truly don’t mean them. You’re my girl, you’re everything I could ever dream of. I’ll only leave if you want me to, but I won’t go without a fight. I’m not ready to lose you.” His words bringing a smile to her face. “I’ll never be ready to lose you Jack. Thank you for staying with me at the hospital.” He smiles back at her. “Of course ma, I couldn’t have been anywhere else. I had to make sure you were okay. Now let’s cuddle and watch a movie. Sound like a plan?” She nods in excitement before Jack crawls in bed next to her holding her so lightly as to not hurt her.

“This is all I want for the rest of my life. You, me and 8 daughters.” Y/n laughs. “I don’t think I’m willing to push out that many. But yes. You, me and however many daughters my body will create J bear. I love you.” She nestles more into his side before falling sound asleep almost instantly. “I love you two sweet girl.”

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Deja Vu (Concept)

Pairing: Urban Wyatt x fem!reader

Looking at your newest Instagram post, Urban sighs in defeat. Seeing they way you and your new boyfriend are posing on the beach gives him deja vu of when you were still his. “Man Urb, it’s been two years. You left her, gotta get over it man.” Jack speaks from the left of him. With the sound of a click, Urban places his phone face down on the coffee table. “Why’d you let me do it.” Urban speaks to his best friend. “Do what?” The boys now turning to face each other. “Why’d you let me break up with her?” Jack looks at him in confusion. “I didn’t have control of that situation. I told you it would be stupid to leave her especially for some sex obsessed playboy persona. That girl is one the best this world has seen and you had her. You had her ready to spend her life with you but you wanted a taste of the playboy life. You wanted to see what you thought you were missing. Turns out, you missed out on the best thing for you in order to have what you thought you wanted.” Jack replies. A look of pure sadness and defeat is now placed upon Urban’s face. “Fuck! I should’ve listened. If I could go back, knowing what I do now, I’d change everything. Leaving her would never cross my mind. I fucked up man, I wasn’t thinking.” Jack moves to the couch to sit with his best friend. “I’m not the one you need to be telling that to. And you were thinking, just thinking with the wrong head.” Just as the worlds left Jack’s mouth, Urban’s phones dings. He could’ve swore his heart stopped once he saw that message. Nerves, anxiety, excitement. All the emotions happening at once.

Hey Urban. I know it’s been awhile since uh, you know but I hope you’re doing okay. I miss our friendship. Maybe we can catch up when you’re back in Louisville?

Friendship. He wouldn’t dare admit it but that stung. He wonders if there’s ever a chance you’d truly forgive him.

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If One of Us Dies

Pairing: Jack Harlow x fem!reader

Warning: angst!

Bold italics are flashbacks

You always told him. Those 10 words that you have said to him as a routine for the last 3 years.

If one of us dies, I hope I die first.

He asked you why once. You teared up before telling him.

If one of us dies, I hope I die first because I don’t want to live without you. I don’t want to ever learn how to fall asleep without you. What would be worse? Losing you now or later? I know it’s selfish but you’re my everything and I don’t think I could go on without you Jack.

He promised you that he’d stay, that he’d always be there but just like with everything else you had a response.

That’s a promise that you can’t make. Everyone leaves at some point J. There’s only two ways that this will end. One of us dies or gets hurt. I wish I could break the curse and be with you forever. I couldn’t imagine my life without you.

Urban snaps Jack back to reality. ‘Hey man, Neelam and I are gonna grab something to eat, you want anything?’ His best friend looks at him with sad eyes. ‘Nah man. I’m good.’ Urban just nods before following Neelam out of the room.

It’s been 3 days since Jack has eaten. How can he? It feels wrong for him to eat when you can’t even breathe on your own. The tube taped to your mouth, pushing air into your lungs, keeping you alive. He grasps your hand in his for the millionth time that day, praying to whatever and whoever that you wake up soon, he can’t lose you. He still has more of the world to show you, you two have so much more you want to do.

You shouldn’t have gone on a walk that day. But you and Jack got into an argument and you needed to clear your mind. You didn’t see the car coming nor did they see you walk into the crosswalk which had granted you the right of way. They couldn’t stop in time and before you knew it, the 4,000 lb vehicle had struck you sending you almost 6 feet before you made harsh contact with the ground. Jack was in the middle of an interview when the call came through. His emotions everywhere but where they needed to be. He left in the middle of the interview without a word and made his way to the hospital and that’s where he has been ever since. He’s been by your side, talking to you about any and everything. He can’t let those last words before you took your walk that day be the last ones he ever says to you.

You can hear him, everyone but you can’t engage no matter how hard you try. You want to let them know that your conscious is still there. That you’re still there.

That’s when Jack feels it. Your hand twitch within his own. He looks up, eyes wide. Your eyes flutter but they don’t open. He cups your face. “I’m here baby. Please wake up. I want you to be okay. I need you to be okay.” His voice frantic but still so calming to your ears. Within minutes, your eyes are open and doctors are removing the tube from your mouth. “Hi baby.” Jack says to you with tears in eyes. They make his eyes such a brighter blue. You try to speak but no words escape. “You might not be able to speak for a little while. The accident caused damage to your lungs and vocal cords. Everything will be fine, it just might take a while longer before the cords heal.” The doctor says to you. “I’ll leave you two alone. Press the button if you need anything.” He says before making his way out of the room.

Looking at the man before you has the last words he said to you before the accident replaying in your mind. “You know y/n, I have never once thought about leaving you but right now, it’s the only thing on my mind. I’m tired of your shit.”

You really hope he didn’t mean it.

Part 2?

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Spill your guts or Fill your guts.

Blue is the interviewer and pink is y/n

In which y/n is on spill your guts or fill your guts and gets asked a question that both Jack and Urban have been trying to get the answer for, for years.

“Alright audience, this is a segment we all know far too well. Spill your guts or fill your guts! Joining me today is influencer and of course Jack Harlow’s publicist, Y/F/N Y/L/N!” The camera pans over to y/n as she waves at the camera. “Okay y/n, I’m sure you already know how it works but on this turn table we have a variety of disgusting foods. And in our hands, we have a stack of questions that we will ask each other. We can either spill our guts and answer the question asked or we can fill our guts and eat whatever food the other has chosen, avoiding the question all together. Are you ready?” You nod your head. “Yes, let’s do it.”

After a few mediocre questions, James gains a massive smile on his face as he reads the next category. “Oh boy. The last two are fan asked questions. I can’t wait to ask the last one.” Y/N’s stomach fills with butterflies and not the good kind. “This one’s not too bad. Y/n, how did you become Jacks publicist.” He asks you. “Okay phew. I can answer that one because there is no way I am eating an 100 year old egg yolk. Eggs make me gag.” James let’s out a laugh. “I have actually known Jack for a very long time. Urban and I grew up together and once he met Jack and Jack starting rapping, I would always find venues or places for Jack to play and book them for him. So once he blew up, he asked if I would be his publicist and of course I said yes. So here we are.” After choosing a food for James and asking him his final question, it is now your turn. “Let’s see, what to give you.” He mutters while he turns the table. “Let’s give you the ‘you don’t want to know milkshake’.” You sniff it before almost throwing up right there. “Ay dios mio! What is in that?” You ask. “Producers? Do we know what’s in that?” James asks. From off in the distance, they respond. “Liver and onions, catfish, and boiled eggs that were left out for an entire day.” “Oh god, I don’t think I can put that anywhere near my mouth.” Y/n states trying not to throw up just thinking about it. “Oh this is a good one. Which one of the two do you prefer? Jack or Urban?.” Y/n chokes on her own saliva as the question is asked. “Like how so?” Before he has a chance to answer, one of the camera men runs out and grabs a card from under the table and hands it to James. “Ahh, there’s a part 2. Like, which boy draws you in more? Which one, if either, makes your mind, heart, body and soul desire them? Oh wow, that’s a deep question.” The butterflies within y/n’s stomach have more so turned into moths trying to break away from within. “Wow, you know, that’s a question that both Jack and Urban ask me at least once a day, for like the last 10 years.” Y/n says with a laugh. “Oh really? Well y/n do either one of them tickle your fancy? Hmm?.” “This milkshake is looking more appealing by the second.” Taking another sniff causes y/n to gag making her eyes water. “Oh god, nope I don’t think I can do it, I’m gonna have to answer the question aren’t I?” “Unless you want to take a big swig of that milkshake, you have to swallow it too you know.” Looking down at the milkshake before looking back up and placing it back on the table. “So y/n do you have a crush on one of them or not?” “Dear lord, yeah I do. Have for awhile and it drives them boys crazy because they want to know so bad. I like them not knowing. I think it almost frustrates them because they know that I’m mad crushin’ on one of them but I refuse to tell them. It’s been a decade long thing now. And to think, it’s about to come to the surface.” The audience erupts into cheers before calming down. Pausing for quite awhile pretending to contemplate drinking the shake or telling the world, including Jack and Urban-who are currently backstage anxiously awaiting your answer. “You going to keep us waiting like those poor boys or you going to spill your guts?” Well here goes nothing. “God, this is going to make things super awkward but yes. One of them drives me crazy without even realizing it. Everything they do, everything they are is just so mesmerizing. Okay that was sappy but the one that my entire being has desired for the last decade is…” taking another long pause before finally telling the world. “Urban. I love Jack to the ends of the earth. But Urban just does something to me. So yeah I prefer Urban.” The crowd erupts in cheers of excitement as Urban is back stage with a smile on his face and Jack a look of shock placed upon his. “Well, that concludes todays show! I’ll see you all next week, have a good night!” Y/n manages to completely avoid Jack and Urban and makes her way outside catching an Uber going to the hotel by herself.

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Would y’all like more singledad!urban and Novaleigh content?? I have some ideas but don’t know if I should post them 🫶🏼

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Notes Of Affirmation

Pairing: Urban Wyatt x fem!reader

In which you leave post it notes all around the house to make sure Urban knows he’s loved.

Urban just now waking up reaches for his phone and notices a sticky note attached to the screen. Good Morning Baby it reads. He smiles softly placing his phone and making his way to the bathroom. On the mirror, another note is placed. You’re handsome :) With his smile growing, he finished his routine before exiting the bathroom. Two more notes are stuck to the bedroom door that read You’re perfect and keep smiling, it looks good on you <3. He doesn’t think he can smile any bigger until he reaches the kitchen where you’re making breakfast and seeing two more notes on the fridge. I hope you have an amazing day and You’re my everything, I love you. He makes his way behind you, wrapping his arms around your waist and placing a gentle kiss against your neck. ‘What’d I do to deserve you ma?’ You turn your head to the side in an attempt to look at him. ‘Just by being you Urby.’ You turn around in his embrace and give him a kiss on his lips. ‘I hope you’re hungry because breakfast is ready.’ You prepare the food on his plate and place it on the table. ‘I’m always hungry when it’s you who’s cooking.’ He sits down to eat as you join him.

I’m the middle of eating, you have a feeling that you’re being stared at. You look up and see Urban looking at you. ‘What?’ You ask him. ‘Nothing ma, I just really love you.’ He says to you. ‘I love you more.’ ‘I love you infinity and beyond, forever and ever, to the end of time.’ He says to you with what you hope is nothing but love adoration in his voice. You smile at him before the two of you finish breakfast before snuggling on the couch, taking full advantage of his day off.

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My Letters to You

Final Part

Pairing: Urban Wyatt x fem!reader

Part 1 Part 2 Part 3

Urban, having just finished tucking in Novaleigh for bed, grabs the box of letters and makes his way to the bed you two once shared. The final letter within the box.

May 30th 2022,

This letter is mushy my love, you have been warned.

You’ve been gone traveling with Jack for a few weeks now and it has really made do some thinking. Not only do I miss you like crazy but it has also makes me realize Just how much in love with you I am. You are seriously the greatest gift in my life (and our daughter of course). Even with you being hundreds of miles away, you still manage to call lil ma and I all throughout the day. You make sure that we’re okay at all times, make sure we have everything that we need and just all around spoil us. I absolutely love everything about you, your eyes my absolute favorite. I’ve always been a sucker for blue and yours are the prettiest I have ever seen in my life. Your whole persona, the way you carry yourself is so attractive. You’re smile is perfection-you’re perfection baby. But most importantly, you are the absolute greatest father that Novaleigh could ever have. That little girl loves you so much and it just makes my heart swell. She’s got you wrapped around her little finger and she knows it, she’s a daddy’s girls for sure. I seriously could not have asked nor prayed for a better person to spend my life with. Thank you for loving me all these years, thank you for giving me our daughter and cherishing her and most of all, thank you for being you Urban. You are truly the most wonderful man in the universe and I can’t wait to one day hopefully call you my husband. You are my everything, I love you more than I ever thought I could. Never change my handsome man. I’ve gotta take lil ma to day care now. We can’t wait to see you next week! Muah!

That’s when it happened, that’s when you were ripped away from his life. You just dropped Novaleigh off at day care. You were on your way to work when that trucks breaks went out causing it to run the stop sign t-boning you not only killing themselves but you and the pedestrians they ran you into. That’s an image he never wants to see. You and Novaleigh were supposed to fly out to him the following week and spend the summer with him. Why’d it have to be you? He’d rather it have been nobody at all but why you? Why’d you have to be ripped away? You two had so many plans, so much more to experience. There was so much of the world he wanted to show you but he’ll never be able to. At least he still has a piece of you, Novaleigh Ruth. She may look just like him but she acts just like you and even though you gave her attitude, he couldn’t be more thankful. He may not have you anymore but he has her and he’ll do right by you when it comes to her. He’ll show her the world and he will never let her forget about her momma. The most beautiful, amazing woman in the world. He’ll forever cherish the 24 years together you shared and he’ll continue to cherish the years he has with the amazing little girl you two created.

‘We’ll never forget you ma, you’ll be in our hearts and memories for the rest of eternity. I’ll love you forever and miss you for longer.’

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Master List

Urban Wyatt

Two P’s in a Pod (snippet)

I Would’ve

I Will Always part 2 of I Would’ve

My Letters to You 1 2 3 Final

Notes of Affirmation

Spill Your Guts or Fill Your Guts

Deja Vu (Concept) Full story Coming soon

The Only Series

The Only

Lollipop

Jack Harlow

Too Much

If One of Us Dies 1 2

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My page may be dedicated to Urban mainly (fellow Urban girlies where ya at lol) but I love me some Jack too and I’ll write for him more if y’all want. Let me know!

-Reni 🫶🏼

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My Letter To You

Part 3

Part 1 Part 2

‘Daddy!! Can I play on your phone, please?’ Novaleigh asks her father with those big blue puppy eyes of hers. ‘Of course lil ma.’ He responds as he pulls up his arcade folder and hands her his phone. With Novaleigh now occupied, he grabs the shoebox and reads the next letter. Letter number 125.

July 2015,

We went on a date, our first time at a fancy restaurant. I got shrimp scampi, my all time favorite. We both knew something was wrong when the minute it was placed on the table, I got sick. The smell made me hotshot it right to the bathroom. That’s the night we found out I was pregnant. We were terrified, we didn’t know how it happened. We thought we were being safe. I have now chalked it up to you having bullet sperm lol. We had to grow up sooner than we intended but we sure did a damn good job with that little girl and I have no doubt that you’ll do just fine without me my love. Well, you just pulled up outside after being gone for a month so I’m gonna close this letter here so I can get to you before lil ma and tackle you and smother you in all the kisses. I love you my handsome man. Muah!!

He remembers that day so well, not just the one when you found out you were pregnant but the one where you literally tackled him to the ground and smothered him in kisses as Novaleigh tried her hardest to wiggle into the fun. ‘Oh ma, how I miss you baby girl. What I wouldn’t give for one more day with you.’ He mumbles to himself quietly as to keep Novaleigh from hearing. On to the next letter.

March 18th 2016,

The birth of our daughter. The greatest day of my life. From the moment she made her entrance, the two of you were side by side. The way you looked at her, I just knew that no matter what happened with you and I. You would be the greatest father. I couldn’t have asked for a better baby daddy. Through the pregnancy, I had to keep telling you that I had no clue what to name her, I told you that I was gonna have to hold her and see her before I could choose. But the truth was, I had her name picked out from the minute we found out she was a girl. I told the nurse her name to put on the birth certificate but made sure she didn’t tell you until you signed the document. The look on your face when you read her name was so worth the surprise. ‘Novaleigh Ruth Wyatt.’ You whispered before looking up at me with tears gathering in your eyes. ‘I knew you were going to name her after your mom but you incorporated my moms as well?’ You has asked me. Of course I did. We are a product of our mothers and Valeigh is a product of us, it was only right. They aren’t here to be a part of her life but their memory deserves to go on. That was truly a special moment we shared that day and I wouldn’t change it for the world. From that day on, you two have been my world and always will be. I love you.

Urban places the letter back in the box before returning it to the shelf. ‘You hungry Valeigh girl?’ He asks his daughter. ‘Can we make Mac n cheese Daddy? Please?’ He laughs at her excitement. ‘You got it sweet girl. C’mon.’ She hands her father back his phone before he picks her up and carries her to the kitchen. They cook together that night, taking about nothing but the memories of you they will keep close to their heart forever.

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My Letter to You Part 2

Part 1 here

A week later

It’s been a few days since Urban has read one of your letters to him. After making breakfast for lil ma, he decides to travel down memory lane.

February 2004. Grief. That’s what you were feeling. I didn’t know what to do. Even though we were so young, I wanted to make all of your pain go away. The day you lost your mom, was the day I made a promise not only to you but to myself. I promised to always be there and to always comfort you. I had no idea what you could have possibly been going through but I did everything I could to be there, to make sure that you never felt alone. The more time I spent with you, the more I realized that I liked you. Like; liked, liked you. I had developed my first crush.

April 2008. Grief. I finally understood. I finally knew what you had gone through just 4 years prior. I remember it like it was yesterday. We were sitting up on my roof-in our spot just people watching. My dad pulled up in the driveway, he got out of his car while on the phone before collapsing to his knees in ear shattering sobs. It all happened so fast from me jumping off the roof and spraining my ankle, to my dad telling me that my mom was gone, to you holding me for as long as you needed to until all my tears ran dry. We were only 10 and 11 but through our bonding through grief, that’s when I began to fall in love with you :). I didn’t know it back then but I can confidently say it now. I was in love with you, and I always will be in love with you-even now that I’m gone, I can promise that I’m still in love with you. You are and forever will be my everything Urban Henry Wyatt. I love you.

More tears began to gather in his tear ducts before cascading down his face-tears that Urban didn’t realize he still had. Reading these letters makes him miss you so much more than he can bare and your voice is the one in his head when he’s reading them but he loves that you wrote down so many memories and moments you two shared together. He reads a few more minuscule letters before placing the box on the shelf where your obituary sits, nestled between his and your mom’s obituaries before getting Novaleigh and himself ready for the day.

I know it’s much shorter but I have two more parts to this mini series so hopefully those will be out soon! Muah!

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@zootymctootied thank you love!! That means a lot 🥰

My Letters to You

Pairing: Urban Wyatt x fem!reader

Warnings: very sad, mentions of death & maybe, possibly singledad!urban. (I hope to write more happy stuff but this came from a dream:))

Maggie Lindemann Face claim

In which Urban Wyatt’s childhood friend and long term girlfriend dies in a car accident but little does he know, she left him letters in case she left this world before him.

Y/FULL/NAME

24 years of age

Y/BDAY 1997 - May 30th 2022

On May 30th 2022 at approximately 4:22 pm, a tragic car accident resulted in the loss of 4 lives with one being Y/N. Y/n is survived by her father Y/dads/n, her brother (insert name), her sister (insert name), her long term boyfriend Urban Henry Wyatt and her daughter Novaleigh Ruth Wyatt as well as many other family and friends. Funeral services will be held at Beevis Funeral Home from 12pm until 2pm immediately followed by Y/N’s celebration of life which will take place at Thomas Moore park from 3pm until 5pm. Please join us this Sunday beginning at 12pm. All are welcome.

Urban sighs, placing your obituary beside his mothers just as he hears little footsteps making their way down the stairs of the house you once shared with him. ‘Daddy!!’ He turns around seeing the sweet little girl the two of you created together. He kneels down before her. ‘Yes my sweet girl?’ He asks her. ‘Can you help me? I tried to do it myself and I can’t get my dressed zipped up and its making me upset.’ She huffs now with a pout on her face. Urban smiles down at her with a small laugh. ‘Just like your mommy baby. Turn around my love.’ Once he gets her dress zipped, she turns around excited. ‘Thank you daddy! I’m going to grab my shoes and I’ll be ready to go, okay? Don’t leave without me! I don’t want to miss seeing mommy one last time.’ She says to her father with tears now filling her eyes. It almost makes Urban break down right then and there but he stays strong for her, he needs to be strong for her. He picks Novaleigh up and she immediately places her head in the crook of his neck as her tears begin to fall. ‘I miss mommy, daddy. I’m so glad to have you but why did momma have to go? I wasn’t ready daddy. Please don’t leave me like momma.’ His heart strings about tear apart at her words. ‘I miss her too, sweet girl. The choice to leave wasn’t hers baby, I promise. If she could, mommy would be here right now dancing with us all through the house. I promise you Valeigh that daddy is always going to be here okay? I love you lil ma.’ She lifts her head to look up at her father. ‘I love you to daddy, with my whole heart.’ He kisses her temple. ‘Let’s go get your shoes so we can go see mommy yeah?’ Novaleigh nods her head as she and her dad makes their way back up the stairs.

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After the the services

Urban sits on the couch with the tv playing as if he is actually watching what’s on the screen. Instead, he is just staring at the wall of pictures you had made with all of your memories from prom, the birth of Novaleigh, all the way up until 4 days before you passed. The day he took you to a sunflower field, the look on your face as you turned around to face him was magical that he just had to capture the moment. God he missed you. With Novaleigh now in bed, he makes his way to the fridge to grab a water when he notices something sticking out from under the coffee machine, your coffee machine. He grabs it thinking that it was a piece of trash that snuck its way underneath but soon realizes that there are words across it.

My Urby Kurby

(To only be opened if in the worst case scenario, I have left you behind)

He hesitantly unfolds the small piece of paper.

My Forever,

If you’re reading this then that means that one of two things have occurred. One, we have broken up (I really hope this never happens) or two, I have passed on and left you and lil ma behind (if this is the reason, then I am so sorry my love)

But there is a shoe box hidden on the highest shelf in the hallway closet downstairs that is for you. When you are ready, please open it. It has been years in the making. There’s some pretty good stuff in there lol. Anyways baby, always remember that I’m in love with you and will be until the very end of eternity. Muah!!

He folds the piece of now tear stained paper as he makes his way to the location you provided him. He reaches to the top shelf and feels for the shoebox before successfully retrieving and finding his way back to the couch. My Letters To You, the box reads. He removes the lid to reveal papers full to the brim all which appear to be numbered. He grabs the first letter. Taking a deep breath, he begins to read.

Urban,

If you’re reading this then that means that either we have broken up or I am no longer with you. I hope and pray that it isn’t the latter but if it is then I am so deeply and incredibly sorry. But please don’t grieve over me for too long, you have to be strong for lil ma, she needs you more than ever right now. If I’m gone, please tell her that mommy loves her more than anything and make sure to give her all the kisses, hugs, love and adoration in the world for me. You two were everything to me, I love you both so much.

The letters within this box are numbered by the order they should be read in. I tried to stack them in order but in case they went crazy, I thought putting numbers on them would be the best way. Anyways, only read them if you’re ready too and please don’t let Novaleigh know about them until she’s a little older. And always remember that I love you both, until the end of eternity.

Urban didn’t think that he had anymore tears left but yet here he is, vision blurry and whisper quiet sobs escaping through his lips. He placed the first letter next to him upside down to keep the order before grabbing letter number two. Trying to keep his composure, he begins to read once again.

June 1st 2014,

May 2nd 1998. That was the first day we supposedly met for the first time. I don’t remember it all and I’m pretty sure you don’t either since you were brand new but my mom always said that we were attached at the hip from that day forward. I am so glad that our moms were best friends and had us just shy of a year apart because I have a permanent best friend and I couldn’t have asked for a better one. Well, we’re not just best friends anymore are we? You asked me out on a date exactly 2 days, 6 hours and 23 minutes ago to be exact. Not that I was counting and I’m so excited, I’m actually getting ready right now while I write this letter. I’ve had a crush on you for a long time and it’s finally happening. I hope it’s not a dare though, that would make me sad. Anyways Urby, I have to finish getting ready, you should be here any minute now.

Sincerely y/n

He placed the letter upside down on top of the first one. He can’t wait to read the rest of these letter but before he continues, He smiles gently before whispering ‘you’re with our moms again, ma. I really hope you’re having fun up there.’ He grabs the next letter, ready to dive in down memory lane.

I hope y’all enjoyed it! I know it’s quite sad (and looong) but I have quite a few more parts to it-the letters get better, I promise. I hope to have part two of this series up hopefully tomorrow! Muah!