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i’m not sure if i’m sorry for making this

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you've got to respect Simon for taking a break from talking about the devastating effects of roman imperialism in his homeland to do whatever the fuck this was

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scale of biblical fanfic

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The best part of jesus christ superstar is when jesus and judas are having their gay little fight in the middle of dinner in front of everyone and all of the other apostles are like. The fuck was that about? Anyway. More wine.

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your JCS costuming is bad and you should feel bad

this easter, I’m going to talk about one of my favorite musicals, Jesus Christ Superstar, and how everyone keeps FUCKING UP THE COSTUMING, because costuming is 1) important to conveying character information in a musical with no spoken dialogue, and 2) really easy to make horrifically antisemitic! especially in a musical where the least sympathetic antagonists are Jewish, so we’re already starting off on the back foot where antisemitism is concerned!

part 1: how people keep fucking up the costuming

for the uninitiated, I have a whole-ass slide show about the basic points of JCS. because it’s a rock opera with modern language and characterizations that focus more on the humanity of the characters than their divinity, it is very easy to transpose it to basically any setting and any conflict a theater has costumes for.

AND THIS IS WHERE THE FUCKUPS OCCUR. and by “fuckups” I mean “antisemitism so awful I’m putting it behind a cut because what the actual fuck, guys.”

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All the things I did just so I could call you mine

1. corpus christi 2. i killed my mother (2009) dir. xavier dolan 3. The Vampire Diaries S5E16 4. Sea of love by the national 5. A primer for the small weird loves, Richard Siken 6. unknown 7. Fear of the water by SYML 8. The last days of Judas Iscariot 9. Succession S2E10 10. Cruel Summer by taylor swift 11. Jesus Christ Superstar 12. Wishbone, Richard Siken

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Going From a Fixed Mindset to a Growth Mindset

Lesson #1: growth is not linear. You will not improve drastically overnight. As I’ve stressed this before, things take time and consistency and concentration.

A fixed mindset is basically a belief that the person you’re born as - your intelligence and talent - are fixed. They cannot be changed, no matter what.

Science has shown that this is not true. It’s 100% possible to get smarter over time and with dedicated effort.

This is what a growth mindset is - believing that you can be better over time, and that your current level of intelligence and talent is temporary.

People with fixed mindsets are insecure, and it shows. Fear of failure; taking constructive criticism to heart; feelings of jealousy when someone they know is doing well… we’ve all known a person like this, and been this person ourselves at some point in our life.

Growth mindset is therefore the opposite but the effects are as grounding; it can help battling anxiety, depression, burnout issues, behavioural issues and so on.

I understand that a lot of you don’t have people in your life with a similar mentality of personal growth. I’m therefore reopening my Discord. My followers can meet, connect and help each other out.

Now, how does one transition from a fixed to a growth mindset?

Here are some things I think could help:

1. Detaching yourself from the definition of failure

If you’ve already decided the outcome of a certain situation without even trying, then you’re still stuck in a fixed mindset. Things like “there’s no point in me applying for that job because I don’t have the skills and I won’t get it anyway” - applying for that job wouldn’t hurt, even if you don’t get it. Stop limiting your opportunities that you never know could actually work out. A growth mindset person will always try to make most of the opportunities they have.

2. Not getting attached to any outcomes

Don’t get attached to favourable or unfavourable outcomes. When something goes well, have gratitude in your heart but don’t let it get to your ego. Life is about constantly learning. Don’t get attached to compliments and don’t get disheartened by criticism.

3. Actively working on yourself

You can learn a language at any age. You can start learning how to dance or sing or ride a horse at any age, if you’re doing it for the pleasure of learning (getting into competitive stages could be challenging if you’re not young). Someone who works on themselves has a growth mindset.

4. Stop self depreciating yourself

If I see one more IG bio that says “I’m so boring uwu” I will literally throw hands. Stop talking shit about yourself. Classic fixed mindset case. It’s childish and people pleasing behaviour.

5. Stop the comparison game

Stop resenting the people around for the good work they do in their life/ if their life is easy. We all have our challenges, whether we show them publicly or not. The more you work on your inner peace and inner self, the less you’ll feel the need to compare yourself to someone else. Jealousy is a disease and a sign of a fixed mindset.

6. Appreciate and thank yourself for being you.

If you’re nice to your mum, siblings, friends when they need your support… you can be nice to yourself too. Growth mindset does not come from berating yourself.

7. Recognise mistakes and take accountability

Admitting that you’re wrong is never easy. However, I’ll always have respect for someone who can admit that they messed up, rather than someone who will make up stories to justify their antics.

8. Provide yourself with at least 3 productive self-care hours a week

Self care here doesn’t mean skin care or hair care. I mean brain care. You feed your brain good things that it needs to stay calm and ever-growing.

These could include: brain games, mediation, a hobby, watching an educational documentary, doing a short online course, reading… anything that’s good for your brain.

9. Stop being a chameleon

Have you ever met those sort of people who will do anything to fit in? It could adopting that group’s mannerisms, thought processes, opinions… now, to an extent, that is normal and subtle. However, when it starts going too far to a point where you can’t be yourself anymore, thats a problem. In my opinion, that’s an example of not being able to practice your growth mindset publicly.

Privately, you may be growth oriented - but it needs to reflect in your words and actions. If you’re holding yourself back in doing certain things because you’re afraid of what other friends will think of you, you need better friends. Embrace people who have a growth mentality.

10. Using social media for better purposes

I made a separate Instagram account where I only follow educational stuff - think history, geography, arts and architecture, science, tech, business - and absolutely no people. It’s my way of using social media to ensure I learn more. Social media may be the devil, but you can be smart and alter it to your purposes, to give you that kick that you need to educate yourself.

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is this fic self-indulgent? yes. but what you're failing to consider is that I can write whatever I want so it's fine

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If it doesn't have grumpy x sunshine, I didn't write it, sorry

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you heard him

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