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Good afternoon everyone I have a professor this semester who’s the same age and with the exact same personality as my tc and I know precisely how to interact with him to make him like me because of my tc

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NOT ME TEXTING HIM LIKE TWO DAYS AGO AND NOT EXPECTING HIM TO RESPOND AND THEN HIM REPLYING TO ME NOW WHEN IM FUCKING TIPSY AND GIVING ME A HEART ATTACK HELP

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At the end of the day, it’s just you and that secret photo album of blurry, years old pictures of your TC that you have in your phone

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When I realize that no man will ever make me feel as fully understood and appreciated and accepted as my tc did even though we never even dated or were vaguely romantic and I’m doomed to compare that level of closeness to all the other guys I talk to and I know that it can never be like that with any of them because they’re not him

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thinking about double texting him after he’s ghosted me for 2 months… well whatever

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My situationship got a gf and went no contact with me so I’m about to make a tinder account and set my age range to 70 just to feel something

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One of my professors this semester is cute.

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I’ve always been touch averse (blame my autism and general introversion) so all of my daydreams with my tc were usually just spending time with him but recently I’ve started imagining more physical things (not straight up rawdogging but holding hands etc.)… strange and idek why. But also at the same time kinda enjoyable.

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Almost college time again… excited to see if there’s any professors I’ll form a vague yet persistent attraction to in the coming months

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when hes been teaching longer than ive been alive 😍😍

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how to actually get over him no glue no borax

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every time i think about him it’s like a knife to the heart

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I take four shots and wake up the next morning to my lockscreen changed to a photo of him and a browser tab open to a google search of his name… well okay

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I really have remarkable restraint to not text him when I’m drunk as fucking hell

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Sigh...

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“I wouldn’t have done it for anyone but you” “you can always rely on my intellectual support” “it would’ve been a pleasure, not a duty, to do that for you” he’s sick in the head for texting me that omfg no one can tell me that it’s completely weird for me to have feelings for a man who says that kind of thing to me

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He texted me and said I’m mature but also “so young” in the same sentence and then double texted me ten minutes later saying he thought I would’ve enjoyed something he recently did I can’t stand this anymore