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i love it when you read multiple works from a writer and you start being able to pick out the things that stick with them. like the themes they keep thinking about, that can’t be satisfied with just one poem or novel or story. or the motifs they like to reuse and recycle throughout their works like an extradiagetic thread. it’s like drawing a map through a writer’s collection of all the things that keep them up at night

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i don't believe that tsuna and kyoko in any universe can be together, but i believe that tsuna loves her so much that he is willing to let her go and never appear in her life for her own good. a small part of his heart will always belong to her, will dream about her and wait for her. but also I think that he never knew her in reality, he created her like galatea, he fell in love with her image, I think over time he understood everything himself, but it did not save him. he will love other people, but his first love will always stay with him (even if it is... like this)

they are "my love will never die" to me - hozier

flowers, flowers grow where I'm laid to rest

honey, pick a blossom

and hold it, hold it to your breast

and you'll know that's my love

bursting loud from inside

my love...

oh my love, my love

will never die

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do you guys remember that gokudera supports himself financially? no one helps him with money as i can understand. he works after school, manages to help tsuna and yamamoto with their studies after school and also trains with them. do you think he has enough to live on after paying for his apartment? how long did he wander around the world before he found tsuna? could he always stand up for himself? what did he have to go through since he was eight years old? did his family try to find him (except bianchi) he looks visually smaller than all the guardians in the future. do you think that the poor diet in his teenage years affected him, because how much can he afford after paying the bills? does he eat normally outside of nana or tsuyoshi's strict gaze? do you think he became picky about food? or sensitive to it after bianchi’s experiments? do you think he would tell anyone if things got really bad? just asking...

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self embodiment of perfection

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sometimes 30 minutes ago is actually 2 hours ago

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watching a beloved mutual go through Something with a character in real time is so endearing. Yes, dearest, flood my dash with art of that beautiful man and let us all see your tags ranting about how you're coping.

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you know you're too deep when you start calling your favourite characters "stupid fuck" and "asshole"

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sorry guys. have to reconstruct my personality around The Character. hope you understand. *my bones crack and twist in unnatural ways and my rips splay open like the hood of a cobra while my whole body makes odd squelching sounds*

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it kills me how wonderful gokudera is. he is so enthusiastic when he does what he likes. he's happy to help tsuna, he's happy to organize something as a "right hand", he's happy that he can do something that matters to someone. a lot of people reduces it to his "obsession" with tsuna, but he is just happy to be part of a family, happy to finally not be alone. tsuna gave him the opportunity to find a family: yamamoto, ryohei, lambo, chrome and others. of course he is grateful, but people interpret it as something crazy. yes, he tried to give his life for tsuna, but because he sincerely believed that his death would bring more benefit to the family than his life. he was ready to give his life because he believed that it was worth nothing. can you imagine the mental horror that was in his head? of course, after he was recognized as important, needed by someone and loved, he changed! little by little, but he began to believe in it and trust his family, and not just try to look better for tsuna than he is, so that he would not suddenly leave him, deciding that he is useless.

people who interpret his irritation as disdain for other family members are wrong! they are wrong and fools! this is his stupid language of communication, he has no idea how to communicate normally! at first he was jealous and afraid that he would be "replaced", that they would find someone better and forget about him, but then he realizes that they are a family, no one will be abandoned, they love him not because he is "useful", but because he is here, alive, healthy, happy and that's it. His attitude towards people changes and it is visible!

he learns to live for himself and his family, he learns to be better and be able to protect the people dear to him. my best boy!

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𝗥𝗜𝗡𝗚 𝗖𝗢𝗡𝗙𝗟𝗜𝗖𝗧 :ㅤvaria arc!

a pinterest project dedicated to the vongola ring candidate battles.

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love is loud

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Scribbled some Fran’s at work and slapped some color on them when I got home. All I had was cheap markers tho…

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“listen to your body” what if my body says do whatever you want all the time

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so what if I want to have total control over every single thing at all times. just let me lol

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The most evil person you know is posting about being a people pleaser

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The best tragedies will have you thinking "I wish it could've gone any other way" and "this is the only way it could've ended" at the same time

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whoops lost myself for about eight years there