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some new stuff i been doing~

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oh man i kms if my parents read the shit i do RIP

When I was 16, I wrote my first fanfiction on fanfiction.net. I was so proud of what I created and all the wonderful feedback I got. I discovered a love for writing! I loved to share my fanfics!

…except to my parents.

However, my dad knew I had an account (he even helped me make it, for pete’s sake), and he often read my fanfics during his lunch break.

I know he always did it to support me, and he always praised my stuff, but I felt like this the entire time;

I didn’t feel fully comfortable knowing my 40+ year old straight dad was reading my fanfics, mainly about ones involving my otps. It were the ones concerning ships and romance that made me feel like hurling my precious laptop through the window. 

However, I can never put my finger down on why exactly. When I told him, he argued that it’s on the internet, aka public, so therefore there shouldn’t be a problem. Yet I feel 200% more comfortable with strangers reading it than my dad. But why? Was I uncomfortable with him knowing my romantic fantasies for fictional characters? How can I explain I love writing about kisses and huggles but when make out scenes and kisses or implied sex come on TV I look away and am labeled the family prude? Why…?

Even stranger, when I tell my friends–primarily internet/fandom friends–they immediately understand my feelings. 

Dear Tumblr, what do you think? If you feel the same, why?

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YOOO meet my new oc! 

I uh... I don’t have a name for her yet....

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honestly isk what inspited this I just really like fish people

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yoooo im so happy with how this turne out :’)

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I am villainous trash... That is all...

(ps I’m also HELLA gay for dem)

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yooooooooo purple dragon vein agate

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these are my precious cinnamon rolls but the 3rd and 4th are sometimes my SINamon  rolls

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this is my friends fursona momo isn't she cute?