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This is me. Kinda jealous of all the writers who can write quickly because I can't.

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im just getting into ampers&one and I want to KISS JIHO ON THOSE LIPS RN MUAH MUAH SMOOCH MUAH💋💋

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I miss you Moonbin🌙

This goes out to all my people today who…

are with family for celebrations, or who don’t have anyone to talk to about something like this.

It’s hard for non-kpop fans to understand how Moonbin’s death actually affects us. I let myself get my emotions out a few days ago, drunk, late at night.

That night, I was going through my notes and I found one of a dream I had just a week after it happened. I’d like to share it here. Obviously, I’d like to leave a warning that it is upsetting, and I cried rereading it.

(There is nothing graphic, just the idea of them being back together…then waking up.) [Note below the cut]

--No edits were made since I first wrote this--

April 27, 2023

It’s ironic that I have my first dream exactly a week later. They were all together once again. I’ve seen nothing but black in my dreams since it happened. I wish to keep it to myself. I’m afraid I’ll forget, so I’m writing it down. I don’t know where we were, but there was some sort of obstacle course. They were all together, laughing and having fun. I was sort of there too. I remember it so clearly now but I can’t think of a good way to write it down. There aren’t enough words. I just knew they were all together and they were happy.

It was a sort of rope course and they weren’t really trying to complete it. I like to think that they just wanted to spend as much time together as possible. Maybe in some way they knew what would inevitably happen once they finished the course. Maybe they knew they wouldn’t be together anymore once I woke up. I don’t know. I will take solace in seeing them together one last time.

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please be respectful, and know my dms are always open to talk about this, or anything else

[these are my own pictures, first of a moon I saw a few days after, and the first white dandelion I saw after]

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Ateez Masterlist!!

Hongjoong

n/a

Seonghwa

n/a

Yunho

n/a

Yeosang

n/a

San

9:43pm

Mingi

n/a

Wooyoung

n/a

Jongho

n/a

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9:43pm (c.s)

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a/n: my first completed drabble (p.s. the first draft was written in like 2022😭)

word count: ~880

content warnings: smutty smut smut, kinda bigdick!san, afab reader, dry humping, PIV, spit used as lube, no protection (wrap it before you tap it), creampie, kinda fluffy ngl (mushy ily’s and imy’s and that whole shindig)

(always let me know if i missed any☺️)

smut below the cut!↓

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“Sannie?” You mumble into your boyfriend’s shoulder.

You were on a random chair you two had stumbled upon in his room. You were sitting on top of him, slumped onto his torso as he kept a strong grip on your hips, slowly grinding against you. San had his pants pulled just far enough down his thighs to meet you where you needed him most. Your skirt bunched around your waist as he moved against you. The barrier of underwear between you now had a continuously growing dark spot from your arousal.

You had snuck off in the middle of a gathering with the rest of the members. You knew that you should probably stay and bond with them, but you and San hadn’t seen each other in forever and the libidos of the both of you were just too strong to ignore. Besides, they had each other to keep them company.

“What is it baby?” He answered you quietly.

“Fuck…I love you.” You turned your head and mumbled against his neck.

“I love you too, darling.” He responded.

Your arms loosely wrapped around his neck, resting on his broad shoulders. You moved your hand to clamp over your mouth, muffling your sounds. You stayed like that for a while, you’re soft ‘mmph’s and ‘ah’s muffled by your hand.

“Let me hear you honey.” San whispered breathily in your ear.

“But-“ You started.

A particularly well placed thrust was enough of an answer. You let your hand slip away from your lips.

“God…fuck.” You moaned softly near San’s ear.

You could both hear the boys yelling loudly, only motivating you more to let your moans become louder.

“M-more Sannie…” Your sentence was dragged out in a whimper.

“More what? Use your words.” San teased.

“I need you. Inside me. Please Sannie…” You let out shamelessly.

You mustered up enough strength to lean back and lift yourself up off his lap. His hands stayed resting on your hips. You let your hands drop from his shoulders down to the band of his underwear. Your fingers slowly slipped under the material, San's hips lifting up instinctively so you could pull his underwear down to where his pants sat. You spit onto your hand before sliding it down his dick. You spread his evident precum around his tip with your thumb.

You easily pulled your panties to side, gliding yourself against him a couple times, before slowly pushing yourself onto him. You take your time adjusting to him, slowly letting his tip slide into you, before pulling back up, and sliding back down a little further, each time taking more and more of him. You continue this until you feel you’re ready to take him all the way. You let yourself sink all the way down onto him. You let a long sigh leave your lips, slumping forward against his torso again. His hands gently caress your back with soft up and down motions.

“Can you take over Sannie?” You ask breathlessly.

“Of course. Anything for you baby.” He responds.

You feel him slowly start to move his hips, arms still wrapped around your frame. The movement of his hips becomes faster as he finds a good pace. One of his hands moves from your back to the back of your head, holding you like you were the most precious thing in the world. Which to him, you were. His thighs started to ache from thrusting, but he kept himself going just for you. He aided himself by moving your hips, syncing with his rhythm. You lean back just enough to see his face, taking your arms from over his shoulders to hold his face in your hands.

You couldn’t muster up the words to describe what you felt for the man in front of you, but just one look into his eyes was worth more than a thousand words. You lean in and plant your lips on his. Your lips move together perfectly, tongues lazily clashing. The angle was perfect now that you were sitting up, his tip easily brushing that perfect spot with each thrust. You felt that all-too-familiar feeling in your stomach.

“I’m- m’gonna cum-“ You words were barely discernible against San’s mouth.

You gasped his name into the kiss as your climax spilled over your body, setting your nerves on fire. As you rode out your orgasm, your walls fluttered and clenched around San, pushing him closer to the edge. You never broke the kiss, even as San twitched and came inside you; another familiar feeling. You broke to catch your breath, leaning your forehead against his.

“I missed you so much sweetheart….” San said.

“Mm~missed you too.” You replied.

“I could stay like this forever.” San said, planting a kiss on your forehead.

“Me too. But we have to go back at some point.” You said, a hint of sadness sounding in your voice.

“Who says?” San tests. “We could just fall asleep right here. I locked the door when we came in.”

“Well don’t you think of everything.” You laughed. “Fine. But it’s your fault if they say anything in the morning.”

“Mhm…” San agrees, holding your body closer.

No more words were spoken as you let yourselves fall out of consciousness in each others hold.

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do not rework, repost, or steal my work. thank you for reading.

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PLEASE READ THIS BEFORE INTERACTING!

blank/ageless blogs = blocked

-FIRST! LISTEN TO TEN’S SONG STUNNER!! ITS SO GOOD ANDDD ITS ONLY ONE CLICK AWAY! WHY NOT?? JUST CLICK IT!!!!!!!

-Okay so some information about me⬇️

-I’ve been into kpop since early 2018

-My non-writing (regular) account is @hoeforchannie

-The fine specimen in my pfp is Xayden(제이든) from ALL(H)OURS (go check them out rn)

—I can write for the following—

•P1Harmony (all members) Jiung bias

•WayV (ot6) Xiaojun bias secret xiaodery enthusiast

(First and foremost, I am not a Lucas hater, but it’s been so long since he left that I feel as though I can no longer write accurately for him.)

(I don’t write for 127, dream, or wish bc I feel like I don’t know them well enough; I’m not a solo stan, promise) (I probably can for some members though. Stay tuned)

• ALL(H)OURS (excluding Hyunbin and ON.N) Xayden bias

(I am older than them and I got into them when they were still minors, so it might be a minute no pun intended before I feel like I can write for them)

•&TEAM (eventually all members) Taki bias

(I JUST got into them so I’m not sure I can accurately write for them yet. (Some members may be possible.)

•AMPERS&ONE (eventually all members) Jiho bias

(Same as with &TEAM)⬆️

•ATEEZ Seonghwa bias

I’m not as into them nowadays but I have some older fics to rework and post that include them

•Stray Kids Han bias

Same as with ATEEZ⬆️

-Here’s the obligatory…don’t spread hate of any kind, please do not create fanwars, do not talk about tae*l, and most importantly ⬇️

Minors Do Not Interact!!

-As I post, I’ll link a mini masterlist to the groups on the bulleted list.

-Also important, I know 100% I am NOT ready to take asks😭 it’s a possibility in the future but for now just use that feature for whatever you may want to talk about. Chat like we're besties, ask some questions, confess something🫣, whatever you'd like.

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