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shes not doing well... im worried

i love her so much and i wont survive if she dies

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the hardest thing to cope with is that the scars might never fade, i accept them for the most part, because the people i care about love them as a part of me. but sometimes i struggle to understand that ill never feel safe leaving the house in a singlet.

CW - slightly suggestive under the cut

something that really helps is when my girlfriend kisses my scars or runs her fingers along them telling me shes proud of how far ive come or that im beautiful either way. that really really makes me smile and feel better

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what I think will happen if I message my mutuals

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It pains me to carry such a sad soul when, at heart, I'm such a joyful person.

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no offense but reading is literally the cure to brain rot and there’s no work around to reading books

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I feel like something ppl don’t talk enough about is the fact that sh isn’t just a coping mechanism, but also an addiction. Once you start it is insanely hard to stop and you are more prone to doing other things as well

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i miss her so bad, she looks so lonely in class and she actively avoids me. i miss her personality, her warm words and silly anecdotes. i will feel forever guilty for being the catalyst for our drift. it wouldve happened eventually because, he and i clearly didnt mix. but it hurts that i lost such a good friend and we are both suffering.

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Vent post

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social media is becoming less and less important to me and my future life plan really doesnt involve using it at all so im probably not gonna post here anymore. i might come back, i might not. keep slaying 💕

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getting sick is my body's way of telling me to slow down and take a deep breath. as much as i appreciate the reminder and accept its what my body needs, i really don't want to be sick now of all the times to be sick:/

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bitches want a loser bf until he can’t live without you

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i found even more fairy dresses

while i admit, ive posted this on my private twitter previously...

has anyone ever noticed how flowers look like fair dresses, in Tinkerbell they use like, flower petals as clothes, but i reckon fairies are smaller than that, i think they wear upsidedown flowers as dresses

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Brainrot cringe Sonic and Shadow who doesn’t understand what he’s saying

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the sunrise never fails to make me smile, its so pretty. nature is incredible

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need to smooch kiss kiss mwah mwah some1 faggotly and romantically