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There was a frostiness to his expression, which was stern enough to appear stiff. No matter how thoroughly Lan Wangji was praised as an unrivaled rare beauty, nothing could help the fact that he looked profoundly embittered, as if he had lost his wife.

1.23 Happy Birthday Hanguang Jun ❤️ (x)

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happy birthday king!

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ptriarch​:

            ❝ happy birthday to the love of my life.  ❞

oh  -  lan  wangji  had  not  even  remembered  that  was  today  .  so  much  had  happened  in  the  past  year  that  his  birthday  had  slipped  his  mind  .  warmth  bloomed  in  his  chest  .  “ mn  .  thank  you  .  are  you  my  gift  ?  ”

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//  it  took  me  an  hour  to  find  that  art

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You know I can’t stop myself from trying to Ghibli-fy things. I’m still sad this wasn’t in the donghua. I need thigh-hugging A-yuan! 

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Wei Wuxian as Howl Pendragon pt 2 🧙🏻

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Wei Wuxian as Howl Pendragon 🧙🏻

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ptriarch​:

    in truth you break apart because you need air. but it takes so much for you to lean away from him. he looks even more handsome with his kiss bitten lips.  ❝ my heart is yours. but i’m not ready to say those words yet. i need more kisses first, i think. i liked it a lot. ❞

something  in  his  heart  softens  and  the  roaring  of  anxiety  and  grief  calms  within  his  mind  .  he  could  work  with  this  .  “  you  may  have  kisses  whenever  you  would  like  ,  ”  he  states  ,  his  voice  a  little  hoarse  .  his  heart  ,  his  home  ,  his  body  ,  his  everything  -  it  was  wei  ying’s  .  

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destroy the twink wwx industry NOW

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The only thing missing was a hug 😢

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Their reunion was just *chefs kiss*

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ptriarch​:

   you have to do everything yourself, huh.

lan  wangji  barely  registered  the  kiss  before  it  clicked  in  his  mind  what  was  happening  .  as  soon  as  their  lips  connected  ,   he  leaned  forward  to  deepen  the  kiss  .  was  it  indulgent  ?  yes  .  but  he  can’t  bring  himself  to  care  .

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ptriarch​:

     ❝ then why doesn’t lan zhan kiss me then? hm?! i sat in your lap, lan er-gege. and you didn’t even take the chance when i was trying so hard. you wound me, lan zhan. is it simply my personality that entices you so. because i am simply begging to be kissed. ❞

“  i  -  ”  ah  ,  he  was  speechless  .  lan  wangji  was  suddenly  very  aware  of  how  loud  his  heartbeat  was  .  shame  colored  his  face  ,  and  he  averted  his  eyes  for  a  moment  .  “  i  did  not  want  to  push  you  into  something  you  weren’t  wanting  .  you  haven’t  -  ”  he  stumbled  over  his  words  for  a  brief  moment  .  “  i  don’t  know  your  feelings  about  me  .  ”

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ptriarch​:

     ❝ lan zhan. you said you loved me when you asked me back here. did you really mean it? ❞

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did  they  doubt  his  love  ?  had  he  not  been  sincere  enough  ?  he  would  have  to  rectify  this  immediately  .  he  nodded  ,  eyes  slightly  widened  .  “  mn  .  wei  ying  is  who  i  love  .  ”

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ptriarch​:​

   the world around you feels like edge of death. there is nothing here but evil and loss and anger and pain and passion. maybe there is too much here despite the vast nothingness. you throw your body on the ground. rage consumes you. you do not belong here. you want to go home. to the embrace of lan wangji. to your brother’s laughter. to your sister’s smile.

   both hands slam into the sand. you can feel the life that war has seeped through his planet. you can feel the anguish that does not belong to you flow through you. the force bond has been quiet and harshly empty since you landed on this hell planet. but you can feel lan wangji. your zhiji. love of your life. oh no did that emotion slip through. you bury it again under frustration.

lan  wangji  follows  the  bond  ,  following where  it  is  strongest  .  his  heart  aches  ,  knowing  wei  ying  is  in  pain  .  he  can’t  go  fast  enough  ,  and  the guilt  gnaws  at  his  chest  that  it  even  got  this  far  .  he  wasn’t  strong  enough  .  he  was  strong  -  but  not  strong  enough  to  protect  wei  ying  . 

and  there  !  in  the  distance  .  it  felt  like  lan wangji  had  been  searching  for  hours  .  “  wei  -  wei  ying  !  ”  he  calls  out  ,  stumbling  in  the  sand  in  his  haste  to  hold  them  again  .

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“  wei  ying  ,  ”  lan  wangji  said  ,  voice  quiet  as  he  reached  out  in  the  bond  .  it  had  taken  some  time  to  be  able  to  find  them  .  darth  yiling  ,  they  had  been  calling  them  .  no  ,  that  wasn’t  right  .  that  wasn’t  them  .  their  soulmate  .  they  were  force  bonded  ,  after  all  .  he  would  be  able  to  find  wei  ying  no  matter  how  far  away  they  were  .  which  lead  him  to  ...   here  .

“  wei  ying  ,  where  are  you  ?  ”  lan  wangji  had  never  been  to  moraband  .  he  knew  it  was  dangerous  .  however  ,  he  was  strong  .  and  this  was  worth  any  risk  that  may  come  of  this  .  

@ptriarch​

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ptriarch​:

    ❝ you didn’t even hesitate. ❞ is it such a foreign concept. that people love you wei ying? pull the hands to your lips. another kiss. for lan zhan. you press foreheads together. you  pull apart your billowing sleeves for him to embrace.

     never have you known him to be tactile. but maybe things are different now. they certainly are for you. ❝ i’m different than you remember. i’m not. things have changed. you may not want me with every detail and some need to come with me to my grave because they aren’t my secrets to tell anymore. but if i’m enough, if this wei ying is enough. even if i can never tell you everything. are you sure you want to stay?  ❞

a  small  huff  of  relief  breathed  out  of  him  .  yes  ,  he  did  not  like  touching  or  being  close  .  except  by  them  .  lan  wangji  had  been  in  love  with  them  for  so  long  .  it  felt  like  coming  home  . 

“  mn  .  wei  ying  is  enough  ,  ”  he  affirmed  .  “  if  it  isn’t  any  trouble  ,  i  want  to  come  with  you  .  i  can  bring  whatever  medical  supplies  or  food  that  is  needed  .  ”