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I've never felt so alone.

How can you be so cruel?

How am I supposed to know how you feel if you dont tell me?

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Giant Puffball Fungus (Calvatia gigantea) 

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Lookin cute and had a fun day at King's Dominion ♡

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Same tho. Lol

It legit makes me so happy when things like this happen.

I’m basically a dog in human form.  Patting me on the head and calling me “good girl” renders me powerless.

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here’s a video condensing a day’s work in gouache into just under 2 minutes. sorry it gets a bit wonky for the second half

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🤣❤😭

Your three most recent emojis are your main personality traits

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Double chocolate bars

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Best ever S’mores Cookies

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I legit just told you I wanted to hang out for the 30 mins before I have to go to work...you hugged me and went back to playing your game.

Today sucks and I hate this. Do we even have anything in common anymore? Did we ever? What the hell happened to us? I just want to be wanted and loved. Why is that so hard?

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Today sucks and I hate this. Do we even have anything in common anymore? Did we ever? What the hell happened to us? I just want to be wanted and loved. Why is that so hard?

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I keep my spirits up with a different motivational background every day.

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I want intimacy from you. I want you to want me. I'm tired of always being the one to ask to be held or whatever. Why dont you ever just...want to hold me? Why do I always have to sit next to you first. Why can't you come to me for once? When we were long distance, I was so satisfied. Which is weird because I longed to be closer to you...but now that I'm here you're different. It's like an emotional catfish or something stupid like that.

Just bc we're in the same room doesnt mean we're hanging out. If you're playing a game with your friends on discord then you're hanging out with them and I might as well not even be here.

I get up to go get a drink for us or go to the bathroom and suddenly you're mid game with your friends. Did you just fucking wait for me to leave so you could too? Wtf. My time is worth something. I don't always have time to spend with you but I try to make it happen and I get this?

I feel like I'm the only one trying sometimes. You'll randomly be affectionate and sweet but I'm learning to hate that too. Bc how long do I get that side of you before it disappears? When will be the next time you feel like that? How long do I have to wait? How much of myself do I have to give before you give me any small amount of you?

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Bring it on~

I pray that September, October, November, & December are all months full of growth, blessings, productivity, new doors open & opportunities.

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Can I just vent for a moment?

Like...there's no way Sommer Ray's stats are correct! Girl's 3 inches taller than me, almost the same measurements (my waist isnt that small ;-;) and she's a body builder...yet her stats say she weighs 126. Let's remember that muscle weighs more than fat. I am not fat but not toned either. I weigh 136. Almost the same measurements but she's taller and a body buidler... and you want me to believe that she's 10 lbs lighter than me? Nah.

Something's off there lol