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Was bored and scrolling through FB marketplace, found this gem

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If you’re ever forced to understand it I recommend the Making the Argument podcast on YouTube by Nick Freitas, very much Christian and very much in politics. Honestly the first politician I’ve seen that just seems like a regular guy with a lot to care about

I hate Politics so much

I disagree with both sides

Jesus is the only way to know what's right

I don't understand anything

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Well done!!

GN Y'ALL I'M GONE TO BED BEFORE 1AM TONIGHT

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I struggle a lot with self motivation, it’s baby steps. I hit a milestone with getting better at that when I did a chore without being asked. When I was finally able to get up at my alarm. When I made time for a hobby on my own. All of these things were very difficult for me, and through a lot of reminders and talks and failures I did grow. I grew slowly, slow enough that I didn’t notice at first.

I finally did notice a couple of days ago when I recognized something I was bad at and made a manageable goal to fix it all on my own. I have never done that before, even for something small.

Whether you should or shouldn’t, you do need help. First rule of communication is to be honest, including honest with yourself, and getting stuck in the “I shouldn’t” absolutely kills the amount of honesty you have with yourself. You do not need to compare what you think is the right answer to your actions. Get rid of “I shouldn’t x” and replace it with “I do x” and you will find a lot of bad habits

How do I learn to do work on my own?

I shouldn't need help to take notes

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I think it can be helpful to self diagnose as a temporary solution. There is obviously something going on, and if treating it like the illness you think it is helps then it doesn’t really matter if you got it right especially with mental illness

I feel so bad for trying to selc-diagnose because like... what do I know?

But my therapist treats me like a toddler and I don't know what else it could be.

Other than me being a lazy worthless fuck

Which is probably also true

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OOOOO I’m glad I asked about him first because I LOVE speculative biology, what happens to the segments that shorten when he is without food? Do they fall off? Get absorbed like fat/muscle does in humans when we are starving?

He has an exoskeleton? Does he shed?

Tell me about Consumer!

My boy my boy my boy my boy

This guyyyyy

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Core of thr Consumer or Consumer, is a Construct made of a fire seed and the desire of his creator to fulfill the legend of the being that will eventually destroy reality itself. (His creator’s character doesn’t belong to me so Idk the exact reasons why), But Essentially Consumer is an Organic and Mechanical MESS that is continuously mutating and slowly changing his body, as from a combination of the fire and black hole he was created from, he’s paranormally starving. He can only feel temporary relief from it after he eats something big enough, but it usually only lasts a few seconds to a minute before it returns. He’s physically incapable of retaining enough nutrients for true good health, instead retaining only jut enough to survive because of how fast his body decays materials and uses food, causing him to appear skeletal and malnourished. He’s since settled into a more certain constant form that allows him to get his little claws on the most amount of food possible in order to sustain himself.

Consumer does not only gain nutrients from his food, but because of the magical paranormal aspect of his creation and constant starvation, he also will steal the eyes of whatever creature he consumes, as he is mostly blind, claiming that he ‘needs to see’. Consumer himself has a very rudimentary form of sentience/intelligence where he can speak and think, and occasionally control himself, but he usually will act like a feral beast, being the basically trash compactor and favored torture method of the organization. Because after all, Who isn’t afraid of being eaten alive?

His evolved form includes four large mantis-like arms that he uses to walk, spear food, and trap animals of creatures beneath him for consumption. Alongside that, a massive mouth full of several shark-like serrated teeth for ripping and breaking material for the ability to eat things twice or even three times his own size. A Massively long snake or centipede-like armored body to store whatever nutrients he can hold onto in order to keep himself alive even when he’s in situations where he isn’t able or allowed to eat, Causing him to grow much shorter, sometimes to even a third of his normal length. This length of his Centipede-like body structure comes alongside as predicted, many hundreds of legs to hold himself up. Around the edges of his mouth, he is also equipped with four large mandibles which hold boiling venom glands which he will use to incapacitate the more difficult prey. However, likely one of his more prominent traits, is his human-like head. This head, despite it’s eyes, smile, and curly dark hair, is not real and only semi-functional. This head and shoulders remains mostly unable to hold itself upright and is instead used as a mimic to lure in prey. It is Identifiable by its lack of a nose, two empty eye sockets and a strangely large toothless mouth that doesn’t lead anywhere and remains only for expression.

However, despite his usual 20-30ft length and metal skeletal and nervous structure, he moves incredibly fast, chasing down any prey he can, and devouring it in seconds, unless ordered otherwise. This beast with a semi-functional voice has never known peace in his life, only hunger and desperation, constantly searching for any way to make it stop. He will occasionally eat creatures he was not meant to, and be punished with his own insatiable nature, locked away until all signs of sentience are buried beneath feral need for food. Consumer when in such a state, will stop at nothing and has sometimes been known to chew through metal. He is most efficiently found and used on battlefields and in torture dungeons where he is freely allowed to devour everything in sight.

However, sometimes when met with a lack or overabundance of food, Consumer has been known to face malfunctions, causing his scanners and systems to overload and not allow him to stop or even a moment. While in a malfunctioning state, Consumer will forget any semblance of intelligence and no longer be able to discern what is edible and what is not and may eat things such as stones, metal, plastics, and glass.

When able to think and left alone with his own thoughts, Consumer dreams of what contentment may feel like and what sort of things he may have to eat in order to obtain it. That brief feeling of relief he gets after eating food, and the approval of his masters, are the only things he truly wants. Occasionally, when allowed to indulge himself, he may be found curled up asleep afterward to process the nutrients, which he generally will not need to do, but when he sleeps, his mechanical brain will take his thoughts and convert them into dreams, causing him to dream of a reality where he might be able to coexist with other creatures and not be in constant pain and need.

However, he will always wake up in his usual state, starving and awaiting orders.

@silent-forest-protocol

Admin, is this information accurate?

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Yosuke Amemiya

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Something I did when I was depressed and didn’t want to get up was start with intentionally very slow breathing, and then make each breath faster until I’m basically hyperventilating for a second or two. Then return breathing to normal. You don’t have to move around, it gets your heart rate up, and then just put yourself in a sitting position

Is it bad tp npt.be able to.take care of yourself?

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Isometric exercises! You basically sit there and tense your muscles, you could even do it while doing homework. It doesn’t do much to build strength or stamina, but it’s a whole lot better than nothing!

How do physical activity with no space, no stamina, no energy, motivation, and too much stuff to do?

(The only reason I haven't gone insane of all my stuff to do is just... not... doing it)

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I was almost named Gretel, yes like Hansel and Gretel

tag game bcs why not

what were you almost named?

I was almost named Jadis :3

npt: @girl-rudely-interrupted @yourfavvvintj @kermit-the-fag-uwu @circe-but-betterr @jammahanna @bats-and-bruised @your-local-starstruck-dreamer @im-not-a-goat-4sure @ibuprofnaf @b3lls-th3-r04ch @s4ge-s4ge-s4ge @unt1ed-sh0el4ces @perpetualloser10191 @winter-depressed-belle @pokerface1312 @luna---lovegood @dumb-bitch-aiden @purely-puppy-pawz

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Ah, fair enough. Well, now you have the idea and you can think on it and either try to build your confidence to talk to them about it and/or think about it for so long you stop caring what they think for a bit, or decide it’s not worth it

I don't want to go to therapy

It's so annoying

She treats me like a toddler and It's genuinely useless to my everyday life

It's a waste of my time

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Could you try a biblical counselor? Therapy tries to help the symptoms, but biblical counseling (real job, similar to going to therapy) uses the Bible to try and get to the real heart of the issue. I haven’t seen many, so it might be difficult to find one, but maybe that would work better?

I don't want to go to therapy

It's so annoying

She treats me like a toddler and It's genuinely useless to my everyday life

It's a waste of my time

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"spam like = blocked" if you spam like me i am going to cast 1000 protection spells on you so nothing bad happens to you ever

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