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is this a life? i don’t know. i make another cup of coffee. stare at a tree from my balcony. write in my journal. take a hot shower. i call my sister and say nothing of value. she listens anyway. i make another coffee. read a book that gives me bad dreams. pick up my pen to write and put it back down. another flip of the calendar i carry in the center of my chest. i am learning to let my heart open up again

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do you ever hang out with someone else’s family and you’re like ooooh. so this is what it’s supposed to be like

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there’s no permanent self and that’s pretty cool

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so what if I want to have total control over every single thing at all times. just let me lol

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its always like be careful this song might become a memory. this cologne might become a memory. this brand of beer might become a memory. i time travel all the time

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