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[honajoong]

IM GONNA CRY I LOVE IT SO MUCH. and you unknowingly using my second favorite team against the bruins like HEHEHEHE. <3 SUNOO HOCKEY FOREVERRRRRRRRRR

thank you so much Saph :(( i’m so glad we got to meet and then ACTUALLY MEET each other. i’m so glad we’re so close, and here’s to many more birthdays. one day i hope we celebrate them together in person forever.

ILY SAPH <3

── love on ice

⌕ your best friend invites you to one of his matches, and who are you to say his request to wear his jersey?

⋯ pairing kim sunoo x f!reader genre hockey au, best friends to lovers, fluff warnings reader is in denial, cursing, kissing, not proofread, lmk if i forgot anything wordcount 1908 ⋯

Kim Sunoo had been your best friend since you could think. You still remembered how your friendship blossomed in pre-school, where he had lent you his green pencil with a toothy smile after yours broke. You quickly grew inseparable, and you were each others biggest supporters. Thus, when he had decided to join your school’s ice hockey team, you encouraged him, even going as far as designing shirts for you two with his name on it. While your parents had chuckled at that, Sunoo had worn it for almost an entire week, proudly telling everyone that his best friend in the whole wide world had made it. Right after he joined the team, it was clear that he was a prodigy on the ice: he was a quick learner, knew exactly what he was doing, and quickly became a crucial part of the team. Kim Sunoo with the number sixteen was one of the top scorers on the team, was known as incredible dangerous in front of the goal, and always managed to have a smile on his face even when they lost. Though you were never an ice hockey girl per se —having grown up in a family full of soccer fans — you still learned to appreciate and be fond of the sport your best friend loved so much. 

You would never forget how distant and busy Sunoo had been in senior year, weeks before one of the bigger games of the season. He had assured you that he was just busy studying for finals and training, but of course you hadn’t believed him. Then, right after the game, he had pulled you to the side and announced that the Boston Bruins had offered him a contract as a professional ice hockey player. You hadn’t been able to grasp it back then, still kind of couldn’t. Kim Sunoo, your best friend since pre-school, had the opportunity to become someone big. And someone big *did* he become. He made a name for himself in the national hockey league despite his young age, and had managed to stay on the ground despite his success. You sometimes managed to attend his matches, cheering for him on the sidelines. 

Today was one of those days. The Boston Bruins were playing against the Washington Capitals, and Sunoo had been over the moon when you told him you would be attending the match with your dorm mate. He was so over the moon that he had insisted for you to wear his jersey, and who were you to say no him? So here you were, standing on the ranks with Shuhua and vibing to the music.

“I still can’t believe Sunoo gave you his jersey. That’s like, girlfriend privilege!“ You crossed your arms. Your friend had been getting on your nerves ever since she saw you wearing the jersey, trying to get you to agree that Sunoo gave it to you to confess later. “You’re making me start to regret asking you to come along.“ Before she could answer, you quickly added: “maybe I should have asked Jake to accompany me instead.“

Gasping, the black haired dramatically put a hand over her heart. “I can’t believe you said that, Y/N. I am *by far* a better pick!“ Shuhua and Jake had some weird, ongoing feud. No one really knew why, but they kept bumping heads. Your friend group kept teasing them about it, saying they should just fuck to resolve their issues. Somehow, mentioning Jake always helped in distracting your friend from the actual topic. “If you were a better pick you’d stop talking nonsense.“ It was hilarious how fast Shuhua was able to shut up. You glanced at the clock, relieved that the game should start any minute. All the talk about how Sunoo gave you his jersey for a reason made you wish he would have actually *given* you a reason as to why he wanted you to wear it. Was it to get a crazy admirer out of the way? To show everyone that you were his best friend? You had no idea. Maybe you should have declined. He would have been bumped, but he would have understood. 

“You look like you just went through a midlife crisis,“ Shuhua’s words pulled you out of your thoughts and you cleared your throat awkwardly. “I was just— thinking.“ She raised an eyebrow, opened her mouth, closed it again. There was no doubt that whatever she wanted to say included the words *Sunoo* and *Jersey*, but she managed to stay quiet. Right as you wanted to say something else, the announcer’s voice blasted through the arena. You both turned to look at the front, anticipation filling your veins as the lights concentrated on the rink. One by one, the players first names were announced, the crowd hollering their last names. Your friend elbowed you when Sunoo’s name was called, making you glare at her. Soon enough the referee dropped the puck on the ice, and the game started. 

“Dude, i had no idea that the atmosphere is so sick! I should have went to an ice hockey match earlier.“ You turned your head to Shuhua, confusion lacing your features. “You have never been to one? Not even in school?“ 

“No. I was more of a football girly.“ This confused you even more. Didn’t Shuhua claim to— “I thought you said you loved ice hockey?“ Your friend grinned her infamous grin and threw hair hair back. “I do. I love seeing videos about cute players, or reading about it.“ You rolled your eyes. Of course she did. You should have known that *this* was what she meant. “You never fail to amaze me, Shuhua.“ Her grin grew. “Awh, thanks!“ You didn’t get to answer her that you didn’t mean it as a compliment, the cheers of the Bruins’ fans growing louder. The team had managed to get the puck into the attacking zone, one of the players being dangerously close to the goal. He passed to his teammate, who gave it to someone else — Sunoo, if your eyes didn’t deceive you — who…

“GOAL FOR THE BOSTON BRUINS!“ 

Everyone cheering for the Bruins jumped up, cheers, hollers and whistles filling the arena. Shuhua, who was shaking your shoulders, laced your hand with hers and you started to jump together. A grin grew on your face when Sunoo did his goal celebration. He was truly the best. 

The final whistle indicated that the game was over. The Bruins won with a clear 4-1, and you couldn’t be happier. It was a great feeling to watch a match on the tv and have the team you’re supporting win. It was an even greater feeling to attend a match and *see* them winning. You grinned at Shuhua, before watching the Bruins players assemble on the ice, clapping and cheering with their fans. “Look,“ your friend nudged you gently. “someone’s looking at you.“ You blinked, your eyes instantly falling on Sunoo. He already had his eyes on you, a bright smile on his face and a sparkle in his eyes you couldn’t classify. There was something in the way he was looking at you that made your heart beat faster, you mouth dry, the hairs on your arms prickle. *I am just excited that they won, that’s all.* you told yourself. Over and over again, like a mantra. “Y/N! What are you waiting for? Go down there!“ You blinked. Why should you go down? Shuhua groaned, nudging you rather harshly. “Your boyfriend is motioning you to him, dumbass.“ Before you could protest about her choice of words she pushed you towards the stairs and gave you a thumbs up. Sometimes you asked yourself why exactly you were friends with Shuhua. When you reached the end of the stairs and headed to the area where the players were getting on the ice, some of the substitutes grinned at you knowingly. You didn’t even have time to roll your eyes at them, strong arms wrapping around you. “Y/N! I’m so glad you’re here!“ 

You reciprocated the hug, smiling wide. “Congrats on the win, Noo! You were amazing.“ You heard Sunoo laugh softly, and he pulled away to look at you. “You were my lucky charm.“ Shaking your head, you slapped his shoulder. “Don’t be silly. You had so many people cheer for you.“ He looked at you, his eyes softening. “But I mean it. Seeing you up there, with my jersey really did it for me.“ You felt your stomach drop. Your hands started to sweat. “Sunoo—“

“I wanted to do this a long time ago, Y/N, but I just didn’t find a good opportunity. Now isn’t probably a good time either, with thousands of people watching us, but I just— I *need* to tell you.“ He took your hands, his eyes meeting yours. “I really, really like you. Everytime I see you, my heart leaps and my world narrows down to you and you only. I feel so content and safe and complete around you. You make me feel so many emotions at once, but they all melt together. Like isn’t even the right word, I think love describes it wa—“ your lips collided with his. Time stopped. Every single thought left your head. Sunoo’s lips were soft and plump and fit yours perfectly. The kiss was everything you ever asked for and nothing you ever experienced. You tilted your head to be able to kiss him better, your hands moving behind his neck. Only you two existed in this very moment. Sunoo moved his hands to your waist, before pulling away. He was slightly out of breath, but a shy smile formed on his lips. ”So… does that mean you like me too?“ “Yes, dumbass. I fucking like you so much.“ You blinked away the tears that had started to form in your eyes, planting a peck on his lips. “My Sun… I don’t even have words to tell you how much your words moved me, or how perfect that kiss was. But I know that I always told myself that we are only best friends, and that everything I felt for you was purely platonic,“ you took a deep breath. “But I now know that wasn’t the case.“ Sunoo smiled, his hands squeezing your waist. “Let’s figure everything out together. We have all the time in the world.“ You nodded. “That sounds perfect.“

A squeal interrupted the moment. “Finally! Took you long enough!“ Shuhua stood a few meters away from you, Lee Donghyuck next to her. They both grinned at you, Donghyuck very obviously trying to hide his phone. “I always knew Sunoo had a crush on you. I just didn’t think you’d be the first to kiss him first, Y/N.“ Scoffing, you showed him the middle finger. “Fuck you too, Lee.“ You all had to giggle. “I am sure we will be *the* headlines of every sports magazine.“ Sunoo half joked, poking your cheek. “We probably will be. Now go change, you stink.“ You poked his cheek as well, earning a huff and a sulky eye roll from him. Eventually, though, he let you go, planting a quick kiss on your cheek. You watched him disappear with a smile, touching your lips. Sunoo and you still had to figure out a lot, but you knew that you were able to do that. You trusted him, and he trusted you. that was all that mattered.

A/N: i have no idea about ice hockey but I hope that I did this sport at least a bit of justice. also, this is for the one and only @honajoong because she turns 21 today and I love her very much. I remember you saying you dreamed about ice hockey player sunoo, so I thought I'll write you an ice hockey player sunoo fic. :3 I hope you enjoy it. happy birthday again.

© flwrseon, all rights reserved. do not copy or translate without my permission.

[honajoong]

queen sonia my beloved <333

[honajoong]

(240519) the prettiest and the cutest hueningie

[honajoong]

a stoner’s guide to starbucks

PAIRING ▸ lee heeseung x fem!reader (ft. enha, winter from aespa, beomgyu from txt, and dino from svt)

GENRES ▸ social media au (smau), crack, fluff, stoner au, strangers to lovers

WARNINGS ▸ profanity, sexual jokes, zero braincells, limited knowledge of the starbucks corporation, weed consumption, dumb shenanigans, ignore timestamps!

SUMMARY ▸ in which you work at the starbucks where heeseung is a regular at (and considered a public enemy). also he only goes when he’s stoned off his ass.

AUTHOR’S NOTE ▸ hello !! i am alive (real) also i was so committed to the bit that i got high to make this <3 shoutout @hoonbear for the Extensive Starbucks Knowledge 🫡 i would also like to note that i am NOT doing a tag list for this smau. also please note that this is a fictional setting and to boycott starbucks in real life for firing their workers over their pro palestine speech

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[honajoong]

taehyun hard thoughts NSFW MDNI

bf!taehyun x fem!reader during sex

bf!taehyun who loves it when you choke him lightly while you’re riding him. his slender fingers digging into the plush of your thighs with your pussy sliding up and down his shaft until he holds your hips still to reach a deeper part inside you

bf!taehyun who loves his pretty girl when she has tears in her eyes, struggling to ride his girthy cock but you want to please him so bad and he sees it. he helps out and kisses your cheek tenderly before saying, “I got it, love.”

bf!taehyun who holds your thighs up so you’re in a squat position while your hands plant a strong hold on his muscly shoulders, watching his honey skin torso flex beneath you as he pistons his hips upwards to hit the right spot against your walls

bf!taehyun who gets closer to his high the more you squeeze his length, and your moans that has his head thrown back against the headboard. he’s also grunting and moaning under you, while you watch the way his mouth hangs open, his pretty teeth on show and his brows scrunched while he praises you. “oh baby, pussy feels good for me. gonna cum and fill you up.”

bf!taehyun whose orgasm crashes when you bury your head in his neck, both of you getting high off the smell of sex. your arms tightly wrapped around his shoulders and his face buried in your neck, biting and sucking messy love bites for him to kiss later on. his arms wrapped around your middle as you moan out in unison feeling your walls spasm and his cock twitch with every rope of his load that fills you up

bf!taehyun who’s still hard inside you, both chests heaving against each other as he kisses your neck and shoulders, mumbling, “I love you”s and “wanna make you feel good again” even a “love it when you let me cum inside you, such a good girl for me.”

bf!taehyun who has the prettiest post sex glow and watching his face light up when you’re ready to go for another round. this time he spoils you with kisses and gives it to you slow but hard. he just loves you too much

[honajoong]

── boyfriend texts, Jake Sim

⋯ pairing jake sim x f!reader genre smau, comedy warnings profanity, brief soccer talk, brief book talk, my attempt at being funny ⋯

A/N: i started a smau and then disappeared uhm. but i am back (i think)! hope you like these really random jake texts. i got the fantasy football from @honajoong 🫶🏻

© flwrseon, all rights reserved. do not copy or translate without my permission.

[honajoong]

i will always and forever be a lesbian who loves mullets on men thank you smiles

TAEHYUN :: MINISODE 3: TOMORROW - CONCEPT PHOTO 'ETHEREAL'

[honajoong]

𝐒𝐦𝐢𝐥𝐞𝐬' 𝐬𝐥𝐮𝐦𝐛𝐞𝐫 𝐩𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐲 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐦𝐢𝐥𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐧𝐭 ༊*·˚

💌 You have been sent an invitation for Smiles' slumber party!

This event will occur every weekend starting on the 9th March up until the 31st March! I hope you take interest in coming along, it would be fun to get to know each other and make memories for this special month!

A message from the host:

Hi guys! I'm happy to announce that I will finally hold an event for my birthday this year! As my birthday is on the 12th March, and unfortunately on a Tuesday, I have decided to do this event for the weekends so we can spend time together!

I would also like to thank everyone, especially those who have been interacting with me, for achieving another milestone during my time here. A handful know that this is my fourth year with this blog and I've met so many lovely moots and followers! Thank you for 2.8k followers and a belated anniversary for this blog!

Choose your activity and more info below !

Activities (you can join more than one!)

౨ৎ ˖ ࣪⊹ Mini Drabble Event using these prompts and send these for me to write. During the slumber party I will post your request with the chosen prompt, the member(s) you would like and the genre. More details the better! (minors stay away from nsfws, view the masterlist at your own risk). E.g: Could I request [prompt] with [member(s)] and [genre]. [Added detail if you have any so I can see your vision 🫶🏼]

I will post these during the weekends, but you can send them in early so I can have some time to work on them :>

౨ৎ ˖ ࣪⊹ Pass the polaroid! This activity is up to your imagination! Whether you would like to post something to write, create a smau (e.g. texts), moodboard or whatever it is you would like! The creativity field is in your hands! Be sure to tag me in your post, and use the #smiles' slumber party tag so I can reblog it 🤎

Also, please post during the event dates—on the weekends! It'll be like a nice wind down for the end of the week hehe

౨ৎ ˖ ࣪⊹ Queue your song! Similar to mini drabble event (but without the prompt). send me a song of your choice, a member(s) and a genre. I will listen to the song and write a short scenario based off of that song! I would love to know what you guys listen to <3

౨ৎ ˖ ࣪⊹ Get to know me! Send me an ask, ask questions, talk to me about what you're currently reading and send me recs, or we can talk about anything! I would love to talk to more of you. A reminder that anon option is on so if you're shy, then it's okay! <3

Be sure to RSVP (send an ask) if you are wanting to join! This will be the masterlist for the event so posts will be linked below! I hope to hear from you and I can't wait to celebrate this birth month with you!

— Love, Smiles ᡣ𐭩

Masterlist:

౨ৎ Mini drabble event:

₊ ⊹ @junniieesbby — tba...

₊ ⊹ @honajoong — tba...

₊ ⊹ @blackhairedjjun — tba…

₊ ⊹ anonie — tba…

౨ৎ Pass the polaroid:

₊ ⊹ @miupow — tba...

₊ ⊹ @junniieesbby — tba...

₊ ⊹ 10th: @mazeinthemoon — tba…

₊ ⊹ 30th: @seolis-world — tba…

౨ৎ Queue your song:

₊ ⊹ @miupow — tba....

₊ ⊹ @honajoong — tba...

₊ ⊹ @lovejoshua — tba…

₊ ⊹ @seolis-world — tba…

౨ৎ Get to know me:

₊ ⊹ @lovejoshua — tba…

[honajoong]

this is so CUTE IM EXCITED FOR THIS

𝐒𝐦𝐢𝐥𝐞𝐬' 𝐬𝐥𝐮𝐦𝐛𝐞𝐫 𝐩𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐲 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐦𝐢𝐥𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐧𝐭 ༊*·˚

💌 You have been sent an invitation for Smiles' slumber party!

This event will occur every weekend starting on the 9th March up until the 31st March! I hope you take interest in coming along, it would be fun to get to know each other and make memories for this special month!

A message from the host:

Hi guys! I'm happy to announce that I will finally hold an event for my birthday this year! As my birthday is on the 12th March, and unfortunately on a Tuesday, I have decided to do this event for the weekends so we can spend time together!

I would also like to thank everyone, especially those who have been interacting with me, for achieving another milestone during my time here. A handful know that this is my fourth year with this blog and I've met so many lovely moots and followers! Thank you for 2.8k followers and a belated anniversary for this blog!

Choose your activity and more info below !

Activities (you can join more than one!)

౨ৎ ˖ ࣪⊹ Mini Drabble Event using these prompts. During the slumber party I will post your chosen prompt, the member(s) you would like and the genre. More details the better! (minors stay away from nsfws, view the masterlist at your own risk). E.g: [prompt] with [member(s)] and [genre]. [Added detail if you have any so I can see your vision 🫶🏼]

I will post these during the weekends, but you can send them in early so I can have some time to work on them :>

౨ৎ ˖ ࣪⊹ Pass the polaroid! This activity is up to your imagination! Whether you would like to post something to write, create a smau (e.g. texts), moodboard or whatever it is you would like! The creativity field is in your hands! Be sure to tag me in your post, and use the #smiles' slumber party tag so I can reblog it 🤎

Also, please post during the event dates—on the weekends! It'll be like a nice wind down for the end of the week hehe

౨ৎ ˖ ࣪⊹ Queue your song! Similar to mini drabble event but send me a song of your choice, a member(s) and a genre. I will listen to the song and write a short scenario based off of that song! I would love to know what you guys listen to <3

౨ৎ ˖ ࣪⊹ Get to know me! Send me an ask, ask questions, talk to me about what you're currently reading and send me recs, or we can talk about anything! I would love to talk to more of you. A reminder that anon option is on so if you're shy, then it's okay! <3

Be sure to RSVP (send an ask) if you are wanting to join! This will be the masterlist for the event so posts will be linked below! I hope to hear from you and I can't wait to celebrate this birth month with you!

— Love, Smiles ᡣ𐭩

Masterlist:

౨ৎ Mini drabble event:

₊ ⊹ @junniieesbby — tba...

౨ৎ Pass the polaroid:

₊ ⊹ @miupow — tba...

₊ ⊹ @junniieesbby — tba...

౨ৎ Queue your song:

₊ ⊹ @miupow — tba....

౨ৎ Get to know me:

tba...

[honajoong]

AHHHHHH IM SO EXCITED FOR THIS SAPH, THIS IS GONNA BE SO GOOD <3 cannot wait!!!

── love between pages

in which you find out that your online book friend is your co-worker you‘re crushing on.

⋯ pairing enhypen jay x f!reader genre smau, comedy, workplace romance, slight angst maybe?, fluff warnings swearing, suggestive jokes, might include spoilers for books ⋯

taglist: OPEN! send an ask to be added.

profiles one | profiles two

TO BE ADDED!

A/N: hello! I'm kinda nervous to make a smau but I had this idea and thought I'll just go for it! i don't have much to say honestly, so I hope you enjoy whatever this is :3

© flwrseon, all rights reserved. do not copy or translate without my permission.

[honajoong]

THE RETURN OF WET SOCK PLEASE I CANT GET OVER IT.

(i need it in every one—)

boyfriend!ateez discovering you write smut

genre: ot8 x gn!reader, smut, crack, fake texts

c/w: explicit content - mdni, swearing, dirty jokes, pet names, dark humour

a/n: i had a different fake text queued for today, but in light of choi san the man himself discovering fanfic, this felt fitting to post 🫢 started drafting this five months ago with @sorryimananti-romantic so did we accidentally manifest it 😬

[honajoong]

calling bf!ateez by their government name

genre: ot8 x gn!reader, fluff, crack, fake texts

c/w: swearing, pet names, reader jokingly referred to as 'sir' twice

a/n: i have written zero (0) words recently because my paint by numbers has become my personality 👩‍🎨 sorry yumi LOL @sorryimananti-romantic

[honajoong]

— TXT AS THEWEEKND SONGS! ☆

☆ PAIRING: txt!members x theweeknd!songs

☆ GENRE: SFW *SOME SONGS MAY CONTAIN SEXUAL REFERENCES*

☆ WARNINGS: none :p but maybe some juicy scenarios

☆ AUTHORS NOTE: idk I just love abel. this was a long time coming.

*ALL LINKS WILL DIRECT TO SPOTIFY*

— YEONJUN ☆

fill the void | the idol ep. 4

the morning | trilogy

reminder | starboy

take my breath | dawn fm

— SOOBIN ☆

what you need | trilogy

wanderlust | kiss land

save your tears | after hours

hurt you | my dear melancholy

— BEOMGYU ☆

same old song | trilogy

belong to the world | kiss land

losers | beauty behind the madness

call out my name | my dear melancholy

— TAEHYUN ☆

I was never there | my dear melancholy

coming down | trilogy

kiss land | kiss land

rockin’ | starboy

— KAI ☆

true colors | starboy

less than zero | dawn fm

the party & the after party | trilogy

one of the girls | the idol ep 4

[honajoong]

AKSNDNWKFKWNENWKEKE IM 😭😭😭😭 UGLY CRYING RIGHT NOW

Genuinely when i saw the notification for it i squealed bc HELLO. THE WEN PEEKING OUT LIKE THAT HAD ME—

Smiles ily :( this was SOOO UGH. I love it so much i could sleep next to it in my bed. The comfort was JUST RIGHT IT WAS PERFECT. This is amazing im keeping it saved forever <3

･ﾟﾟ･｡ my beautiful girlfriend | WEN JUNHUI

pairing: idol/actor!junhui x ff!reader // genre: oneshot; hurt, comfort, angst(?) // warnings: petnames; (baby and love), misunderstanding, overthinking, crying, lowkey self-depricating, proofread quickly. // wc: 1.6k

a/n: merry christmas <3 @honajoong hii lex!! I'm your secret santa :> despite starting a little late, I wanted to be involved as well and I got you!! I will admit I struggled to write for junhui since he's the first seventeen member I've written about, but hopefully I think I managed to grasp his characteristics(?) 🥹 I hope it's okay!! also 'yn yln' is 'your name' and 'your last name' :>

Two years. Two whole years since jun asked to be your boyfriend. Two whole years since you started supporting him through his acting career. But never in your two whole years together were you jealous about his co-stars or fans. You've always been hidden away from the public, not going to any events together. Not even getting barricade tickets for his and his group's concerts for the sake of not getting caught somehow.

It's always been like that though. But that's because no one knew about your relationship, not even the rest of his group members.

Jealousy has never been an issue for you until you read an article regarding jun's new upcoming Chinese drama. See, this was new to you. Usually you'd be excited; treating him to order take out from his favourite place, or buying him small gifts to add to his collection of other things you got him within your relationship.

As you read article after article the majority published about how jun and his co-star make such a good couple. Some even published pictures of them together at the premier event they recently attended, while others are scene captures from the said drama.

There was this one picture you saw that made your heart drum disturbingly loud in your ears, not because of the photo itself but because of the comments regarding it. Your eyes dart from comment to comment, 'Wen Junhui and ____ have incredible chemistry', 'A new couple in made in the industry?', 'I hope they're dating in real life.'

Your breathing pattern becomes ragged from the thought of feeling like you're hindering Jun in his life. If you were just making things difficult for him since you were no one but a regular person who works a 9-5 job. In times like this, which was rare, you had no one but yourself to console you.

A single tear runs down your cheek which has you vigorously wiping it off your face, refusing to let yourself become so weak because of this.

You see a text appear from the top of your phone, a text from your boyfriend asking how you were and letting you know when he'll be home, but a part of you felt like you were sinking inside. All these comments getting to your head about Jun and his co-star, but you know you shouldn't think that way. Besides, you never used to think that way initially.

Thinking that it's best to sleep off the thoughts gathering in your head, you grab the folded blanket beside you on the couch, splaying it over you as you play music from the t.v, hoping that would help you get your mind off it.

Hours pass, the living room dim from the lack of light but only from the t.v itself. You pick up your phone to check the time, and while you were asleep, you received multiple texts and a missed call from Jun; all the messages asking if you've eaten, what you want to watch later in the evening, and so forth.

However, you didn't feel like messaging him back, or even calling him back either. You thought your nap would rid of the uncomfortable overthinking, but it just has you questioning, 'why is he even with me?' He could pick any other girl, but why did he choose you. He has a beautiful co-star with incredible chemistry, why doesn't he just ask her to be his girlfriend instead—

"Yn?" Jun's voice echoes in the room and cuts off your trail of thoughts.

You refuse to turn your back and greet him, instead, you pick up the remote and search through films to watch as if he wasn't calling your name again.

"Hey, did you get my texts? Have you decided what you wanna eat tonight?" Jun asks again, caressing the top of your head and missed as he tried to kiss the top of your head, but you flinched away.

"Not hungry." You reply curtly.

He could sense something was off, not wanting to think too much into it, he lets it slide as he goes into the bedroom for a quick shower and change of clothes. He hasn't seen you behave this way before, wondering what possibly could have happened recently to tick you off. His mind was thinking of every possibility but to think of articles since his shoots for the drama were quite a while ago.

As he walks back into the living room, you're still sitting in the same spot on the couch. He walks around the couch to sit beside you, lifting the side of the blanket to share, but you take it off and let him have all of it instead.

Jun turns his head to look at you, a questioning expression on his face yet you don't turn to look at him. A straight, unbothered face is what he sees as your eyes are stuck on whatever movie you put on the t.v.

"Is everything alright? I feel like I've done something wro-"

"Everything's fine." You lie, cutting him off and not wanting to think about it anymore. For the first time in a while you almost didn't want to be in his presence for the sake of keeping sane.

"Well it doesn't sound fine." He turns his body, attempting to test the waters as he places a careful hand on your lap. This time you don't flinch.

You sigh. Pausing before you answer him honestly, "Because it's not."

"Love, how am I supposed to know what's bothering you if you won't tell me straight?" Jun's hand starts caressing your thigh in attempt to comfort you and allow you to open up to him, like you usually do.

You try to gather your thoughts and stare at one spot, but nothing in particular, on the t.v as your breathing becomes uneven. It's difficult talking about a feeling you never thought you had to ever talk about, but it was bound to happen at least once in your life. And that was this current moment in time.

A stuck, choked up feeling in your throat starts to erupt as you struggle to find the words to say, leading to you struggling to stop yourself from tearing up out of frustration.

You explain about the articles you've read about him and his co-star, the ones headlining and the comments you've seen. Your breathing hitches a little while you're talking, and Jun couldn't help but scoot closer to you with his arm around you.

"I tried my best to not let it bother me, but it was a lot to take in. I'm sorry." Jun wipes away at your tears, listening intently as you continue, "I know it's your job, I understand if I'm being unacceptable and if you don't want to be with me anymore."

Tears are non-stop streaming down your face, also because you're mad at yourself for becoming so weak and letting this get to you in the first place. You feel Jun's hand resting on the middle of your back, rubbing it with comfort.

You continue letting out your hushed cries, burying your face into his chest with muffled sorries leaving you. Jun's never seen you cry so much and his heart drops at the sound of your irregular breathing pattern in attempt to stop yourself crying. How could you stop when he hugs you tight momentarily, slowly swaying you side to side as he rests his cheek by your temple.

"Hey, hey. It's okay." He cups your cheek, pulling back to hold your face close to his. "You know you're always going to be the one for me. I'm sorry that hiding our relationship has been difficult, I know. I want to let everyone know that I'm yours, but right now it's a little tricky, and I know that's no excuse but I swear I will let people know. Sooner than later, I promise."

Your sobs quieten down, a little exhausted from the thoughts occupying your mind the whole day. But you respond with a slow nod and a tight lipped smile as you both shuffle on the couch and lay your head on his chest as his hand finds its way to skim up and down your back once again.

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It's been a few days since Jun had comforted you. Your phone pings from a notification about another article that had just released with the headline reading, 'Wen Junhui breaks rumours about dating co-star and is a relationship with Yn Yln"

You read it once more. And another time, expecting there to be hate thrown at you, but there was nothing but love and support from Jun's fans. It was entirely different to how you thought they would take it, but you're just grateful that it didn't go that way at all.

Your boyfriend's tall figure walks through the door with a bouquet of flowers, not even a couple of minutes after you had read the article, and he's making his way to you sat by the breakfast bar.

His subtle smile curves his lips as he holds the bouquet out for you. While you, on the other hand, are pouting; worried that it might ruin his career and receive potential hate, but Jun was unbothered. He was certain about it.

"You didn't have to do that, Jun." You insist, receiving the flowers from him. "I don't want this to affect your career."

He stands by your knees as you face him, towering over you ever so slightly.

"I wanted to let them know. I can't keep hiding this relationship forever," he kisses your forehead as his hands plant on your shoulders, giving them a tight squeeze. "And honesty, as much as I love to keep you to myself, they need to know that you're my beautiful girlfriend."

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[honajoong]

Can't Hide it

"I think I'm in love."

Pairing: Choi Yeonjun x gn!reader

wordcount: 1.9k

genre: fluff

warnings: just Yeonjun falling to the ground but no injuries 😭

author's note: my friends and I decided to do secret santa fics and I was very grateful to get my wife aka @junniieesbby I hope you enjoy this!! This blurb was inspired by Can't Hide it by 15&, a song about being in love with someone. This is my first time writing in a decade so apologies if it's not good 🙏 I really just care about my wife's and my other secret santa particpants' opinions on it <333 anyways ENJOYY

the lovely participants: @flwrseon @boba-beom @honajoong

It’s currently 9pm.

Usually at that time, you would be in bed, face mask on and scrolling through the many tiktoks that Yeonjun has sent you. Most of it being clips of two cats cuddling with a message saying “us <333”. No matter how many similar tiktoks he may send, they always put a smile on your face. This is usually your form of communication whenever he’s doing overnight dance practices.

Tonight, however, your boyfriend of 3 months had dance practice early just so he can stay the night at your place. You’re both on the couch watching reruns of Supernatural, his head on your shoulder. As soon as you were going to get up and get ready for bed, Yeonjun grabs your hand. “Love, why don’t we go to the park and play some badminton?”

You widened your eyes. “Right now? It’s already pitch black outside.” As fun as playing with your boyfriend in the park sounds, you can’t understand why he would want to do it now.

Yeonjun starts doing his famous pout, the one that you can’t resist kissing it away. “Are you saying you don’t want to play a match with me?” He says jokingly.

You chuckle. “It’s not that, but don’t you think it’s too late for it?”

He continues pouting, even giving you an innocent look with his eyes. You almost think he knows you’re going to give in eventually. “Yeah, but...” he stops, before looking away. He’s nervous about what he wants to say next.

“Tour is coming up soon, and it’s difficult getting any type of free time. I just want to spend it having fun with you.”

You’re a little grateful that he turned away because your cheeks feel warm, butterflies in your stomach growing rapidly. You press your lips together as hard as you can to stop blushing. Throughout your 3 months of dating Yeonjun, you’ve felt your likeness towards him growing, to the point where it has now formed into love. It freaks you out a little, feeling so much love for someone in a small amount of time. It always comes up on moments like these, where he tells you how he enjoys being with you. You think your heart might explode if he continues to do it. You get scared at the thought of saying it to him, not knowing if he feels the same way.

He looks at you again but with an exaggerated pout, making you laugh. “Can we please play badminton?” He wraps his arms around you, hugging you tightly while repeating “please” repeatedly.

“How can I say no to you?”

The park feels tranquil at night. There’s a full moon out, as well as a slight breeze passing through the trees. There’s only a couple of people there tonight, most of them sitting by the lake, which gives you and Yeonjun a big field all for yourselves to play on. You two didn’t own professional badminton racquets, just these cute blue ones with penguins around it. You remember Yeonjun pouting when you chose it over the racquets with the foxes on it, jokingly claiming that you love his band member more than him. Oh, how wrong he was.

Yeonjun sets an extra racquet down in the middle, acting as an imaginary net. “I say first to get 15 points wins and the loser has to give the winner something.”

You bring your finger to your chin, fake pondering. “Hmm, well if I win, and I will, you have to bring me back a souvenir from the tour.”

He giggles. “And if I win, and I  will..” he says, mocking your tone. He thinks for a bit before answering, “You have to give me a key to your place.”

You’re almost taken aback. A key to your place? A huge part of you thinks he’s being serious, that he wants to take this relationship to another level. The tiniest part of you thinks he’s just making a harmless joke.

Yeonjun notices your silence and clears his throat. “Sorry if that was too much, I just-“

“No, no, it’s not too much at all. But may I ask why?”

“Well, as much as I like hanging out in the dorm with the guys, your place feels like a second home. I enjoy just lying beside you, whether on the couch or in bed. I enjoy deciding what to cook and playing board games afterwards. I also want to be that cheesy boyfriend that says ‘Honey, I’m home’ when he opens the door.” He chuckles as he scratches the back of his head nervously.

You feel your cheeks turning red and the corner of your lips raising. You look away so he doesn’t see you smiling like a fool. The wind blowing on your face helps to relieve some of the shyness. However, you think Yeonjun saw you blushing, because he’s staring at you with a big smile before biting his lower lip.

“Alright, If I win, you get me a souvenir and if you win, you get a spare key. Deal?” You hold your hand out for him to shake.

He takes your hand and shakes it before bringing it up to his lips and leaving the faintest kiss. “It’s a deal, honey.”

The first part of the game starts with him scoring the first few points, jumping around, and making silly gestures whenever you miss the shuttlecock. It makes you roll your eyes and laugh at his antics. As much as you don’t mind giving him a spare key, the competitiveness in you wants to win so badly. Just when he had the upper hand, the universe decided to give you a comeback. You end up scoring more than him. Now it was Yeonjun who was losing, and you who was making the silly gestures after scoring a point. Yeonjun would just look at you with a pout and mumble that he’ll “get you next time”. You thought it was cute seeing him like this, and it led to you thinking about how you’ll be able to see his pout more often once he has his own keys to your place. Well, that’s if you lose the match, and you won’t let that happen.

Yeonjun, who noticed you were close to spacing out, saw this as an opportunity to hit the shuttlecock towards you. It took you a while to process it flying towards you until it landed on your shoes. You looked at him in shocked while he was cheering. “Hey, that doesn’t count, I wasn’t paying attention.”

He playfully sticks his tongue out at you. “ That’s not my fault. I get the point fair and square.”

You cross your arms and jokingly look away in annoyance, if he wants to play that game, so can you. Yeonjun giggles before walking towards you with his arms out for a hug. “Aww baby, you know I’m just playin-“.

You hit the shuttlecock towards him. Luckily for him, he sees it in time, however, he miscalculates how far it’s going. Yeonjun lunges his body towards it, but he lands on the grass just before the shuttlecock lands next to racquet. You can’t help but laugh while walking towards him. “You’re taking this game more seriously than I am.”

He chuckles before getting back up, dusting away dirt from his shirt. “For a chance to visit you whenever I can? I’m going to treat it like its life or death.” There he goes again, making you blush with his words. It’s getting difficult trying to move your face away, so he doesn’t see you  with rosy cheeks and biting back a smile. He giggles looking at your flushed expression. “It looks like you wouldn’t mind it either.” He says before kissing you. If you thought you were red before, your face must have turned scarlet now. You both pull away, faces still close to each other. His arms around your waist while your hands are on the nape of his neck, playing with his hair. Out of the corner of your eyes, you see an old couple walking by and looking at you. They’re smiling and whispering to each other. You wonder if they saw how hard you blushed over your boyfriend. You wonder if they could see just how in love you are.

Yeonjun kisses your forehead, stopping your reeling thoughts. “You might as well forfeit and give me the keys” he says jokingly.

You playfully push him away. “This doesn’t mean I’m going to let you win. I’m still fighting for that souvenir!” You say as you go back to your spot.

Yeonjun hits the shuttlecock, and you successfully hit it back to him. It looks like neither of you were giving up, as you guys started to have a rally with it. Yeonjun hits it with his racquet at an angle, making the shuttlecock fall closer to the ground. You tried to run and hit, but it’s on the grass before you arrive to it.

This is how it’s like for the next few rounds. It almost feels like the universe went back to being on Yeonjun’s side. However, you were able to make enough points to catch up to him, and now both of you were one point away from winning. It’s your turn to hit the shuttlecock towards him. Yeonjun had his eyes on your racquet, waiting to see which angle it would come from. Once you hit it, he immediately throws it back to you. He does it high enough that it goes over your head. You quickly turn around to run for the shuttlecock. Luckily, you were able to hit it towards him.

Once he sees it, he smirks. He hits it pointing downward. You try to run towards it, but it falls to the ground immediately. This is where you realize he purposefully threw the last one high so you would have to move back, meaning he can throw the next one closer to the ground without you catching up to him. You bite your tongue, a little upset that you lost but impressed at his last shot.

Yeonjun brings his arms up and cheers, as if he just won a championship. He starts doing a victory lap around you, making you giggle at his antics. “Okay, I admit defeat.”

He walks towards you, putting his hands on your waist to pull you in for a hug. “I was still going to get you a souvenir, no matter what. This win did boost my ego, though” he says before you playfully push him away, both laughing.

Yeonjun bends down to pick up your equipment while babbling about all the things he can do now that he’s going to own a spare key. “I can wake you up with breakfast since I always wake up first, I can buy you flowers so you can add it to your vases. I saw this tiktok of a couple making a pillow fort in their living room. You don’t have enough pillows, but we can always shop for some before I leave.”

You stand beside him, listening to everything he says. Your smile grows bigger the more he continues. I think I’m in love; you voice in your head.

…Or that’s what you thought. Once you see him stand up to look at you, you realize that you didn’t just think it, you flat out said it. Before you can say anything, Yeonjun grabs your cheeks and pulls you in for a kiss. He pulls away with a smile, foreheads still touching.

I think I’m in love too.

[honajoong]

Everywhere With You

pairing: ??? x reader

genre: ??? to lovers, PURE FLUFF.

warnings: reader has somewhat of a fear of flying, lots of sulking LOL.

word count: 1.5k (even though it seemed much shorter in my eyes)

an: Heavily took inspiration listening to Everywhere by Fleetwood Mac <3 it took me a while to fully think about how to do this…. but i persevered and REALLY thought about how to thank all my friends for what they’ve done this year. I love you guys, @junniieesbby @boba-beom @flwrseon @lovejoshua I’m glad i could be a part of this secret santa :( and to the person i had gotten for this year….

Whoa!

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Scanning your ticket, you walk into the empty hall of the craft with wide eyes. It was your first time flying, after all. Standing behind a couple who were probably being too open with their PDA, you can’t help but look around, the plain beige walls shaking as the aircraft rumbled lowly. Glancing down at your ticket, you sigh gently at the arranged seat you chose; seat A24. Hopefully that meant you had the window seat. Stopping at the entrance of the plane, you look down at the small sliver at your feet. That definitely wasn’t a good idea. Snapping your head back up, you greet the flight attendant that stood in the plane as you step in.

Looking around, it was like a train wreck. Crying babies, people being unable to find their seat. You felt like you could simply perish. After being bumped by various backpacks and suitcases though, you finally relax in your seat. It was right near the restroom luckily, and you let out a huff as you set your bag under the seat in front of you. From the looks of it, paying extra to check in your suitcase was a wise decision. Putting in your headphones, you scroll on your phone as you wait for the chaos to die down.

That is, till someone taps you on your shoulder, making you jump a bit. You immediately take out a headphone, looking up at who had tapped your shoulder with wide eyes.

“...Is this B24?” The male asks, and you nod quickly. You watch him sigh in relief, quickly sitting in the cramped row with you. He grabs his jacket from his bag, quickly throwing it on as he lightly kicks his bag under the seat. You raise an eyebrow, but quickly shake your head as you put your headphones back on. After what seemed to be an eternity of waiting, the flight attendant announced that everyone had boarded the plane, and they were ready to take off. The announcement alone made you nervous, so you unconsciously grabbed onto the tiny armrests that were holding you snug into the seat.

The movement immediately caught the attention of the man sitting next to you, and he raises an eyebrow at the sight. He smiles softly, shaking his head as he suddenly takes off his jacket. You both pay attention to the flight attendant as she goes through the safety procedures, but what really threw you off was when she had suggested looking through the safety guide in front of you. Her mentioning what to do in the possible case of crashing had nerves running through your entire body. Crash? Oh god, no. You definitely didn’t want that image in your head. When the flight attendant has finished her presentation, you groan quietly as you feel the plane begin to jerk backwards.

Simply glued to the window, you watch as you pass other planes. Some were smaller, and some were much bigger. Damn, can these things fly around the world? Unbeknownst to you, your seat buddy was also peeking outside of the window in curiosity. I mean, it's not every once in a while that you get to see your city in complete darkness from above… But you wondered if the red eye is even worth the view at that point. Turning to face forward, you jump a bit as you realize the closeness of the man next to you. With your jump, he also flinches quite hard which makes you hold back a laugh.

“Sorry… I just… wanted to see what it looked like before we took off—” His sentence was interrupted by the sudden loud whirring of the engines below, and you immediately grip onto what you thought was the armrest with the force of a thousand bulls. Feeling the plane suddenly move at a rather alarming speed in your opinion, you tighten your grip even more somehow. However, you hear a slight whine from the person next to you… Oh god. You look down at your nails digging into his arm, and you immediately let go. When you try to speak though, you feel your voice slowly fade from existence as you stare at him. All you can do is look like a fish in the moment as you feel the plane slowly lift. But when you no longer feel the weird sudden sickness in your stomach, you snap back into reality.

“Oh my god, I'm so sorry!” You gasp out, and all he can really do is chuckle. “I had no idea, oh my god I just got so nervous because the speed and—“

He holds up a hand, shaking his head as he says; “It’s alright, I have a feeling I’m going to have to get used to it anyways.” With that sentence, you let out a breath that you honestly didn't know you were holding. With a nod, you slowly look back out to the constantly shrinking city lights below you. Well, at least you got the bad part out of the way… For now. As you ascend slowly, you watch as the cabin lights dim, which in turn makes you feel a bit sleepy. You did have to wake up early for work this morning, and you never had a real chance to rest till now. You felt your eyes begin to droop with the lull of the engines, which were at a semi quiet hum.

When you had finally fallen asleep on the shoulder of the man, he couldn’t help but chuckle. You were just *so cute*, and he honestly couldn't get enough of it. Pulling out his phone, he ended up playing a small game of trying to eat other snakes, while trying to stay the biggest. However, when he had gotten eaten, he threw his hands up in frustration, which in turn woke you up with a jump.

“Jay, what the hell was that?!—” You quickly clasp a hand over your mouth, giggling as your boyfriend next to you sighs. You just blew it.

“Y/N! You were doing so well!” Jay whines, his head thrown back a bit as he throws his giant tantrum. Without realizing, he also had gotten eaten for the second time in the midst of it all. You point at his phone, and all he does is sulk while mumbling something about how he’ll ‘never be the biggest’. In return, you pout, arms crossed as you shake your head.

“Hey, I can’t help it when you play that stupid game! You always get too into it, and get mad when you lose! Remember when you played it in the car, and almost made me crash—“

“—Okay, that's enough of that.” He quickly interrupts, taking your hand gently before interlocking his fingers with yours. He gives a reassuring squeeze, before giving the back of it a light kiss. These small actions that he did always made your heart flutter. It was why you had even fallen for him those three Christmases ago.

When you first met, it was in a situation exactly like this one. You both were flying to the states to celebrate Christmas with your families, and he held your hand the entire flight while talking about how he had spent it with some of his friends the day prior. Right then and there, you knew you had to keep contacts with him after that extra long flight. You thanked the higher beings when you had gotten that text only minutes after everyone had deplaned.

‘Hey pretty girl :)’

…And that was the start of it all, you two acting out how you had first met. Except you still had the unrelenting fear of flying. That wouldn’t pass any time soon. As if it was a cue, he could sense your tensed shoulders, and in return held it a bit tighter. You glance over at him, and are immediately met with his gummy smile. The smile that you absolutely love and adore, the one that he knew would lift your spirits.

“So, we have Jake joining us for Christmas this year. He said he was picking us up at the airport as soon as we grabbed our bags.” He hums, using his free hand to trace little circles along the back of your hand; another tactic to calm you down. He knew all of the right things, the small things, and everything in between. While he was babbling about all the plans you two had for the week, you couldn't help but rest your head onto his shoulder again and quickly close your eyes. As soon as you do this, he simply ceases, and rests his head on yours. You immediately relax, and Jay puts on a simple christmas movie to keep himself busy. This Christmas was going to be special, more so than the others.

Especially as he fiddles with the velvet box neatly tucked into his jacket pocket.

This Christmas was going to be special, and so will the rest that you two will share for the rest of your lives.

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SAPH I REALLY HOPE YOU ENJOYED <3 Thank you for being such an amazing friend and person, i wrote this on behalf of the journey that i will be taking in 2024 to visit you. You’ve been such a great support, and i honestly don’t know what i could do without you. I LOVE YOU SAPH MUAH MUAH

[honajoong]

hi! i actually thought about this for a long time and finally came to the conclusion that i will change accounts ! i‘m really unsatisfied with this blog and i think a new start will do me good. my new account is @flwrseon so if you want to you can follow me there!