honeebeeyellow

[honeebeeyellow]

I lay awake at night and wonder what changed, what caused your yearning to go out with the tides and never return. I've heard love is meant to ebb and flow but ours is an ebony sky on a starless night.

You do not reach for me in the darkness, our tangled blankets are an endless sea, impossible to cross.

I invest in myself, I dye, I pluck, I shimmer. It changes nothing. Do I choose to spend forever in a lustless desert or do I leave the illusion of safety and search for a mirage alone?

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and even if i did, you wouldn’t know

[honeebeeyellow]

“Courtyard Rainy Park” from The King of Fighters 99

[honeebeeyellow]

@lovesdaya

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As time passed our flames died to embers.

My heart breaks for I will never feel that level of passion again.

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𝔟𝔩𝔢𝔞𝔨 𝔪𝔦𝔡𝔴𝔦𝔫𝔱𝔢𝔯

[honeebeeyellow]

[honeebeeyellow]

stop normalising the grind and start normalising taking little naps every day

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taking a break from being a functioning member of society to focus on my true passion (sleeping)

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happy thanksgiving to all the girls who have to hide in the bathroom because everything is just too much <3

[honeebeeyellow]

When I feel lost and the dark clouds circle in my mind, all I want to do is hide away, shut down, lash out. I want to claw at the walls that crush me from the inside, I want to scream but my mouth is sewn shut.

You remind me, with a kind hand, a gentle touch, a patient smile, warm eyes. You embrace me with a feeling of total safety, blanketing out the fire raging within. You show me that I can trust, that there is a reason to open up again.

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"i can't go out i'm like soooo busy"

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