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FTHC sentence starters

❝ i don’t mean to be cagey about this… ❞

❝ you gave up your backbone so quickly it scares me. ❞

❝ is this what you wanted? ❞

❝ you think that you hate me? ❞

❝ you’ll be judged on your cowardice, and i will not forgive. ❞

❝ i’ve been missing the feeling when we close up the gaps between us. ❞

❝ we’re pent-up and we’re pissed off. ❞

❝ we look out for each other, because we’ve got strength in our numbers. ❞

❝ it’s a day with a y in it, so obviously i’m over it. ❞

❝ i’m sick and tired of being sick and tired. ❞

❝ do you ever wake up and suspect you were simply never cut out to be the kind of person they expect, the person you intended to be? ❞

❝ i’m doing my best, but there’s very little left. ❞

❝ i haven’t been doing so well. ❞

❝ if self-loathing was a sport, i’d be muhammad ali. ❞

❝ i’m not invincible, after all. ❞

❝ when it all comes down to it, i went right up to the line and it turns out i didn’t want to die. ❞

❝ i’m not asking for your pity. ❞

❝ i was never taught how to deal with this. ❞

❝ some kind of acknowledgement would be nice. ❞

❝ look at me now! do i make you proud? ❞

❝ have you heard the news? ❞

❝ you’ve heard enough from guys who look like me. ❞

❝ you think i wouldn’t change things if i could? ❞

❝ i did not want to be my father’s son. ❞

❝ i was always hoping that you would find a way to change. ❞

❝ after everything we’ve been through… ____, it’s lovely to meet you. ❞

❝ the problem with carrying hate for someone who doesn’t know is that you’re the only one carrying the weight. ❞

❝ despite what you think, i wasn’t drinking. ❞

❝ god damn, i miss you, man. ❞

❝ i just wish that you had told me you were leaving. ❞

❝ we’ve been scraping by our teeth through lives we didn’t mean to lead. ❞

❝ i can barely tell you what i did yesterday. ❞

❝ we gave up on cigarettes, but we’re still hooked on whimsical regrets. ❞

❝ we are resurrectionists, searching for something that could bring us back to life. ❞

❝ i’ve been trying to look up and trying to find me some luck. ❞

❝ i can’t promise that i’m going to be fine, but i’ll throw my best punch every single time.❞

❝ today i’m going to make some predictable mistakes. ❞

❝ if you haven’t got regrets, you haven’t started yet. ❞

❝ you point your finger so much, you wore it down to the bone. ❞

❝ i’m genuinely sorry for all the stupid things i’ve done. ❞

❝ i know what you really meant. ❞

❝ it’s the work that makes it worth it. ❞

❝ i promise to remember to bring you tea in the morning. ❞

❝ we’ve both been doing our best. ❞

❝ i guess that this little life is going to have to do. ❞

❝ we had a hell of a run there. ❞

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rivals/enemies to lovers prompts

these are a mixture of quotes from people and various forms of media. feel free to change the pronouns or anything else. requested by anon.

“most of all, i hate you because i think of you. often. it’s disgusting, and i can’t stop.”

“i was raised in hatred, [name]. i could never be your lover, only your killer.”

“i still love you so much that i hate you for it.”

“let me get on my knees and beg you in my own way for a chance with you.”

“i want you. i wanted you then. and that hasn’t changed.”

“nothing incites and feeds a passion better than a mutual resistance to attraction.”

“don’t worry, i’m still not going to kiss you.”

“you destroy me and then you kiss me. you give me a reason to hate you and then you give me a reason to love you. is this a lie or the truth? is this a ploy or your heart reaching for me?”

“someone like me cares about others, but i guess you wouldn’t know anything about that.”

“are you happy now, you terrible excuse for a rival?”

“you like it. you like that nickname.”

“i’d set fire to the world around me but never let a flame touch you.”

“just because you couldn’t save everyone doesn’t mean you didn’t save anyone.”

“i’ve loved you from the first hour of our meeting. i loved you and despaired. before i die, i want you to know that.”

“i wish there were some middle ground.”

“i’ll take anything over days of silence.”

“we’re trapped together in a small, dark space. for the moment, we’re getting on as well as could possibly be expected. i don’t think this is the time to remind me of my many valid reasons to resent your presence and despise everything you stand for.”

“try an ounce of patience, [name].  not even asking for an average amount. an ounce.”

“you frustrate me incredibly.”

“we can be enemies or lovers. we can suffer, or we can rule.”

“enemies make the best lovers.”

“i’ve seen the way you look at me.”

“i need you, asshole.”

“i am not the type of person someone falls in love with.”

“the problem is, if i kissed you, i don’t think i’d be able to stop.”

“you are the love that came without warning; you had my heart before i could say no.”

“i suck at apologies, so unfuck you, or whatever.”

“i shouldn’t be jealous; you aren’t even mine.”

“you make me feel… you make me feel, and i don’t like it. i want it to stop. now.“

“i believe in annoyed at first sight.”

“i broke my rules for you.”

“that’s the problem! you don’t think you deserve something so you ruin it!“

“why am i so fascinated by you?”

“you can’t just touch my soul and leave.”

“i have so much of you in my heart.”

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𝑽𝑬𝑮𝑨𝑺 𝑻𝑯𝑬𝑬𝑹𝑨𝑷𝑨𝑵𝒀𝑨𝑲𝑼𝑳.

 first instinct , as the nature of each creature akin to vegas theerapanyakul insists , is to snap . just because his humanity makes him fragile , doesn’t mean pete can treat him like an old man with a walking stick . but what it takes for this instinct to fade away is a smile , as embarrassing as it is . ❛ yeah . . . ❜ it was easy to clean the parts that were not bandaged , but it’s proven to be quite painful raising his arms to wash his hair . the doctor had suggested one day to wash it on the sink , not let water get beneath the bandage . so he silently lays his head back against the sink , seated on a small chair , half naked . ❛ you don’t have to ── ❜

   never in a million years did pete expect to find vegas’ behavior endearing.   but the way he resigned to laying back against the sink,   pouting like a child who just had his candy snatched,   had pete grinning from ear to ear.   “   i know i don’t have to,   but i want to.   ”   he insisted before the other could protest anymore,   deft digits making quick work of undoing the buttons at his wrists so he could roll up his sleeves.   he turned the water on next,   holding his hand beneath the stream so he could make sure it didn’t get too hot.   “   has anyone ever done this for you before?   ”   he questioned after a few moments of silence,   slightly leaning his frame over the other so he could more effectively dampening vegas’ hair now that the water had warmed up.   “   my grandmother used to wash my hair for me when i was young,   ”   he spoke again,   briefly pulling his hands away so he could grab the shampoo and squeeze a small bead of product into the palm of his hand.   he returned to his leaning position over vegas,   dipping in a bit closer now as he began massaging his fingers through damp locks.   “   it was her way of showing her love.   little things like that.   ”   pete added as his gaze shifted to meet vegas’,   and though it seemed like a thoughtless comment,   it was actually meant to serve as reassurance.   pete didn’t do the things he did out of pity,   or to mock vegas   -   it was simply how he’d been taught to express his affections. 

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two very different reactions to fear.

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random one-liner starter for @minorfamily​   / / /   still accepting...

   “   do you want me to wash your hair for you?   ”

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"When is a monster not a monster? Oh, when you love it."

[the art of fuckery, our flag means death // a primer for small weird loves, richard siken // we gull way back, our flag means death // everything leads to you, nina lacour]

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@asoulunbound​ said: [ COFFEE ] Macau gives Pete a cup of coffee. (perhaps while they wait for Vegas to wake up)

   the aftermath of the dispute between the families felt like waking up from a decade long nightmare.   even though he had lived through every second of it,   none of it felt quite real yet.   he still felt like he couldn’t wash the blood of his former colleagues off his hands no matter how hard he scrubbed,   but that was a price that he’d settled for paying when he chose vegas.   he had no regrets over his choice,   though there were still things he’d done that day that he was sure would haunt him for years to come.   he found himself watching vegas sleep to keep his mind off of his thoughts,   the sound of the door opening pulling his attention away from the hospital bed.   the urge to stand and bow upon hearing the knob click had been meticulously ingrained within pete for years,   but he’d gotten pretty good at ignoring that urge in the short time that he’d been free of his duties. 

   he was relieved to see macau instead of another one of the medical staff,   a smile tugging at the corners of his mouth when he noticed the young man was carrying two cups in his hands.   “   is one of those for me?   ”   pete questioned,   but he didn’t have to wonder long since macau was already in the process of holding one of them out to him.   “   thank you.   ”   he nodded before taking what was offered to him,   attempting to fill the silence with small talk.   “   how are you holding up?   ”

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 AFFECTIONATE  AND  AGGRESSIVE  BITING  PROMPTS  i have no explanations besties it is what it is

1) for sender to gently bite receiver’s shoulder while they embrace. 

2) for receiver to gently bite sender’s shoulder while they embrace. 

3) for sender to sensually bite receiver’s neck during a moment of intimacy. 

4) for receiver to sensually bite receiver’s neck during a moment of intimacy. 

5) for sender to aggressively bite receiver’s hand during a fight. 

6) for receiver to aggressively bite sender’s hand during a fight. 

7) for sender to playfully bite receiver’s neck while hugging them from behind. 

8) for receiver to playfully bite sender’s neck while hugging them from behind. 

9) for sender to aggressively bite receiver’s arm during a fight. 

10) for receiver to aggressively bite sender’s arm during a fight. 

11) for sender to wake up receiver by playfully nipping at their nose. 

12) for receiver to wake up sender by playfully nipping at their nose. 

13) for sender to wake up receiver by sensually kissing and biting at their neck. 

14) for receiver to wake up sender by sensually kissing and biting at their neck. 

15) for sender to playfully kiss receiver’s chin then close their teeth around it. 

16) for receiver to playfully kiss sender’s chin then close their teeth around it. 

17) for sender to playfully bite the air at receiver. 

18) for receiver to playfully bite the air at sender. 

19) for sender to aggressively bite the air at receiver as a warning. 

20) for receiver to aggressively bite the air at sender as a warning. 

21) for sender to playfully nip at receiver’s fingers. 

22) for receiver to playfully nip at sender’s fingers. 

23) for sender to aggressively nip at receiver’s fingers. 

24) for receiver to aggressively nip at sender’s fingers. 

25) for sender to sensually bite at receiver’s nipple. 

26) for receiver to sensually bite at sender’s nipple. 

27) for sender to sensually bite at receiver’s chest/breast. 

28) for receiver to sensually bite at sender’s chest/breast. 

29) for sender to sensually bite at receiver’s earlobe. 

30) for receiver to sensually bite at sender’s earlobe. 

31) for sender to sensually bite receiver’s thighs. 

32) for receiver to sensually bite sender’s thighs. 

33) for sender to randomly grab receiver’s arm and bite like a love nip. 

34) for receiver to randomly grab sender’s arm and bite like a love nip. 

35) for sender to bite receiver’s lip while kissing. 

36) for receiver to bite sender’s lip while kissing. 

37) for sender to bite [ specify body part and context ] 

38) for receiver to bite [ specify body part and context ]

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DOMESTIC INTIMACY PROMPTS

add “+ REVERSE” to reverse the roles

[ SWAY ]  sender pulls receiver into a slow dance in the living room / kitchen / bedroom [ TOSS ]   sender keeps tossing popcorn/other food at receiver, trying to get them to catch it in their mouth [ SERENADE ] sender sings along to a song they associate with receiver [ EMBRACE ] sender hugs receiver from behind [ WRAP ] sender wraps receiver up in a blanket [ LAP ] sender pulls receiver into their lap [ TUG ] receiver, trying to get ready for the day, is pulled back into bed by sender [ PASS ] receiver gets an object that the sender is asking for [ FEED ] sender offers receiver a spoonful of what they’re cooking so receiver can taste it [ STEAM ] sender joins receiver in the shower [ HUG ] sender embraces receiver, burying their face in receiver’s chest [ SMOOCH ] sender kisses receiver on the cheek / forehead / nose [ KISS ] receiver stops what they’re doing to kiss sender [ MASSAGE ] sender rubs receiver’s back [ SCRATCH ] sender gently scratches their nails across receiver’s back / scalp / wherever [ TICKLE ] sender tickles receiver [ GRAPPLE ] sender manages to pin receiver while play-wrestling [ NAP ] while receiver is resting, sender joins them in bed & cuddles up close [ SHARE ] sender, seeing that receiver is cold, wraps their jacket around them [ CARESS ] sender strokes receiver’s cheek [ TRAIL ] sender runs their finger down receiver’s spine [ ADJUST ] sender fixes receiver’s tie / necklace / article of clothing [ PAMPER ] sender does receiver’s makeup [ LIFT ] sender picks up receiver [ READ ] sender reads aloud to receiver [ RECITE ] sender quotes a poem that reminds them of receiver [ TUCK ] receiver tucks sender into bed [ CREATE ] sender & receiver do something artistic together [ PAINT ] while painting a room, sender starts a paint fight with receiver [ COFFEE ] sender gives receiver a cup of coffee [ STEAL ] while sharing a meal, sender steals a bite of receiver’s food [ PORTRAIT ] sender does a photoshoot of receiver [ GIFT ] sender gives receiver a present (specify) [ GAZE ] sender & receiver stargaze [ WINDOW ] sender climbs through receiver’s window [ BRUSH ] sender brushes / styles receiver’s hair [ TILT ] sender uses two fingers to lift receiver’s chin to look them in the eye [ NUZZLE ] sender presses their face into receiver’s neck [ CARE ] sender nurses a sick / injured receiver

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Come here. Don't be shy.

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omfgggg personals reblogging & liking my reblog i wanna sob

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— Seventy Years of Sleep

Bible Wichapas as VEGAS & Build Jakapan as PETE KINNPORSCHE THE SERIES (2022) dir. Khom Kongkiat Khomsiri

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can i just say your portrayal makes me see pete in front of my eyes ? you bring out the nasty and sweet side of him out . i adore it i adore you kenny .

not me twirling my hair like a teenage girl frfr ,,, i adore u nassy & ur portrayal of vegas too mwah chefs kiss

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The one time Vegas stopped Pete from touching his face and the two times he didn’t. KINNPORSCHE (2022) : EPISODE 13.

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𝐕𝐄𝐆𝐀𝐒 𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐄𝐑𝐀𝐏𝐀𝐍𝐘𝐀𝐊𝐔𝐋.

 you don’t think it’ll ever stop hurting . your childhood was toothless , it couldn’t bite back ; your teeth are cracked . it hurt even more when he mentions it , he means no malice , but when he talks it feels like your lungs are burning . you’re suffocating , but you’re never drowning .

 whatever vegas loved learned to hate him. imagine a beast too big for an ocean , imagine its hands trembling when it holds you . he opens his eyes only when pete touches his neck , neck bared for hands that eerily suggests tenderness despite the hatred in dark gaze . he holds pets in cages because the creature will run from him if he lets go of it . his fingers itch to grip pete , they remain immobile , hands hanging from knees . pete’s thumb draws something on his neck , could end the steady pulse of his vein under it but he hesitates again . again , is he that much of a fool ? when he hesitates , the beast wakes up though and it gently holds onto the thin wrist . slowly , vegas’ grip tightens , but it’s just the way he holds onto things , it doesn’t want to push pete’s hand away . ❛ will you kill me ? if you ever leave this place . alive . ❜ ’ i’ll hurt you until i’m satisfied ’ , whenever pete cowers back in fear all vegas feels is disappointment .

 ❛ are you angry , pete ? ❜ thumb digs into pete’s knuckles , hard enough to hurt , hard enough to carve it in his head . that he’s still here , it’s all real . bruising under a lover’s hand was something different from a parent’s abuse , it was meant to hurt more because this is what you chose , on your own . tawan was often talking about his death , he’d say he’d want their graves to be close . for some reason , it was starting to burn on his brain that death was the only thing that could save him from vegas . his or vegas’ . if anything , tawan taught him loving too much can hurt people . the beast slowly crawls closer , his knee sinking onto the ground between pete’s legs , tip of his nose brushing against other man’s cheek . he’s lowered the hand from his neck , to his chest . every catch in pete’s breath , every crack in his voice is delightful to vegas . he pays close attention to the man , more than ever . ❛ do you want me dead ? ❜

   pete briefly shifted his gaze down towards his hand,   vegas’ digits surrounding his wrist just like the chains hanging from the ceiling.    optics of polished amber snap back up to the visage of the beast,   the question lingering in the air prompting him to frown   -   not because the thought of killing was off-putting to him,   but simply because he wasn’t so sure of his answer when it came to the man that resembled a wolf but had the eyes of a wounded sheep.   in the end,   pete opted out of answering,   but as usual that wasn’t the end of whatever game vegas was playing. 

   the question should have caused his blood to boil,   should have reminded him that a volatile beast would always been just that:   a beast;   however,   ironically enough,   it intrigued him.   his jaw clenched,   the skin beneath vegas’ digits burning like white-hot coals against his skin,   but despite the pain,   he made no attempt to pull his hand away.   his eyes would subconsciously slip shut as vegas crept closer,   frame perfectly still in the fanged jaws of a bloodthirsty beast.   “   are you angry,   vegas?   ”   pete countered,   his voice nearly failing him as he leaned into the danger of the moment.   his heart was hammering against his ribcage,   and he wasn’t fully sure if it was due to fear or the desire to be seen as he was   -   right here,   right now.

   he inhaled deeply,   his lips brushing against the other’s jawline before pete spoke once again,   tone so low now that he was almost whispering.   “  do you want to die?   ”   he turned vegas’ question back on him,   his thumb now caressing where it had been placed.   pete wasn’t a pure person.   his hands were stained in ways that only a man like vegas could understand,   and that fact terrified him.   “   i don’t really think you do..   ”   so what do you want from me?   he wanted to ask,   but he couldn’t bring himself to   -   instead he fell silent once again.   

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nonverbal  meme  prompts ↪  they  seem  few  &  far  between,  so  i  tried  to  come  up  with  as  many  scenarios  as  i  could  think  of  where  dialogue  wasn’t  a  necessary  starting  point.  some  are  more  uh  specific  than  others  /  drabble-y,  but  they’re  all  dialogue-free  (  tho  ofc  this  does  not  necessarily  extend  to  the  response  itself  ).  to  reverse  who  sends  what,  send  ‘  [  prompt  ]+  ’  !  alter  any  as  you  see  fit,  &  lemme  know  if  anything’s  unclear  ♡

[  pull  ]  sender  pulls  receiver  closer  to  them

[  touch  ]  sender  places  their  hand  affectionately  on  receiver

[  guide  ]  sender  helps  receiver  through  a  difficult  video  game

[  lean  ]  sender  leans  on  receiver

[  pierce  ]  sender  helps  receiver  with  a  new  piercing  (  doing,  aftercare,  etc  )

[  sit  ]  sender  sits  in  receiver’s  lap

[  spar  ]  sender  pins  receiver  down  in  a  practice  fight

[  cook  ]  sender  makes  food  for  receiver

[  slide  ]  sender  pushes  an  item  across  the  table  to  receiver

[  kiss  ]  sender  kisses  (  lips,  cheek,  forehead,  hand,  etc  )

[  lead  ]  sender  leads  receiver  someplace

[  wound  ]  sender  injures  muse  in  a  fight  (  practice  or  real  )

[  snap  ]  sender  takes  a  photo  of  receiver  (  candid  or  posed  )

[  drape  ]  sender  drapes  their  arm  around  receiver’s  shoulders

[  bullet  ]  sender  takes  a  bullet  for  receiver  (  literal  or  figurative  )

[  nap  ]  sender  falls  asleep  against  receiver

[  teeth  ]  sender  bears  teeth  at  receiver

[  trace  ]  sender  traces  one  of  receiver’s  scars

[  cocktail  ]  sender  makes  /  gives  receiver  a  cocktail

[  comfort  ]  sender  comforts  receiver  when  they  are  upset  /  crying

[  bouquet  ]  sender  surprises  receiver  with  a  bouquet

[  massage  ]  sender  gives  receiver  a  massage  (  planned,  spontaneous,  full  body,  shoulder,  etc  )

[  mentor  ]  sender  takes  muse  under  their  wing

[  tattoo  ]  sender  helps  receiver  with  a  new  tattoo  (  doing,  aftercare,  etc  )

[  dare  ]  receiver  acts  out  a  dare  from  sender

[  hug  ]  sender  pulls  receiver  into  a  hug

[  phone  ]  receiver  sees  sender  smiling  at  something  on  their  phone

[  popcorn  ]  sender  makes  popcorn  for  a  movie  night

[  wake  ]  sender  tries  to  wake  receiver

[  groom  ]  sender  tries  to  make  receiver  look  more  presentable

[  flower  ]  sender  places  a  flower  behind  receiver’s  ear

[  sad  ]  sender  looks  at  receiver  sorrowfully

[  playlist  ]  sender  curates  a  playlist

[  fashion  show  ]  sender  tries  to  help  receiver  choose  an  outfit

[  shield  ]  sender  steps  between  receiver  and  danger

[  bandage  ]  sender  helps  bandage  up  receiver’s  wounds

[  duel  ]  muses  get  into  a  fight

[  fear  ]  sender  finds  receiver  having  a  nightmare

[  hold  ]  sender  holds  receiver’s  hand

[  bruise  ]  sender  finds  receiver  with  a  bruise  /  tries  to  help  receiver  cover  up  a  bruise

[  brush  ]  sender  brushes  /  styles  /  dyes  receiver’s  hair

[  portrait  ]  receiver  paints  a  portrait  of  receiver

[  assist  ]  sender  helps  the  receiver  with  a  task  they’re  struggling  in

[  wow  ]  sender  does  something  to  really  amaze  receiver

[  glare  ]  sender  is  still  hurt  after  an  argument

[  roast  ]  muses  roast  marshmallows  together  /  make  s’mores

[  shoot  ]  muses  attend  a  game  of  paintball

[  diary  ]  receiver  writes  a  journal  entry  about  sender  (  maybe  they  find  it  ?  )

[  dance  ]  sender  whisks  receiver  onto  to  ‘  dance  floor  ’  (  can  be  actual  or  pretend  )

[  rest  ]  sender  rests  their  chin  on  receiver’s  head  /  shoulder

[  manicure  ]  sender  paints  receiver’s  nails

[  tuck  ]  sender  tucks  in  receiver’s  shirt,  hair  behind  ear,  etc

[  chin  ]  sender  lifts  receiver’s  chin  up

[  lap  ]  sender  puts  their  feet  in  receiver’s  lap

[  write  ]  receiver  writes  sender  a  note

[  play  ]  muses  play  a  board  game  /  card  game  together

[  glance  ]  receiver  catches  sender  looking  at  them

[  ill  ]  sender  takes  care  of  receiver  when  they  are  unwell

[  hearth  ]  sender  lights  a  fire

[  tap  ]  sender  taps  receiver  on  the  shoulder

[  bake  ]  muses  bake  together

[  read  ]  sender  reads  to  receiver

[  study  ]  sender  tries  to  help  receiver  study

[  push  ]  sender  pushes  receiver  in  anger

[  skill  ]  receiver  tries  to  assist  sender  in  learning  a  new  skill

[  coated  ]  receiver  finds  sender  covered  in  blood

[  gesture  ]  sender  motions  for  receiver  to  follow  them

[  downpour  ]  receiver  finds  sender  out  in  the  rain

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