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i love a good cry once in a while. one that is needed, comes naturally, and you feel it stabilizing your emotions after.

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Magic of water, Kobe, Japan, 1951 - by Koji Takashima (1937), Japanese

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alright i’ve accomplished things in my career and proven to myself and others that i’m successful, well liked and capable. financially and otherwise. i’m bored now. time to get married and have children and never fill a gas tank or care about writing an email, again. i’d like to focus on my physical health, look beautiful, buy pretty things, cook, decorate my home and irritate a man who provides for us.

tick tock. your move, Allah.

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i can't be the only one who's just straight-up ... bored with women hating themselves. my mom keeps lamenting to me how upset she is about her gray hair. my friend stares at her laugh lines every day in agony. my sister loses sleep over the horrible unbearable thought of looking fat. and every time these women i love open up to me, i can't help but think ... then stop staring at yourself? stop drowning yourself, narcissus, and just fucking live your life instead of sitting in front of a mirror obeying cosmetic corporations' lies. just stop it. this is getting ridiculous. you're too smart to be falling for this bullshit. "oh no but these men who hate women told me that if i'm ugly i'm worthless!" girl if you actually believe that then good luck. but i am getting worse at being supportive of people whose nonsense worldviews keep them trapped in pain. stop looking at yourself start fucking living i am pleading you deserve to be happy and it is stupid that you disagree

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i see "men bad" jokes as very similar to suicide jokes. like making them every once in a while isn't the worst thing, but if you Keep making them constantly. it DOES shape how you start thinking and you WILL become a more unpleasant and bitter person and also make people around you uncomfortable. and sometimes you just gotta choose to not make or engage with certain jokes, even if they are amusing to you, because its just not who you wanna be

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-Anaïs Nin, 1939

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to this day idk what pickleball is. nobody tell me

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Floating Bookshelf II    -    Salman Toor, 2018.

Pakistani , b.1983 -

Oil on panel, 36 x 24 in.

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David Hockney

‘The Arrival of Spring, Normandy’ 2020

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overwhelmed. anxious. dislike.

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The trick is to be more curious than you're scared.

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can never go wrong a cute lil pink velvet nail

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Hey, how are you? I was really looking forward to seeing your Eid looks & nails! Hope you’re well x

Thats sweet! i’m great. Belated Eid mubarak if you celebrate. didnt do my nails, it’s been a busy month 😭 hope you’re well too!

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ate a mini cupcake. want to throw up. march was crazy. good crazy, mostly. head hurts. this tylenol better kick in asap.