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honeybrulee · 4 years ago

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so uhhhhh… was fucking about on Procreate for a while and somehow ended up drawing ‘nobody is you’ Miche… oops… enjoy? @axoxtxhxh 😳

Nobody is You - Series Masterlist

Pairing: Young! Miche Zacharias x Fem! Reader

Chapter: 17/19

Word Count: ~83,800

Content: Friends with Benefits, unestablished relationship, friends to lovers.

Content warnings: Smut, NSFW

Series Summary: Reader and Miche are both squad VPs working to make squad leader. They are friends but something that happened between them when they were younger keeps them from getting closer. Miche works to show Reader he isn’t the same person he used to be.

Squad VP Barracks Layout

Chapter one - Intro (2.2k words)

Reader is a squad VP in the survey corps and has her eyes set on becoming a squad leader.

Chapter two - The Mission (3.5k words)

The Scouts prepare for an interesting mission. While on the mission, Miche and Reader think back to a conversation they had when they were much younger.

Chapter three - The Flashback (2.9k words)

Reader thinks back to when she first confessed to Miche. Miche tries to make her feel better.

Chapter four - The Alleyway (4.7k words)

Reader and Miche have to think of a plan quickly before their cover is blown, but do they take it too far?

Chapter five - Friends? (4.1k words)

Miche and Reader talk about what happened that night in the alleyway and make a decision about the future.

Chapter six - The Stables (8k words)

Reader asks Miche to take her to the stables to talk, but a lot more ends up happening.

Chapter seven - Elation and Joy (6.3k words)

Miche is forced to attend an event and represent the scouts. Normally an event he dreads going to, this time it’s a bit different when he spots a familiar face.

Chapter eight - Somebody (4.8k words)

Reader and Miche continue their relationship and learn more about each other as well as themselves. Meanwhile, a celebration slowly approaches.

Chapter nine - Somebody’s Birthday (6.5k words)

It’s Miche’s birthday celebration!!

Chapter ten - Checklist (4.3k words)

Miche reminisces about the past a bit while spending time with Reader. Something soon happens that makes him question his ability to control his emotions.

Chapter eleven - Day Drinking (4.8k words)

Reader gets sucked into Miche’s mess while he tries to get control of himself. The vets all spend an afternoon together.

Chapter twelve - Stacks of Bodies (5.9k words)

Reader and Miche spend more time in the stables and Miche reveals something to her she didn’t realize before.

Chapter thirteen - Mistakes (5.6k words)

Preparing for an overnight mission brings out some revelations between the vets and Reader isn’t sure how she feels about it. While something happens further between Reader and Miche that makes her question her feelings for him even more.

Chapter fourteen - The Party (6.3k words)

Miche talks to Reader about how he feels and he doesn’t get the reaction he was expecting.

Chapter fifteen - Recruit Training Day (6.5k words)

While Reader is trying to figure out how she is feeling, Miche does his best to explain to her how he feels.

Chapter sixteen - Broken (5.6k words)

Reader starts to process her feelings towards Miche but realizes her feelings towards herself might be more important.

Chapter seventeen - Broken Pt. 2 (3.6k words)

Reader finally talks to Miche about how she is feeling and they come to an agreement.

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honeybrulee · 4 years ago

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Sun, Moon and Stars - Part 1

Pairings: Pre-established Levi x Reader, future Levi x Reader x Erwin poly

Summary: Having caught Levi smuggling food from the kitchens, Erwin learns more about Levi's past, more specifically the secret lover he's been providing for down in the underground. Erwin offers him a golden opportunity- Levi's lover can come up from the underground on the conditions that she lends her talents to the scouts. What Erwin didn't expect, however, was to develop feelings for her himself.

A/N: Spoilers for Levi's OVA No Regrets! Also the underground backstory might not make too much sense if you haven't watched it. Other than that I hope you enjoy!

Up until this moment Levi had gone years without being caught.

Normally he'd slip right through the door unnoticed, pockets stuffed with rolls, cheese and fruit all swathed in those scratchy paper napkins the scouts were issued. Then he'd make his way through to Mitras on horseback, patient enough to wait for the dead of night until he finally reached the dreaded stone steps that led down to his own hell on earth.

Despite having been free from the confines of the underground for years now, Levi always felt a chill shoot down his spine as he took the steps two a time, the overwhelming feeling of his own skin tightening around his bones overcoming him.

It was worth it. For you. You who had been by his side since childhood, who had been the daughter of a co-worker of his mother's at the brothel. You who had lived in the dingy apartment he'd shared with Isabel and Farlan, you who had mastered the art of ODM gear alongside him in order to provide for eachother. You who had been sick in bed the day the scouts arrived to tear him, Isabel and Farlan from the only home they ever knew.

Yes. He'd do anything for you, even if that meant trekking down into the underground multiple times a week to bring you nourishment. Affection.

Ever since the day he was issued his first paycheck Levi hadn't spent so much as a penny on himself. He'd stored the money away in savings, praying for the day he'd have enough to pay your way out from the underground. But as Levi's funds grew, so did the toll. It now cost extortionate amounts of money to pay for the stairway toll to escape the dim caverns that lurked beneath Mitras. Of course, this was intentional. The rich fat cats in the government wanted to keep the citizens of the underground right where they were, hidden from the eyes of those in the inner walls. That was how it had always been. Multiple years worth of Levi's pay were still vastly insufficient to buy your freedom.

So, for now, he resigned himself to bringing you food from the barrack kitchens, until the day you could sit by his side on those long hardwood benches and take your meals with him. And he'd been getting away with it. Until now, at least.

Erwin. Always astute, sharp as a fox and not prone to turning a blind eye. It was by a miracle that Levi had managed to keep his night time escapades a secret from the blond up until now.

As Erwin called Levi's name, the shorter man watched as the other skimmed his bulging pockets with his observant eyes, noting the various foods peaking out.

"Hungry?" he played the question off as a joke, although Levi was cautiously aware of the deeper meaning behind it. He wanted an explanation. This was far too much food to be excused as a wave of peckishness, let alone for one sitting.

"Dinner," Levi shrugged the question off, hoping that Erwin would just let it slide. He tried to walk off but was held back by the man probing further.

"Dinner?" he provoked. "I could have sworn I ate dinner with you myself along with Hange and Miche not an hour ago."

"Glad you're as observant as ever. I'd likely be concerned if the commander of the scouts' memory didn't exceed sixty minutes." Again, Levi tried to step past Erwin, the latter not letting him.

"Levi. Tell me the truth. If you had caught any of the cadets breaking rules by stealing food you'd set them chores. What changes that for you?" He raised an eyebrow in confusion.

Levi sighed, annoyance burning inside him at the man's refusal to let him go. He'd always been one for getting answers. One might think the commander was getting bored.

But- he supposed if somebody had to know about her Erwin was the one to choose. He trusted the commander implicitly, and he'd be lying if he claimed not to be greatly fond of him.

"What changes it for me is that I'm not taking it for myself," he huffed, trying to veil the emotion in his voice. "I've got- somebody- down in the underground. Somebody who deserves to eat just as much as the rest of us. That what you wanted to hear? Now let me go, Erwin."

Was that- no, surely Levi had imagined the brief flicker of disappointment in the taller man's eyes at the mention of him having someone. No matter, it had quickly covered itself up with his regular gaze of curiosity. Erwin found his attention piquing.

"Somebody? And you can't bring them up here?" he questioned, and Levi couldn't help but choke out a laugh at his naivety.

"Don't you think I would have if that were possible? I've been putting my pay aside for years now and I'm not even half way to being able to afford the toll out from the underground. She's stuck down there with no other options than to scavenge and steal until I finally save up enough. What's worse is that when you brought us up from there you left her behind. We barely had enough money when it was the four of us working together to steal. Now I'm up here, Isabel and Farlan are dead and she can't use her ODM gear any more or else she'll attract the MPs. Feeding her is the least I can do if I can't give her freedom."

Erwin was surprised. He recalled the MPs only having reported three ODM users in the underground, not four. Although now that he thought about it he hadn't asked too many questions or paid much attention to detail, too enthralled by the idea of possibly self-trained ODM masters that he could use to improve the scouts success rate.

"She can fight? And use ODM gear?" He asked, a spark lighting in his head.

Levi furrowed his brows at him in scrutiny.

"Taught her myself, of course she can," he spat. "Although I don't see why that's what you deemed most important from everything I said."

"It's important because that could be her way out."

"Excuse me?"

Levi found himself questioning if the commander had finally cracked and lost his mind. Wouldn't be surprising.

"If she's even half as good as you she'll certainly be an asset to the scouts, so much of one, in fact, that I'd be willing to bet that the higher-ups would lend us military funding to pay the toll," Erwin's eyes lit up, as though he'd just discovered the solution to humanity's problems.

"She's just as good as I am. Like I said, I taught her everything I know. But what makes you think for a second that the higher-ups are going to want to spend a penny on another underground rat like me. You know damn well what they think of us, how they treat us. You think that just because she's skilled they'll give you a donation?"

"Yes I do. I can pull some strings Levi, leave it to me."

Levi felt his heart skip a beat. Could this finally be what he had been waiting for? Erwin had pulled strings on many occasions before, he knew that, but was he getting his hopes up by getting excited?

"I'll speak to them first thing in the morning, Levi, tell them about her proficiency with ODM gear. For now, go. Bring her her food and tell her to prepare to leave. I'll make this work."

With a comforting clap to the shoulder, Erwin departed, heading back to his quarters to mull things over.

Levi found himself racing to the underground for the first time in his life.

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The pounding of a fist at the door.

The first thing that went through your mind was caution. Gods know how many people were seeking revenge on you for stealing their goods. You practically had a target on you by now.

But- it could be important. Worth taking the risk of opening your door. Take the risk.

You swept up the knife that Levi had gifted you from the table, clutching it in a firm fist facing backwards as he'd shown you. Everything was well-drilled into you. Hold tight. Adjust your thumb. Don't hold too close to the end. Strike while you can.

Bracing yourself you unlatched the door, opening it by a slither to work out who was knocking so furiously.

Levi.

Without a second thought you tossed your knife aside and flung the door open, throwing yourself into his arms.

He let out a chuckle, returning the embrace at the same time as shuffling inside and latching the door back up. He nudged your face upwards with his nose then caught your lips in his, sucking on your lower lip lightly.

"Missed me, huh?" he teased, sliding the hand that was on your back up to your hair to give it an affectionate ruffle.

"Gets boring down here without you," you spoke, voice muffled by the way your face was pressed into his neck.

Levi's mirth turned to seriousness, a sadness overcoming him at the way he was forced to abandon you day after day.

"I know, I'm sorry I can't be here with you. I'd give anything to be able to hold you like I used to, but the scouts keep me on my feet."

"Don't be," you hushed him, turning to press a kiss to his cheek. "I'm proud of you, Levi. You're a Captain. Did all that by yourself. I just wish I could be there to see you do great things."

"Well-" he began, hesitation eating at him. Do I tell her? Would it be cruel to give her false hope? He couldn't not tell you, it would be crueler to keep secrets. "You might just have the chance to do that."

You hummed in confusion pulling away to look him in the eyes.

"Commander Erwin's made a proposition. If you agree to join the scouts then he'll pay your way out of here."

#levi ackerman x reader #erwin smith x reader #eruri x reader

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honeybrulee · 4 years ago

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your reiner x reader confession was literally so fucking good!!! not even gonna lie i’ve read it like seven times, it’s genuinely amazing. keep up the good work 💓💓

AAAAAAAA THANK U SO MUCH 😭💖 brb gonna cry over this you’re the absolute sweetest 😭 Hope you have a lovely day! 💖💖 you’ve definitely made mine 😚 thank you again 😭

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honeybrulee · 4 years ago

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not exactly sure if you take requests, but if you do can i request relaxing on a rainy day with reiner, and some kind of hurt-to-comfort too? i’m in love with yr blog <33

yessss of course I can!! This is so cute you’ve somehow discovered my favourite tropes haha 💖💖💖

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Kiss it Better

Requested by @cheburundelka ! ♡

Reiner Braun x Reader

Prompt: "You've never been kissed before?"

Summary: You patch Reiner up after he gets bitten at Utgard Castle.

Every nerve in your body lit up as you heard Reiner cry out for help from the lower levels of the castle. He had gone ahead of the group to check if any titans had broken in, and by the sound of his frantic calls, they had.

Without a second thought, you and Bertholdt rushed down the spiral staircase, only to find Reiner with his back pressed against the wooden door in a desperate attempt to keep it shut. A large hole had been smashed into it, the beefy arm of a titan flailing about with the intent of grasping the man. A slam against the door sent Reiner tumbling forward. The titan had made a large enough hole to stick its head through, thick drool spilling from its mouth as it eyed him hungrily, a predator about to finish its prey.

Before that could happen, Bertholdt swept up a pitchfork, sprinting forward and lunging it straight into the monster's eyes. Both you and Reiner came to his aid, helping him work it deeper into its flesh.

"Reiner! Are you alright?" you shouted, raking your eyes over him in search of injury. You couldn't see any blood, but the man looked shaken up to say the least. Who could blame him, he had been only a hair's width from being eaten merely seconds ago.

"Yeah, yeah I'm fine. Bertholdt, listen to me." He turned to face the tall brunette. "We're gonna make it home. This is not how we die!"

Reiner held a look of determination in his eyes as he looked at his childhood friend. Bertholdt's eyes widened in return, flicking in your direction as though he was- what... warning him? He returned the look, combining that same determination with a smile.

"Yeah, I know. Damn right!"

Weird. You supposed they definitely shared some sort of tight bond having grown up in the same village, but something seemed unusual about their interaction. No matter, you had bigger things to be worrying about in that moment.

The pitchfork wouldn't hold up for much longer as a method of keeping the titan back. You were going to need something stronger.

And right then, as though she were a guardian angel answering your call, Ymir shouted out for you to move from the top of the staircase. Looking up to them you watched as Ymir, Connie and Christa wheeled a cannon to the edge, preparing to let it roll down.

Reiner grabbed you and Bertholdt by the arms and lunged out of the way, pulling the three of you to the floor where you watched as the cannon crashed into the door taking the titan with it. With it pinned to the floor your safety was guaranteed, and you simultaneously let out a sigh of relief.

"You guys alright?" Connie asked, extending a hand to help you back to your feet.

You, Rei, and Bert looked to eachother in confirmation before telling him that you were fine.

"C'mon," Ymir began, "let's get out of here before any more titans break through. I doubt we'll find another cannon lying around."

"Yeah," agreed Bertholdt, "lightning won't strike twice."

As you began to ascend the staircase you heard Christa cry out for Connie. You turned to see a three metre titan making its way through the broken doorway, heading straight for Connie.

Just before the titan could get him, Reiner jumped in, shoving Connie out of its way and taking his place. You yelped as the titan sank its teeth into Reiner's forearm. He groaned, gritting his teeth in pain as a sickening crack was heard from his bone.

Reiner, being as hardy as he was, leaned forward and took all the weight of the titan on his back, lifting it until he was able to start walking up the stairs.

"What the hell are you doing?" yelled Ymir as Reiner made his way to the arched window half way up the staircase.

"Are you going to jump out with it?" Bertholdt asked, panicked.

Reiner let out a strangled moan, the titan tightening its bite on his arm as blood flowed down. "What other choice do we have?"

"Hold on," Connie stated, panicked, "I've still got this knife, I could probably work its jaw open!"

Connie shot over to the window as Reiner sat the titan on the ledge, immediately digging the knife into the joints of its jaw. Fortunately for Reiner it worked, the creature's jaw falling slack, enough to free his arm.

Ymir swung her leg at it, kicking it straight out the window.

You sped to Reiner, clutching his arm to his chest.

"Holy shit, are you alright Reiner?" you gasped.

"Yeah, I'll be fine, should be anyway," he grunted.

"C'mon, let's get you patched up. From the looks of it you've definitely fractured if not broken the bones. I'll need to give you a splint." You tentatively placed a hand on Reiner's back, gently guiding him up the stairs.

"Easily done."

The others took guard at other parts of the tower as you led Reiner to the central floor to fix up his arm. A green glass bottle caught your attention. Could it be alcohol? That would be perfect for disinfecting his wound. Who knows what's been in that titan's mouth.

You settled Reiner down on the rug before going to the bottle, pulling out the cork with a pop and taking a deep sniff. You choked- yep, definitely alcohol. Strong stuff too, going by the smell of it.

You raised the bottle, waving it at him to show him what you'd found. "Here, this'll have to do for now. Should do the job."

Reiner nodded, holding out his arm to you as you settled to the floor next to him.

"'M sorry, Rei. This won't be comfortable."

He offered you a tight-lipped smile in return.

"No sweat, do what you need to do."

With that, you carefully took his arm by the wrist to level it before pouring the alcohol over the wound. Reiner hissed, fingers clenching into a white-knuckled fist.

"Sorry, I know. Almost done," you whispered to him, taking the thumb from the hand you were holding his wrist up with and rubbing it soothingly over his pulse point.

You could have sworn that a light blush dusted over his face at the movement, but you shrugged it off as just being a symptom of the pain.

"Alright, the hard part's finished. Now I'm going to have to apply a splint. This piece of wood here should do."

Reiner nodded, flush still present on his cheeks and ears. He seemed to be avoiding eye contact with you. Odd, he'd never been the shy type before.

"Shit, we don't have any bandages, do we. I'm going to have to make do."

You grasped the powder-pink cloth of your skirt and tore off a strip large enough to cover his wound and hold the splint to him, exposing your legs to the mid-thigh. Did- did Reiner just whimper? It's from the pain, you reassured yourself, nothing more.

"I'm sorry," you spoke softly, "the cloth's filthy from the ride over here. I haven't had the chance to wash it."

"N- no problem. Don't worry about it," he sounded choked, breathing laboured. 'Marry me,' his internal dialogue spoke before he mentally smacked the thought away.

As carefully as you could you bound the splint to his arm, being sure to cover his wound as thorougly as you could.

"There," you announced, "that should hold you together for the time being. I'm sorry I didn't think to bring any proper medical supplies."

"No, you've done more than enough for me. Thanks. You didn't have to do any of that at all but you did anyway. You're uh- you're kind," he blurted, eyes blinking rapidly.

"Ah, none of that," you laughed his words off. "It's the least I could do for you. Couldn't just leave you to bleed out now, could I?"

Reiner let out a nervous laugh before shaking his head. "No, s'pose not."

"Reiner? Are you sure you're feeling alright? You look really flushed. You haven't got a temperature have you? Shit, maybe you caught an infection before I got the chance to clean the bite. Come here, let me-"

Reiner definitely whimpered this time as you leaned in close to press your fingers to his forehead, feeling the heat sinking into them.

"No- no, I ah- I'm alright, really. It's just, you- never mind. I'm fine, honest," he stuttered.

"Me? Wait did I do something wrong? I haven't hurt you, have I?"

Reiner nearly found himself melting at the look of worry in your eyes. Idiot. Why'd he have to go and start something. Good job embarassing yourself, he thought.

"No, not at all. Like I said, you patched me up perfectly. It's just- agh," Reiner groaned, bringing his good hand to rub at his face. "I get- I like you a lot, alright? And sometimes that makes me nervous because I want to impress you, not make you think I'm an idiot- which is exactly what I'm doing right now so good job, Reiner," he began speaking more to himself than you.

"You- like me?" you felt a million thoughts racing through your head all at once. There's no way he could possibly feel the same way you did about him, you must have been misinterpreting his intentions. He meant as a friend, must have.

"Yeah," he confessed, cringing at himself. "Honestly, I'm surprised you havent picked up on it before now. Bertholdt never stops teasing me about it- should have seen the look he gave me when you took me in here," Reiner rolled his eyes. "Point is, I- I like you. Feel more for you than I should for a comrade. You're- different. Every mission we go on I find myself focussing more on whether you're safe or not instead of the mission itself. Hell, I can barely look you in the eyes. You've never been anything but nice to me, and in a world like this there's nothing better. I look at you and feel things I've never felt for anyone before, it's taking over my life. But anyway, I- I don't expect you to feel the same. I'd appreciate it if you'd just forget about all this, save me the embarassment. I don't want things to be awkward between us, and I'm perfectly happy staying friends after this, just having you around is enough and-"

"-Reiner," you interrupted.

"Shit, sorry, I was rambling, wasn't I. Sorry, I just-"

"-Reiner!"

He turned to look at you, mouth gaping, breathless from spewing every one of his feelings at you.

"Who said I didn't feel the same way?"

"W- huh- what?" His eyes widened, shock overcoming his face.

"I do. Feel the same way. I just- I never thought you did too. Every time I look at you my heart races and I feel breathless. And when I saw you get bit earlier? Shit I nearly lost it. Wanted to tear the damn thing's nape out with my own hands. I care about you Reiner, more than I should. So please believe me that it's more than one-sided."

Reiner felt like he had forgotten every word he once knew, forgotten the art of speech entirely. He must have been dreaming, surely. Did Bertholdt put you up to this? His heart was about to beat out his chest. Shit. You're making it awkward, man, say something.

"Can-" he tried to speak what he was trying to say but found himself choking on the letters. "Can I kiss you?"

You smiled, a saccharine smile that nearly reduced Reiner to a puddle with a fluttering heart.

"Please," you permitted him, desperate to feel his lips against yours.

Oh gods, he thought, I'll die a happy man.

Reiner realised in that moment, as he began to lean in, that he had gotten ahead of himself. He had done many things in his life, but kissing someone was not one of them. What if he messed up and embarassed himself. He wouldn't know what to do with himself if he made it this far with you just to turn you away by giving you a shitty kiss.

"Wait," he spoke, as though the word itself pained him to say. "I've never- I don't know how."

"Don't know how?" you asked, confused. "Wait, don't know how to kiss? You've never been kissed before."

Reiner whined in embarassment, bringing his hand up to scratch behind his ear, a nervous habit. He shook his head.

Wait- you were laughing? Shit, he'd blown it, he should have just taken a shot at it.

"That's okay, Reiner. Do you want to kiss me?"

Oh.

"More than anything," he replied breathlessly.

"Then let me show you how. Follow my lead, alright?"

Reiner nodded, gulping.

Your eyelids fluttered shut as you moved in and gently pressed your lips to his. He gasped, trembling.

"Relax, I've got you. Do what feels right," you cooed.

Oh so carefully, as though he might break you, Reiner tilted his head slightly to make the kiss deeper, slotting his lips into the shape of yours. He pushed them against yours, puckering against your top lip. You lifted your hand to cup the back of his neck and his jaw, making him sigh.

When you parted he was panting.

"Was- that alright?" he panted nervously.

"Perfect, Reiner. That was perfect. You're a natural," you breathed out a laugh.

He sighed in relief, a boyish grin spreading over his face.

Alas, your moment of peace was soon interrupted.

"Took you damn long enough," Ymir snorted.

"Look at my boy, all grown up," Bertholdt teased, pretending to wipe away a tear of joy to mock his best friend.

Reiner groaned, burying his face in his hand in embarassment at being caught and you laughed.

"Enjoy watching, you pervs? How long you been there, anyway" you spoke to them.

The two grinned.

"Long enough," Bertholdt answered, cheeks rounding from the intensity of his smile.

"We actually came down here to tell you we found some food but we ended up getting some top class entertainment instead," Ymir smirked.

Reiner shook his head, rising to his feet. "Creeps," he spoke under his breath as he pushed past them to get out, sending them into another fit of laughter.

He reddened as Bertholdt gave him a proud clap on the shoulder for finally kissing you, playfully slapping his hand away.

With lovers and friends like this, what could possibly go wrong.

#reiner braun x reader

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