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my life has been flipped upside down

he’s gone

i’m broken

i’m hungry

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the feminine urge to throw up everything i’ve eaten in the past two days because i feel guilty asf and told myself i’m not gonna eat until he messages me hahahahahahah what is wrong with me like seriously

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girls when they're addicted to loneliness and desperation it's the strongest emotion they have ever known so their subconscious tells them it's their destiny

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vent that he’ll never see

why the fuck did you lead me on ?? man we were supposed to be best friends. before you ever called me your “girlfriend” we were best friends. friends don’t hurt each other like that. i just can’t believe it. nothing feels real anymore. my chest hurts so bad.

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how weird is it that he randomly cuts me off without any closure ?? am i crazy? WAS THIS DREAM A SIGN? i will literally lose my shit if he and her end up back i stg

had a dream last night that him and his ex casually got back together and her mom was encouraging them RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME and it was so nonchalant like wtf why did it trigger me so bad

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“chamber of reflectionl” live cover by your anxiety buddy on repeat

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i swear i just threw up my heart

the fact that he’s okay and i’m breaking

i can’t even fucking sleep man

he stabbed me in the back. big time. never expected it.. 3 weeks ago he was crying in my arms now he’s going to be a stranger i’m breaking uwgwhsbebshehehe i just want peace it never fucking ends i swear what the fuck

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two years of you and now i get sick at the thought of you

i still love you but “YOU ARE LIKE PAPA”

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i broke it off

i’m physically not okay

he says i’m not looking at it how he is but he doesn’t seem to understand that he abandoned me without even ending it and waited for me to and now i have to suffer? this is the last time. no longer getting close to anyone like that again i stg

the rational side of me wants to keep the peace and save the drama, continue to grow into my own person and be okay, but the irrational side of me wants to make him suffer the consequences and stop acting like a little bitch made mama’s boy. i want to make him jealous, but we both know that i cannot move onto another person that quick. i want him to see me fall off the edge of the earth.

night before last i cried to “can’t raise a man” by k. michelle with my friend and i stand by that

like if it were up to me (since i’m emotionally unstable right now) i’d rot in my bedroom. i keep waking up having anxiety attacks, crying on his fucking pillow bc he’s not with me. i can’t sleep. i can’t eat. like it all happened way too fast. like he’s really not like anymore bruh

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my stomach hurts i just binged i’m not gonna purge i’m not gonna purge i’m not gonna purge

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had a dream last night that him and his ex casually got back together and her mom was encouraging them RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME and it was so nonchalant like wtf why did it trigger me so bad

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the horrors are endless. but we stay silly :3

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Reblog if you actually give a shit about anyone who's suicidal or depressed.

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If only my metabolism worked as fast as my anxiety. 🥀☕🍽️

Leave 1$ for everytime you binged this week.

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Some moody inspo 🥀🍽️❄️

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Urban girl inspo 📓☕💌

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Thigh gaps and skirts = happy 🌻🌞