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It seems that life is going normally these days.

The change of team in the store makes the maturation process begin. Some people change, but I hope it doesn't change the team's cohesion.

Something "fun" is not always "good", sometimes I need a solid and "good" team not a "fun" one but too complacent and tend to bring a bad influence. Maybe now my team looks too boring.

But that doesn't mean my team is bad.

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Hi it's been a long time since I've been here..

Many things happened, some of the mature things that I felt and lived made me stronger and stronger. But besides that there are many worries that occur, the emotions that are tested constantly make me more tired.

I'm grateful that there are some things that have returned to normal, or may have improved. Everything feels normal, good, and light.. the saturated work keeps making me grateful.

I wish I had a new job, with a new salary. I want a big enough salary.

That time I had a family meeting with my boyfriend, finally after ten years.. my mom and dad met his family, his mom, his aunt and uncle.

I hope everything goes well.

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I was so exhausted by facing people who are still covered by ego.

I've always disliked humans, (Not all) but most of all.. yes.

I don't understand the concept of how humans can be so selfish, short and childish thinking.

Why are there humans who still don't know how to thank, forgive, ask for help?

Why are there humans who feel the most angel in the world and always right? solving problems not by "solving" but "eliminating"

I don't know how to deal with it.

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Hi! My life getting So crazy!

There are many things that I think until it's hard for me to express. Shit, it happened again?

There are many questions that may not have an answer.. or maybe there is an answer but I don't know yet.

Professionalism in work.

Can it be said to be fake?

Behave appropriately and stay professional,

can you be called a hypocrite?

Do I need a "friends" at work? Or I am sorry, do I need "BEST friend" at work?

Are you sure they're pure 100% your best friend? Without saying anything bad behind you? Areeee youu sureeeeeee?? Think again.

Are you sure you are capable enough to judge others?

Do I need to reflect my self depends on your preception ?

What it's your assesment to do that?

Are you being naturaly pick me?

Do you think is it ok? Where's your calendar? It's been 4 months and you never submitted your agenda..

Do you think you're still ok to work in heereee?

Why? Why this is happened to me?

Seriously I'm not searching for friendship at work, I just do natural human being.. we need support from others, vice versa.

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Hi been a long time.

I'm busy living the world, I'm not saying my world is fine.. I live the bitter and sweet world.

The problem is still around that, financial affairs are certainly very complicated, I am grateful to still be given enough.

The problem of love, a relationship that is slightly improved.. but I don't know how long it will be anchored?

Quite a problem of work. Fed up with all the contents. Fed up with the boss, with the task, fed up with fake peoples who are still looking for stage just for validation.. cuih.

By the way.. talking about peoples.

Humans with falsehood seem to be unavenable. The mask that is used in everyday life seems to be attached and be one, so it is difficult to distinguish.. where is the real face?

Mask, to make others happy.

Mask, to make others proud.

Mask, to be compassionate.

Mask, to benefit from others.

We all wear masks, It's no longer a taboo.

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I'm not afraid,

I'm not afraid to express whatever I feel.

What I feel is not just my POV, many other people feel it too. You have to realize, you are not perfect.

At least if you can't be wise in your behavior, you are enough to be "good"

I just said "enough", even enough is not that good.

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Thankyou.

Easy words but quite expensive for certain people.

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Kinda tired and I wanna be a new person.

Focus to be a glow up girl.

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Never thought that it would be a human being who has real hatred.

But what is the phenomenon of "humans hating humans" actually based on? Is it because humans have an ego? Have a heart? Will and mind? Wasn't it created by God with love?

Is it because the human ego itself controls "itself"

I've met a human who just met for the first time I knew that I would hate her, I hate the way she talk, walk, character all of it.

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There is one new thought that I want to talk about..

What reaction will you give if you are in the wrong position or embarrassed? In this case, That person confidently blames others who don't know why ? But that person only help your work🤷🏻‍♀️

Not meant to patronize... I know you're smarter, have more power (With a sarcastically tone lol) but as a good human being.. when you know you're wrong you have to apologize

3 magic words that my parents taught : SORRY, THANKYOU & PLEASE/HELP.

It seems that those words as a hospitality and service person are already very familiar..

When you accuse someone, blame someone either unintentionally or intentionally and immediately prove that what you accuse is wrong, you must apologize!

YOU MUST APOLOGIZE! That person will accept it, even though your apology is accompanied by a feeling of shame or accompanied by a joke, We will accept it!Instead of going straight away not even saying anything! Shame on you.

(Sorry I mean you only said "yaudah lah" pfft )

Are you a smart person, wise? Lol

That is a basic thing that all humans should already know, an apology is not only for the lower class/ staff/ poor human/ nice human etc. I knoww the feeling of shame covered anddddd plus anger that was what happened for no reason.. are you insane?

Anger and shame make yourself more worst.

Do you want to know what the person FEEL when you blame her and in a count of seconds you prove by yourself that you are also wrong? — "EAT THAT BITCH!" In bahasa they said "Kannnnn" lololol 😂

You prove yourself that you are wrong, in front of others, even in front of the person you call "always wrong" SO FUNNY! LOLLLLL

But one thing you should know, when you left without saying SORRY.. and you left us still with an unclear feeling of shame and anger

That was the moment we realized that she was not a WISE person.

Hopefully your choice with your attitude, doesn't lead you to the path of downfall. I will pray that you will be given the same experience as I did..

welcome to the era of destruction.

Remember 3 magic words, it works.

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I feel that the 'period' phase is a crazy phase of myself.

I can feel an unstoppable emotional outburst suddenly. Crying, angry, laughing, confused, panicking all of it in one moment.

How can I be controlled by hormones. Just imagine I can cry for no reason on the street, even though it was only a while ago that I was calm and laughing. Super crazy.

I never "celebrate" the period phase into a monthly routine that I always plan. This just happened, I was overwhelmed.