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Eric’s birth chart reading

Quick disclaimer:

There are so many different perspectives and interpretations in astrology: modern vs traditional, including Pluto,Neptune,and Uranus in the reading vs disregarding them, the placidus vs the vedic system, etc.

For this reading I’m using the modern placidus interpretation, and including the planets I mentioned upove.

I’m also not an astrologer! Just an enthusiast.

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Reading:

Aries sun + Scorpio rising:

His raw intensity masked by silence. People either feel obsessed with him and want to follow him or intimidated by him, there's no in between. He moves with purpose and doesn’t explain himself , and he never reveal his next move.

Saturn in the 10th house:

An extremely powerful placement. Ambition, career, public image... these realms echo with the discipline of Saturn.

Growing up, Eric might've felt an overwhelming pressure to succeed or to fit into a certain mold.

Which makes sense considering his father’s military background , his father was super strict or had high expectations.This placement is why he got that built-in resilience and determination. When he sets his mind towards something he does it.

Chiron in the 6th house:

when I saw this placement in his chart I was like “wow makes sense!”. The 6th house is the house of health, and Chiron is an asteroid that represents trauma and areas where one experiences significant pain and challenges. This placement indicates that he has physical health issues which makes sense because he did (his deformity).

Neptune in the first house:

This placement endows a person with heightened empathy and compassion which makes sense considering his love for animals and how he once cried because he heard a puppy in pain outside once. This placement also gives the person a sense of mystery and can seem elusive. This placement also brings great love of music! And other forms of art and literature, and it can make a person engage in media that provide world building aspects (ppl who love sims usually have a lot of Neptune aspects) which makes sense considering his love of making doom wads.

Uranus in the first house:

he loooovesss being different sooo bad; he really doesn’t wanna be like anyone else. This placement gives a STROOONG drive for individuality. The way he dresses, the music he listens to, his sense of humor,etc. Individuals with this placement often exhibit a distinctive and unconventional presence, both in appearance and demeanor, and it checks out since a lot of people bullied him for being “weird”. People with this placement experience sudden changes in their identity or life direction, reflecting Uranus’s association with upheaval and transformation, which is why he moved a lot as a kid,and it also lines up with him switching from him dressing preppy to his more edgy style. This placement also gives great love of technology and video games, he LOOOVED his computer, even teased for spending too much time on it.His strong urge for individuality and resistance to conformity lead to conflicts with authority figures and societal norms. He really struggled with accepting external control or adhering to traditional structures, leading to social alienation or misunderstandings in interpersonal relationships.this placement made Him impulsiveness.He often may make hasty decisions without fully considering the consequences, leading to instability in various aspects of life. This impulsivity is often driven by a restless nature and a constant craving for new experiences, which can result in a lack of consistency and difficulty in maintaining long-term commitments. This placement also brought a lack of stability in his identity and struggle with his self awareness (ironically).

Pluto in the 11th house:

the 11th house is associated with friendship and one’s relationship with society. this placement made him often experience transformative relationships within their social circles, marked by deep emotional bonds.he finds himself drawn to friendships and groups that challenge societal norms, pushing him to confront his true self and embrace authenticity. Such connections often act as catalysts for “personal evolution” (the shooting for example), compelling him to strip away societal masks and engage in meaningful, transformative experiences. This placement brings a tendency to experience power struggles within group dynamics, leading to conflicts or feelings of alienation. Trust issues can arise, making it difficult to form lasting friendships. Additionally, the intense desire to influence or control group outcomes can lead to manipulative behaviors. This placement also brought a strong drive for societal change (how Eric talked about the shooting like it’s a revolution and how he referred to it as war ,etc). This placement is also a great indicator of bullying, Which he faced.

Mars conjunction Venus in Aries and in the 5th house:

this placement brings great hedonism; he is addicted to the new and spontaneous. He needs to be stimulated constantly. This placement made Eric inclined toward risky behaviors,like stealing the van for example, driven by a desire for excitement and quick rewards. With both Mars and Venus in Aries—a fire sign known for its initiative and vigor—his approach to romance was direct and fervent. He pursued love with intensity( which was intimidating to a lot of girls) , valuing excitement and spontaneity in relationships. This placement often indicates a strong desire for passionate connections and a tendency to take the lead in romantic endeavors. In the 5th house, which governs creativity and pleasure, this conjunction enhanced his talents and encourages expressive, perhaps even theatrical, forms of self-expression. He found fulfillment in activities that allow him to showcase his originality and zest for life (again, his doom wads for example). The fiery combination of Mars and Venus in Aries manifested as aggressive or domineering behavior, especially in romantic contexts. This assertiveness may intimidate partners and create power imbalances in relationships and friendships. He struggled with compromise, leading to conflicts and misunderstandings. His hedonism extended to sex as well:The combined nature of the 5th and Aries gave him a very high sex drive and libido. It made him have a wandering eye too. He is very assertive in bed. He loooved to take control in all aspects in life, but especially in sex. He likely would loved power plays, biting,hair pulling, slapping ,and he really wouldve loved it ROUGHH and fast. He is the type to associate cannibalism with sex. He wouldve wantedddd to consume his partner’s flesh. He needs spontaneity in his sex life or he will get bored immediately (some people consider this aspect an indicator of a cheater, although in his case I disagree due to his other aspects,especially his 8th house moon in cancer). The 5th house’s link to creativity suggests a playful and experimental approach to sex, with a desire to explore new experiences and expressions of intimacy. Despite the dominant tendencies I mentioned above, there’s also a desire for connection, making face-to-face positions appealing for the intimacy and eye contact they provide.

Sun conjunct mars& Venus in Aries and in the 5th house:

these placements are both characterized by a potent blend of vitality, ambition, and creative energy. He had STRONG will power which these placements provide. These placements made him a natural leader, exuding confidence and a commanding presence that inspired others. And due to his Venus conjuncting his sun , he was very charming and persuasive, and sometimes even manipulative with the way he sells his ideas. He possessed an innate desire to initiate projects (in the bike wax commercial tape for example, he can be seen directing and giving orders) and was not afraid to take risks to achieve his goals. His approach to creative endeavors is bold and enthusiastic, often leading him to excel in fields that require innovation and courage. In romantic relationships, he is passionate and direct, seeking partners who can match his intensity. These placements also made him terrible at compromise due to his strong will(and as u can notice, being terrible at compromise and creating friction and conflict is a huge theme in his chart). The mars placement specifically also SIGNIFICANTLY influences temperament leading to pronounced anger issues which we can see in Eric’s case. This astrological configuration combines the Sun’s core identity and ego with Mars’s drive and aggression, all intensified by Aries’s fiery nature made him extremely full of rage and extremely competitive (how he was screaming so hard at Dylan after he cost them the match for example).

Cancer moon in the 8th house squaring Aries mercury in the 4th house:

this aspect presents a complex interplay between deep emotional sensitivity and assertive communication, particularly within the realms of home, family, and intimate relationships. Mercury is the planet of communication ,logic, and thinking. while the moon is the planet of emotions. a square between these two planets makes Eric’s way of thinking and logic conflicted with and often went against his emotions ( for example, him wishing that he were a sociopath so he wouldn’t feel bad for his parents, and him pretending that his victims are doom monsters so he wouldn’t feel sympathy and mercy for them). The Cancer Moon in the 8th house indicates profound emotional depth, with a strong inclination towards privacy and a need for emotional security. This placement brings intense feelings, a heightened sensitivity to the undercurrents of relationships, and a desire for deep, transformative connections. His Emotions are not taken lightly; they are experienced with intensity and can be influenced by subconscious fears or past traumas(another theme you can notice from his chart is his intensity!). Conversely, Mercury in Aries in the 4th house suggests a communication style that is direct, assertive, and sometimes impulsive, especially within the home environment. This placement can lead him to speak before fully processing emotions, potentially causing misunderstandings or conflicts with family members. (This could explain why he wrote out his feelings in paper to his parents instead of talking to them— I’m referring to the online conversation he had) Eric felt compelled to assert his ideas and opinions strongly, valuing independence and quick decision-making. The square aspect between these two placements creates tension between the emotional need for security and the drive for assertive self-expression. This dynamic manifest as internal conflicts where the Eric struggled to reconcile his deep emotional needs with his desire to communicate boldly and independently. There were challenges in expressing feelings without becoming overwhelmed or in articulating thoughts without disregarding emotional nuances.

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There is soooo much more shit so tell me if you would like a part 2

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