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incase this was needed..

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Day dreaming about love is giving me brain damage

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Ok CAN WE TALK ABOUT HOW THERE IS NOT MUCH SMUT IN THE GOT7 AND MONSTA X FANDOMS LIKE YEAH I UNDERSTAND SOME PEOPLE DONT WANNA THINK ABOUT THE DING DONGS BUT LIKE WHAT ABOUT US LUSTY MOTHERFUCKERS LIKE EXCUSE ME WE NEED SOME LOVE TOO CAN I GET A MOTHERFUCKIN AMEN ON THIS

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Meme dump: Hyungwon

Message me if you want more posts like this and who or what bands you want them from 😊

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Reblog if you love Lee Minhyuk.

OMFG please everyone appreciate him. He deserves it. He is so underappreciated.

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Promise

My legs were moving restlessly. I was fidgeting with my cold fingers as I waited anxiously. Rain drops spattered on my light brown velvet trench coat. I looked down at my black boots as I noticed that some people were looking at me. Yeah, I didn’t bring my umbrella and it was raining. It even seemed like it’s going to rain heavier. I let out a deep sigh and I tucked my hands into my pockets, desperately trying to make them warm but to no avail. I’m still going to wait. No matter how long it is. Because I know he would come back. My mind trailed to that fateful moment that stole my happiness, leaving me awake for most of the nights...

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He held my hands, big, fair-skinned hands covering my tanned, much smaller hands. I was shuddering, despite the warmth coming from his hands. As he saw me shuddering, he tightened his grip, so tight his knuckles became white. He even gave me a small nod, as if he was trying to ensure that everything’s going to be okay. That everything is going to be fine and will become just like what I want. I looked down, knowing that there’s always truth in his words. My legs wobbled and I struggled to keep myself upright. I have to be strong, right?

“Hey, do you remember that one question? The one you asked me once?”

I looked up, searching his face. Then something clicked in my mind as he gave me a small smile. I remembered the question. I even remembered its answer, short but meaningful. The words I’ve been holding on to since what felt like forever. I nodded.

“The one…that talked about farewell. Words that you think are beautiful, during farewell.”

He nodded, still smiling, except his smile did not reach his eyes the way it always does.

“Do you still remember the answer to that question?”

I said nothing as I tried to fight back my tears that were threatening to fall. Of course, I did.

“So, believe me. Believe me when I say I’ll see you again. I will come back, just like how you want me to.”

He kissed my forehead and the back of my hands. He slowly let them go, not without whispering to me to stay strong and put my trust in him. I took a deep breath and exhaled slowly, steadying myself. He would come back, I whispered to myself.

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I woke up from my reverie as I felt someone’s hand on my shoulder. An old woman, maybe in her 80s, looking down at me with concerns. Her forehead wrinkled as she looked into my eyes. 

“What are you doing here, young lady? Sitting alone? It’s raining and you don’t even have an umbrella.”

I gave her a faint smile. “I’m waiting for someone.”

“Who? Where is he now?”

I mumbled an “I don’t know” under my breath.

She chuckled. “I think I know who he is and where he is exactly.”

I looked at her in astonishment. “How-”

She patted my shoulder a few more times, gave me a motherly smile and walked away. I shook my head. Maybe she didn’t even know who he is.

“Hey, are you going to sit there all day long?”

I jolted out in surprise. I knew that voice. But I didn’t dare to move. I breathed out shallow breaths. The rain stopped spattering on me as an umbrella loomed over my head.

“You don’t want to look at me?”

My throat felt like a sandpaper as I swallowed my saliva. Oh my god. Wonho.

“Told you, I’m going to come back, didn’t I?”

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A few days ago, there’s a rumor saying that he was finally found after a few months, spotted at a bookstore. I was so close to crying. And that makes me believe that he will come back. No matter how long it takes. He IS going to come back.

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That nip slip WHAT THE FUCK-

(PREVIEW) 200104 MONSTA X I.M at Gmarket Smile Club Concert

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I can’t help but feel disappointed with some Monbebe.

We’ve dropped in trends on twitter. So many people have given up on everything we’ve been fighting for. I even saw that twitter stans were organizing a boycott against the new dance practice.

Disliking and writing horrible comments on that video doesn’t do shit to Starship. It hurts Monsta X. How the fuck can you preach that you’re doing it for Wonho and OT7 when your words are so hateful to the fact that they’re still WORKING SO HARD FOR MONBEBE?

The boys are stressed. They’re tired. They’re worried. But it’s not stopping them from fighting and encouraging Monbebe to keep fighting as well. They’re doing everything they can to keep face and make sure Monbebe are happy. They’re not even concerned about themselves. And this is how you repay them?

By giving up? After 4+ years of their lives that they’ve given us. They’ve hurt themselves, they’ve cried, they’ve gone through the worst of hell. All for us. And you give up on them after two fucking weeks?

Monsta X was not my first kpop group. Minhyuk was not my first kpop bias. I haven’t been with them since their debut.

But they’re the first group I explored on my own. Minhyuk is my ultimate bias and I want nothing but happiness for him. They’re the first kpop concert I’ve ever gone to and it was the best experience I could have asked for. I was a year late, but I’ve stuck with them since Fighter era. I’ve never doubted them. I’ve never been disappointed in them. And I will never give up on them.

Those boys went through absolute hell just to debut with No Mercy. They dedicate every word they say, every song they write, every single damn thing they do to their fans.

And yet, here we are. So called Monbebe giving up because of silence.

We expected this. When we started this fight, we knew we were in it for the long haul. We knew it could take months. Legal cases take a while. We all fucking knew this.

“I’m tired.” “I wish Starship would say something.” “They took him off the websites.”

Excuses.

If they really wanted to drop Wonho for real, they would have taken away his access to the fan café a long fucking time ago. If they were keeping him on the websites as a promotional counter measure, they would have taken him off immediately after promotions ended, not a few days later. If the fight was really over, Changkyun wouldn’t be giving us so many motivational messages in the best way he can.

“Let the haters bark.”

I can’t say I trust Starship more than maybe a tiny bit. Benefit of the doubt. But I trust Monsta X.

If you want to give up, go for it. But don’t fucking go on twitter or wherever and boycott or spread negativity. You don’t have the right to try and downsize our hope that what we’re doing matters. We’re making a difference whether you’re part of it or not.

Until they come out right and say it, I’m not convinced. Until the boys stop telling us to keep fighting, I’ll stay in this war.

If you’re determined to keep fighting and stick with updates, follow Monbebe Ent on twitter or @uwunnie here on tumblr. She’s where I get all of my updates from and her updates just keep inspiring my hope and determination. She’s been working extremely hard in between her personal life and health to keep everyone in the loop. Those haters in your inbox are ignorant children, love. Thank you for helping all of us stay strong in this.

I hope my point got across. Monsta X is worth more than just two weeks of fighting for them. The silence is agonizing, but it’s necessary at this point in time. Just have patience and trust in Monsta X. They deserve that after everything.

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Baby Jooheon is a daddy now...

@OfficialMonstaX: [#주헌] 🥁🥁🥁🥁

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The only time a tumblr ad was useful….

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When your friends tries to get you to talk to your crush:

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I'M HOWLING OMG BABY 😭😭😭😭😭😭

Minhyuk broke the fancafe silence and posted a letter to monbebes ♡

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Here’s a meme I found so that you can all laugh and ease up the tension you’re probably locking in on your jaw right now.

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WonHo | 원호 🐰🐰🐰

#StarshipFightForWonho

#몬베베는_몬엑을_믿어요

@officalmonstax

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PSY please take all 7 of Monsta X & sign them to PSY Nation please I beg of you

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During these trying times, it’s hard not to break down. But remember Changkyun’s wise words.