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i need 2 use this blog more.... i have the url hornfreaker and i am WASTING it

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my ever present paranoia over heart problems is killing me

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i may not have found a place yet actually the person i messaged answered once and i messaged back an hour later and i have not heard back form them in like 20 hours and the message has been seen

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I THINK I FOUND A PLACE TO LIVE???

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having to apologize for a vent post that i made on My Own Fucking Main Blog because i sort of vague posted about some of my followers who like to throw themselves into my comments and reblogs with advice and such and one of them got Angry about it and ranted in my dms about how rude i was being. boy shut up I’m turning off comments

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could my mom just like never ever bring up me going on testosterone ever when my dad is around. please. he gets weirdly fucking defensive about it like i made a dick joke involving myself and my mom said “haha that’s not what happens on testosterone!!” and i (mr fucking “if someone gets something wrong i have to correct them”) told her “well you kind of grow one” and my dad very insistently said “no it’s a clit, it’s not a dick, it’s not gonna look like one and it’s not gonna feel like one” like ok. shut up how about. how about shut up. how about i don’t want to talk with you about how my fucking genitals are going to change because it’s not your business. how about i already know all of that and you don’t need to tell me stuff i already know. like he’s supportive more or less and still loves me but when i came out as nonbinary to him he told me to my face he will always see me as his daughter. and i GET IT ok i GET IT but like. fuck. i’m so much luckier than a lot of trans people when it comes to this i should be grateful but i’m not his daughter and it fucking hurts that he’ll never see see otherwise

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“what if i regret going on t” “I’VE WANTED THIS FOR 9 YEARS OF COURSE I WON’T REGRET IT” “how am i even going to do that my doctor can’t prescribe it” “I GOT A REFERRAL TO A DOCTOR WHO CAN” “once i start shadowing changes i’ll have to come out to everyone” “i’ll be on a low dose so there shouldn’t be many changes before i can move out” “what if i get hatecrimed”

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ihave gotten. a little drunk

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i'm repurposing this blog into a personal blog because my main finally cracked 1k followers and i NEED a smaller place to interact with my mutuals i feel like i'm up on a stage over there all the time if i make a vent post i immediately get asks in my inbox from anons and people i don't know or aren't mutuals with so. this is the mutual blog. if ur here i like u and trust u i am giving u a fist bunp

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Tubbo: "I mean, you didnt do domestic terrorism did you Cellbit?"

Cellbit: "Uh, what is domestic terrorism really-"

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CELL MENTION I AM THRIVING

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“i was arrested like before this island” “you didn’t do anything bad though right??” “… i mean what is bad, bad is subjective right” “but like it wasn’t like domestic terrorism right????” “…. what is domestic terrorism what would that be” GIRL.

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oh my god guapoduo u r so silly <3

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Cellbit: Anyway so this is how Cucurucho tortured me and chopped me with a chainsaw

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cellbit and his obsession with the hot police guard im gonna hc that qcellbit has a laminated photo card of the guard in his pocket with hearts drawn around the guards face he keeps it on him at all times its his bias

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“WAS THERE A HOT GUY?? WAS IT A HOT POLICEMAN???” CELLBIT PLEASE JUST ASK ROIER TO PUT ON A POLICE UNIFORM FOR YOU OR SOMETHING. MY GOD

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roier interrupting the tubbo & cellbit lore talk by pretending to be an invisible wizard and hitting them with lightning,,,, the silly <3