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you can find ‘your’ things back, but they'll never be the same

# fic...?.

# make an ask please! im runnng out of ideas D: HERE YOU CAN ASK <3.

# warnings. angst, fluff, teen pregnancy, she / her pronouns used and thats it! message me if i missed something..?

# info. i started at 4:00pm 27/oct/2021 and finished at 11:44pm 27/oct/2021

# info 2.

y/n = your name

d/n = daughter´s name

h/c = hair color

Weird but xD kenma is at the same year as you (even if he's older but we do not care here!!)

At the end you are a 3rd year and kuroo is still at school XDXD

# summary. you and tsukishima are a couple during your first year in karasuno, you get pregnant and well... kei doesn't react as expected

# character. Tsukishima x reader, kenma x reader.

# author’s note. hello everyone, this is my first post (((o(*ﾟ▽ﾟ*)o))) and its also the first time i write so (ﾟωﾟ；) ,,, i hope its good (feel free to message me if u see something that dosn't make sense) also!!!! my english is not the best... so im sorry if it has some grammar mistakes... or something like that, anyways, enjoy!!, btw im accepting requests and stuff... sooo ask me smt if you want. I accept any type of "feedback" I really want to improve my writing and English and this is one of the best ways I can find!

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it was your first day as a freshman at karasuno high school, you were in class 1-4 with your boyfriend tsukishima and his best friend yamaguchi, you and tsukishima have been friends since you were kids, you were introduced by your mothers and since that you got along, a few years ago (exactly 3) you decided to tell tsukishima the truth, you were in love with him and you would do everything for him, even if he didn't accept your confession, but surprisingly he did, he accepted how much he loved you and that he would love you always and forever. Your relationship was the best, even if he was rude or salty to others he would always keep a soft spot for you and only you.

It was a friday night, you and tsuki decided to watch a movie at your house it took you guys a while to finally choose one so you ended up watching “the orphan”, while the time passes you start to feel how tsukishima keeps his gaze on you.

“like what you see kei?” you ask him with a smirk on your face.

he rolls his eyes and starts saying “mhm… but you know iveen thinking…” he said while turning his face to you. “You would look better without that clothes you are wearing” says tsuki while looking at you and smirking.

it took you a moment to realize what he was saying but when you did a scarlet blush made presence in your face and you turned your gaze to the other way “TSUKISHIMA, YOU IDIOT DON'T SAY THINGS LIKE THAT!” you yelled while he was laughing.

“What's the matter honey? don't you think i would look pretty without them too?” he says while grabbing your chin and turning it to face his way.

“i-... i do think you would look good without them” you answer making a little pout.

“i thought so” says tsuki while he starts kissing you

* ok we know what they do rn right? so ill leave it to your imagination or idk maybe i'll make another part but with the smut *

Weeks have passed since the night you and tsuki slept together and every time you remember a little blush forms on your face. You were at your desk between yamaguchi and kei, while you were taking notes you began to have a strange sensation in your stomach, as time passes this sensation begins to get worse to the point where you are about to puke, and before you notice, you are running to the bathrooms, you get into one of them and you start to puke, this was not the first time that happened, since previous days the same thing had happened, you began to think about the night that you and Tsuki were together.

"Maybe I'm ... preg-, no, it can't be, I hope it's just some kind of flu" you thought as you washed your mouth and went back to class.

The day continued quiet, except for lunchtime, you were on the roof of the school together with Tsukishima eating the bentos you prepared.

"What was that when we were in class? Are you feeling okay y / n?”

You started to think about what to answer thinking about the multiple answers and possible reasons, your mind began to wander and you thought if you were really pregnant...

…

"y / n"

...

"Y / n!" with that last call you snapped out of your thoughts and turned your face to meet his eyes "are you really okay? you're starting to worry me"

"I... um, yeah! I've been feeling a little sick lately, I hope it's just the flu."

"Well, do you want me to go to the doctor with you after school?"

"Nono kei its fine, I'll call yachi to see if she can go with me"

* little timeskip until classes finish and reader goes to her house*

You started pacing back and forth in your room thinking iwhat might be causing your sicknes, you heard a knock on your front door and ran downstairs to meet a yachi holding some bags.

"Y / n... I brought what you asked for ... are you sure it's a possibility?" Yachi said while she hugged you

"I hope not, but with the time that has passed it is possible that if" you said while hugging Yachi tighter.

"Well... let's go inside and find out once" she said as she released you and gave a reassuring smile.

you both entered the house and while yachi was going to your room you walked to the bathroom, with fear you did the tests, you didn’t want to see them, you were too scared, so you decided to give them to yachi and ask her to see them for you.

yachi took the test with fear and watched it for a few moments, turned to look at you and then looked down at the test once more

"Yachi! hurry up, you're scaring me" " y/n I-... I'm sorry they are both positive" she said while looking at you with sadness and fear, she couldn't help but feel concern, the affection that yachi felt for you was almost as if you were her sister. Tears began to form in your eyes, a little sob escaped your lips before you fell to the ground, your hands covering your face as you cried uncontrollably.

"y-yachi what am i supposed to do now? kei will hate me! We are still very young... he surely has so many dreams and I... ruined them" "No, no... come here y/n, you didn't screw it up, it was something you both did, it definitely won't be easy but surely Kei won't be upset with you and he'll understand "

Another week passed after you found out you were pregnant, every day yachi asked you when you plan to tell tsukishima the news and you decided it would be today. At the end of classes while he was going to the club, you took him by the wrist and asked him

"k-kei" you swallowed the lump that was forming in your throat

"Do you think we can talk before you enter the club? It's something very important, I can't spend more time without telling you" as soon as you said those words you regretted it, you knew that this was not a good time, they had a tournament around the corner and kei had been ignoring you for days, but it had to be now or never.

"Can't you wait? I have to practice" Kei said as he huffed, you shaked your head from side to side.

"no tsuki, it has to be now or I'll never be able to tell you"

"Ugh, okay, but hurry, I don't have that much time" he said, you could feel the annoyance in his voice, you nodded "yeah, it won't take more than five minutes", you both walked towards the back of the gym.

"ok, here we are, tell me what's up"

"Mhm, well kei do you remember that night when we were both in my room and you and I... you know?" Kei nodded, you could see the fear in his eyes.

"Well, since that day I... I've been feeling bad, and a week ago I took a test... kei, I'm pregnant..."

"Are you serious y/n? It must be some of your stupid jokes, right? I'm done with them right now, I'm going to practice, talk to me when you stop trying to make a 'joke'" he said as he turned to head the gym

"Kei, wait!" you said and took his wrist "I'm not kidding, I even have the tests at my house, I can show you"

"Y / n, stop, I said I'm not in the mood for a joke" he said trying to leave "kei is not a joke, you can't take me seriously for a moment, I'm trying to-" "Are you serious? Are you fucking dumb y/n? I'm not the idiot who is joking about being pregnant, God, sometimes you are so annoying," he snapped, you let go of his wrist, you blinked in surprise "Besides, it is impossible that You're pregnant, I would never make such a mistake with someone like you, now get out of my way and find the father of that child, I bet he's not even mine” you blinked again, tears forming in your eyes “but... kei you were my first all... how can you say something like that? I thought you loved me, I came to tell you, I wanted you to comfort me and find a solution together, but the only thing I get is this?”

"Well y/n it's not my fault that you can't take care of yourself, even if the child is mine I don't want to have anything to do with him, I still have dreams and a future, see you later"

With that last saying, kei left and along with him he took your shared feelings and dreams, years had passed since that day, now you were a 3rd year student at nekoma, after the incident with kei your parents (who supported you as much as possible) decided to move to Tokyo, you never believed that you would get involved with someone lovingly again, not only because kei´s reaction shattered your heart, but because now you had a little daughter, whom you decided to call "d/n", she was the light in your life, you would give everything for her, but your thought that you would never be loved again would change when you met "him", kozume kenma, a classmate with whom you surprisingly managed to make friends , Kenma accepted you and your daughter, you could see it every time Kenma saw her, the affection with which he saw d/n was the same with which you saw her, Kenma never left your side and even your daughter's first word was "daddy", you still remembered, it was summer and you, kenma and your daughter were on the couch watching a movie, kenma had d/n sitting on his lap, while you had your head resting on his shoulder, at that moment she turned around to see kenma and he looked at her

"What's up little one?" he asked

...

"dada" said d/n with a smile

You and Kenma turned to see each other with surprise, you smiled as tears began to form in Kenma's eyes, he hugged you both while crying and that's when you knew that Kenma was the one with whom you wanted to spend the rest of your life, And you hoped he thought the same.

it was a normal day, you were walking to nekoma's gym with d/n in his stroller, they were about to have a match against a rival school, you opened the gym doors and found kuroo scolding kenma for playing instead of practicing, Kenma's gaze moved to you and d/n, he ran to meet you and left Kuroo speaking alone.

"Hi honey" he said as he lifted d/n and kissed you on the cheek.

"Hi baby" you answered with a smile "do you already know which school you will have the match against today?"

"no, coach wants to keep it as a surprise" he said while tickling d/n making her laugh

"ohhh I see" you said and you went with kenma to sit in the stands, time passed and you started to get thirsty

"KENMA!" shouted kuroo "HURRY, WE HAVE TO PRACTICE, THE RIVAL TEAM WILL ARRIVE SOON" Kenma groaned, you took d/n from his arms and said "don't worry, I'll go with d/n to the vending machine, I'm thirsty" Kenma nodded and walked towards Kuroo, you got up and left the gym, you were waiting in front of the vending machine trying to think about what drink u would buy.

* tsuki's point of view *

I walked to the gym until I saw it ... well, I saw her, was it really her? "It's been a while since the last time but ... who is she? The girl in her arms ... maybe it's ... no, it can't be, surely it's not even y/n" I thought, but . Fuck, they look too alike, and that h/c hair, yeah, it's definitely her.

* readers point of view again *

i was about to bend down to get my drink until I heard someone say

"Y/n ..?" It was him, it was definitely him, even with all the time that had passed i could recognize him, how could i not?

"Y / n, is it you?" I turned my back and looked at the tall blonde.

"Tsukishima ... hello"

"Y / n hi ... I ... uhm sorry but ... is that ..."

"our daughter?" I said and Tsukishima nodded "yes, her name is d / n, she's already 2 years old" Tsukishima looked d / n, he felt dumb for doubting about getting you pregnant, I mean look at her, she has your hair color but those eyes and gestures were the same as him.

"y / n ... im ... sor-" before he could finish you heard someone yell "y / nnnn, where are you? The game is about to start ... oh, there you are'' said Kenma turning towards you, at the sound of Kenma's voice, d / n turned her head towards him "dada !!" the little girl said.

"d/n, sweetie", Kenma replied as he lifted her from your arms and hugged her.

Tsukishima's eyes widened, "Dad?" he thought.

"Uhm, y / n ...?" he asked you

"oh... yes tsukishima, sorry um ... kenma, this is tsuki” “it's d / n's father" you whispered to kenma, Kenma's mouth opened a bit and things got a little awkward "Kenma, can you head to the gym with d / n? I would like to have a word with tsuki "

"Mhm" kenma said and left with d / n in his arms.

"I suppose you wonder why d / n calls Kenma dad if you're supposed to be ... but as you know you didn’t want to take responsibility and my family and I decided to move here and well ... Kenma and I started dating, he was the father that d / n never had, so that's why she started calling him that, and she also thinks that he is her real father, you can't blame her, he is the only father figure she knows. "

tsuki’s hearth droped and hesitated for a moment but he finally told you "y / n, i wanted to tell you this ... i know you are with kenma now but, since the day i treated you so bad i'veen feeling bad, i shouldn't had said such a harsh words, im sorry, y / n .. i want to be d/n's father, i want to be with you again, please give me another chanc- "

"no" , you answered sharply, he blinked in surprice "im sorry tsukishima, i can't leave kenma for you, especially after everything you told me... you can see d / n if you wish, but I don't want you to think that you can have a chance with me "

"y/n i-"

"Sorry tsuki, I have to go" you said walking towards the gym.

The match went smoothly, but you can feel the tension between Kenma and Tsukishima, they couldn't help but look at each other with hate gazes, the game ended with nekoma winning, you approached kenma and hugged him

"Congratulations sweetie!" you shouted.

on the other side of the court you could feel someones gaze, it had to be from tsuki, he saw how you hugged kenma, the loving eyes that you looked at him, how your daughter looked at him and laughed while calling him dad, and that's when he he realized the opportunity he once had with you... maybe and just maybe if he wouldn't have responded in such a stupid way and supported you... would he be the one you would be hugging? Would he be the one d / n would call daddy? Would you look at it with those same eyes? Was he the one whould had won the game? A few tears escaped his eyes, he had to accept it, he lost his opportunity and now it was Kenma's turn, he turned around and left the gym and again together with him his hopes of having you in his arms again vanished.

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