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Headcanon: Slayer's Mental State and Sense of Self

The Doom Slayer has been a persistent myth throughout both human and demon history alike. He has long since forgotten how long he's been fighting, with he himself essentially being an amalgam of many different Doom Marines, Doom Slayers, and even just different people altogether. As a result, this has taken a serious toll on his mental fortitude, leaving him to cling to small things. Time doesn't matter to him anymore, nor does the idea that he is human.

He is, to himself and others, The Doom Slayer.

In an attempt to cling to some form of sanity, sometime after the events of Doom 2016 he tried his best to remember who he was in his search for weapons to stop the demon threat. Between 2016 and Eternal, he would remember bits and pieces of at least one of his histories, adopting them as his own.

He knows of B.J. Blazkowicz from a version of history that he himself doesn't belong to, as his people won World War II, as opposed to Blazkowicz Sr.'s timeline. He is in some part related to this man, whether a distant descendant or a reincarnation, and he has thusly chosen the name William Joseph Blazkowicz as his own. It feels familiar enough to him, and has more meaning to him than the other names in his mind, like Flynn Taggart, but he doesn't disregard these other names, integrating them into parts of his day to day life(such as the password to the PC in Doom Eternal).

Whoever he is, he knows that he had a wife and child before he joined the military, and he even had a pet rabbit, all of which were slaughtered viciously by the forces of Hell. While the names and faces of his family have left him throughout the years, Daisy is a persistent part of his memory which he holds dear, even keeping a rabbit cage next to his desk in case, by some cosmic miracle, she comes back to him.

Keeping with persistent memories, he knows that he had assaulted a superior officer when given an order that seemed morally reprehensible, no matter which version of him it was. He finds himself still agreeing with the action, even if he doesn't remember the officer himself.

And then there's his own internal monologue, which is somewhat reflected in my writing style for Doom Slayer. Under normal circumstances, that's all he sees himself as; The Doom Slayer, a weapon of mass destruction created by, and dedicated to stopping, forces that would seek to harm humanity. Even in private, even when appreciating his leisure time by himself, the idea of The Doom Slayer is a persistent one in his mind.

He doesn't want to involve people in his life again, even if he yearns for companionship. He doesn't want people to see him as someone he isn't even sure he really is, he will present himself as The Doom Slayer in any instance... until someone cracks the shell. It's only in moments of true vulnerability that he will let the façade slip, revealing William Joseph Blazkowicz III to himself and those he cares for. Those he trusts to show that side of himself are few and far between, but they're people he would protect with his dying breath.

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Had an idea of Doom Slayer being an absolute public menace to the wider video game universe in the 90s. Every platformer game, having to be on the lookout for him just popping up out of the blue and making your fave run a gauntlet for shits and giggles. He then fades away in the mid to late 2000s, lurking in the depths. Then the 2016 reboot unleashes him to a whole new breed of goofy mascot character platformer waiting to get the same treatment he gave their predecessors.

In the 90s few were ever able to pass his 'tests' and the handful that did earned his respect. To this day, Bubsy gets owned on a regular basis. Slayer just grabs him and sticks the poor bastard in the nearest trash bin, no respect.

Any game that has demons in it, good or bad, has to have anti-Doom Slayer protections in place so he can't show up and rip and tear until it is done. Many shooter folks hold the Slayer in high regard. The few that meet him describe him as the world's most ruthless killing machine or an angry yet crafty maniac able to get in anywhere and pilot anything. No words, all action and the occasional passive-aggressive gesture.

Rumour has it that the Slayer is supposedly very good at skateboarding. He allegedly picked it up after watching people skate about and thought it would be a good hobby to pick up/weapon to use to bludgeon some demons with.

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Been rewatching a whole YouTube playlist about DOOM, and it's got me thinking about Doomguy as a hero

Because despite being the executor of possibly the most brutal violence and carnage ever put on a TV screen...Doomguy's force is never directed at a fellow human being. People have described the Slayer's one and only goal, his purpose, as "to exterminate each and every demon in existence", but I think I'd view it more as "his purpose is to protect innocent lives, period".

Still probably the greatest piece of characterization in these games is the very beginning of DOOM 2016, the leadup to the title screen. Doomguy enters that elevator from the intro facility to the start of the game proper, and Hayden starts telling us about how "oh, they only had the best of intentions when they started mining Hell for energy. Sure, it's all gone bad now, but it was worth the risk, I assure you!". As Samuel tries to convince us that this was all for the greater good, he only had people's best interests at heart, Doomguy simply looks at the corpse of a security guard on the floor of the elevator (who definitely didn't sign up to the possibility of being disemboweled by hellspawn), looks up and is visibly shaking with fury as he presses his fists together, and then smashes the speaker Hayden's talking through, transitioning us to the game's title card.

Absolutely perfection. Tells you everything you need to know about Doomguy's motivations and resolve without a single word. Though if he had said anything, it'd probably just be quoting Ripley from Aliens: "Bad call? THESE PEOPLE ARE DEAD! Do you realize what you've done here?".

Everyone in these games is constantly trying to tell Doomguy that sacrifices have to be made for the greater good, and he utterly refuses to entertain that notion when human lives are concerned. Not to mention that, while the games play with the metatextual conceit that Doomguy doesn't give a shit about the lore or narrative or bigger picture, he's just there to slaughter evil (the same way most Doom players and indeed Doom co-creator John Carmack view story as merely window dressing for gameplay)...if you headcanon that Doomguy actually IS reading all the logs and lore that he's picking up as collectibles, you know he's aware that all of the higher-up decision makers at the UAC are straight-up demon worshippers attempting to bring about the apocalypse, and thus nothing they say can be trusted.

As far as Doomguy is concerned, there's no compromise when it comes to innocent lives. If one innocent person has to die in order to uphold the established system, the system is to be violent ripped down and smashed into the dirt, never to be rebuilt. That's how he feels about Hayden's UAC, that's how he feels about Khan Maykr's plans in Eternal. That's WHY his fight is eternal, because he'll fight anyone, even those he once fought alongside, if they choose to say, to end this post on a joke, "some of you may die, but that is a risk I'm willing to take".

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A New View

Pairing: Centaur Boyfriend X Female Reader

Warnings: Size Kink, Creampie

Centaur boyfriend that goes absolutely feral when he fucks you in front of a mirror for the first time. He has seen your face when you’ve cum as he buried his face in your pussy, but he has never watched you cum on his cock.

Because of his size and the difference in your anatomy, you are always beneath him and out of view when he has his cock inside you. So when he builds a breeding mount for you in his home, he has the idea of putting a massive mirror on the wall in front of it.

He always thought he had a good amount of control on his more animalistic desires and actions, but the first time he sees your face screwed up in pleasure as he pushes his cock inside your tight cunt, every bit of restraint he has shatters.

An insatiable need to see you cum on his cock swept through his body as he thrusts into you like a male possessed. His thrusts were brutal as he watched you come undone around him. The sight of you only makes his need stronger. Each orgasm only makes him crave the sight more. 

He doesn’t let you off the breeding mount until hours later when your pussy is gaping and your inner thighs are entirely covered in his cum.

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Might Have Found It

This sounds like Things We Don't Tell Humans by SineadRivka. It's both on FFN and Ao3. I prefer the version on Ao3 though I have downloaded it onto iBooks so I have an easier time reading use "entire work" for Ao3 and my phone is stupid.

Here is the link on Ao3: https://archiveofourown.org/works/431107

Help!!! Searching for Transformers Fanfic!

Never thought I’d be doing this… rather here than on fanfiction.net but I am searching for a fanfic. A Transformers slash fanfic to be precise. If anybody recognizes this fanfic I’d be much obliged if they could direct me to it. A couple months ago I was reading a fanfic (duh) it was a Transformers fanfic set in bayverse (I know, blegh, but this fanfic was legitimately good). From what I recall one of the main pairings for it was Jazz/Prowl, and Elita/Optimus. ‘PLOT POINTS’ THAT I RECALL: - All the 'transformers’ the governments were making and killing with the allspark were actually sparklings -Any sparkling that were kept alive were found and saved by the Autobots and nest -One of those sparkling was actually taken in by a kindly ex agent from Texas who took over as his mother -The mother has cancer which Ratchet manages to kill through their advanced technology allowing her to live longer than expected -Jazz is revived with the matrix and has to go through physical therapy due to his… encounter with Megatron -Jazz and Prowl are mates and raised Barricade as their own -Barricade is a double agent for the Autobots -Jazz takes in one of the rescued sparklings as his and Prowls sparkling -Prowl comes across Jazz playing with the sparklings and his battle computer shuts him down as he believed Jazz was killed (which he was) -Bumblebee is Optimus and Elita’s sparkling -Sideswipe and Sunstreaker spilled paint on Bumblebee which led him to choosing his trademark color scheme -Optimus is approached by the sparklings and treated as the 'father’ due to the matrix -Sam was made into a sort of 'Prime’… that was confusing to me too… but hey the author wrote him in well in this so it was fine -Turns out Wheelie is in fact a sparkling… he’s written well too. -Mikaela cheats on Sam leading to their break up Finished This fanfic had a lot of chapters and I had a crappy phone that had a tendency of wiping my history on my phone and did so a total of five times during the time I was reading this fic so I ended up throwing it out and getting a better phone… and ended up forgetting all about this fanfic until recently… I can’t remember the fics name (I believe it was something in latin but I’m not entirely sure) and the summary was vague. I was reading the fic on fanfiction.net, and it had I want to say nearly sixty chapters but I could blowing that out of proportion. I genuinely just want to find and finish this fic because it was fantastic reading material (especially for a bayverse fanfic) and if anybody recognizes it it will be a big help. You can contact me on Deviantart or on ffnet where I go by BaraKiryuHuntress. 

Putting this up for a friend of mine who refuses to get a tumblr even though she’s desperate to find this fanfiction. *Rolls eyes* Her deviantart name is Jayfeathers my fave contact her if you know of this fic please.

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Chapter 2 - 10 have been posted

The side story to my Grimm series rewrite. It was inspired by this TikTok, specifically the end. I'm going to be using both Fictober and Whumptober prompts. The main story is 74k and 150 pages so far. I'm going to wait until I have a bit of buffer in terms of chapters before I start posting it.

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The side story to my Grimm series rewrite. It was inspired by this TikTok, specifically the end. I'm going to be using both Fictober and Whumptober prompts. The main story is 74k and 150 pages so far. I'm going to wait until I have a bit of buffer in terms of chapters before I start posting it.

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Dragonball: rewritten explores what might have happened if Vegeta’s pod happened to land on Kami’s Lookout during the three year gap at the end of the original dragon ball series. Goku was training to defeat Piccolo Jr at the world martial arts tournament; what if he met the prince of all saiyans under better circumstances?

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Chapter 1

Authors Note: This is the first chapter of my new DragonBall Z fanfiction. I would love for you to reblog and like this, as it would be very helpful! Also any constructive feedback will be greatly appreciated! I don't know what to call this yet so any ideas?

Looking back, Alice would have never guessed her life would have turned out the way it has. From becoming best friends with the daughter of the world’s most renowned scientist, Bulma Briefs, to meeting an alien. Two aliens actually.  If Alice met her former child self, the youngster would be ecstatic to know that there were endless opportunities out there. Hell, meeting an Alien? Child Alice would be over the moon. She was ecstatic once she learned they were highly skilled fighters.

Growing up, Alice was told that martial arts was for boys, and that “fighting wasn’t for young ladies”. Every time Alice’s father told her this, she would fume with anger and run to her room. Crying whilst reading her books she imagined she could be like the heroes she read. Alice never understood why girls were so unjustly discriminated against. Seen as “weaker” or “frail”. Never appreciating the fact that she was limited by society’s standards, Alice grew up fighting for her place in a man’s world. Which is what led her to Bulma Briefs.

Bulma and Alice were like two peas in a pod. They both despised society’s view of women. Bulma grew up in the male-dominated field of science and outshined all her other peers. To which Alice highly respected. The two got along quite well, and over time became the best of friends. Taking into consideration her appreciation of martial arts, Bulma introduced Alice to her childhood friend, Goku. 

Admittedly, Alice didn’t like Goku at first. She was often dumbstruck at his naivety. How could a grown man not understand social cues amongst a plethora of other things? Bulma found Alice’s dislike of the orange-clad fighter hilarious. 

“You know Alice, once you look past all that, he’s actually a great guy!” Bulma giggled, catching Alice off guard. 

They were sitting on Bulma’s balcony at Capsule Corp. Goku had teleported somewhere else leaving Alice in the midst of conversation whilst Bulma sat back and observed the interaction. Alice had a perplexed look on her face, After speaking with Goku, Alice was always left feeling confused. She could never understand that Saiyan man. And she never liked being confused. 

“Maybe your right.” Alice shrugged and walked back into the house. Eventually, Goku’s kindness and determination won her over. They became great friends. Oftentimes Goku would beg Alice to fight with him. Alice would always refuse. She wasn’t confident enough in her abilities after seeing how Goku fought.

“Pretty please can we fight? Just a teensy bit? PLEASE?” Goku begged for the hundredth time. Alice rolled her eyes, deciding that saying no repeatedly just wasn’t going to work. So opting instead to slap him. 

“All right! Now that’s the spirit!” Goku exclaimed after dodging the slap.

“Wait what?” Alice immediately panicked, not realizing she had accidentally given Goku her permission to fight. Almost immediately, Goku proceeded to kick her in the gut across the room. Alice grunted as she landed on the wall, furniture scattered everywhere and the wall now severely damaged. Bits of wood and debris was scattered everywhere and in Alice’s hair.

After an intense lecture from Bulma, Goku decided he wouldn’t try that again. He didn’t realize that Alice was so weak. Bulma talked a big talk about how you loved martial arts, leaving him disappointed. 

“Apologize!” Bulma screamed at the Saiyan as he awkwardly laughed whilst rubbing the back of his neck. A nervous habit he picked up after experiencing several awkward encounters in his time. 

“Geez, I’m sorry! Bulma told me you were a strong fighter so I assumed you could handle it.”

After hearing that, not only was Alice physically hurt, but so was her ego. She slowly got up, shooting Goku a glare, and slumped out of the room.

Alice could hear Goku saying “What? I apologized!” Assuming Bulma got on him for his unintentional backhanded apology.

After meeting Goku, Alice was bound to meet Vegeta. Oh, how she despised that man. His arrogance and disrespectful attitude infuriated her to the core. Those two never got along ever since they first met. Alice remembered her first encounter with the Saiyan prince very well. 

Bulma had rented out a Capsule Corp property to Alice, making it her new home. She loved it. Having plenty of land to train in, and a nice cozy home to live in. The only downside was having Vegeta as her neighbor. Bulma rented out property and a home to him, conveniently next to Alice’s. Forcing them to be neighbors. 

Deciding to properly greet her neighbor, Alice created a welcome basket with assorted treats and items. She wanted to be on good terms with her neighbor, in case she ever needed them or vice versa. Stepping up to the front porch, she got no answer once she rang the doorbell. Giving up after waiting several minutes she left the basket on the porch with a note reading;

Hello,

I just moved in recently and wanted to bring you a basket of goodies! My name is Alice McClain and if you ever need anything don’t be afraid to holler!

-A

A few days had gone by. No contact from her neighbor by the name of “Vegeta”. When Bulma told Alice his name, she giggled. The name “Vegeta” made her think that the words “vegetable” and “vagina” combined together was how his name must have been created.

After radio silence from her neighbor, Alice returned home from work one day to see a note. The note looked as if it was hastily torn from a notebook, and angrily written words read;

Fuck off

-V

After reading the note, Alice was infuriated and crumbled up the note in her hands. Wasting no time she stomped over to Vegeta’s house and rapped against his door with her hands. After a few minutes of constant knocking, an angry figure opened up the door.

“What is it, woman!? Why must you bother me?” Vegeta’s scowling face hovered over Alice’s.

“How dare you be so disrespectful? I was trying to be nice and you do this?” Alice threw the crumpled-up note at his chest, then in bad taste, spit in his direction. Thinking back this was not the wisest move, considering that her actions would have consequences.

“I-Woman! I should have you over my knee for that! How dare you disrespect the prince of all Saiyans!” He angrily spat. 

Now Alice would never admit it, but hearing him say that made her blush. She couldn’t even think of a witty response.

“I- Fuck you!” She growled and immediately turned away, walking back towards her home.

Who does he think he is?

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The REAL Reason Vegeta Wasn't Killed by the Spirit Bomb

So this is just my theory, but it just came to my mind as I was playing my Dragon Ball Z: Kakaro + A New Power Awakens Set game, so please bear with me for the moment!

I believe that it’s because Vegeta wasn’t as completely evil as the others like Cell, Frieza and even Kid Buu.

In both the game and the anime, King Kai explained that the Spirit Bomb is “The hope of everything”, mainly due to being created from the energy in living things: Plants, animals, even people.

In fact, King Kai further explained that only those with pure hearts can use this technique, hence Goku and Future Trunks. In fact, others who have pure hearts can deflect this attack as well onto enemies, like Gohan and Krillin, but it can still be deflected by those with strong abilities can deflect it as well, regardless of their moralities, like Kid Buu.

But getting back onto the topic. Why Vegeta wasn’t killed by the Spirit Bomb. This explanation can be simple if we remember what he told Goku when he was dying, after Freiza shot him with his laser.

Vegeta was taken in by Frieza, sometime before King Vegeta was killed off. After that, he was pretty much forced to do Frieza’s bidding, like a slave. So he had no choice and did was said Tyrant demanded, or he’d be killed off.

In some of the fans’ POV, Vegeta could’ve ALSO been physically abuse and tormented by his abuser, to the point where he started to become the very person we all knew from his very appearance in the DBZ series.

Actually, if one thinks about it, Vegeta pretty much WAS in a very dark place in his youth. His home planet was destroyed, his Father was killed, he was used as a slave and did Frieza’s dirty work, he killed others by force, probably abused. He was also suffering from every dark thoughts and such as well: Regret, guilt, lack of self-esteem, anger, hate… There’s a lot of people who went through the same emotions as the Prince of Sayains himself.

But back to the point! My theory is that the Spirit Bomb’s like a “Purifier” of sorts. Said attack can erase the “Evil” away. Those who’re filled with a LOT of evil energy. Cell is a good example of this! Since he was basically created for evil, and willingly became evil, he would’ve been destroyed by the Spirit Bomb instantly, if Gohan learned that technique anyways!

However, it’s completely different if there are those who don’t have exactly 100% Evilness in them. Vegeta’s one of them. My guess is that he still had some “Goodness” left inside of him, especially since he wanted to assasinate Frieza and avenge his planet and Father.

Because of that, the Spirit Bomb MOST likely erased most of the dark energy in him, leaving Vegeta with about 1 - 5% dark energy left. This could be why he still retains his “Arrogant” attitude and such.

However, as we’ve seen throughout the series, Vegeta came to accept his personal flaws and is even capable of respecting others. In this case, it’s Goku during the final battle against Kid Buu.

Again, the Spirit Bomb can be seen as some kind of “Purifier” on those who don’t have a lot of evil and dark energy in them. But at the same time, one has to be careful with using this technique, or it could blow up an entire planet if not used properly.

I’m not sure if the same is true if a villain is destroyed from the attack, but can be reborn again if they truly want to. Two characters I can think of is Kid Buu (Reborn as Uub) and Android 21, who gave her own life up to stop her evil self.

My theory is if any villains who died from the Spirit Bomb, then there’s two possibilities on whether they’re purified or not.

1: They’re given the choice whether to be sent to Hell in the Other World after they died, or they can be reborn, start all over again and try to be a better person. 

2: If they redeem themselves in any way, like sacrificing themselves to protect or help others, then they’re reborn as a good person.

Pretty much it for my theory.

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The REAL Reason Vegeta Wasn't Killed by the Spirit Bomb

So this is just my theory, but it just came to my mind as I was playing my Dragon Ball Z: Kakaro + A New Power Awakens Set game, so please bear with me for the moment!

I believe that it’s because Vegeta wasn’t as completely evil as the others like Cell, Frieza and even Kid Buu.

In both the game and the anime, King Kai explained that the Spirit Bomb is “The hope of everything”, mainly due to being created from the energy in living things: Plants, animals, even people.

In fact, King Kai further explained that only those with pure hearts can use this technique, hence Goku and Future Trunks. In fact, others who have pure hearts can deflect this attack as well onto enemies, like Gohan and Krillin, but it can still be deflected by those with strong abilities can deflect it as well, regardless of their moralities, like Kid Buu.

But getting back onto the topic. Why Vegeta wasn’t killed by the Spirit Bomb. This explanation can be simple if we remember what he told Goku when he was dying, after Freiza shot him with his laser.

Vegeta was taken in by Frieza, sometime before King Vegeta was killed off. After that, he was pretty much forced to do Frieza’s bidding, like a slave. So he had no choice and did was said Tyrant demanded, or he’d be killed off.

In some of the fans’ POV, Vegeta could’ve ALSO been physically abuse and tormented by his abuser, to the point where he started to become the very person we all knew from his very appearance in the DBZ series.

Actually, if one thinks about it, Vegeta pretty much WAS in a very dark place in his youth. His home planet was destroyed, his Father was killed, he was used as a slave and did Frieza’s dirty work, he killed others by force, probably abused. He was also suffering from every dark thoughts and such as well: Regret, guilt, lack of self-esteem, anger, hate… There’s a lot of people who went through the same emotions as the Prince of Sayains himself.

But back to the point! My theory is that the Spirit Bomb’s like a “Purifier” of sorts. Said attack can erase the “Evil” away. Those who’re filled with a LOT of evil energy. Cell is a good example of this! Since he was basically created for evil, and willingly became evil, he would’ve been destroyed by the Spirit Bomb instantly, if Gohan learned that technique anyways!

However, it’s completely different if there are those who don’t have exactly 100% Evilness in them. Vegeta’s one of them. My guess is that he still had some “Goodness” left inside of him, especially since he wanted to assasinate Frieza and avenge his planet and Father.

Because of that, the Spirit Bomb MOST likely erased most of the dark energy in him, leaving Vegeta with about 1 - 5% dark energy left. This could be why he still retains his “Arrogant” attitude and such.

However, as we’ve seen throughout the series, Vegeta came to accept his personal flaws and is even capable of respecting others. In this case, it’s Goku during the final battle against Kid Buu.

Again, the Spirit Bomb can be seen as some kind of “Purifier” on those who don’t have a lot of evil and dark energy in them. But at the same time, one has to be careful with using this technique, or it could blow up an entire planet if not used properly.

I’m not sure if the same is true if a villain is destroyed from the attack, but can be reborn again if they truly want to. Two characters I can think of is Kid Buu (Reborn as Uub) and Android 21, who gave her own life up to stop her evil self.

My theory is if any villains who died from the Spirit Bomb, then there’s two possibilities on whether they’re purified or not.

1: They’re given the choice whether to be sent to Hell in the Other World after they died, or they can be reborn, start all over again and try to be a better person. 

2: If they redeem themselves in any way, like sacrificing themselves to protect or help others, then they’re reborn as a good person.

Pretty much it for my theory.

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Holy shit, oh my god! 50 of them??

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Boris won’t stop annoying me for dinner even though dinner is in 40 minutes so I’m trying to teach Boris when to expect dinner using base-bean

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this 50′s hungarian comic strip I’d never heard of until now is so damn cute for something that also gets so horny

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31/12/19: Time is running out, the dead will walk among the living soon and the world will end for some but not for others. Guardian Angels and Protectors come in all shapes and sizes so be weary of the necromancer’s snake.

Something’s coming, she can smell it on the wind. It doesn’t bode well for anyone. 

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Saw a dinosaur mold at the store with my brother the other day, yes i did buy it impulsively

I now have glow in the dark squishy resin dinos. I am UNSTOPPABLE.

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If a ghost can open cupboards and break things, why not just take a pencil, find paper, write exactly why it’s unhappy, and tape the message on the fridge.