I am a female, 17, Sydney. Basically where I post anything on my mind. Im open with just about anything. I tend to lean on the otaku/kpop/jpop/anime/ asian side. Not surprising since Im asian myself. But I am also different in the way how I don't uphold many of the asian "sterotypes"
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Boyfriend or no Boyfriend?
Basically during March I quickly got into a relationship. It was only 2months ago that i had broken up with my ex of 2 years. I would not want to refer to the my recent "bf" as a rebound, because i wanted to love him genuinely. Our relationship started off as not what people who say "normal". We had been friends for about 3 years... though not "close close" but "close". We were flirting around in the park... and then suddenly things got sexual. Afterwards the first thing he asked me was "Do you want to be friends with benefitts" which is something I am currently against (Dont know about the future, people change). It hurt my feelings because i didnt want to be a slut. After a while like 2 weeks or so he asked me to be his gf. After gladly saying yes, he later proposed that he didnt want people knowing that we were dating.
I couldn't understand... because from the past guys who've liked me and who've come close to dating/ or have dated me, no one of them has requested to keep it a secret from "others".
He said he didnt like the attention. I couldnt even tell our friends since we are from the same high school and share the same friends.
I was very insecure about his decision . Fretting about it and constantly trying to get a reasonable answer other than "I dont want the attention" .I texted him that i would be telling our friends tomorrow. And let me stress I had a slight gut feeling that he will break up with me from my actions. He took it as a jk. The next day i told my friends. They were excited and wanted to tease him. He admitted that i was his gf, which i was happy for a second. But immediately after recess ended he told me that "He wants to break up " . I asked him are you sure ? Twice even (I know its embarrasing) And he said yes. Now fast forwarding... lets say we just "couldnt keep our hands off each other" and we are basically seeing each other and doing "couple thigns" together. When i ask him "Am i you gf?" he says no. It deeply hurts my feelings becuz i kind of made myself forget that he wasnt my bf and that our relationship was "acceptable".
Diregarding my doubts and insecurities i continued on loving him the best i could. But recently after a fight over his stereotypes on my dialect Shanghainese, that all shanghainese "Was cheap" . I just couldnt stand his cocky racist (dialectest isnt a word) attitude EVEN THOUGH WE WERE BOTH ASIAN.
He is just so cocky. He think he knows everything. And tbh i am not THAT ugly... so i dont get why he doesnt want to announce that we are dating. Im going university soon and im unsure if i should just cut things off and find better guys/ have fun in uni.
Apart of me wants him to appreciate me, apart of me wants him to cry in regret when i leave him.
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Newbie Woobie
Hello, Im new on tumblr.
I admit I have had an account in the past. But i never really thought of why I should use it. Why do you want to type how you feel to a bunch of people who dont know you? Or is it only people who follow you who sees it? I dont know. I also didn't understand why girls use it to bitch about each other cyberally. All this beef for no reason.
But I've decided I should give it a fair go. Being anonymous is freedom itself. I'll treat tumblr like a diary where people can respond and share their opinions with me.
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