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I made some MGG Wallpapers <3 

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tonight i sat down to start reading aristotle and dante discover the secrets of the universe and ended up finishing the whole in three hours - i haven’t read a book cover to cover in one sitting in longer than i can even remember. it felt so good. the book absolutely obliterated me in the best way, god i never wanted to stop reading it. i nearly cried.

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If you see me randomly start crying bc I'm thinking about Ari and Dante, mind your business 😔

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“I write because you exist.”

— Michael Faudet

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people saying that izzie and alex were always meant to be endgame clearly have not been watching the show the last 10 years… or even while izzie was on lol. jesus christ, she screwed him over so badly. up and ditched him after everything he did for her. he gave her everything, and then she left him worrying about her, if she was ok and healthy and still going to chemo. not to mention, tons of medical bills to pay. and let’s be completely honest here, izzie never loved alex as much as he loved her. NEVER. she never got denny. he was the love of her life.

but then we see alex slowly start to move on. he’s pissed and heartbroken at first, but that’s to be expected. but over the years, he becomes more and more ready to move on. and then along comes jo. i absolutely loved season 9, seeing the beginning stages of their relationship. they were irritated by each other, then they became friends, then best friends, and finally admitted their feelings to each other. it was so great to see alex actually excited about being fully committed to someone again. he had moved on completely from izzie. yes, he had, don’t even try to fight me on this. she was not the love of his life. i know this because meredith literally said it!!!!!!!!!! (12x24)!!!! and because of the “whenever i picture her, she’s smiling” line. that line and the way he said it just screamed closure. when you’re over someone, you don’t feel love for them anymore, but you don’t feel hate either. you’re indifferent, and you wish them well. alex always always always wanted to be with jo, it was her with the commitment issues (understandable because of her past). it took him a long time to get to that stage with izzie, but he was all in with jo from the beginning. he called her his fiancee a few months into their relationship for god’s sake. he always waited for her. he didn’t want to be with anyone else!!!!! he promised and promised he would never leave her. that was a big thing with her, and he wouldn’t go back on that. and after the struggles they went through last season, he asked her to marry him again!!!!!  this was how many episodes ago??? not even a full damn season. JO WAS HIS POST IT LOVE, NOT IZZIE.  

so you’re trying to tell me that after being in foster care, living in her car, being in an abusive marriage, and finding out her mom didn’t want her jo now has to deal with the fact that her husband left her for his ex??? 

and alex, THE KING OF GROWTH, the one who made the most progress, the guy who became a fantastic peds surgeon, the perfect husband, and the very best friend would suddenly upend his whole ass life and the marriage he desperately wanted and worked so hard for just to be with izzie fucking stevens, the woman who almost ruined his life?????  

ABSOLUTELY FUCKING NOT!!!!!!!!!!

jo deserves better. jo and alex as a couple deserve better. alex karev fucking deserves better!!!!!!!!

the real alex karev, the one we know and adore, would never ever ever ever in a million years ever pull this kind of utter bullshit.

i cannot believe we’ve seen an ending worse than derek’s and april’s. i would have honestly preferred alex’s death to this. at least his character development would’ve stayed in tact. in fact, let’s just pretend that he is dead, because there’s no way in hell i’m acknowledging this travesty ever again.

the last episode he was ever in was the one on halloween when he and jo got married again. (holy fuck, that was only 4 months ago!!!!!! what in the actual fucking fuck!!!!!!)

REST IN PEACE, ALEX KAREV. YOU WILL BE SORELY MISSED!

(survived by his wife Jo Wilson and bff Meredith Grey)

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Rob just confirmed in a comment that they're not together anymore... it's fine, I'm fine, we're fine.

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You don't have to call us out like that! *continue to think about made up love story about a character*

When you know a real love story is not for you, so you write other people's love story instead.

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You all don't dream of random people or babies??...

I dreamed of a baby tonight... can't even tell you whose it was, but I don't think it was mine. Anyway, why am I having dreams of babies already?😂

(It's probably all the videos and updates and my pregnant colleague, but still...wow!)

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Amelia Shepherd -alias my baby- icons.

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𓄼Credits to @ibloodyicons.

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Wondering the same thing.

It‘s July. I mean how?

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Thirty days ship challenge

Day 3: A pairing that needs to happen NOW!

Amelia&Carina (Grey's Anatomy)

We all know I would have done anything for this couple to happen. I mean, I also like Marina but Amerina would have been one of my favorite couples! I deserved them! They have chemistry at least.

I am going to go with another Grey's Anatomy ship, also including Amelia. I feel like the woman can be shipped with almost everyone, so messing up has been hard, but of course Grey's Anatomy did. Who is surprised? Not me. Anyway, Amelia and Lexie have always been my close second to Omelia. There where times when I was fighting internal battles about which of both ships actually is my favorite. I even started a German fanfic once, in which Amelia had to choose between Lexie and Owen.

Just imagine the softness of this couple and how adroable they would be together, I could cry! Many people probably never actually acknowledged their chemistry in the one epsiode they shared. I am not blaming anyone for that, but LOOK AT THEM! Look at them and tell me they did not have a crush on each other.

Amelia&Lexie (Grey's Anatomy)

And last but not least, a ship from another show. I just realized how I only added lesbian couples, but honestly that's just how powerful they actually are. So here we go with Emma and Regina. These two are probably my favorite enemies to friends who share a son (to lovers) ship.

Regina&Emma (Once Upon A Time)

The only couple of these that has a chance of actually getting together is Amerina. Sooo, fingers crossed I'd say!

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