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i just kind of want to sit in the snow and cry. For everything i let go of. everything that slipped out of my fingers. I want to cry for what we could of had. I want to cry tears of joy for what i do have though. 

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“You don’t get to choose if you get hurt in this world…but you do have some say in who hurts you. I like my choices. I hope she likes hers.”

John Green, The Fault in Our Stars (via findyourthing)

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“There are infinite numbers between 0 and 1. There’s .1 and .12 and .112 and an infinite collection of others. Of course, there is a bigger infinite set of numbers between 0 and 2, or between 0 and a million. Some infinities are bigger than other infinities. A writer we used to like taught us that. There are days, many of them, when I resent the size of my unbounded set. I want more numbers than I’m likely to get, and God, I want more numbers for Augustus Waters than he got. But, Gus, my love, I cannot tell you how thankful I am for our little infinity. I wouldn’t trade it for the world. You gave me a forever within the numbered days, and I’m grateful.”

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It's like you forgot everything we went through. Every late night meeting every secret text message. And every rushed touch so they wouldn't see.

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This kid though. He is my best friend and would be there no matter what.

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Head vs. Heart

My head is the reasonable one. It keeps saying he isn't coming back he isn't worth your time. But my heart keeps saying that once there over he'll be back. He was last time. So he's coming back i know he is. But my head keeps saying you silly silly little girl you know he won't be back. There's no need to wait on him because he's gone. But I wish it was that easy. I don't know how it was so easy for him but apparently it is. Now we can see all he ever wanted was sex. Horrible how I let him use me. But dear child don't worry about him he isn't coming back he is gone and you deserve better.

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I’ve stopped opening up because I finally realized not a million hugs in the world or a million words could heal the pain I feel deep in my chest. Nothing is right if it isn’t you. Nothing.

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I wish I could walk away from you like you walked away from me.

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Trevor, I really like you already... Please don't allow me to fall if you don't plan to catch me!

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plz boys don’t do this if you like us because it hurts like hell when we like you and then you do this and we cant help but think you don’t like us #dearboys #boys #if #girl #conversation #like #dont #badchoice

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Come back to me please

Out

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When The Sun Goes Down

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Sorry I haven’t posted in awhile. I’ve been going through a lot.

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He’s not perfect. You aren’t either, and the two of you will never be perfect. But if he can make you laugh at least once, causes you to think twice, and if he admits to being human and making mistakes, hold onto him and give him the most you can. He isn’t going to quote poetry, he’s not thinking...