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Page Five _

Saturday, 2022, February 26th, 1:22 PM _

More than one year since the last page. How is that possible ? Where that year has gone ? Why there was zero improvement to the project ? Well, I were surviving. And I survived ! Not to Coronavirus, but to my personnal situation. I'm still doing HSL without bank account or revenues, and because I'm homeless, I lost the privileve to open a bank account. My PO Box isn't accepted for safety reasons. Another major issue for HSL, is that because I have no bank account, I can't get an home. So, I managed to move HSL into a friend's house, but it's a temporary situation, and if at some point the server are turned down (because of bills unpayed), data center will quickly erase all data and kill HSL. They don't joking about that. Your data can survive to a worldwide war, but not to an unpayed bill _

And also because of Coronavirus, lot of administrations and banks are now closed, and you have to negociate about crucial needs on the phone, without having an appointement. It's easier for a bank to decline a request on the phone, so they jumped into the opportunity to do it. Lot of fatigue after this fight to get my citizen rights back, months to organize and move servers. Simple things of life, like taking a shower, is turned so complicated now. Having a lawyer to help is even more difficult, because lawyers are dishonest and expensives. They know all the tricks to rip you off, such as charging you in species, not doing any recipe or bill, and if you want to complain, well there is that "lawyer president's" which can only be reached by postal mail and never give a care about any situation. Lawyers are above the laws in France, like doctors, policemen and politicians. So what's next ? Believe it or not, I'm still working on HSL very hard. Our database is about to reach 700+ tracks when the upcoming update will be finished, I'm about to hire an hoster and an Podcast SEO specialist, which gonna help our music stream to be more popular. There gonna be a podcast version of HSL, a YouTube channel with weekly content, and, more importantly, a crowdfunding campaign online launch event _

I almost forgot to talk about the HSL Store, which now offering directly the ability to subscribe to the crowdfunding campaign, with no extra fee for us, thanks to a new recurring payment system. We embeded on that place a very unique computer store, which features studio equipement (for streamers, musicians) and innocative PC setups (such as NAS -big storage capability- gaming systems), for producers, youtubers, etc. Finally, an HSL Team section is open for all your projects, websites, logo, mobile games creation. You can order an Ad Production in HSL Team section, and then brodcast this Ad through the HSL Charity section, where you can purchase Ad Space. We also provide licenses to FM radio who wants to broadcast our podcasts, at very low fees if you're a charity or web-based station _

HSL is a big, big, big machine. It has been taken 6 months to move our home studio from one place to another, and another bunch of months to plan and organise few improvements to the system. With all my financial and health issues, this fight look unfairly hard, but the hardest it is, the more motivate I am. I take my motivation from adversity. It's an incredible source of energy _

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Page Four _

Sunday, 2021, January 10th, 3:06 PM _

I don't know how to summarize. I only have few lines and I don't want go to deep in my personal life, but I guess it's too late now. My heath issues are not cured. But at least I know the origin of my pain. I had a compressed nerve in my throat. Like a WinRar file, but in my throat. Nerve.exe stopped working. Consequences of 2 years mental violence. When you attack someone, you give one kick in its belly. Two. Three. Not continuous kicks for years. That's what happens when you get dangerous people surrounding you. Sometimes you can end the relationship. Sometimes not. You're forced to endure kicks in your belly over and over, until the mental pain destroy your nerves _

I saw an osteopath, charlie, I get 3 sessions with him. Charlie is born the same month than me, and we are good friends now. He is such an adorable doctor (he hate when I call him “doctor” !). I have now those health issues for 6 months, and I have to endure those massages, witch are basically about strangulations to resurrect my dead soul (don't forget I'm summarizing). Sometimes it just don't work. My life isn't in danger, but my throat is retracted and I can't swallow fluently. I don't feel my whole throat anymore. I need to see a lawyer but, because of all those injuries, I need absolute rest and I don't even have the strength to fight against injustice and its consequences _

So I keep working on House Station Live. I've created HSL Journal and HSL TV premium services to keep House Station Live a free independent radio station. Those premium services are cost, time and energy consuming. Working on those premium features distracts me from the main project. Money can not buy happiness but, because it's about House Station Live survival, I have to give more care and attention to premium services. The quality of premium products offered will make all the difference, so I put all my skills, money and devotion into it. First issue planned on March 22nd _

I have to take a nap. I will keep you updated. I don't know if it's a consequence of the massage but I feel particularly tired today _

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Page Three _

Tuesday, 2020, November the 24th, 6:54 PM _

It's not that I have no inspiration, but it's hard to talk about intimacy. The only purpous of this blog was the backstage of House Station Live, but my personnal life is such a mess, that disturbs me a lot of my creative skills. One day, I will write a book about it, but summarizing it in few lines is impossible. In june 2019, I get a sentence from a court. Without any audience. Without any defense. Without any presumption of innocence. How is it possible in a democracy like France ? Mental deseases _

Some random docteur ask you what time is it in a random street, send a report to a judge on the manner you answered to him. And that's it. Excluded immediatly from society, and, in most of cases, for perpetuity. No bank account. No House Station Live organisation. No friends. No home. No car. And in my case, with a lot more dramatics consequence: no medecine. That's not a fiction or a joke. Millions of people are abused with psychiatry. And the minut you want to see an "expert doctor", claiming your situation is unfair, you're accused to see conspiracies aginst you everywhere. Theses doctors mades the rules and always turns it into their advantages. Judge employees got rid of personnal pictures of my dog Choupette, died at the age of 3 _

There is no fact, no evidence, no proof of dangerosity for others human beings. Just the intuition from a random doctor (like a strologue or vaudoo) and a random judge who actualy both never saw me. It can happen to anyone, anytime. Worse than a prank, worse than bashing or swatting. If in previous pages I talked about asthma, today I may having a throat deseases. Two years ago I was able to breath normally. I just get privated of my cure for allergies "for my own benefits". Then came 18 months coughing, crying, screaming... I feel like my throat just died 10 days ago. Can't hope anything else than a quick recovery. You think you have 100 years to spend on earth, and you make plans for life, but life makes always other plans for you _

Moments of good health are always spoiled by stress, anxiety, relashionship issues, and when you get finaly a moment for breath and enjoying a sunset, you have diseases. And not a ordinary cold, but a vital organ in pain. So, if you're in good shape, if you think your life is shit, just do the effort to throw all your negative thoughts, and just smile while you're still on earth and able to, cause you never knows what are tomorrow plans for you. Never say "I will smile tomorrow". Simply smile right here, right now _

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Page Two _

Friday, 2020, September the 25th, 1:38 PM _

Things goings crazy in Marseilles. France had quarantineed again lot of activities here, due to sea and mass of people without any mask of social distancing respect during last summer. Virus's remdy won't come before months. And government hasn't increased the hospital’s capacities. For my concerns, asthma's crisis is gone, I feel much better than last month, but I'm still having this "lifetime disease", which can brings me anytime thoses scaries breathing issues _

We stopped broadcasting for 18 months, and during this time, so much things has changed. Google now requieres everyone to get a "secure certificate", in the past this was only required for online paiements. This sophisticate enrypted technology isn't easy to deploy. Even worse, nobody anymore can start a personal radio or blog due to a such complexity. In streaming area, our partner Shoutcast only provides secure certificate compatibility for Linux users. House Station Live is running on Windows. We lost hundread hours and several days looking for an acceptable solution. That we look as a minor bug was indeed a major issue. We managed to split our activity between our home server and some online servers provided by our automaton partner “DJ Soft”, but it's now much more expensive than the past, meanwhile we don't get more revenues. Because of that, we can anytiime turn off our radio if we don't pay theses new monthly bills _

Also, we didn’t managed to get time to work on others bugs an issue, we don't get time to work on the mobile app's update, we don't get time to create content or select new tracks for a future music’s library addition. When we see our service dosn't activating any new feature or improvement, and losting so much time on fixing issues, it's very very frustrating, and it makes our services appear inactives, abandoned, cause listeners doesn't having a single clue of what's happening behind the scene. We can only begging you for a financial support, we have so much creativity and idea to build, but the truth is I'm alone here to manage everything. I created 6 fake employees because our project is so ambitous, no one can believe it's the work of a lonely man,and I can only assume the fact that I'm accomplishing the work of 7 employees by myself _

Take care of yourself, be kind with the organisations and people you love. Don't waste your time or your money, they're precious. Keep your generosity for the ones who matters and you will stay outside of relashionship issues. It's easier to saying than doing, but if you think before you do, it will reduces the avoidable stupid mistakes that we usually all do everyday _

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Page One _

Saturday, 2020, August the 29th, 6:47 AM _

House Station Live .com was reborn 8 days and 2 hours ago. it's been a long journey to came to this point. My name is Michaël. I'm french. My english skills are absolutely awefull, and I don't even know why i decided to "ban" french language from any single page or community. I'm probably masochist. House Station Live is my main occupation. I'm a delivery guy. UberEats. So definitely not a billionaire. I have learned several things by myself to make HSL alive. Maybe I will catch you later on this autodidact habilities _

Because House Station Live is me and i am Mister House Station Live, I want talk you something very personnal today. For 40 days I have some deep breathing and energy troubles. I thought I have Coronavirus. But not. I have some asthma, due to summer car's pollution. I have no fever, but headaches, dizziness, and  I'm falling asleep at some random points. Of course i also having suffocations sensations cause of the recurring cough. Some days I can work 12 or 16 hours. Some others only 4 or 5 before being forced to rest, cause my eyes won't even stays open _

This is the condition of creation. A very painful childrebirth. For 3 or 4 weeks I was praying god that cold or grippe finishes the following day, everyday I woke up with hope to feel better than the previous one. I breath with an Inhaler for 3 days now. I don't feel any difference. i'm expecting a long and painful recovery. Because theses asthmas are only due to allergies and pollution, I have good hope they can be reversible. But for now I'm having one of the worsts augusts of my entiere life. I'm not old. I never smoked. And it scares me a lot to having theses breathing issues _

So maybe not a fun-fact about HSL today, but an original story. I’ll try next time to talk something less sad to read. Life is short. Don't waste your time reading this shitty blog. Build something. Raise childs. Do what your love _