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Him ♥

When i lay with him... You want to know what it feels like? It feels like you are safe. It feels like no one can hurt you. You are under his warm embrace. Feeling his muscles around your waist, your body being pulled closer to his. The feeling is indescribable. When they say its the best feeling ever, they are not kidding. Because in that moment when you are sharing body heat, there isnt a place you would rather be or a single thought that crosses your mind that doesnt involve him. When a guy gives up his 'manly' pride, is when we ladies, need to realize that he truly does car. And we need not let it go to waste..

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Safe.

Sleeping in the arms of the person you like has got to be the most safest and comfortable place in this world.

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If I?

If i get a little prettier, can i be your baby?

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I choose to like you in silence, because in silence i feel no rejection.

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Could You?

Could you ever love the girl with scars?

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The Fighter

I don't need you to save me I don't need you to cure me I don't need you And your antidote For I am my disease I don't need you to free me I don't need you to help me I don't need you to lead me through the light For I will always fall And rise again Your venomous heroine 'Cause I'm a survivor Yeah, I am a fighter I will fall and rise above And in your hate I find love 'Cause I'm a survivor Yeah, I am a fighter I will not hide my face I will not fall from grace I'll walk into the fire, baby All my life I was afraid to die But now I come alive inside these flames You don't want me to love you You don't want me to need you You don't want to look at me, For you will turn to stone You don't want me to hurt you You don't want me to bite you You don't want me Or my aching soul For I will only fall And rise again Your venomous heroine 'Cause I'm a survivor Yeah, I am a fighter I will fall and rise above And in your hate I find love 'Cause I'm a survivor Yeah, I am a fighter I will not hide my face I will not fall from grace I'll walk into the fire, baby All my life I was afraid to die But now I come alive inside these flames I don't need you to save me 'Cause I'm a survivor Yeah, I am a fighter I will not hide my face I will not fall from grace I'll walk into the fire, baby All my life I was afraid to die But now I come alive inside these 'live inside these 'live inside these flames

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Move On Babygirl.

Move on babygirl. Shove those feelings from your heart. He wont want you. He wont want the relationship with you. You need to move on babygirl before it becomes more in your heart. Think hard about it. You know you are dreamin. You know nothing is going to happen. So why hold onto the feelings. Babygirl, move on. I know its hard but in the end, you wont have him.

....But he makes me happy. His smile. His eyes. The way he looks out for me. The way he makes sure i am okay and not drowning in feelings. His hugs. How can i shove that to the side?...

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♥

Welcome to the end of eras Ice has melted back to life Done my time and served my sentence Dress me up and watch me die If it feels good, tastes good It must be mine Dynasty decapitated You just might see a ghost tonightAnd if you don't know now you know

I'm taking back the crown I'm all dressed up and naked I see what's mine and take it Oh yeah The crown... So close I can taste it I see what's mine and take it Oh yeah

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Ugh.

The truth? I like him alot. He makes me happy. He makes me laugh. He is smart. He is different. He is a little crazy. And his smile alone can make my day.

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When i look in his eyes, i dont see perfection. I dont see a love story that someone would watch on the big screen and dream about. I see someone who will fight for me and protect me and love me in spite of all the way im still a wreck.

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I'm not someone who can be controlled. I want someone who will watch me do my thing and be like 'Thats my girl.'

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Life.

Depression: I’ll make you sad.

Paranoia: I’ll make you feel like none of your friends like you.

Anxiety: I’ll give you a panic attack.

Trust: I’ll disappear for awhile.

Happiness: Come on bitch, i was just an illusion.

Scale: How can things be better when you are still fat?

Mirror: You are still ugly.

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Bitch.

No im not a bitch. Ive just been through some things, seen some things, been there and done that. Yes, i guess im cold now. But only because i once gave a damn about someone who didnt give a damn about me. Ive built a wall around myself, to protect my heart from more hurt and damage. I wont believe you if you tell me you are different. Unless you stick around and prove it. Words no longer mean a thing. Your actions are everything.