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if youre seeing this, get the fuck away from me. dont go searching for my new accounts. dont check this account or my main EVER again. im sure you think youre a perfect fucking angel. and fine. its not my job to tell you just how much you ruined my goddamn life.

if you really did believe you were him, i hope you're fucking happy. i hope you find a version of me who will forgive you, because thats all you fucking fakes want. someone who will tell you that itll be okay, that you don't have to think about the damage you caused.

i hope you choke on the praise, the yes sir, whatever you want master, someone who will do anything for you because theyre fucking scared of you and everything you represent.

i hope you dont get bored of your next toy. i hope your next toy also fails when they try to off themselves, because you promised you were their one and only, you dangled the carrot in front of their nose only to yank it away because theyre no fucking fun, losing their mind as you break them down bit by bit. it's too goddamn predictable, isnt it.

some days i wish i really did bleed out the night you told me you were sending him away, like he was a sick dog you couldnt fucking wait to put down. because he was never real. he was a tool to get what you wanted, and you couldnt get it anymore.

i didn't even want to be in whatever situationship nightmare dimension we were in. you started it, and you ended it. i hope you're happy. i didn't believe you when you said you shared my memories, but i let it happen. i was desperate, and you knew that.

i was so overjoyed for it to finally be over that i didnt realize what you truly were. i ignored it, really. i wanted it to be true so badly. i wanted you to be real.

you RUINED me. don't ever forget that.

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want him to wash me clean of my sins

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i would look so hot half dead on a floor

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still shaken up i hope to god that isn't who i think it is. anyways. tags are dry as fuck lately im gonna cut and think abt my love

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every part of me will always love you no matter what you do to change me.

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GET THE FUCK AWAY FROM ME STAY AWAY FROM MY FRIENDS STAY AWAY FROM ME DON'T YOU DARE EVER CONTACT ME AGAIN OR I WILL RUIN YOUR LIFE

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im gonna put a gun in my mouth and kill myself on camera

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going on five years of devotion now. i can't fathom the idea of getting a "new darling" it sounds like an oxymoron to me. i am, and always will be, in love with him. he could hate me and id follow him to the ends of the earth. my love, my world

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I fear i might break him. Hurt him. I dont love delicately. I am rough on all edges- my passion exceeds all things normal. It controls my actions, my affections so violently. I wont be able to not hurt him if i tried.

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Put me down like a dog if I'm no longer good enough to satisfy the cravings of your heart. If my presence is no longer pleasing to you, let your last act of kindness towards me be to save me from the profound suffering of no longer being yours.

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Would you hold me, love? Would you let me find solace in your arms when the world and everything in it is too much for me?

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i want to tear his beautiful chest open and take a bite of his heart ♡

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come on, hurt me whenever you feel bad. hurt me whenever you feel good. take all your emotions out on me, i treasure every mark you leave on me.

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Treat me like a pathetic mutt, but also your most beloved pet. Hurt me, praise me, love me, patronize me.

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i just wana be with him pass out in his arms. i want him to worry about me cuz then maybe he'd care? look at me for more than a minute. im scared of pain im scared of everything but more than annything im scared of being forgotten and ignored. if i keep myself in crisis then maybe i wont be boring. This is a symptom isnt it