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Interesting perspective. I've never thought about this. Personally I wouldn't mind anyone creating self inserts based on my nationality but it's nice to hear other people's opinions. I'll keep it in mind.

i’m getting really tired of casual racism being excused in this community because racism isn’t seen as a big issue like lgbt+phobias

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self shipping/self insert ocs are fine, just not in public. keep it private, why in the world would you want to share something like that

because it's fun, it's harmless, it's free, and you can't stop me

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a post filled with some ship templates for my fellow selfshippers ship template 1, ship template 2, ship template 3, ot3 ship template 1, ot3 ship template 2, platonic ship template , F/O list template , alignment chart template

(feel free to add more ship template links when you rb)

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Theres nothing wrong with atypical/mild/or lack of emotional expression.

Blunted or flat affect is a common symptom of schizophrenia and other mental disorders. This doesnt mean we dont have emotions just that we dont show them the same way as others do.

My whole life I have been told I have a "sad face", that I always seem bored, that I'm not greatful, that I'm never happy, that I'm always disgusted by other people, that I have "resting bitch face", that I act like Im better than everyone else, that I purposely act this way to seem mysterious and edgy, that I act this way to "seem like im taking the high road" and piss people off if their already mad at me, that Im lyring if I say something and my expression isnt showing how I feel.

I never really caught on to the pattern until recently my brother gave me a ride and I thanked him and he said "you should act more appreciative" and I kept telling him I was but didnt know what else he wanted. Later that day I did some research and learned about flat affect, the next day I talked to my brother (thinking he'd understand since he is bipolar) and explained how I do have feelings I just dont naturally express them due to my schizophrenia and he told me to "suck it up", "fake it" and that I'm "in the real world and have to accomidate to not make people upset".

I understamd it might be hard for people to understand me, but you can ask me to eloborate or rephrase. You can belive me when I say things in a "dull" voice. It honestly feels very unnatural for me to show large expressions, and it sorta feels like I'm lying. Despite all I've heard I really don't think I'm doing anything wrong. I think its ableist to blame and shame us for things we cant control. I still have a personality, I still have feelings, I still have a soul. How my face or voice changes or doesnt change when I speak doesnt change that.

If you interact with someone who has a monotone or expressionless face please dont assume they are bored or rude.

If you have a monotone or expressionless face know that you arent doing anything wrong, and you are deserving of love. And there are many other ways to express yourself besides changing pitch and moving face muscles.

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green mage and red from a little while ago

(I decided to slap a "background" on it and post it here)

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Dark…so dark…

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impromptu vessel painting

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¯\_(ツ)_/¯  goner stuff

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some stuff about this guy

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Hello dear

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doodles

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made ??-??-2019

♡ PLEASE DON’T REPOST MY ART, REBLOG INSTEAD ♡

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The Vessels

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happy 3rd year anniversary to the birth and immediate discardation of Bitch

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YOUR ANSWERS

YOUR WONDERFUL CREATION

Will now be discarded.

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goner kid and the vessel

aka the first thing i’ve drawn since september 😅