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u know i think about this a lot, and i don’t think i’d be who i am today without one direction.

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“When are you going to stop obsessing over one direction?”

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one time when I was a barista I was telling my coworker that I suddenly really missed cows. I used to work with cows all the time back home and then I moved away and suddenly it had been four years and nary a cow.

15 minutes later this old guy came up to the counter with his address written on a napkin & he said “me and my wife have a whole herd of dexters and a couple of new calves. come on over any time”

so after work I was like ok fuck it & I drove to the address and I parked at at the gate & I walked down the driveway to the barn and this woman was like “oh my husband told me you might stop by! come see our cows” and she introduced me to every single cow. made my whole week.

thank you cow couple

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platonic third base: when you get to know someone well enough that they start making mortifyingly specific observations about you

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no one appreciates that i could be a million times worse

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what do you mean I can't control everything, why not

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I end up crying a little every time I open tumblr. But it also makes me smile to see the pictures and gifs and quotes of Liam from happier times. There's nowhere else online I'd rather be than here with you all <3

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“Would you guys like another couch” “No we are good”

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you know the post that's like: one day I'll be 45 at a party and ill hear a one direction song and ill be dancing my heart out because I never learned to love anything as much as I love one direction?......... yeah.......thinking of that right now

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Last group hug of the OTRA tour in Sheffield, 10/31/15.

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i've actually always been terrified of reading something like this and god. what the actual fuck

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I’m so sad

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trying to process that 1D will never be 1D again. Ever.

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hiding in the work bathroom right now because i’m grown up and i have things to do and responsibilities to meet and i didn’t even know him but. there’s a 15 year old inside of me who is absolutely reeling and panicking because that 15 year old did know his voice and his public persona and his contributions to a band that meant a lot to so many my age. like. this is a storyline from a horror movie. not something that was supposed to happen to someone so important to me in my adolescence. i don’t know how process it and I can’t imagine how the people he did really know are. i can’t wrap my head around it. so i’m. just gonna be. 15 years old in this work bathroom right now