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I think of you daily.

In the way of longing for what could have been,

What should have been.

I could not keep you safe in my womb,

But I will wrap you with soft dreams in my mind.

My heart holds the first glimpse of your arrival,

like never drying dewdrops in early morning.

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“Stop hating yourself for everything you aren’t. Start loving yourself for everything you are.”

— Unknown

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“I wondered why I was always so lonely and then I realized that I was always playing different roles for different people but I never played the role of just myself and that’s why I was lonely - the person everyone was with wasn’t actually me.”

— sandralidell

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“You don’t know of

My Rain

My Lightning

My Thunder.

So I train myself to Wander

I am through

The Stars

The Clouds

The Trees

The Shroud.

Back to Back

The Pain

We Frown.

Once upon an Experience we Search

Our Minds Heal First

Our Bodies Second.

There is always a drift of a Pure Existence.”

~H.SpaceTraveler

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“How a person reacts to your sadness says a lot about how long they’re going to be in your life.”

— S. Z.

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I needed time to heal from what you said to me that night. I needed time and you pushed me away saying I “didn’t like you anymore” to my partner. You didn’t confront me, you didn’t text me, you only posted indirect messages online indicating that I was an issue for you. You won’t ever know how much that hurts and that’s okay. I was trying to find forgiveness for you because I did regrettable things that night too but instead I got pushed farther away. I hope you never experience what I went through in that time in my life, where I had no friends to speak to about what happened, only one person to help me through the pain. But I do hope you find happiness and friendship in others because that’s just the type of person I am, I’m not vengeful, I’m not hateful, and I wouldn’t wish anything bad on you.

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“And the worst part of all is that she had no friends to talk to about it.”

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“It didn’t matter how big our house was; it mattered that there was love in it.” ‒ Peter Buffett

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I would love for the wind to come by and sail me away from here.

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“The first lines of a story teach us how to read it.”

— John L'Heureux

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As the world spins slower this time, the silence spreads faster than the light. And we hope— that the next daylight will give us some time to heal, to be free, to start over again.

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“…and all my soul blossomed like the spring.”

— Takis Papatsonis, tr. by Kimon Friar, from Modern Greek Poetry; “To a Young Girl Brought Up in a Nunnery,”

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“If I disappear, know that I’m okay.”

— Unknown (via bnmxfld)

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Collection of some of my forest paintings from 2017-2019 (in order of their completion) Which one is your favourite landscape? ^_^

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Knowing that I might one day have a family of my own, keeps me going.

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“The night is for lovers, And the moon for poets.”

— a.y.

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