mili ‧ she/her ‧ 卌 give me access to the cloud i'm living under
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looseunit123: Expats
#to think that we could've had this content all along and not just now for the album promo#sigh#cth#vid#i am not starting a tiktok tag
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who can smuggle me some calum tarot cards
#the australian store does not ship here#the uk store charges more for shipping than the actual item#i am so tired
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Tomorrow @ 4pm PT r/popheads @reddit Chaotic questions only come on reddit.com/r/popheads
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New ORDER chaos ORDER artwork via Matt de Jong on IG Story (now deleted)
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New ORDER chaos ORDER artwork via Matt de Jong on IG Story (now deleted)
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most normal way to get out of your car
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everybody laugh
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looseunit123: I remember being 8 years old. It was 8pm, or 10, or 12. Laying dormant in the bottom compartment of my metal framed bunk bed. My dad used to waltz home from the pub and sit outside in a camp chair under the tin roofed awning we had.
He'd put The Proclaimers 'Sunshine on Leith' CD into our player and let it run all the way through. Sometimes twice. Harping and humming along like no tomorrow. The sound would crash through my window and set up camp in my small shipping container of a room. Guess I'm not sleeping for a couple more hours.
If you asked me back then I'd probably say he did it because he was a little buzzed and wanted to let off steam from working long labored hours. But if you asked me now I'd say that it reminded him of home. I don't blame him, I do the same for both reasons and loose change.
I think Sunshine On Leith was track 4 or 5. From then on it became his own. I won't ever associate this song with anyone but him. Flooding my CPU with pictures of his slight crooked smile on one side. Or the sound bite of his laugh where at the end the inflection of his pitch goes up just a touch. Or how he used to talk through his teeth whenever he was seething. All pretty much a carbon copy of what I do now.
It makes me think of him as a child. Blue eyes and blonde hair weaving through the Scottish wind. It makes me wonder of what he was like when he was my age.
What does he love?
Who does he love?
What's he afraid of?
There's so many things I won't ever get to ask that version of him.
It's hard now to sing the song without tearing up. In fact I'm tearing up now as I write this. Maybe it makes me feel closer to him. Maybe it humanizes him. Maybe I'm just emotional.
A parent is likened to some sort of guardian angel. And although that maybe an unrealistic expectation as a 29 year old man I'm going to call him now and tell him he did a good job.
I hope you have a song that reminds you fondly of someone.
#i did not need to see this at 5am already deep in the throes of grief#crying myself to sleep every day thanks for more food for thought cal#call your dads and tell them you love them while you still can. even if they know it already#cth#vid#i am not starting a tiktok tag
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prompt: Calum and cosy. Like coffee n stuff <3
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nothingbutthieves: :: Best fans in the world Shot by harrists1 ::
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this is exactly what boy feels like
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LukeHemmings: A year ago today, boy became yours. I spent two years writing these songs - in LA, in New York, and everywhere in between. On buses, in hotel rooms, on planes. Filling notebooks, chasing melodies and trying to put every impossible feeling into words. Last summer, I watched it all come to life city after city with you draped in blue and glitter, singing every word with me. Thank you for listening to this record and for letting it be a part of your lives too. 🩵
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