hugoterongmakata

[hugoterongmakata]

Post ko kasi isa sa core memory ko tong moment na to. Revenge hike.

✅ recovered from partial ankle tear

✅ started healthier lifestyle

✅ nakarating akong summit!

pinangako ko last year aakyatin ko sya. At nagawa ko sya!

[hugoterongmakata]

Hi, Zedd! I just want to say na nakita kita sa isang dating site haha. Sky name mo dun. I just don't know kung ikaw talaga yun tho, baka ginagamit lang photos mo. Nahiya lang ako imatch. Yun lang, wala lang haha. I hope you feel better!

Uyy. May bumble ako pero Zedd name ko. Di ko na din ginagamit. Saang dating site yan? 🤦🏻🤦🏻

[hugoterongmakata]

At kahit wala na tayo sa parehong pahina ng kwento,

sa puso ko, isa kang alamat.

At ang misyon ko?

Siguro'y hanapin ang sarili kong kwento,

[hugoterongmakata]

I keep digging through these piles of skeletons beneath the place where our plans were once supposed to grow. A vast epitome of how I believed it was my role to keep a smile on your face. But now, I can’t help but notice how misaligned our timelines have become—how your priorities have shifted so far from mine. No matter how hard I try, I can’t seem to get it right this time. Maybe, in the grander story, I am just a side character in your narrative.

Perhaps I am the NPC, the townsfolk whose emotions spill over, asking for help from the hero—the protagonist of a journey yet to unfold. But I promise you this: after this side quest, you will gain something—an invaluable reward to help you move forward in your lifelong quest to answer your why’s and how’s.

I still remember how puzzled you were when I first gave you this request. The time you took to consider it—the days spent weighing the options, factoring in time, distance, and the usual logistics of skill and equipment. But believe me when I say: “Adventurer, what you truly need for this quest is your time and undivided attention.”

Once this quest is over, you will continue onward, enriched with rewards and experience, growing stronger with every step. And I? I will return to my endless excavation, unearthing remnants of failed stories—specters that now haunt the halls of my mind. I remember when these adventurers were full of life, brimming with energy. Yet, through the ups and downs, that energy dwindled. Time ran out. And now, I wonder: what are you willing to do to keep your sanity, to level up, to evolve?

From a distance, I watch you. You are no longer the fresh-faced, bubbly adventurer you once were. I see before me a fine sorcerer, wielding refined spells, honed through relentless grind and perseverance. And I am proud of you. Though we may no longer speak, though our paths have diverged, I find solace in knowing that you have become someone worthy of your own admiration.

And for that, I am happy. Because growth—your growth—is a reward in itself.

[hugoterongmakata]

Closure isn’t something that just arrives, it’s something you create. When you’re stuck in the loop of “what could have been,” your mind is searching for resolution, but sometimes, life doesn’t give you one neatly wrapped in a bow. And that’s okay.

Instead of waiting for an ending that may never come, give yourself permission to write your own. Closure doesn’t have to mean forgetting; it means accepting that some chapters end mid-sentence. It means choosing to move forward, not because you no longer care, but because you care about yourself enough to stop waiting for someone else to give you peace.

Mourn what was lost, grieve the version of yourself that never got to be, but don’t stay in limbo. You still have pages left to write, and the next chapter? That’s yours to create.

I agree but the anguish thought of somethings will not be confirmed nor denied. All those questions that's been clouding your mind will never got an answer.

[hugoterongmakata]

You can't move on from something unfinished. It's like my brain is waiting for an ending that never comes. I lost someone who still breathes. I lost a version of myself that never got to exist. As if I'm stuck in limbo, or standing and staring at the remaining pillars of what almost was and trying to pretend that you don't want it anymore.

[hugoterongmakata]

Hindi man masusukat ng ruler pasensya ko pero kaya ko tong ipukpok sa'yo kapag napikon na ako.

[hugoterongmakata]

bakit kasi asang asa ako sa katiting na pagmamahal na binibigay mo?

[hugoterongmakata]

ang malinaw, malabo ka.

[hugoterongmakata]

Sa mga naglalaro ng sports or anything, alam nyo ba yung parang sweet spot between exhaustion and boring na laro? Hindi ba yun yung pinaka masaya na part ng playing? 🤔 Or ako lang nakakaisip nyan?

[hugoterongmakata]

Kung may oras kayo, panoorin niyo ‘to. Para hindi kayo nakikisimpatya sa pag-aresto kay Former President Rodrigo Duterte.

Kabahan naman kayo sa pagkakaroon niyo ng awa sa nagpasimuno ng War on Drugs. Tapos pagdating sa mga EJK victims, wala?

[hugoterongmakata]

napanaginipan ko na mag kakaanak na daw ako? ha? kanino?

[hugoterongmakata]

Remember the time when wearing PPE and face shield is a thing. Fuck that. I will always have those stories to tell to my future spawns. We survived that shithole.

[hugoterongmakata]

Sometimes I wonder what am I doing in life.

[hugoterongmakata]

Sobrang sakit ng ulo ko parang gusto ko ng love and attention chz

[hugoterongmakata]

Siguro mga last moments ko na sa gym na to. Back to bgc na ulet e. Hahaha.

[hugoterongmakata]

Namiss ko kayo. 🥺

og pandemblr betlogz reunited ✨

tysm sa lahat ng itinawa natin today, kahit na pinagkaitan tayo ng samgyupsalan ng tatlong beses sa ATC ��

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i strive to have these low maintenance friends pero para lang kahapon yung huling kita namin. 💛