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Happy Trans Day of Visibility folks! These pictures are 10 years apart and a reminder that you CAN change your life. Transitioning is not linear. Recovery is not linear. But I’m still here, I’m still queer, and I’m not giving up.

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That Trans Feeling™️ when you hear your deadname one (1) time and it floats around your head and makes you feel

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hey uh...

you ever feel like you’re still in the closet??

even though you aren’t??

cuz people don’t use your pronouns???

cuz like, mood... y’know?

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evehad a bottle of wine anomong some other ithngs and life is good again lmao

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Something I‘ve been working on since Top Dysphoria has been bad lately.

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I'm a transdude and very knew to the idea of getting bottom surgeryso may I ask the rod that's inserted, does that mean it looks like you have an erection 24/7 ? I apologize in advance I'm just curious and don't know where else to ask?

Technically yes, having a semi-rigid implant means I’ll have an erection 24/7 in the sense that the rod isn’t going to change in length, girth, or rigidity. That said, the rod is malleable and you can bend it in different directions to achieve different looks/functionality. The rod can be bent upwards to be used for penetration and can be bent downwards for a more flaccid appearance. So while I’ll technically always have an erection I won’t necessarily always be erect if that makes sense. When bent down the phallus still maintains a good amount of flexibility and moves pretty naturally. My only personal frame of reference right now is having it in a more erect position since I need to keep it elevated (considering I’m less than 8 hours post-op) but I’ve seen a few videos and in-person demonstrations of how the phallus moves in a flaccid position and it’s fairly natural looking. In an erect position it tends to stay in place.

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For anon wanting close up graft pictures. 14 months post op rff phalloplasty.

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To the cis guy who keeps telling me, “You don’t want a dick really...”

“You don’t want a dick because sometimes you get random boners in the street/it hurts when someone hits you in the balls/people laugh if you’ve got a small one ect.” 

Can I just say I am literally going to the extent of planning to take hormones for the rest of my life, pinching my skin with needle each week. I’m planning to get top surgery to get rid of my perfectly healthy chest, in order to appear male whilst putting myself in a lot of danger and a lot of pain associated with this surgery, never mind bottom surgery which I’m planning for too. I spend hundreds on packers and binders out of my own money when I am broke as hell, saving in LITERAL PENNIES. 

Yes I want a dick. Yes I want it really. Why would I do all these things, why would I harm my health if I didn’t really want a dick?

 Shut. The. Fuck. Up.

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FTM Bottom Surgery posts

Metoidioplasty: 

6 weeks post op results (NSFW)

Metoidioplasty (NSFW)

4 Weeks Post-Op: Removing my catheter

Pre-Surgical Advice

Surgery Results (NSFW)

Phalloplasty:

Guy With a Phalloplasty Getting a Blowjob (NSFW link)

Results (NSFW)

More Results (NSFW)

Guy Peeing With His Phalloplasty (NSFW)

Stage One of Three (NSFW)

Getting An Erection (NSFW)

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aight ive moved onto drinking 2 try n drown everything out cheers 👌

i need to go on t so fucking bad. i feel like im constantly existing in some sort of weird limbo. im not 100% me. and it just continues and continues and continues. how i have to live every fucking day. 

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i need to go on t so fucking bad. i feel like im constantly existing in some sort of weird limbo. im not 100% me. and it just continues and continues and continues. how i have to live every fucking day. 

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dreams with

large hands,

a deep voice,

a scratchy face,

no space in my pants,

and then i fucking wake up,

every goddamn day. 

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i hate it when i’m with a group of friends and they start talking about how much they hate men and then they pause and say to me “oh but not you”

because i know what they’re actually saying is “we don’t see you like other men because deep down you’re actually a GIRL and are one of US not THEM” and i don’t know it kinda hurts .

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Parents do not own their child’s hair

Parents do not own their child’s hair

Parents do not own their child’s hair

Parents do not own their child’s hair

Parents do not own their child’s hair

Parents do not own their child’s hair

Short hair isn’t just for boys

Long hair isn’t just for girls

Idc if you’re trans, cis, gay, straight, hair is a way that humans express themselves and people should be allowed to have whatever style they want