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Watching Master Chef. S10

If we returned to a world without internet, what aspect of online life would you miss the most? Talking to my family in a different state all the time, or knowing what they are up to. 2. What food are you craving at the moment? I’m not hungry, but I’m always craving Taco Bell. 3. Are you craving anything aside from food, and if so, what? Ohh, I didn’t think about other things other than food! Lol. Maybe a good hit.

4. Where was the last place you went and what did you do there?

I was at work, does that count? 5. What was the highlight and low point of your summer (or whatever season you happen to be taking this in)? Um, nothing. Lol, I can’t even think of what I did. 6. What was the last change you made to your lifestyle? Stop working out, bahahaha. Oops. No for real, I make dinner more so we aren’t eating gross shit. 7. What was the last thing you gave up doing? See above. 8. Do you deal well with criticism? Does it make a difference if it’s constructive? I don’t think I’ve ever really gotten criticism from anyone? I get some from my mom, lol but we are assholes to each other. We love each other very much don’t get me wrong. 9. What was the last thing to boost your self-esteem? What sort of things typically make you feel good about yourself? Makeup always makes me happy, even though I suck at it. Cooking always makes me feel good, especially when the hubs says it’s good. 10. When it comes to food, do you prefer crunchy or softer textures? Soft AF. 11. Do you prefer savory or sweet things for breakfast? I can go both ways, but I usually go for sweet. Mama loves her sweets and breakfast. 12. When was the last time someone disappointed you? What about the last time you disappointed someone else? Not sure. 13. What is something you can’t seem to stop doing (or start)? I can’t seem to get my life in order. I need to start doing something other than coloring, baha. 14. When was the last time you made a new friend? What about the last time you lost a friend? I just lost a friend because she was rude to me. I don’t know when I last got a friend, maybe two years ago?  15. What was the last thing you were excited about? What about nervous?

I was excited today for it being my Friday (I know I am lame). I’m nervous to talk to my boss about taking time off in December, even though it shouldn’t be a big deal since it’s winter. But we shall see! 16. What is something small that you take extremely personally? I’ve been working on not taking a lot of things personally, when people talk to me especially. I’ve started getting used to people having different senses of humor that I don’t get “offended” 17. What is your favorite thing about your favorite person? We get each other, that’s my favorite part I guess. 18. What is something you wish other people knew about you? I’m shy when it comes to people because I fear I’m being a nuisance, so if anyone wants to talk to me they have to first. Except my best friend, mom, sis. 19. What is something you wish others DIDN’T know? No idea. 20. When was the last time you comforted someone who was upset? No idea. 21. What was going on the last time you couldn’t sleep? I don’t really know. I’ve been sleeping amazingly lately, lol. 22. What are your plans for the day ahead (or tomorrow if it’s late)? Tomorrow I will be cleaning the house, laundry. I don’t know what else as it’s currently snowing and I hate going out alone snowing (okay no, but I’m broke so that’s my excuse for hating it right now haha) 23. Do you tend to be more grumpy when you’re tired or when you’re hungry? I think both? I can get grumpy hungry when my blood sugar gets super low I lose my mind. I am grumpy when someone wakes me up before I want to be. 24. When was the last time you yelled at someone? Yesterday? 25. What types of things typically cause you to cry? Weddings, but happy tears. 26. When was the last time someone else cried in your presence? Early September. 27. What is one thing that would make your life a lot better? Wining the lottery. But... 28. What is something you are grateful to already have in your life? Health, family, friends. 29. How would you describe your overall aesthetic? Comfy, classy, unique.

Boho chic. 30. What is one of your most positive characteristics? What about one of your most negative? Does it bother you when you see certain aspects of yourself in other people, or does it depend on the trait? I try to always be in a good mood.

I can get grumpy easily when things don’t go my way (thanks anxiety meds tho for helping with that)

I see my mom in me all the time and it drives me bananas in the best way. Everyday I say “wow I am my mom” and it makes me laugh.

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Since I’m More Exciting Now.

Do you have supernatural gifts/abilities/powers? >> I do not, lol.

What is your strength? >> Being optimistic in life, but good at hating myself.

Do you look forward to each new day? >> I try to, not usually when it’s the work week unless I have things going on.

What song do you want played at your wedding? >> I want many songs played at my wedding, Lol. I’m planning it now. This is vague question.

Do you have a youtube channel? >> I don’t use it for myself, its the one Google makes.

What’s something you do that your parents don’t approve of? >> I don’t think there is really anything they straight up disapprove of, they know I smoke weed occasionally, in their eyes it’s socially - they probably don’t like that too much but never said I shouldn't do it (I also did a speech in front of them why I was for it so...)

Name something about you that’s changed in the last five years. >> I’m not as attention craving as I was in high school, or even in college, which is so nice to be free from that.

Do you have an Instagram account? If so, how often do you post on it? >> I have two... I don’t want to delete my old one because that was a good time on there with makeup, and good memories with my love that mean a lot to me for whatever reason. I just want that to be the one people from high school still follow because I don’t necessarily want them find my new one.. It really doesn’t matter, but I jut don’t want to make a point for them to find me when we don’t talk, if that makes sense?

Are you good at meeting the goals you set for yourself? >> I don’t really set goals for myself and that is what gets me.

What’s something that you wish would change about your life. >> I would like to do more with my life - and that’s why i have depression is because I sit and think of the things I can easily do I just don’t know where to start, or don’t have someone pushing me in the direction to go.

Do you know what you are wearing for the 4th of July? >>I think I do - but it was not red, white, or blue.

What color is the current journal/diary you are using? >> Well, I just got one that is pink because it was dope.

What does a rainbow mean to you?

>> Skittles- taste the rainbow.

What is your favorite app on your phone? >>I’m always on FB or Snap. 

What is your favorite game to play on your phone? >> I don’t really play any games at the moment on my phone.

What do you do when it’s blazing hot outside? >> Stay home and not go outside.

Does it feel like summer to you now? >> It does, I don’t want to do it.

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Need some shows worth binging. We don’t have cable, just Hulu and Netflix. I’ve been watching master chef and I’m on the current season so I’m trying to pace myself. But I’ll watch anything from true crime to sci fi like stranger things. Or reality. Just help. Pls.

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Human beings be like I must create something or i will kill myself

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So me and my friends were out playing pokemon go and we had to literally stop the car and turn around because we may have found the fanciest McDonald’s I’ve ever seen in my life

A MANSION

And the inside is actually beautiful??????

Like there were live plants and I felt like I was walking into an upscale hotel??

It also had a second fancy entrance???

Not only that but there was like a secret upstairs that’s apparently open usually, but it was too late for us to go up too (I’m deffo gonna go back and check that out because come on)

Like what is she hiding 

But yeah I think I found either the most cursed or fanciest McDonalds in America

Also!

It was a pokestop!

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My home will be a home with no loud anger, no explosive rage, no slamming doors or breaking glass, no name calling, shaming or blackmail. My home will be gentle, it will be warm. It will keep my loved ones safe. No fear, no hurt and no worries. I may come from a broken and twisted place but I will build something whole and safe. I’ll sing in the shower again, cook with a smile and dance in all the rooms. I will heal.

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Anyone literally do nothing all day please just do nothing with me and y’all to me. Lol.

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No ones legit never done this with a basket ball at normal distances lol.

The Magnus Effect - When a small amount of spin is added to a dropped object, the object moves forward

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me at 9 pm: got a big day tomorrow. better hit the hay 

me at 2 am: 

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