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[hutahuta]

ayup <3!

it's been a long time since i've returned, hope you're doing well. 💕

i know i haven't seen you in decades but it's been a long time, i haven't forgotten about your requests. i'm still in progress with em! it's just a bit difficult since ive missed a lot; especially with rev1999.

life has been eating me up, it just happens, yk? ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

i hope to be more active here if i can, and if not then worry not!

i'm more active on discord <3 dm me if needed for my user

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Sorry for being so dead.

But I logged back into Rev1999 because of Pavia's garment.

Can't believe I spend actual money on this game for this manwhore. I'm still in love <3

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base dappola from hit game twsting ur nipples

Ais, pronounced just like "ace"

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faith

suffering in a bottle

and a local drunk picks his poison

whose scarred and

weary smile, long forgotten

like that of a symphony, of hymns

ode to the memory

of a poor and broken youth

and the righteous and the holy

turn a blind eye, and unlike them

he affords me a kindness

of which i am not worthy

to bear in mind the bareness

of a soul, fresh and new

and the mother says

let them hear the cry

you creature, beautiful

and screaming and

crying and singing the songs

of an abandoned church

and a forsaken christ

abandoning the child

and the childlike innocence

of this world, unto thee

blinded by hate, and

i’ll open a place

sweet child, for you

in the arms of an angel

have faith and do not pray

for no one listens

to the likes of you

immature and ignorant

in the way of kings and fools

you and i will not leave

this place, unscathed

but confused and broken

you creature, poor and unloved

i wonder what kind of god

lets this happen to people like you?

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this is really how i feel sometimes

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I like how the game shows us that Schneider -in her death; has become a permanent mark in just not Vertin but also Sonetto's life. The different way they grief her death. Vertin confront their enemies and spat out her rage. Sonetto demands justice in the court (dikke would approve), not just for Schneider but her whole family (it made me wonder what schneider would say if she saw this scene maybe something like, "the way you defend my family would move even my stone cold heart, old woman")

And another thing i would like to point out,

Sonetto!! Consider her!! As a friend!!

They hadn't met for long and they hadn't get on the best foot but i think they could have had developed a strong bond given time

Bluepoch know they would be unstoppable as a trio

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I just posted a headcanon a few minutes ago, then I see this post.

Cannot agree with you more. Stop calling Pavia abusive, you insane people. In a way, it's also romanticising it too. Mischaracterisation sucks ass.

came back to say smth

EVEN IF MY PAVIA FIXATION HAS DIED DOWN, i wanna break my knees when i see ppl calling pavia aggressive or abusive, HES NOT😭😭

he is not innocent. not at all but also i feel like just because hes deranged and italian hes characterized as edgy evil mafia boss(hes not even in the mafia hes just a mercenary)

i can understand “aggressive” but bloodthirsty is a much better word for him. deranged, insane babygirl but hes as sadistic as he is lethargic. it kills me inside when people say with full seriousness that pavia isnt calm or stable(okay maybe not stable but stable enough ykwim)

he knows what he does isnt morally correct 😭 but his morals are loose asf, he will listen to some morals while he ignores another because hes that way

okiy rant over, stop stereotyping sadistic italians as mafiosos he is crazy-italian-thats-NOT-mafia rep

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Loving pavia means you're supposed to love all of him. Even his deranged thoughts.

No matter how bad he gets, you'll accept every version of him. You can't "fix" him, don't be stupid. There is a form of art with the way he embodies the living shit out of chaos. He loves the way you don't tell him what to do unless it does get out of control too quickly. He loves it when you don't try to attempt to fix him, but rather allow him to encase you into a bear hug and mutter that he's perfect even when he's completely fucked up in the head. You don't try to change him. You accept him for what he is, even if his tale is a tragic one.

But you allow that sense of freedom for him.

More importantly, you nurture his young soul when his own family couldn't.

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there, there. 🥺🥺

just saw a man so beautiful i cried so hard i puked

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HELPP IM CRYINGG

Pavia is going to be in an upcoming irl collab event. This skin will possibly not go into the game.

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Wait I hope you got the previous ask of mine regarding click cause my Tumblr glitched when I pressed ask and I wasn't sure if it sent or not 😭 Tumblr is an ass sometimes. Just wanted to make sure 🙏

I'm checking through my drafts rn,, I don't think it's sent. :(

Terribly sorry darling,, Tumblr can be such an ass sometimes but send it again ! ( please ;( )

thank you bby lemme smooch (っ￣ ³ ￣)っ 💓💞

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HUTAAA omg what is your take on this, from the 1.6 stream it looks like there is a new collab and skins. Is that Pavia? Its giving Pavia but he is missing his tattoos. If it is Pavia WOOF WOOF WOOF ugh he's so hot, love it if he's getting 2 skins

I AINT SEE NO MAN FINER THAN HIM 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

To answer, I don't believe any other character has the same similarities as Pavia. His hair alone automatically makes us able to point him out amongst the crowd.

He already has his original skin, then the second one. If this is his third, I'm bout to BUST. /j 💦💦

I'm honestly excited. If we get more lore and info about him with this outfit, I can write some more stuff for you all.

I'm still working on everyone else's asks btw, none, and i mean NONE of y'all's has been forgotten, I promise. 💕💞💓

thank you for being patient (◍ ´꒳` ◍)

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y’all remind yourselves your account is your space. you’re not a performance. you’re not annoying by being yourself. if people aren’t into it they can leave. you’re not obligated to please anyone, especially at the cost of your personal expression. the worst thing you can do for your online enjoyment is to filter or censor yourself.

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I SWEAR YOUR LITERALLY A GIFT FROM HEAVEN ESPECIALLY FEEDING US ALL THIS PAVIA CONTENT WE RECEIVING FROM YOUU

you're being so kind to me :(( what did i do to deserve you anons? 💞💕💓💞

mwa mwa <3

i'm gonna be writing more often because i realised how shitty my life is rn so I really need to distract myself atp ,,,

ty for the support babies 💞

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Hello! May I asked if your request still open? I just wanted to know before I send my request.

Ps: I love your Pavia content, we need more fanfic of him.

yes they are open! thank you for asking though ><

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YOOOOO

My oc Seraphima/Pavia. Fell in love with the game and fell in love with the boy..

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this is puppy reader anon- i didnt realize this is a pavia centered blog before sending the ask skdhrjrhrj

again- feel free to delete the ask if you arent comfy with it!!!

NUH UH DONT YOU DARE APOLOGIZE PUP ANON ‼️‼️‼️😡😡😡

grabbing your face aggressively smh smh

i did say it was mostly around pavia but i also write for others. I love you sm :(( please don't feel sad! I promise you I am working on the ask. I just want it to be perfect which is why it's taking some time. thank you for being patient with me bby MWAH<3