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hwanami · 3 years ago

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wanderlust

pairing: jeong yunho x reader

genre: fluff

word count: 2524 words

summary: one day yunho decided to wander around place he has never been before. he didn’t know it would change his life for a long time

a/n: TESTING MY TUMBLR ;_____; so *sigh* i think my account got shadowbanned for quite some times. i am used to not getting many notes, but for the past last posts, it’s like no one even find my post tho i put tags there. getting less notes and getting only 2 notes is a noticeable different and the most noticeable one is that i always tag my network on tags and they always repost it after a few days. but the last several post, they didn’t until months and there’s no way it was intentional and only possible if they don’t find my post on the network tags. at first, just shadowban and then they remove my dm feature and i still think maybe “it’s a new update + i’m getting shadowband” but then one night my account randomly got terminated. i filled their contact support form, tag tumblr on my other social media and after a few days, they finally responded and give me back my account. so with this post, i want to share a new fic plus testing if my account is still shaowbanned :” sorry for the long note... NOW ONTO THE FIC

warning: mention of bleeding

Yunho opens both of his eyes. The sun rays from the window waking him up from his slumber. He sits down and sighs. It’s been a week since he walks away from his home. Leaving behind his childhood, his family. Why did he do that again? Ah, right. Because he doesn’t want to own his father’s business. Because he’s tired being treated nice just because he comes from a wealthy family. Because he just wants to be himself and not tied to his family’s status for once in his life.

He looks at himself in the mirror once he finished taking a shower. His fingers tried to do his tie (which he fails) before he decided to ditch that thing from his look. If he didn’t runaway, he would be eating breakfast with his mom while getting ready to go his dad’s office. The skyscraper building that he always finds intimidating since he was a child. But here he is, in a small room, a random landlord thankfully willing to give to him. And thankfully enough, the landlord is a kind old lady who gives him some foods she cooks too.

“Good morning, Mrs. Choi,” Yunho greets as he bows to his landlord.

“Oh, Yunho! Come, sit here. I cook chicken soup today.”

“Ah, thank you so much, Mrs. Choi. I will pay these foods back, I promise.”

“What are you saying? You don’t have to pay for them!”

A thin smile forms on his face, “I have to. Once I get a job, I’ll make sure to pay it back for you.”

“Right, how’s your job seeking?”

Yunho hummed, the smile turns into a tired one, “it’s kind of hard getting a job since there isn’t much vacancy around.”

Mrs. Choi nods her head, “even in a big city, it is hard to find a job these days. Moreover,” she looks at the young adult eating in front of her, “you move into a much smaller cities than your hometown. It is way harder to get a job here.”

“Right,” Yunho chuckles, “but I’ll get a job soon. I will try my best to get one.”

“If you want to, you can try going to the West part of the city.”

Yunho furrows his eyebrows. Considering he lives in the East, it would be hard to get to the West. Other than the distance, he still not quite knows the route in the East. Wouldn’t he get lost in the West?

Mrs. Choi smiles as she shakes her head seeing the pout in Yunho’s lips, “young man, if you really want to get a job, couldn’t you at least do that much? Going a little mile to get one.”

“Of course, I can,” Yunho sighs, “I was just… scared of getting lost there.”

“Not all who wanders are lost,” Mrs. Choi smiled at him, “who knows you can find a job when you’re getting lost.”

Hearing that, Yunho laughs. “You’re right, Mrs. Choi. I think I will try to go there today.”

“If you want to go to the West, I suggest you to take the subway instead of the bus. The bus might be faster, but they only come once per hour. While the subway come several times in an hour.”

“Oh, thank you so much for all your help, Mrs. Choi!”

“I hope you’re getting what you need!” said Mrs. Choi as Yunho hurries to walk out from her house.

“I hope so!” Yunho shouts as he walks away.

Once the door closed, Mrs. Choi smiles, “I hope he finds whatever he needs to find.”

Yunho rushes to the station. Thanks to his long legs, he can run fast and reach the station fast. He got in the subway just in time and he heaves a sigh when he gets in. Looking around, he looks at the route and counting how many stations he needs to passed through.

“5 stations…” he mumbles.

Now, here is another flaw about Jeong Yunho. He spaces out even after he passed his destinated station. After realizing it, he quickly gets out and look around for information. He looks at the route board and realizes he missed 2 stations. Yunho sighs but instead of going back, he walks out from the station and looks around. He doesn’t know why his feet decided to do that either.

He wanders around the city his feet never landed on before. His mind wanders even further as he walks. It feels like he’s in a whole another world from the world he grows up at. The buildings aren’t as high as the skyscraper where his father works. The road filled with greener leaves than the ones he walked through when he went home from school. And the air feels lighter to breathe.

For a moment, Yunho stops his step, close his eyes, and breathe in the air as much as he can. He just heaves a long sigh when suddenly someone bumps him hard from the back, making him stumbled and fell to the ground.

“Oh my god!” you gasp as you scrunch down to look at the stranger in pain you just bump, “a-are you okay?”

“No,” Yunho mumbles before screeching in pain.

You look at his hand and see the fresh red liquid coming out from his skin, “oh no, you’re bleeding.”

“Yeah, that’s why I said I’m not okay.”

“I’m so sorry, I was running a-and–”

“Are you late for something?” Yunho asks as he finally looks at you.

No wonder it hurts, you just bump into a beautiful statue, you thought to yourself momentarily. Yunho looks at you, confused as to why are you spacing out seeing him.

“Hello?”

“Yes?” you blink your eyes. Yunho chuckles, “are you late for something? It’s because you were running so I assume you’re late.”

“Right,” you heaved an annoyed sigh, “I was late but look,” you pointed at the book store just a few steps away from where you two are, “I work there. That’s why I ran faster since I’m getting close to where I work. I didn’t see you stood there. I’m so sorry.”

You peeked at his hands, “are you going somewhere? If not, you can come to the bookstore and wash your scar.”

“Yeah, good idea,” you help him standing up and dusting his clothes.

The two of you walk in and you were met by your co-worker glare, “did you miss your alarm again?”

You opened your mouth to answer but the tall stranger beats you to it, “oh, no. She didn’t. I just happened to get into accident and she helped me since I’m not coming from here so I don’t know where to go.”

Your co-worker blinked and notice the fresh untreated scars on the man’s hand, “good lord. Sir, you’re bleeding!”

Yunho chuckles, “yeah, that’s why she took me here. She said I can use the sink to wash my scar.”

“Of course, you can! The toilet is that way,” your co-worker points at the direction and Yunho nods at her before going to the toilet.

“What are you doing?” your co-worker asks you.

You look at her, then to the book shelf, then to her again, “doing my job?”

“Go get first aid kit! That man needs to be treated. Didn’t you see his scars?”

“Ah, yeah,” you nod your head, “may I do that?”

“Why are you even asking? Of course, you may! He’s hurt for god’s sake!”

“Well, I was late. So I thought I should do my task as soon as I–”

“Enough talking. Help that man first. He will scare our customer with his scars.”

“Alright, alright,” you sigh before leaving your co-worker and take the first aid kit. The stranger walks out from the toilet just right at the time you get the first aid kit box.

“Thank you for letting me use the sink,” he says with a smile. You look at his hand and how he covers it with tissues. Looks like he (you) scratched both of his hands with the fall. His clothes also got stained by the blood and you sigh at the sight of that. How could you cause that much damage on a much bigger man than you when you just bumped into him?

“Follow me. We need to treat your scars first.”

“Oh, there’s no need for–”

“Come on. You can get infections if we don’t treat them now.”

Yunho closes his mouth then follows you to the staff room. You pull a chair and ask him to sit, which he complies. Slowly, you take off the tissues and took an alcohol swab.

“It will stink a little,” you warn before gently wiping his scar.

Yunho gritted his teeth while holding the pain. You peek at him before focusing on the scars again, “I’m sorry for causing you… this.”

He smiles, “apology accepted.”

You chuckled as your hands took a betadine from the first aid kit box, “this one will hurt more. So, please bear with it for a little more.”

“You know, I– ACK,” Yunho hisses after that, making you stop moving your hand and look at him worriedly. Yunho chuckles, “I was about to say I know it will hurt so you don’t have to remind me all the time.”

“Well,” you chuckle, “I was just telling you so you’d get ready for the pain.”

“Okay, now the last step,” you mumble as you put the betadine back and take a gauze bandage to cover his scars. Suddenly, a thought crosses your mind, “why were you just standing there in the middle of the sidewalk? You know, it’s quite busy hour. Many people walk by. You can get into this kind of accident even if it wasn’t with me.”

Yunho hums, “I was getting some fresh air.”

You snorted, “you sound like someone who comes from a crowd city and not here.”

He looks at you in silence hearing it. Making you look at him since he’s not answering. Finally noticing he’s looking at you all along, you darted your eyes on his scars again and hoping he doesn’t see your cheeks turn red, “w-well, the air here has always been like this.”

“Lucky,” he mumbles, “the air is heavy where I come from.”

“So you’re not coming from here…”

“Mhm,” Yunho nodded his head.

“So, where do you come from?”

“I’d rather not say…” he answers with a heavy tone. It makes him uncomfortable talking about where he comes from. But at the same time, he feels rude for not answering your question.

“Okay,” you reply with a light tone, “I won’t force you to tell me if you don’t want to.”

He smiles before looking down to the scars that has been treated. The fact that you didn’t push him further to talk makes him feel relieved.

“Mind to tell me why are you here if you’re not from here?”

“I’m looking for a job. I’ve been seeking for a week in this city but,” he sighs, “I haven’t gotten any.”

“You’re looking for a job?” you look at him after you finish wrapping the scars on his other hand.

“Yeah,” he chuckles, “my landlord told me to try looking for one around here. Well, not really ‘here’ here – I actually missed the station and got lost here. But she said the West probably has more offer than jobs at the East.”

You hum, “what a coincidence,” you mumble. Making the man blink his eyes.

“Just two blocks from here, my acquaintance just opened a café. He still needs some help and he’s been asking me if I have friends who’s seeking for a job. But all of my friends who are still talking with me are employed in a bigger and better place already.”

“A café?” he’s making sure, to which you affirm it with a nod.

“If you want, we can go there during lunch. I will introduce you to him. But are you okay staying here for a while? Or would you rather walk around here? Who knows you’ll see another offer.”

“I think, I’ll stay here. There’s not much I can do either with this,” he shows both of his hands that are covered with bandage.

“Right,” you nod your head, feeling guilty for it, “well, then you can look around. Seeing the books here.”

“Okay. And you should get going to work too.”

“Right,” you chuckle.

“Oh, by the way,” the stranger says right before you walk out from the staff room. You look at him, raising one of your eyebrows.

“My name is Yunho,” he says with a bright smile.

You chuckle before telling him your name, “nice to meet you, Yunho.”

Yunho smiles watching you walks out from his sight, “nice to meet you too.”

The universe really works its wonder in its own way. The two strangers being met with an unfortunate event. But the domino effect of the fall somehow leads to better things. When you introduce Yunho to Wooyoung, the two of them clicked just like that. The next thing you know Wooyoung scolding you for giving scars to his new co-worker, Yunho. Yunho insisted to start to work right away with the easy task even when Wooyoung tells him to start 2 days later. And still feeling guilty, you promise him to go to the café after your working hour.

You ended up spending the time there until the café closed and you walk side by side with your new tall friend. You tell him the good place he needs to see, the tasty restaurant around he needs to try, and the way to the station and the fastest route.

“Can you believe we were a total stranger just 10 hours ago?” you giggle.

“Right?” Yunho laughs with you.

“Here,” you point the route map on your hand to him, “don’t space out this time! You need to get out in this station,” your finger moves to point the destined station, “then you can take the bus; you should be able to catch it soon after you’re getting out from the station if we’re seeing the time now. It’s faster that way.”

“Thank you,” Yunho smiles at you, “for everything today.”

“I don’t think you should thank someone who injured you.”

Both of you laugh before he smiles fondly at you, “is it okay for me to call you tomorrow? I’m afraid I’d still get lost.”

“Of course! You have my number already. Just call me if you need anything.”

The subway comes after you’re saying that, “you should get going.”

Yunho nods his head, “careful on your way home.”

“You too, Yunho.”

He runs to the subway and you shouted your last message for him for today, “don’t get lost again!”

Yunho laughs and giving you a thumb up before waving at you until the door closed. Once you’re out of his sight, he looks at his hands and smile. His landlord was right, not all who wanders are lost. He gets what he needs; a job, and someone who he thinks would be someone special in his life.

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hwanami · 3 years ago

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angel’s kiss

pairing: kang yeosang x reader

genre: fluff

word count: 615 words

summary: there are lots of saying about birthmark; both good and bad. and you're certain your lover's birthmark only means good things.

a/n: his birthmark was shown today at the airport and i just 🥺🥺 found it lovely as always 🥺🥺🥺🥺 + oh wow i didn't realize the word count is his birthdate!!! ;____;

warning: none

Your eyes fixed on the reddish mark on your lover's skin while he's sleeping safe and sound next to you. The faded red spot, which usually covered by layers of make up, shown clearly right in front of you. You'd like to say it is a privilege to witness his birthmark all the time.

Unconsciously, your fingers trace them lightly. His soft skin makes you jealous at times, but considering the care he puts on his skin, it is understandable for him to have such a healthy skin. Slowly, he opened his eyes upon feeling your touch on his face.

A smile crept on your face, "hi," you whispered.

"Hi," he greeted back. A soft smile on his face.

"Did I wake you up?" though it is just the two of you in the room, you two have the habit of whispering when you talk on the bed. It somehow makes the feeling more intimate.

"No," he sighed, "I'm getting used to you touching my birthmark."

A soft giggle left your lips, "you know, I read somewhere that birthmark is the spot where the angel kissed you."

He hummed, "I also read birthmark is a mark being left by the devil."

"Really?" you frowned, "I never read or heard that before."

Yeosang chuckled, "it's just superstition anyway. At the end of the day, it's just collection of blood vessels near the surface of the skin."

You hummed, still tracing his birthmark, "it is. But I'd still like to believe an angel left this on you."

Yeosang smiled at you. Being your significant other for years, he sure knows how hopeless you can be when it comes to romantic things. And you sure like to romanticize anything in your life.

Nevertheless, he still keeps up with that side of you. "Why do you like to believe that?" he asked.

Your smile widened, "because even before you come to the earth, those angels love you. So they leave a kiss before they're sending you to the world. Because they know you deserve to be loved, and they want the whole world to know that by leaving that mark on you."

You rolled your body so you can see your lover's face better. God, He must be showing off when He decided to create Yeosang. The perfectly sculptured face, the eyes full of innocent love, and the heart as pure as fine gold. How could such a person exist? And oh, boy, how lucky are you to love and to be loved by him?

"And I think, the angels also have another reason to leave that mark on you. They don't let them exist just for other people who sees it, but also for you to see it yourself."

Yeosang furrowed his eyebrows. Remembering how he despised his fresh red birthmark when he was younger, "why?"

"Because," you smiled, tracing his beautiful birthmark once again (you don't think you'd ever get bored of doing that), "they want you to remember that you are loved by them. That you deserve all the love you received. That even on your worst day, you are always loved."

Yeosang hummed. A smile crept on his face again. He expected such answer from you, but it feels nice to hear those words coming straight from your lips.

"You think so?" he asked.

You giggled, "yep!"

A soft giggle left Yeosang's lips as he covered his face with his hands. God, he really loves you. And if the angels really love him the way you think so, at that moment Yeosang thought, then the angels must be jealous of you. Because both of you love him, but only you can be loved by him.

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hwanami · 3 years ago

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*gasp* oh thank you to whoever recommend it 🥺🥺🥺 it kind of giving me a lil motivation to write again ㅠㅠ🤍

love list

pairings: jung wooyoung x reader

genre: fluff

word count: 1136 words

summary: to fulfill your pride, you don’t want to be alone on your sister’s wedding. which…leads you to re-connecting with your exes with the help of your friend, wooyoung.

a/n: this one’s inspired from the movie what’s your number (2011) which i enjoy a lot! >< and this is the first time i write a series here…please be gentle with me ㅠ

The Beginning (next)

You groaned at your best friend who’s currently sitting in front of your study table. He looks at you and sigh, “you want to talk about it?”

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hwanami · 3 years ago

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pairing: jeong yunho x femreader

genre: angst

word count: 857 words

summary: there’s something about the sunset that always reminds Yunho about you

a/n: i actually wrote it with another muse, but i posted here as Yunho so i just hope people would still find it enjoyable hehe (+ it’s inspired by the song of the track!)

warning: none

The shade of orange and a bit of crimson colored the sky in the prettiest way as the sun is setting down. The voice of the waves hitting the rock filling Yunho’s ears as he walked down the shore. A smile plastered his face as he seeks for warmth from the sun.

His eyes watch the horizon as a memory flash his mind. The sound of the water no longer heard as his mind play the sound of your laughter like a broken record in his memory. Your wide grin as you run towards the sea with your slippers on your hand. The wind blows through your hair, making it dance with its rhythm. The scenery of you, in the happiest state, was being recorded by Yunho in his brain and his eyes never blink for he never wanted to miss a single second of it.

“Don’t you ever feel jealous of the sunset?” you asked him.

Yunho shook his head quickly, “nope.”

You furrowed your eyebrows, “really?”

He smiled, “why would I get jealous of a scenery?”

“Well,” you looked back at the sky in front of you, “no matter where you see it, the sunset is always pretty.”

It’s overrated, he wanted to say. But he kept it to himself, knowing how much you love the art of the Creator. He stopped his step once he saw you stop. You close both of your eyes, a small smile on your face as you breathe in the saltwater air. He knew he was in love with you, every single thing about you. But at that moment he knew the phrase “head over heels” is an understatement for how he feels about you.

Yunho was falling hard. He didn’t trip and fall, he confidently jumps without hesitation and he enjoys every second of the thrill from the fall.

“Can you feel it?” you asked him, pulling him back from his own bubble.

“Feel what?”

“The sun,” you giggled, “it’s warm without the heat hurting you. It… feels like a gentle kind of warmth.”

He didn’t quite get you at first. Until you looked him in the eyes, with the shade of golden colored your skin ethereally, and a wide smile on your face while you said, “it feels like us when we’re together.”

“It feels like love,” Yunho whispered into the thin air.

His finger quickly wipes the tears that somehow managed to stream from his eyes. He didn’t even realize when did he started crying. Maybe it’s the fact that after years passed by, he’s still coming back to the same beach at sunset just to reliving that memory. Hoping that way, he could feel what he felt back then. Hoping that you would still feel the same way as you did back then. But you took the warm in his heart along with your departure and the sun can never melt a frozen heart.

If Yunho had to count the amount of time he comes back to the shore after he parted ways with you, his fingers aren’t enough to count. Where did it go wrong? He always wonders every time he watches the sunset. Was it my fault? Did I not show her enough? Or did I not love her enough? The same thoughts always haunt him again and again like it’s part of the broken record he’s been holding on all these times.

He closes his eyes as a sigh leaves his lips. He lets he warmth of the sun to seep into him, finally actually feeling it on his skin. The sight of you still there in the back of his mind. He smiled, seeing the smile of yours that he would never get enough of. He always comes back to seek for a feeling he can no longer find. But that day, he doesn’t come for that.

For the first time, Yunho doesn’t want to blame himself for something out of his control. He never finds anything you did wrong, neither anything he did wrong. After all, maybe the love you two had is really just a match that runs out of spark at some point. And yours happened to lose its spark faster than his.

Yunho opens his eyes, with a wide smile on his face. He would be lying if he says he already lost his spark for you when it’s still there. He’s just finally letting it to die slowly. He feels the warmth of sun kissing his skin while the seawater sooths his feet. For the first time, he doesn’t come to the shore to seek for the feeling from the warmth of the sun. He doesn’t seek for the feeling of love he used to know, but he seeks for a peace.

The sun is setting down and he looks up to the darkening sky to see the moon starting to replace the sun. He smiles as he walks away from the shore. Just like the time letting the sun to move to the other side of the world, it also lets him move on as it turns his pain into a bittersweet memory for him.

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