hxzelwallflower

[hxzelwallflower]

ooc.♡ˎˊ˗ Me, saying I'm coming back to write because I miss being here. Also me, wanting to write but can't because my brain is still a lil' insecure of my muse here.

[hxzelwallflower]

ooc.♡ˎˊ˗ A dear friend surprised me with a commission of Eileen's Deltarune overworld sprite, so now she has a canon look for the verse!! <3

[hxzelwallflower]

send emojies for what kind of dynamics you want to plot 

❤️ romantic  🧡 familial  💛 platonic  💝 mentorship 💚 partners in crime 💙 enemies to lovers 💜 enemies to friends 🖤 lovers to enemies 🤎 begrudgingly falling in love 💔 exes with feelings 💕 friends with benefits 💖 friends with benefits + unspoken feelings  💘 actually unrequited  💓 falsely assumed unrequited  ❣️ forced to work together for a common goal

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That's the question , isn't it ? A compromise in which she could come down off the excitement and allow him to still maintain control without her passing out ── something that would bring views but , less entertainment . A one man band trying to cycle through all these mini games is brutal enough , but keeping her composure is even worse .

It takes all about ten seconds of rambling for the Lightner to finally grasp him . Trained hues studying his movements , waiting until he stops just shy of another pose . . .

Fingers squeeze his shrunken frame , exhaling softly as her vision appears more glossy . Indeed ── so much stimulation has led to her nearly having an episode and is trying to reel herself back in .

❝ I need you to stop moving . Please . ❞

The strain on that last word further shows her state . His efforts are appreciated but , everyone has a limit . Her trembling form all the more proves such .

@tv-t1me | cont. x - - - - - - - - - - - - - -

Medic . Is what she wanted to say . Her stomach churned between transitions , nausea setting in making for slower movements . Her ears are still ringing from the applause , but being away from prying eyes is all but a relief as fingers clasp over her mouth . Don't puke don't puke don't puke don't puke-

Wings act as a shield attempting to balance her focus , no longer assaulted by flickering neon ── but soft , familiar colors that temporarily soothed her vision .

Her tranquility was short lived however , within moments the Darkener responsible manifested . His voice piercing whatever train of thought she'd been able to conjure in a brief period , lost to the grainy static infecting every other syllable .

* How much more are you willing to take ?

Trembling hands part the ocean of hair curtain around her features , head tilted back as weary hues settle on the showman . A slow exhale following her answer .

❝ A banana moment ? ❞

Right , inside joke . ANYWAYS .

❝ Monsieur 'Tenna , I-I don't think I can do this anymore . ❞

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The prophesy still holds fast , no matter how domestic they are a Lightner could never tame a Darkener . They're built strictly to serve with little care for themselves outside of basic code ; outside of normality . Yet here she is , taking his excessive word scrabble and piecing it together that's more coherent as always . Calling it stupid , doesn't even fit the narrative .

Every sentence brought visible discomfort , no longer relieved that he managed to survive the elements . . . but all her anxieties regarding their relationship coming to pass . Is this really how he felt ? All this time did he view their relationship as , problematic ?? A burden ??

The silence that came after was , terrifying . So thick you could cut it with a knife . In the span of such time he was able to watch first-handed , the vibrancy fading from her eyes .

* But you were already R U I N E D .

❝ . . . ❞

It's her fault , isn't it ? That's why he's leaving , she upset him . She pushed him away , said something , did something , made him feel less than trying to make it about herself . She acted selfishly .

* What can you do to fix it . . . ?

@thebigshotman | cont. x - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -

Days went by with no sight of him , not even the Maus rummaging through newly formed piles could sense anything unusual . Limited sources made it difficult to track the puppet as even those who were well acquainted had idea where he might've gone . The shop had been searched many times , all turning up empty aside from one or two "Spamlings" hidden behind a few cases .

One thing's for certain , he's left . And it's all her fault . * Don't be so hard on yourself darling . He'll come back...

The words of her companion repeating themselves through countless jumble , piercing several thoughts retaining his whereabouts or if something had happened during their separation . It's these thoughts that bring her to reality , a familiar voice and the sudden "foe" that blocks the way .

Her SOUL skips a beat , breath hitched . There he is . Tired , disheveled , trembling as her name strained from his voice box .

❝ Spamton . . . you're okay . ❞ * You told Spamton you were worried about him . * Where's he been all this time , you wonder .

[hxzelwallflower]

" They like to do other things too , unfortunately . "

HUMANS SURE DO LIKE TO. HUG!

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DELTARUNE CHAPTER THREE SENTENCE STARTERS . spoiler warning for dialogue from deltarune's third chapter !

" who cares ?! this means another adventure , right ?! "

" i felt a dark presence and hurried here ... "

" we could just ... make a mess . cause some trouble . "

" um ... did i say something weird ? "

" how can you say you're not real ?! "

" i don't want you to worry too much about me , okay ? "

" forget about me and make a real friend , okay ? "

" you idiot ! how can you SAY that ?! "

" you think i could just forget you ?! "

" you're real to me , okay ?! "

" you are the star of today's show ! "

" you're about the play the greatest game of your life ! "

" i knew i could count on you ! "

" it's outrageous !! preposterous !! it'd be bad tv !! "

" don't worry , i've still got some time before i petrify ! "

" if you want my autograph , get in line . "

" i KNEW you wouldn't like it . "

" let's hurry up and get the hell outta here . "

" it's just been taking my mind off ... everything , i guess . "

" you really do care ! "

" i'll write you fanmail ! "

" my little darling ! are you okay ?! "

" is it okay if i come with you ? "

" if you fight me , i'll kick your ass . "

" there must be something we can do ! "

" does anyone know what an e - mail is ?! "

" everything's changing so fast ... "

" could it be ... you just wanted to have fun again ? "

" if not for fun , why'd you do it ? "

" part of you is just ... enjoying this ... isn't it ? "

" oh , don't make that sour face . "

" i just wanted you to look at me ... "

" i'm irrelevant ... i'm junk ... "

" i want to be important . to be useful . "

" i've never really been able to ... make friends . "

" the only times anyone got close to me ... were as a joke . "

" i felt like a broken toy no one wanted . "

" may i remind you , you signed a TELEVISION CONTRACT ? "

" can't say i know your motivations . "

" how did things turn out like this ? "

" i did what you said ! just like our deal ! "

" y - you aren't gonna turn me off again , are you ... ? "

" without play ... the knife grows dull . "

" what the hell are you doing ? "

" i tasted your shampoo in the bathroom . here , you can taste mine . "

" WHAT ?! HOW AM I THE WEIRD ONE HERE ?! "

" WHAT are you doing ?! WHERE are you going ?! "

" enough of your dumb games !! "

" why the hell do you want us to play so bad anyway ?! "

" i've been having so much fun playing with you all . "

" i just ... don't want it to end . "

" just admit you need me already ! "

" watch where you're swinging that thing ! "

" i don't wanna be thrown away ... "

" you're incredible ! you're amazing ! no ... you're marvellous ! "

" didn't think i'd still be standing ... did you ? "

" you're all damn alone . "

" you're never gonna win , you hear me ?! "

" you know you can't win ... so , give up ! "

" don't tell me you've had ENOUGH already ?! "

" you've got some explaining to do , punk !! "

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❝ Not exactly . I was makin' these on my own for later . ❞ ❝ Guess he wanted me to go ahead and finish them . ❞

Or had one of those spasms that cost him running into the door frame , the latter being most believable . Either way she managed to make a few . A comfort snack from home that she often stored away whenever those late night munchies hit .

At first the thought of eating something other than meat might turn him away , but she was wrong . Then again anything that looks remotely editable is gonna' be taken seriously as food holds of high importance here . She , might wanna' check up on Sanji though . . . just in case .

❝ I think because they're so easy to make he didn't really see a problem . ❞

@tsukiigami liked for a starter ! | ( Luffy ) - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -

❝ Luffy !! I finally figured out how to make origiri without burning myself . ❞

By that she means obtaining a mold , because Sanji was tired of her wasting rice because she'd drop it mid-shaping . Idiot . Nevertheless it's progress and what better person to show it off to than him . She's made several , prewrapped and adorn with sesame seeds .

❝ Spicy crab and avocado ! Each one's a lil' different . ❞ ❝ What do you think ? ❞

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@nufimuses liked for a starter ! | Sawyer - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -

That doesn't sound good . Even the kerurig maker back home doesn't sound like that , and given the yowl after she can only imagine what's going on just outside the lobby . Seems yet another staff member had slammed the poor feline's tail in the door , and just about everyone and their mother was around to hear it .

They really need to make a hazard or something for these guys . The medical bills must be insane with how often this happens .

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@dreamsofalife liked for a starter ! - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -

❝ Look , I'm not saying Mothman would take down people's license plate numbers but- it's a possibility . I mean how else would you explain those sightings ? ❞

Someone's been binge watching "Lost Tapes" again , it seems . How many times we going to play these games over stupid , comical shows that were proven false years ago ? Not that she isn't already aware but , might as well indulge since the topic's come up .

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@pipissalesman1997 | cont. x - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -

Fair enough . Doesn't excuse the way he's , floating though . Pixels flaking from his stature as she all but stands there like a deer in headlights , studying the Darkener with little more than the subtle twitch of her wing . He looks uncannily similar to those avian Darkeners west of here , though a little loud by salesmen terms .

That said , she isn't the best with sudden approach . All those little advertisements you see in malls with people chasing you , trying to sell you their products , might be one of those very situations if she doesn't DO something .

❝ I , think I'm good . Appreciate the offer though . ❞

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"Happy birthday to you!" Layla smiles warmly at the other before offering a small box. Inside of it she'd find a bracelet made of little flower shaped gems.

@starfaite asked: Birthday wishes !! - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -

❝ Oh , my god . It's beautiful ! ❞

She's been a fan of trinkets such as this , even more in the shape of flowers . Spoons , cups , little tidbits that could be used for decorations . But now ? She can retire that jade accessory for a while in favor of something new . How lovely !

❝ Thank you so much !! ❞

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@tv-t1me | cont. x - - - - - - - - - - - - - -

Medic . Is what she wanted to say . Her stomach churned between transitions , nausea setting in making for slower movements . Her ears are still ringing from the applause , but being away from prying eyes is all but a relief as fingers clasp over her mouth . Don't puke don't puke don't puke don't puke-

Wings act as a shield attempting to balance her focus , no longer assaulted by flickering neon ── but soft , familiar colors that temporarily soothed her vision .

Her tranquility was short lived however , within moments the Darkener responsible manifested . His voice piercing whatever train of thought she'd been able to conjure in a brief period , lost to the grainy static infecting every other syllable .

* How much more are you willing to take ?

Trembling hands part the ocean of hair curtain around her features , head tilted back as weary hues settle on the showman . A slow exhale following her answer .

❝ A banana moment ? ❞

Right , inside joke . ANYWAYS .

❝ Monsieur 'Tenna , I-I don't think I can do this anymore . ❞

[hxzelwallflower]

Hello everyone! Yes, this is indeed an rp blog for Spamton G. Spamton from Deltarune Chapter 2.

Please like or reblog this post if you would be willing to [turn off adblock] and interact with this spam mail puppet that’s been abandoned one too many times and is just a wee bit insane. I’ll be sure to check you out in return!

[[Indie and semi-selective, 3+ years experience. Crossovers welcome! Please read rules before interacting. Strings pulled by Ruby! Follows come from @always-together ]]

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for muses that are getting to know each other

❝ what's your favorite color and why? ❞

❝ can i come with you? ❞

❝ you have a nice smile, has anyone ever told you that before? ❞

❝ how do you take your coffee? ❞

❝ sorry, what was your name again? ❞

❝ it just occurred to me i never asked you what your last name is. ❞

❝ actually we've met before. ❞

❝ i've heard a few things about you. ❞

❝ care to join me? ❞

❝ i'm not really sure why i trust you. ❞

❝ i don't usually talk this much, it just feels easy to say stuff when you're listening. ❞

❝ i know we don't know each other that well but if you wanna talk about it... ❞

❝ could you help me with something? ❞

❝ do you like it here? ❞

❝ are you new around here? ❞

❝ you can ask me anything you want. i promise i'll answer truthfully except the things i feel like lying about. ❞

❝ i don't mean to be too forward, you just seem like you could use a friend right now. ❞

❝ you can come with me. i mean if you don't have anyone waiting for you. ❞

❝ we're friends now. you can ask me for help. ❞

❝ do you like this music? i can change it. ❞

❝ what are your favorite snacks? ❞

❝ really? i wouldn't have guessed that about you. ❞

❝ do you mind if i ask about it? ❞

ACTIONS:

VISIT: for sender to go to receiver's home for the first time

VISITED: for receiver to go to sender's home for the first time

CRYING: for sender to see receiver cry for the first time

CRIED: for receiver to see sender cry for the first time

BEGIN: sender and receiver are on their first date together

TRIP: our muses go on a group trip but end up stuck together, away from the rest of their friends.

SITUATION: our muses are acquainted because one of them is their friend's roommate. muse a shows up when their friend isn't there and ends up hanging out with muse b one on one.

GO: our muses go to a zoo or theme park together and get lost.

INVITE: sender cooks for receiver for the first time

INVITED: receiver cooks for sender for the first time

TOGETHER: our muses spend the night for the first time

TRY: our muses hooked up and are hanging out the next day

COMFORT: sender is going through a break up and receiver offers to cheer them up

COMFORTED: receiver is going through a break up and sender offers to cheer them up

OFFER: sender gives receiver a ride to the airport/picks them up

OFERED: receiver gives sender a ride to the airport/picks them up

AID: sender helps receiver redecorate

AIDING: receiver helps sender redecorate

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DELTARUNE CHAPTER 3 SPOILERS BELOW FOR EILEEN'S VERSE ! !

ooc.♡ˎˊ˗ Eileen has managed to track one of her companions deeper into The Dark World, bits of cosmic energy trailing. The last thing she remembers is the vivid hues of The Star Mage looking back at her, before waking up alone again.

Just when she thinks she's close to an answer fate seems to pull her in a different direction, this time center stage of a new world. To say it's overstimulating would be an understatement, various Darkeners mumbling about the mage but never quite giving an answer to where she is; as they're too focused on Tv World's new solo star. The showhost does little to help, which only makes the situation worse as each round throws her deeper into the rabbithole. Verbally trapped by a Darkener three times her size.

Only one question remains: Will Eileen be able to escape?

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*[Hazelnut]!!! H4P-HAP-HAP-[[happy birthday to you]]!!!

Despite how he couldn't quite force that out with his own voice, his smile doesn't waver once. A low quality sound file of Happy Birthday to You will now start beeping out of his throat, just because he can.

@thebigshotman (because current timeline drama ain't gonna stop this man from sending his angel birthday wishes)

@thebigshotman asked: Birthday wishes ! - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -

It's enough to make her smile ── fingers tracing the edge of his painted cheek before gently cupping it with her palm . The opposite graced by the warmth of her soft lips once the final note draws to a close . She'd just started to nod off before he entered , slightly more awake now thanks to him .

❝ Merci chèvrefeuille . ❞